The protagonists think I have a crush on him

If he refuses again, he will lose face to the future god of war. If he dares to refuse the second-ranked god today, he will be hanged out on the school forum tomorrow.

Jiang Xu nodded in agreement, and Li Ren's real-time profile picture appeared on the operation panel, with the same black hair and black eyes as he remembered, and a calm expression.

Li Ren's appearance is very similar to the Chinese on the ancient earth. He has short black hair and firm black eyes. His whole temperament is a bit like a knight licking blood with the tip of a knife. Contaminated with the blood of countless Zerg.

A pure black mecha teleported to them in an instant. I don't know if it has a filter for the destructive power of God of War. It is also a virtual mecha issued by the school, but the color is different, but Li Jian's machine looks lethal. The power is great.

Jiang Xu really wanted to ask Master Li Yan why he formed a team with them, but suddenly thought, is it because Xi Ye is in this team?

In his memory, Li Yan was a taciturn character. He disdained to pay attention to people who flattered his wealth and status, and never took the initiative to make friends with others. Except for You Zhao, a friend who had played with him since childhood, in school Always a loner.

The strange thing is that when You Zhao and Xi Ye were friends, Li Ren blended in without the slightest resistance, and the three quickly became friends.

In the previous life, Jiang Xu completed the simulated actual combat test alone, so he didn't know whether Li Yan and Xi Ye formed a team.

The results of this test are directly linked to scholarships. The top 50 in the number of kills will have financial rewards. The higher the ranking, the richer the rewards. If You Zhao is not around, Li Yan can easily get the first place. These rewards are not included in his However, for Xi Ye who is struggling, the meaning is different. This move not only maintains Xi Ye's dignity, but also improves his life.

Looking at it now, maybe Li Ren paid attention to Xi Ye earlier than You Zhao, but because of his restrained expression, Xi Ye didn't care.

Li Blade has never clearly expressed his special affection for Xi Ye. When he realized that Xi Ye was already with You Zhao, because of his good brother You Zhao, it was not easy to intervene in person and become a third party, so he had to choose to guard silently.

The standard two-man setup, isn't it always written like this in novels?

The more he thought about it, the more he felt that he was the truth. Jiang Xu looked at the portraits of Li Ren and Xi Ye next to each other on the operation panel. One was cold and the other was determined. In just a short while, he had already made up a paragraph of hundreds of thousands of words in his brain. A sadomasochistic romance novel.

Can't help but look towards Li Ren's real-time profile picture, Jiang Xu caught off guard and met his dark eyes, where it was pitch black, as if dyed with ink, suppressing dark feelings, as if trying to penetrate the screen and drown him Same.

Thinking of Li Yan looking at Xi Ye with such eyes at this moment, but Xi Ye didn't know anything, Jiang Xu was a little shaken.

The official cp who has always stood firmly on the official side of You Showa and Xi Ye, can't help but feel a little bit excited. This kind of setting of loyal dog x Gao Ling's flower is not bad...

Reason suddenly came online, and began to insult Jiang Xu crazily—is it because You Zhao can't hold a knife, or you are drifting away, dare to stand in a cult, do you still want to go home, think about the system's death warning!

Jiang Xu secretly sighed——I'm sorry, brother Li Yan, although I understand that you don't want me, the light bulb, to be here, but in order to go home, I have to be there, and I can't let You Zhao come back and find that there is more grassland color on his head.

In order to prevent Li Yan and Xi Ye from having too many conversations, he spoke first, showing a flattered expression: "Wow, God! I didn't expect to have the opportunity to be on your team! I thought it was your slippery hand hahaha...

Li Bian, who had been silent all this time, had a complicated look in his eyes, and he opened his thin lips lightly: "No."

not what?Not slippery?

He really planned it for a long time, with bad intentions!

Did you think that he would naively ask questions like "then why did you team up with us", and then give you a chance to confess on the spot? Stop dreaming!

Jiang Xu changed the topic in a timely manner. He shared his information panel, and there were suddenly dozens of people applying for team formation, all of which were aimed at Li Blade's combat effectiveness.

All the students in the universe understand that choosing to cling to the thigh of the god of learning at critical moments is more useful than anything else.

In the team formation information, there are dozens of——

"God take me!"

"Ahhh, I never thought that the great god would form a team in his lifetime, please join the team, please!"

"God, I adore you so much!"

……

Jiang Xu was a little embarrassed, the more people joined, the average final score might be lower, he didn't care, but if Xi Ye couldn't get the scholarship because of this, it would be troublesome.

While hesitating, when a slender hand appeared on the operation panel, he mercilessly chose to select all—resolutely reject with one click.

Xi Ye withdrew her hand and said with a faint smile, "There will be too many people, and communication will be chaotic."

Li Blade followed and nodded; "Yes."

I can't tell that Li Bian, who is usually taciturn, is still a licking dog. You agree to everything he says, let him see through!

He became more and more certain that Li Yan had unusual feelings for Jiang Xu. Under such circumstances, Jiang Xu would never let them talk, so he took the initiative to find something to talk about. Fortunately, Li Ren and Xi Ye are not talkative. , only occasionally chiming in twice when he was speaking.

At this time, the countdown to the test began—"The mock test at the end of the month is about to begin. Candidates are asked to prepare well and keep in mind the precautions for the exam...the countdown is ten seconds, 10,9, 8, 3,2,1... [-], [-], [-]... the test begins!"

With a loud shock, the surrounding environment suddenly changed, replaced by the sky tens of thousands of meters high, with the smaller Sakender star under his feet.

More than 1000 huge mechas are suspended in the air, and the scene is very spectacular, just like a picture in a science fiction movie.

The simulated mecha automatically turned on the flight mode, Jiang Xu held his breath, here we come!

Two or three black dots approached them at a very fast speed. Behind them was a huge Zerg team like dark clouds, accompanied by ear-piercing hissing sounds, as if locusts were passing through, covering the sky and blocking the sun, and the entire virtual sky was following. tremor.

Holding the weapon tightly in his hand, Jiang Xu was still a little nervous. Although he had dealt with these Zerg many times, he had the cheats given by the system at that time.

Now the system has ruthlessly shut down most of the functions, and it's unknown how long he can last with only his C-level physique.

What if he fell early and only Li Ren and Xi Ye were left on the battlefield. After a hearty battle, the two of them suddenly developed a revolutionary friendship?

The sky is big and the earth is big, and the task is the biggest. Jiang Xu chose to hug Li Ren's thigh shamelessly: "God, it's up to you!"

Li Blade, who was suddenly cueed, was stunned, then manipulated the black mecha, blocked Jiang Xu with his body, and a firm voice came to his ears from the voice system: "I will protect you."

Jiang Xu was very happy, the feeling of being surrounded by a great god was really cool.

But he didn't notice that in Li Blade's black eyes, there was a strong longing surging and suppressing.

Unexpectedly, there is still a chance to see Jiang Xu in real life.

As always, it was like a bright flame, allowing anyone to feel the exuberant vitality. In the end, such a person died alone in the universe, like a withered flower.

In countless midnight dreams, Jiang Xu's reddish-brown eyes seemed to contain hot tears, which also burned his heart.

He thought that people like him would never spend their precious time on illusory love, that kind of thing is just a ridiculous illusion, the hypocrisy and selfishness in human bones means that there can be no absolute loyalty in this world love.

I don’t know when it started, but Jiang Xu insisted on sending You Zhao away, looking for opportunities to spend time with him alone, but when he asked him coldly what was the matter, he seemed to be frightened, and carefully explained that he must pay attention to safety outside , don't get hurt.

At first I thought he was naive, but after listening to it a lot, I got used to it, and even gradually developed the expectation that someone cared about me.

Until Jiang Xu chose to defect from the Eastern Military Region and voted for Song Jinyuan.

He didn't believe it at first, but You Zhao directly issued a statement to revoke Jiang Xu's position in the Eastern Military Region.

As if being betrayed, he felt a feeling he had never had before. He suppressed the emotions in his heart, chose not to pay attention to his news, and wanted to erase him from his own world.

But the more this happened, the more unfair he felt. He thought that he should have hated him at that time, but deliberately ignored this feeling.

The family arranged a blind date for him, and he agreed without even knowing the other party's name. Whatever, he had no reason to refuse the family's arrangement. The concerned expression of that person appeared in his mind, and he forcibly suppressed it.

The last time he met Jiang Xu was in the hospital.

At that time, I was receiving staged treatment due to long-term insomnia, but I met Jiang Xu who was sent to the rescue due to his serious injuries. The medicine in the bag, and asked with difficulty: "...are you injured?"

He suddenly couldn't understand Jiang Xu, and at the same time, he had a strong urge to hold him in his arms.

But he just sneered: "Don't worry about it."

Hearing these words, Jiang Xu's face lost all blood in an instant, his eyes seemed to be covered with dust, and he fell into a coma, as if he had died.

When he heard that he was going to get married, Jiang Xu took the initiative to contact him for the first time.

During the conversation, he hesitated and said, "Are you really going to get married? Do you... love her?"

Hearing the soft voice from over there, an inexplicable joy surged from the bottom of his heart. It was the first time he realized that he was so mean, and sneered, "I don't love her, do I love you?"

His answer was a hasty hang up.

Three days later, at You Zhao's wedding, he heard the news of Jiang Xu's death.

So suddenly, caught off guard, the pictures of the dilapidated corpse were sent to his communication terminal, which broke all his persistence and rationality.

He discovered for the first time that emotion can kill, otherwise how could it cause him to collapse in an instant. He has been fighting against his desire ridiculously. Now that the source of desire is dead, he no longer has to be disappointed and sad about it, but why, what is in front of his eyes? Can't see it anymore.

Sudden blindness, many well-known experts could not find the cause, and could only explain it as oppression caused by emotional fluctuations. They wondered what caused him to collapse so much.

Only because that day, You Zhao suddenly found him and told him that Jiang Xu volunteered to the Western Military Region to save Xiye.

Why... He heard his own low, cracked voice.

You Zhao ruthlessly tore open the answer: He won't let us tell you.

Why, I kept thinking, does Jiang Xu really love him, if it is really love, why is he so cruel to him?

The eye disease healed suddenly, but when he regained his sight, he still seemed to be blindfolded by something, and he could no longer see any beliefs. He lost his persistence and hope.

He was unmarried all his life, but as he got old, the image of Jiang Xu in his memory gradually became vivid. The years washed away his stubbornness and suffering, but made his longing more profound.

I finally understood that no matter what unspoken secret Jiang Xu died with, it would not prevent him from admitting it.

He loves him, and this love has filled his whole body.

Countless times in dreams, he and Jiang Xu faced each other frankly and confessed their love to each other, but when they woke up, they faced the cold wall. This gap made him have ridiculous fantasies.

If, if in this world, there is really a chance to do it all over again.

He will never lose him again...

Unexpectedly, the prayers that he had always disbelieved in nothingness actually came true!

Once again, I went back to my student days and started all over again.

The first time he came to Jiang Xu's side, he seemed to be in a dream.

If it is really a dream, please, let him never wake up again.