The protagonists think I have a crush on him

Waking up in the familiar dormitory of the Deke Military Academy, Xi Ye thought she was still in a dream.

Since Jiang Xu's death, he has often had such dreams, and the dreams are full of phantoms of the two of them.

In those hard-to-wake-up dreams, Jiang Xu always blinked a pair of wet eyes, the eyes seemed to be glowing with water, and said to him tirelessly, you and You Zhao must be happy.

Xi Ye has never seen through Jiang Xu, he seems to live with himself and You Zhao as the whole meaning of life, and is willing to give everything, even life, for them without asking for anything in return.

At first, he thought that Jiang Xu liked You Zhao, otherwise it would be difficult to explain this blind enthusiasm and attention. The sudden suspicion has been buried in his heart, and there was no need to say it out loud, but he still asked because of a strange coincidence that day.

Jiang Xu's face turned pale in an instant, his whole body was shaken by the blow, and he kept swearing, saying that he never had such thoughts, how could he be worthy of You Zhao.

For many days afterwards, he explained to himself whenever he found an opportunity, for fear of being misunderstood.

In fact, I don't care who he likes at all, and there are many important things to worry about, all of which are more important than ethereal things like feelings.

Sometimes, I even feel that Jiang Xu's ardent care is too much-but no matter how indifferent he is, every time he sees himself, he is surprised and greets him with a smile. Those eyes are full of enthusiasm and sincerity, which makes everyone feel happy. Everyone who is seen feels that they are being cared for wholeheartedly by this person.

This kind of attention from the military academy to when he was about to inherit the position of federal prime minister was like an increasingly dense net, trapping him in it, and when he suddenly lost it, he was like a fish out of water, always It's hard to breathe for a moment.

When he heard the news of Jiang Xu's death, he thought that the person who reported him was joking with him. How could he die? Obviously, not long ago, he sent himself a selfie with a bright smile, offering sincere and warm wishes for his marriage.

Jiang Xu probably never imagined that his marriage with You Zhao was a false political contract, and it had nothing to do with love from beginning to end.For some unknown reason, both of them tacitly chose not to tell Jiang Xu.

It wasn't until after attending the funeral that he realized that he hadn't shed a single tear, and his heart had never fluctuated when he looked at the black-and-white photos covered by white flowers. Rather than being sad, it was more the sense of helplessness that was about to engulf him.

Less than a year after Jiang Xu's death, both he and You Zhao got what they wanted, and the two dissolved their marriage indifferently, and they seldom contacted each other after that.

I don't know when he started to dream of Jiang Xu frequently. The busier and more tired he was during the day, the more gentle and caring Jiang Xu was in his dream. Those reddish-brown eyes seemed to be covered with mist forever, trembling Lips said over and over again, I really don't like You Zhao, I just want you two to be happy.

I hope you are happy... I hope you are happy...

He suddenly remembered that he was attacked and injured his spine. Jiang Xu took care of him in the hospital day and night. He casually mentioned that he was interested in the history of the ancient earth. That afternoon, Jiang Xu happily told him Tell interesting stories about the ancient earth, from ancient myths to people's living conditions at that time, the degree of understanding is deeper than any expert in the history of ancient earth.

Asked why he knew so much, Jiang Xu lowered his eyes sadly, and said that he went to the library to look it up.

One day, when he passed by the library next to the hospital on a business trip, he came to the ancient earth borrowing area unconsciously. The old aunt guarding the reading room took the initiative to tell him that there was a young man with orange hair who came here every day to read about It takes a long time to read the history books of the ancient earth, and she also showed the photos she secretly took back then——

Jiang Xu in military uniform was sitting on the ground surrounded by piles of books. He rested his chin lazily and was concentrating on looking at the thick and boring history book in his arms. The golden afterglow shone on his side , enveloping his whole body, it was as beautiful as a delicate oil painting.

In an instant, his pale expression when he denied liking You Zhao in a panic flashed across his mind, every time he saw his eyes crooked and smiling like crescents, he heard the sudden outflow when he and You Zhao got married. tears...

Why didn't he think that Jiang Xu liked him?

Such a sincere, unrequited feeling, such a focused look, why did he only realize it after he passed away from the world.

Looking at that photo, tears flowed down his cheeks, he felt cold and salty, and the teardrops hit the ground and shattered, just like his heart.

The old man in the reading room asked in astonishment: "Is he your friend? Is he okay?"

He hid his face in pain—he was not good, and he was finally forced to face the fact that he had lost him forever, the person who loved him the most in this world, the only person who wished him happiness with his life.

"Hey, are you okay?"

The whisper of the person in his arms interrupted Xi Ye's painful memories, and the warmth of the person in his arms gave him a sense of reality.

Only at this moment did he come back to his senses, and he was really reborn!

At this time, Jiang Xu's body was not injured in any way... That dilapidated body appeared before his eyes again, Xi Ye's heart throbbed, and his breathing accelerated.

And Jiang Xu was trapped in Xi Ye's arms, he didn't know anything, and he didn't dare to ask anything.

After thinking about it, there was only one explanation - Xi Ye found out that the person who secretly subsidized his living expenses was himself.

The last time Jiang Xu passed through was the second day of school, and on the first day of school, Yuan himself had an unpleasant fight with this roommate.

The Deke Military Academy unified the dormitory for two people. Generally speaking, whoever is assigned to the same dormitory indirectly shows his status. He was originally from a big family, but he was not taken seriously. He was dissatisfied, and was ridiculed by his two elder brothers because of his low entrance ranking, not to mention that he was one place lower than Xi Ye, which led to a very bad attitude towards Xi Ye, the son of destiny, and he would sneer at him when they met.

When Jiang Xu first crossed, the system treated him with the attitude of "I'm just an AI with no emotions" and "the system leads the task of entering the door is up to the individual" all day long. Apart from knowing a little bit about his identity and background, he didn't have any strategies.Thinking that the mission revolved around Xi Ye and You Zhao, Jiang Xu had no choice but to start by gaining favorability, planning to ease the relationship first, and then continue the mission.

In front of You Zhao, the dog-licking character is very easy to shape. He himself was born in the Jiang family, which is a vassal of Youjia, and his initial ability is average. It is only natural to curry favor with the future Marshal of the Eastern Military Region.But on Xi Ye's side, it was difficult to get good impressions. After thinking about it, he saw that Xi Ye was living in poverty on weekdays and basically had no money, so he decided to help Xi Ye get rid of poverty first—considering donating in his own capacity Xi Ye definitely wouldn't accept it, so he changed the excuse and remitted a sum of money to Xi Ye's personal account under the pretext of the poor student aid fund.

This method actually has many loopholes. For example, the name of the remitter's account is inconsistent with the official account of the poor student fund, and if you check carefully, you will find that the time of the official funding does not match. Fortunately, Xi Ye has no doubts.

But after being reborn this time, seeing Xi Ye's washed white sheets, he resolutely used the same method and secretly remitted a sum of money—no way, the old father who has been working for so many years, can't understand how he lives So tight.

Unexpectedly, it was discovered so soon.

He tentatively said in a muffled voice, "You know everything?"

Xi Ye froze, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth. He didn't expect that Jiang Xu fell in love with him so early, sweetness and regret came to his heart together, and he said hoarsely: "I'm sorry, I found out too late... "

It's not too late at all!The money should have just arrived, right?

But his reaction was too enthusiastic. He thought he understood this child of destiny and didn't care about money at all. There was no reason why he was so moved when he found out that he had donated to him anonymously.

In his memory, Xi Ye never liked to have physical contact with others, and when he was with You Zhao, he never had any intimate behavior in front of him.

Could it be that, hidden under Xi Ye's cold appearance, is a fiery heart longing for the love of roommates?

Even so, being naked in a public bathroom and being hugged by a roommate is not right no matter how you think about it, and the other's long legs are stuck on your naked thighs, thanks to him being a straight man, otherwise it would be embarrassing at this moment.

He tried to push back, "Why don't you let me go first."

Worried that he would catch a cold, Xi Ye had no choice but to let go temporarily. Seeing Jiang Xu still turned his back to him, his eyes naturally fell on his slender waist and beautifully shaped back, and his eyes moved down unconsciously... The color of his eyes suddenly changed Deepening, thinking of his back and butt against her, Xi Ye's throat tightened, and an unprecedented longing surged in his body.

Jiang Xu, who was dressed, turned around, his wet orange hair was dripping water, his face was rosy from the heat, his eyelashes trembled slightly, he lowered his head and carefully buttoned the last button of his shirt.

Xi Ye found that even the exposed toes of his bathroom slippers were so cute. His nails were not too deep or too shallow, pink in color, and slightly wrinkled from the blisters.

"Jiang Xu."

Xi Ye's throat moved, and her voice was somewhat hoarse.

"please forgive me?"

Forgive my belatedness and stupidity, but it took me a lifetime to see the truth so clearly in front of me. Xi Ye stared at Jiang Xu's face with burning eyes, and there was a surge of emotion that was suppressed desperately.

Jiang Xu didn't know why Xi Ye's attitude suddenly became so friendly, and there was even a trace of... guilt in his eyes?

Thinking that he was apologizing for his indifferent attitude a few days ago, Xi Ye felt a little embarrassed, "I never blamed you, we are roommates after all."

He was very happy in his heart, the second mission went much smoother than expected, the last time the relationship between Xiye and him eased up took a full three months.

Xi Ye was taken aback for a moment, then immediately understood the meaning of his words, her Adam's apple twitched up and down.

An unintentional sentence has the power to redeem everything, making his soul lighter.

He knew that he should never be forgiven for the rest of his life, and when he heard the young man's words, he actually had the urge to cry.

All because he was in too much pain.

He once thought that it was because of guilt that he could not forget Jiang Xu, but this guilt was too heavy and painful for him to ignore. Whenever he thought of him, his heart seemed to be broken, suppressing the unspeakable pain.

Sometimes Xi Ye felt disgusted. When people were alive, they took this love as normal. Once they lost it, they began to die.

But the dream was the most real, and he couldn't help dreaming about him.

Missing him, wanting to touch him in my dreams, wanting to... have him.

Xi Ye's eyes darkened, and he resisted the urge to hold him in his arms again. He knew that the two of them hadn't been together for a long time at this time, and that he would scare him if he was too hot.

It's okay, take your time, it's his turn to take the initiative.

He stared into Jiang Xu's eyes, and said softly and seriously: "I think we had some misunderstandings before, let's start again, shall we?"

Why is this a bit weird?

Jiang Xu habitually went crazy in his heart: system, system, in this case, you can't blame me for breaking the human design, he was the first to do it!

The cold voice of the system: "...not counting, but the behavior of Destiny Child is abnormal, and further observation is needed."

Jiang Xu didn't care so much, he just wanted to quickly repair the relationship between the two, so he nodded without much hesitation, "Okay."

If you miss this village, you won't have this shop. You can ease the relationship with Xi Ye earlier, and you can bring him and You Zhao together earlier. Maybe it doesn't take so long this time, and you can go home earlier.

Jiang Xu, who was in a good mood, returned to the dormitory with Xi Ye, and the other party offered to help him get the toiletries.

How dare he let the future federal prime minister carry things for him and insist on doing it himself.

Xi Ye, who was rejected, didn't insist any longer, but his heart softened. No matter what time it is, a young man is always so beautiful.Xi Ye couldn't help laughing at himself, he kept saying that he didn't believe in love, but found that his heart was sinking more and more in a short while, and he couldn't extricate himself.

He just wanted to get closer.

The desire in my heart is full to overflow.