The General's Cat Always Wants To Climb Into My Bed

"Is that magazine the first time you met me?"

Yan Shuo looked at Shen Zhifan who was in daze and shock, and couldn't help but change the subject.

He doesn't trust him enough, no, how should I put it, to Shen Zhifan, Yan Shuo is just a symbol now, he doesn't need to tell the whole story...he doesn't want to force him either.

"um, yes."

Shen Zhifan nodded, and his thoughts were pulled out from the first sight many years ago, and his hands were unnaturally stroking the drink bottle back and forth. The cold body of the tentacles calmed him down a little, but he was still affected by these things. The sudden news made him feel at a loss.

"Then," Yan Shuo sighed, "Do you remember the real thing, when we first met?"

Shen Zhifan paused, then looked at Yan Shuo blankly again.

"It was seven years ago." Yan Shuo turned his eyes away, leaving only a silhouette of Shen Zhifan's profile. His profile is very three-dimensional, with a straight nose, lips and chin that can be connected in a straight line. "In N- 192, don't you remember what happened at that time?"

seven years ago?

Shen Zhifan's throat moved slightly, and his pupils shrank unconsciously.

He was 16 years old seven years ago, the age he is most familiar with now, and it is about to become the strangest age for him now.

He even remembered what he ate last night. The day after tomorrow, the monthly exam was coming soon, and the little fat man at the same table would stuff him with snacks every day in order to bribe him to cheat. He also remembered that Shen Zhirou blatantly sold his photos and made him get into trouble at school...

But he doesn't remember that N-192 was destroyed by a big explosion seven years ago, his parents died seven years ago, and seven years ago...he even met Yan Shuo.

The young and majestic major general of the Interstellar Empire has nothing to do with N-192, which is known as the planet Saturn.

Why did it happen to be seven years ago, why did it happen to be... He just didn't remember these things, to him, it seemed so far away that he didn't know the so-called future, not the past.

"I, in fact, I..." Shen Zhifan explained with some helplessness. No matter how hard he tried, the 16-year-old boy was still under this skin. During this seven-year vacancy, he learned of the death of his parents. Later, he was interrupted and didn't want to understand, but now he realized how much he wanted to know what happened in the past seven years, "I was injured recently, when I was in the Mecha League... I didn't notice it at first, but recently I suddenly I found out, I forgot a lot of things, you know... I can't say such things casually."

He's half way around, but that's why he's been convincing himself lately.

There must be a reason for his amnesia, but he didn't feel anything wrong with his whole body, and subconsciously felt that it should be caused by activities related to the Mecha League, which is easy to damage the body.

"I really can't remember what happened seven years ago. Please... tell me what happened."

Originally, he thought that Shen Zhirou didn't know about the accident seven years ago, and he wouldn't be able to understand it in a short time, but he never expected that there would be someone who knew him right in front of him.

He desperately wanted to know what happened that year and the past seven years.

Yan Shuo was taken aback for a moment, then turned his eyes to see the sparkle in the young man's eyes.

"I'm sorry," Shen Zhifan covered his eyes with his palms to hide his gaffe, he bent forward and put his elbows on his knees, "I...I just remembered the time when my parents died seven years ago. thing, I..."

Yan Shuo was silent for a while, his eyes narrowed slightly.

Shen Zhifan cried silently, with almost no cry, he controlled it very well,

It's just that this kind of silence made people feel depressing, like a cold current under the broken cliff, passing by silently, only his slightly trembling back was telling Yan Shuo calmly.

His heart suddenly softened into a puddle of water, in a mess, even though he looked so calm, his handsome and indifferent face seemed to be an eternal stone castle, unchanging in the wind and sand, and he would never imagine that there was something hidden in such a person's heart. Something as soft as the first flower in the spring breeze.

He deeply realized that this was the 16-year-old Shen Zhifan, the boy he was deeply attached to in the root of the tree in his heart. He had already missed the opportunity to touch his face, so that when he thought about the root, he felt a faint pain , the kind of dull pain makes people think that it is the pain of insects biting the root of the tree, and the pain of the long stream of water.

The later Shen Zhifan was already invulnerable, let alone crying beside him like this, he was already a ray of indifferent moonlight, cold and transparent, thoroughly soaked in the ruthlessness and cruelty of the years, even Words are extraordinarily precious.

It's his fault, Yan Shuo couldn't help thinking, his palm lightly covered Shen Zhifan's back, he wanted to comfort him.

The roots of the tree were already rotten under the hard soil layer, and they couldn't be touched no matter what, but now someone uprooted the tree, removed the deep-buried and messy roots, and turned into a young sapling again. Come so once.

It's as good as it gets, there's nothing wrong with it, it's great, really.

"sorry."

He said softly, his fingers were a little attached to the feeling of touching the other person's back.

Shen Zhifan's back was a little slender, the joints he touched were wrapped under thin flesh and bones, hard and soft.

"No, it has nothing to do with you." Shen Zhifan's emotions had stabilized when he let go of his palm, but the corners of his eyes were still red with a tinge of blush, "Please tell me."

No, Yan Shuo looked at him, that's not what he wanted to apologize for.

What he wanted to apologize for was that he hadn't been able to find him earlier, and that he wouldn't have... missed that unreachable boy.

"At that time, there was a mistake in the task performed." Yan Shuo turned his eyes, and his palms slowly clenched. He didn't dare to look at the corners of the other's eyes, lest he couldn't help kissing the other's eyebrows. Fortunately, there was a space jump layer at that time, I gambled for my life, luckily I won, and the place where I landed happened to be N-192."

Shen Zhifan's heart tightened suddenly.

"Do you... remember that date?"

Yan Shuo was silent for a while, and Shen Zhifan felt that he was a little too strong. After all, this happened seven years ago, so it might be hard to remember.

"Remember, September 26 NO.16."

Shen Zhifan opened his lips slightly, and lowered his head in frustration.

It turned out to be like this... It must not be a coincidence, Shen Zhifan lowered his head.

All he could think of was yesterday, September No.15.

Why did I forget, why did my memory stop abruptly on this day, what kind of power made that point in time exactly the day before this event.

This strange discovery made Shen Zhifan feel a little anxiety and panic, and he began to find that the lost memory did not seem to be accidental, but rather like a sophisticated plan.

But who can manipulate memory so precisely, except himself.

The more Shen Zhifan thought about it, the whiter his lips became, he found it incredible, and also felt clueless.

"...What's wrong?" Yan Shuo was a little aware, but he was Shen Zhifan after all, so he didn't know what was going on in his heart.

"It's okay, I... want to know if you were still there when N-192 exploded? It should also be that year."

Yan Shuo was silent for a long time before softly saying, "Sorry, I wasn't there at that time."

Shen Zhifan was a little disappointed, but he also secretly breathed a sigh of relief. How should I put it, he was a little scared just now... afraid that the explosion of N-192 was related to Yan Shuo.

"I'm very sorry for the explosion of N-192," Yan Shuo seemed to know what he was thinking, "but it had nothing to do with me. I had been away for about a month and learned the news, not only N-192, but the entire N galaxy It has been affected, and thousands of planets have been destroyed. This is an extremely important event, and the high-level officials had influence at the time, but the handling was very vague, and it seemed to involve some unknown areas.”

"I...I'm not questioning you." Shen Zhifan, who was afraid of being misunderstood by Yan Shuo, tried hard to explain.

"No, it's okay." Yan Shuo looked into his eyes and thought in his heart.

You don't know that I'd rather have that explosion involved with me, at least at that time, I can be by your side.

"Let's talk about the first time I met you." Shen Zhifan changed the topic, and he felt a little more relaxed when he thought of this, "I must be happy to ask you for an autograph, just with me... before See you like that."

Yan Shuo smiled: "Actually, no, because I was seriously injured at that time, you might... not recognize me at all."

Shen Zhifan was flattered: "Did I save you?"

"Yeah." Yan Shuo lowered his eyes and watched him quietly, "Is it a bit old-fashioned?"

"No... not!"

Shen Zhifan silently turned his face away, repenting in his heart.

This plot also happened in his... that kind of dream when he was young.