Ten years later, Shu Ning's body deteriorated day by day.Shu Ning's aging came faster than Ruan Min imagined, at least she thought that Shu Ning could accompany her for decades, not just ten years.
Ruan Min sat on the head of the bed, tightly holding Shu Ning's weak hand, tears could not stop falling down.
Shu Ning struggled to raise his hand, wiped away her tears, and forced a smile: "Awen, you know, my whole life has been a joke. My father treats me as a toy, and my sister regards me as an enemy. The whole life who loves me Driven by profit, those who don't love me want me to die. Since I was sensible, I have been looking forward to someone who can shed a sincere tear for me, even a single drop is fine."
She coughed, Ruan Min took her hand and put it on her forehead: "A-Ning, stop talking..."
"But when you really shed tears for me, I realized that I couldn't bear to let you cry, I was afraid of you crying, and I even prayed that I would spend my whole life in exchange for you not to shed a tear, and to always have a smile on your face. Ah Wen, I really ……really good……"
She felt that her soul was being pulled away, holding her breath, she said weakly: "I love you..." After she finished speaking, she closed her eyes completely, and disappeared into this time and space, leaving Ruan Wen crying alone.
Ruan Min cried out of breath, as if she wanted to use all her tears to bring back Shu Ning, begging her to stay.
After an unknown amount of time, until her voice was hoarse and she could no longer cry, she covered Shu Ning with a quilt and lay beside her with her red and swollen eyes.
Just like countless nights before, she curled up in Shu Ning's arms, but Shu Ning no longer hugged her.
In the dream, she recalled her whole life.
Hundreds of years ago, she was killed by her own sister, fell into the lake, and died innocently.
Later, she met the celestial master who framed her into the formation in order to save her lover.For hundreds of years under her timeless, cold tomb, she kept hating everyone.She hates the selfishness of the celestial masters in this world, she hates all those who refuse to believe that ghosts can also be kind, and she hates her soft-hearted character even more.
She waited for hundreds of years with innumerable resentment, until that day she had the chance to break out of the formation.But when she was about to go out, she hesitated. When she went out, would she kill all the celestial masters who tried to seal her?
She hesitated for a long time, and finally chose to let them go.
After going out, she looked at the night sky she hadn't seen for a long time, and she was full of hatred.
Just when she was about to be swallowed up by her own negative emotions and turned into a ghost, Shu Ning interrupted her transformation.Looking at Shu Ning who was muttering to himself, it was rare for her to gradually calm down.
She pressed her to ask if she was not afraid of herself, but Shu Ning told her seriously that she was good and would not hurt innocent people.She didn't understand why, but with a word of affirmation from her, she finally watched the moonlight when the clouds opened.
So she let Shu Ning go.
Later, some nearby ghosts knew that she was reborn and asked her to help.Over the years, she has long forgotten the ancient Taoist exorcist of ghosts like Tianshi.When she saw Shu Ning who was also caught, she was a little surprised.I wanted to pat her face to make her less sleepy, but I didn't expect her to be able to sense Shu Ning's temperature, so I couldn't help touching it a few more times.
The subsequent development was even more beyond her expectations.
The burned hand and the truth she was told made her heart sink to the bottom of the sea, cold and hesitant.She didn't know the meaning of her coming out.Revenge?The lifespan of a human being is so short, the object of her revenge has long since passed away.Reincarnation?The underworld doesn't know when it will recall her.
She was brought home by Shu Ning, who gave her medicine.Looking at Shu Ning's peaceful face, she couldn't help but want to confide.But after talking, Shu Ning was extremely calm, as if she had already understood.It was only later that she realized that it was because what Shu Ning experienced was far more miserable than her.
Orphaned since he was a child, he didn't know who his parents were; he was used by friends to kill him; he lived in an environment where he could be sexually assaulted at any time, under the shadow of violence, all these things made Ruan Wen feel pain from the bottom of his heart.
At least in comparison, in her life, at least her mother and father really loved her, but she was too gullible to trust others, which led to her own death.
She didn't know how Shu Ning survived, but she hated herself at the time for not being able to understand her, and instead blaming her.
Faced with Shu Ning's cruelty and indifference, she chose to escape, but she forgot that under all of Shu Ning's disguises, there was a lonely, fragile heart that needed to be understood.
The pain she inadvertently brought her time and time again made me feel extremely self-blame after Shu Ning's death.
How much she wanted to go back in time, let her meet Shu Ning again, treat her better, love her more, and cherish her more.
But she knew she couldn't go back.
In the last year, she vaguely felt Shu Ning's anxiety and reluctance, but she did nothing.She watched Shu Ning weaken day by day in front of her, but there was nothing she could do.This kind of despair has been permeating Shu Ning before his death.
In order not to worry herself, she pretended to be happy every day, and made troubles for no reason. What was ridiculous was that she only regarded it as her incompatibility and didn't cooperate with her.
It would be great if there were ifs, she would like to have thousands of ifs, to make up for the small gaps and regrets between them.
A burst of cold air hit, Ruan Min got closer to Shu Ning.
When morning came, the familiar alarm sounded again.However, this time, there were no more hurried footsteps, and the tormented cries of wanting to get up, but reluctant to warm the bed, and there was only an empty room.
Ruan Min opened her eyes, and turned off the bedside alarm clock for Shu Ning.
She lowered her head, pecked lightly on Shu Ning's pale lips, and said softly: "This time, I will allow you to sleep more, and next time, remember to get up on time... okay..."
She raised her arms, wiped away her tears, rolled out of bed, and brushed her teeth.
She looked at herself in the mirror, and for a long time, she almost forgot that she was a ghost and not a human.She couldn't appreciate the deliciousness of food, even changing clothes, Shu Ning studied for a long time before allowing her to change clothes freely like a normal person.
She took a cup of water and splashed it on her face.
She patted her face and forced a smile.
She walked into the kitchen skillfully, cooking vegetables, cooking porridge, heating milk, and washing the dishes that she was too lazy to do last night.After putting the breakfast on the table, she started cleaning.
She didn't finish work until noon, when the bright sunlight shone into the room and dispelled some of the cold air.
She looked up out of the window, and the snowman in the community began to melt.
She thought, in the old days, Shu Ning would definitely be leaning on the railing and weeping for the snowman she made last night.
Thinking of her exaggerated smile and exaggerated expression, she chuckled.But slowly, the curvature of the corner of the mouth flattened.
The food on the table was left untouched, and Ruan Min threw it all away.
She has been busy during the day, and it will be Lichun soon, and the transfer work in the store has begun to be busy.
That was the shop she and Shu Ning had been running together for several years, and now that the owner passed away, Ruan Min felt that there was no need for it to exist.
She went to the opening day of the new store.The original "Wenning Pavilion" was changed to "Authentic Hot Pot Restaurant".There was no fluctuation in Ruan Min's heart. Only then did she realize that the reason why people are nostalgic for a thing is not because of the item, but the emotion of the owner carried on the item.But with Shu Ning gone, there is no need for "Wen Ning Pavilion" to exist.
Ten years seems short, but it also seems very long.
Before you know it, the city has changed, and subways, light rails, and high-speed rails have begun to spread throughout the country.People sing and dance, look forward to the future, miss the past, and suffer in the present.
But for Ruan Wen, the passing of Shu Ning also took away all her love for this city.
So much wealth, so much fame and fortune, so much beauty, these are not worth a lover's expression, movement, or even a word.After a thousand sails are over and the dust settles, people will eventually understand that not everything is worth pursuing, and not everything is more important than love.
People are lonely and selfish, and the greatest moment of a person is when he falls in love with someone and pushes himself to be selfless.
When you come, you are alone, but when you die, you can take another person's life.
Ruan Min walked aimlessly on the street, when she passed a square, she stopped.
She remembered that every year when they had nothing to go for a walk in winter, they would always come here to sit and watch some children playing around in the snow.Occasionally, they themselves join in.
Shu Ning's smile lingered.
Really, "The world is a cemetery, full of the sound of memories."
She walked many of the places they used to go.Streets, shops, parks, movie theaters, shopping malls... She could feel that Shu Ning was still walking ahead of her lively and vigorously, turning her head from time to time to confirm her existence.
Those amber eyes filled her figure.
Some people say that the best love is companionship.But now, the person she needs to accompany has already left first, but she is holding on to the slightest memory, living in a world without Shu Ning.
But she will never forget their past.Even if the ship of life does not know where it is heading, she will eventually bring their memories and land on the common shore. I only hope that Shu Ning will walk slowly and wait for her.
Ruan Wen came home, opened the door, and walked in.
She faced the door for a long time, but she didn't wait for the person who would pounce on her from behind.She let go of her hand silently and let the key be inserted in the door lock.
She approached the house, which was empty.Shu Ning's body had already been buried by her.
It's just that she doesn't know if Shu Ning will be sad, since no one else attended the funeral.In the end, let her go alone.She clearly knew that Shu Ning was most afraid of being alone.Although he didn't say anything, every time she went out, no matter how late it was, Shu Ning would turn on the TV, hug the pillow, and wait until she came back.
She took off her clothes, lay on the bed, and covered herself with the quilt.
After leaving a place for one person, she got up and turned off the desk lamp.
In the silence of everything, she seemed to hear the sound of shallow and even breathing coming from her ears, gently and slowly, like falling snow.
In the distance outside the window, a little red light was on, and countless pedestrians hurriedly walked in the red dust.
Ruan Min closed her eyes and smiled:
"Good night, Aning."
The author has something to say: Shu Ning, who obviously wanted to write about Ah Wen's perspective
But I don’t know why as I wrote it, I wrote it as a heart series
囧Wrote a lot of writing...
Ruan Min sat on the head of the bed, tightly holding Shu Ning's weak hand, tears could not stop falling down.
Shu Ning struggled to raise his hand, wiped away her tears, and forced a smile: "Awen, you know, my whole life has been a joke. My father treats me as a toy, and my sister regards me as an enemy. The whole life who loves me Driven by profit, those who don't love me want me to die. Since I was sensible, I have been looking forward to someone who can shed a sincere tear for me, even a single drop is fine."
She coughed, Ruan Min took her hand and put it on her forehead: "A-Ning, stop talking..."
"But when you really shed tears for me, I realized that I couldn't bear to let you cry, I was afraid of you crying, and I even prayed that I would spend my whole life in exchange for you not to shed a tear, and to always have a smile on your face. Ah Wen, I really ……really good……"
She felt that her soul was being pulled away, holding her breath, she said weakly: "I love you..." After she finished speaking, she closed her eyes completely, and disappeared into this time and space, leaving Ruan Wen crying alone.
Ruan Min cried out of breath, as if she wanted to use all her tears to bring back Shu Ning, begging her to stay.
After an unknown amount of time, until her voice was hoarse and she could no longer cry, she covered Shu Ning with a quilt and lay beside her with her red and swollen eyes.
Just like countless nights before, she curled up in Shu Ning's arms, but Shu Ning no longer hugged her.
In the dream, she recalled her whole life.
Hundreds of years ago, she was killed by her own sister, fell into the lake, and died innocently.
Later, she met the celestial master who framed her into the formation in order to save her lover.For hundreds of years under her timeless, cold tomb, she kept hating everyone.She hates the selfishness of the celestial masters in this world, she hates all those who refuse to believe that ghosts can also be kind, and she hates her soft-hearted character even more.
She waited for hundreds of years with innumerable resentment, until that day she had the chance to break out of the formation.But when she was about to go out, she hesitated. When she went out, would she kill all the celestial masters who tried to seal her?
She hesitated for a long time, and finally chose to let them go.
After going out, she looked at the night sky she hadn't seen for a long time, and she was full of hatred.
Just when she was about to be swallowed up by her own negative emotions and turned into a ghost, Shu Ning interrupted her transformation.Looking at Shu Ning who was muttering to himself, it was rare for her to gradually calm down.
She pressed her to ask if she was not afraid of herself, but Shu Ning told her seriously that she was good and would not hurt innocent people.She didn't understand why, but with a word of affirmation from her, she finally watched the moonlight when the clouds opened.
So she let Shu Ning go.
Later, some nearby ghosts knew that she was reborn and asked her to help.Over the years, she has long forgotten the ancient Taoist exorcist of ghosts like Tianshi.When she saw Shu Ning who was also caught, she was a little surprised.I wanted to pat her face to make her less sleepy, but I didn't expect her to be able to sense Shu Ning's temperature, so I couldn't help touching it a few more times.
The subsequent development was even more beyond her expectations.
The burned hand and the truth she was told made her heart sink to the bottom of the sea, cold and hesitant.She didn't know the meaning of her coming out.Revenge?The lifespan of a human being is so short, the object of her revenge has long since passed away.Reincarnation?The underworld doesn't know when it will recall her.
She was brought home by Shu Ning, who gave her medicine.Looking at Shu Ning's peaceful face, she couldn't help but want to confide.But after talking, Shu Ning was extremely calm, as if she had already understood.It was only later that she realized that it was because what Shu Ning experienced was far more miserable than her.
Orphaned since he was a child, he didn't know who his parents were; he was used by friends to kill him; he lived in an environment where he could be sexually assaulted at any time, under the shadow of violence, all these things made Ruan Wen feel pain from the bottom of his heart.
At least in comparison, in her life, at least her mother and father really loved her, but she was too gullible to trust others, which led to her own death.
She didn't know how Shu Ning survived, but she hated herself at the time for not being able to understand her, and instead blaming her.
Faced with Shu Ning's cruelty and indifference, she chose to escape, but she forgot that under all of Shu Ning's disguises, there was a lonely, fragile heart that needed to be understood.
The pain she inadvertently brought her time and time again made me feel extremely self-blame after Shu Ning's death.
How much she wanted to go back in time, let her meet Shu Ning again, treat her better, love her more, and cherish her more.
But she knew she couldn't go back.
In the last year, she vaguely felt Shu Ning's anxiety and reluctance, but she did nothing.She watched Shu Ning weaken day by day in front of her, but there was nothing she could do.This kind of despair has been permeating Shu Ning before his death.
In order not to worry herself, she pretended to be happy every day, and made troubles for no reason. What was ridiculous was that she only regarded it as her incompatibility and didn't cooperate with her.
It would be great if there were ifs, she would like to have thousands of ifs, to make up for the small gaps and regrets between them.
A burst of cold air hit, Ruan Min got closer to Shu Ning.
When morning came, the familiar alarm sounded again.However, this time, there were no more hurried footsteps, and the tormented cries of wanting to get up, but reluctant to warm the bed, and there was only an empty room.
Ruan Min opened her eyes, and turned off the bedside alarm clock for Shu Ning.
She lowered her head, pecked lightly on Shu Ning's pale lips, and said softly: "This time, I will allow you to sleep more, and next time, remember to get up on time... okay..."
She raised her arms, wiped away her tears, rolled out of bed, and brushed her teeth.
She looked at herself in the mirror, and for a long time, she almost forgot that she was a ghost and not a human.She couldn't appreciate the deliciousness of food, even changing clothes, Shu Ning studied for a long time before allowing her to change clothes freely like a normal person.
She took a cup of water and splashed it on her face.
She patted her face and forced a smile.
She walked into the kitchen skillfully, cooking vegetables, cooking porridge, heating milk, and washing the dishes that she was too lazy to do last night.After putting the breakfast on the table, she started cleaning.
She didn't finish work until noon, when the bright sunlight shone into the room and dispelled some of the cold air.
She looked up out of the window, and the snowman in the community began to melt.
She thought, in the old days, Shu Ning would definitely be leaning on the railing and weeping for the snowman she made last night.
Thinking of her exaggerated smile and exaggerated expression, she chuckled.But slowly, the curvature of the corner of the mouth flattened.
The food on the table was left untouched, and Ruan Min threw it all away.
She has been busy during the day, and it will be Lichun soon, and the transfer work in the store has begun to be busy.
That was the shop she and Shu Ning had been running together for several years, and now that the owner passed away, Ruan Min felt that there was no need for it to exist.
She went to the opening day of the new store.The original "Wenning Pavilion" was changed to "Authentic Hot Pot Restaurant".There was no fluctuation in Ruan Min's heart. Only then did she realize that the reason why people are nostalgic for a thing is not because of the item, but the emotion of the owner carried on the item.But with Shu Ning gone, there is no need for "Wen Ning Pavilion" to exist.
Ten years seems short, but it also seems very long.
Before you know it, the city has changed, and subways, light rails, and high-speed rails have begun to spread throughout the country.People sing and dance, look forward to the future, miss the past, and suffer in the present.
But for Ruan Wen, the passing of Shu Ning also took away all her love for this city.
So much wealth, so much fame and fortune, so much beauty, these are not worth a lover's expression, movement, or even a word.After a thousand sails are over and the dust settles, people will eventually understand that not everything is worth pursuing, and not everything is more important than love.
People are lonely and selfish, and the greatest moment of a person is when he falls in love with someone and pushes himself to be selfless.
When you come, you are alone, but when you die, you can take another person's life.
Ruan Min walked aimlessly on the street, when she passed a square, she stopped.
She remembered that every year when they had nothing to go for a walk in winter, they would always come here to sit and watch some children playing around in the snow.Occasionally, they themselves join in.
Shu Ning's smile lingered.
Really, "The world is a cemetery, full of the sound of memories."
She walked many of the places they used to go.Streets, shops, parks, movie theaters, shopping malls... She could feel that Shu Ning was still walking ahead of her lively and vigorously, turning her head from time to time to confirm her existence.
Those amber eyes filled her figure.
Some people say that the best love is companionship.But now, the person she needs to accompany has already left first, but she is holding on to the slightest memory, living in a world without Shu Ning.
But she will never forget their past.Even if the ship of life does not know where it is heading, she will eventually bring their memories and land on the common shore. I only hope that Shu Ning will walk slowly and wait for her.
Ruan Wen came home, opened the door, and walked in.
She faced the door for a long time, but she didn't wait for the person who would pounce on her from behind.She let go of her hand silently and let the key be inserted in the door lock.
She approached the house, which was empty.Shu Ning's body had already been buried by her.
It's just that she doesn't know if Shu Ning will be sad, since no one else attended the funeral.In the end, let her go alone.She clearly knew that Shu Ning was most afraid of being alone.Although he didn't say anything, every time she went out, no matter how late it was, Shu Ning would turn on the TV, hug the pillow, and wait until she came back.
She took off her clothes, lay on the bed, and covered herself with the quilt.
After leaving a place for one person, she got up and turned off the desk lamp.
In the silence of everything, she seemed to hear the sound of shallow and even breathing coming from her ears, gently and slowly, like falling snow.
In the distance outside the window, a little red light was on, and countless pedestrians hurriedly walked in the red dust.
Ruan Min closed her eyes and smiled:
"Good night, Aning."
The author has something to say: Shu Ning, who obviously wanted to write about Ah Wen's perspective
But I don’t know why as I wrote it, I wrote it as a heart series
囧Wrote a lot of writing...
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