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Ruan Qingyin was woken up because her whole body was sore and her head hurt. The first reaction she had when she woke up was to groan slightly, and then silently shed tears in her heart, deciding not to drink again in this life. The hangover feeling is really bad , The whole head is about to explode, and the whole body is sore and weak, like the day after the [-]-meter test, the whole body is sore.

If I knew it earlier, I would have found an excuse to push away those drinks...

But last night seemed to have a beautiful... dream... huh?

Waking up in a daze, I wanted to move my muscles and bones, but found that I seemed to have encountered a warm, elastic, human fleshy feeling...

flesh? !

Ruan Qingyin woke up in an instant, and reflexively wanted to stand up, but the soreness immediately made him paralyzed back again, just such a short moment was enough for him to see clearly and react to what happened.

The sleeping man lying next to him was Gong Shangjue. He was naked and had traces of passion. There were many bite marks on his chest and shoulders. One hand was still on his waist. He looked like he was sleeping with his eyes closed. It usually looks softer by several times, but although his body is sore and unbearable, even the unspeakable hidden place is hot and tingling. Although the whole body feels refreshed and not sticky, one can imagine what happened.

He he he...he and Sir...did it?Ruan Qingyin stared at Gong Shangjue's naked and perfect body in shock. Although she was extremely shy, she couldn't take her eyes away.

The memories of last night came back one by one after he thought about it a little bit. The memories of him voluntarily hugging Gong Shangjue, pestering Gong Shangjue to prevent him from leaving like a naughty child, confessing impulsively, and the scene where Gong Shangjue hugged him later The picture was replaying clearly in his mind at this moment.

He remembered the scene where he was obviously ashamed and couldn't help asking Gong Shangjue to hurry up, and he also remembered the scene where he and Gong Shangjue were tightly intertwined, the deep immersion after being ejaculated in the body... ah ah ah Ahh——

He thought it was just a spring dream ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah ah, but found that all this turned out to be reality?

I thought I would indulge myself because it was a dream, but...but...

"Little idiot, even if you want to escape, I won't give you a chance. 』

In his mind, the replay of last night Gong Shangjue announced in his ear with his favorite voice, low and charming.

Why did he have such an inexplicable relationship with Gong Shangjue?Would Sir Alex... wouldn't he think he was a random guy?

And the two of them are clearly nothing, yet they had a relationship... Ruan Qingyin thought about it, not only did she not feel half happy, but the sense of loss in her heart became even stronger.

He threw himself into his arms like that last night, Gong Shangjue must think he is very frivolous, maybe he is still mocking in his heart thinking that anyway, if he doesn't do it, he won't do it for nothing...

The more Ruan Qingyin thought about it, the more pessimistic she was, and she didn't dare to face Gong Shangjue after waking up. She endured the pain all over her body and the turbulent sadness in her heart, and picked up the clothes scattered on the floor while the man was still awake. Nah, run away.

After running out of the hotel, he hailed a taxi on the side of the road, and returned to Gong Shangjue's house. He was a little guilty and sneaky, grabbed a few clothes at random, and left his house before Gong Shangjue came back.

But when he ran out, he thought sadly that their dormitory hadn't reopened for boarding students, so he had no place to go!If he went to Chu Xiangyi's side, he would definitely be asked what happened. He was not bold enough to tell Chu Xiangyi directly that he slept with his teacher, and now he had no choice but to run out because he was ashamed to see him.

When he was worrying while sitting on a park chair with his luggage bag in his arms, his cell phone rang suddenly. He picked it up to look at it in shock, and found that the caller ID was Gong Shangjue, but he didn't dare to answer it. He just stared blankly, whatever The phone keeps ringing and ringing until it hangs up automatically because no one answers.

He didn't know how he should face Gong Shangjue, he was afraid that he would hear Gong Shangjue say some nasty words after answering the call, so he could only refuse to answer the call ostrichly.

Gong Shangjue even made five calls, but he didn't answer. Later, Gong Shangjue seemed to know that he would not answer, so he didn't continue to call. Ruan Qingyin looked at the phone with a complicated mood, and Gong Shangjue stopped calling. He felt lost, and he didn't dare to pick it up, even he didn't know what he was thinking.

Just when he was thinking pessimistically again, suddenly a sound of Super Mario jumping and eating gold coins stunned him, and then he came back to his senses and remembered that it was the text message tone he had set. A message from Shangjue.

After hesitating for a while, Ruan Qingyin opened the text message, which only had three short words.

"Where are you? 』

Ruan Qingyin's mood was a little depressed because there were no other extra words, and she felt that she was still delusional. How could Gong Shangjue be so concerned about him? He should be angry that he woke up and ran away. Maybe Gong Shangjue would be angry that he fell asleep. He just runs away!

It's just that he didn't think too badly about the matter, the next text message came in, and he accidentally clicked on it, but this one made him stunned.

"Where are you?Tell me please?It's dangerous for you to wander alone, come back first, okay?Anyway last night was my fault, I'll accept if you want to sue me, but don't make fun of yourself, I'm worried. 』

After watching it several times, Ruan Qingyin couldn't help but her eyes turned red, and she pursed her lips tightly to prevent herself from crying, but the tears dripped down on the phone screen.

Sir...would you still be worried about him?Can he greedily think that Gong Shangjue also has a little... a little bit of liking for him?

He knew that it wasn't the Ferguson's fault last night, he still remembered that he was pestering the other party, even though he was the one under the pressure.

He really wanted to go back to where Gong Shangjue was, but he didn't dare because he still didn't know how to face Gong Shangjue.

He just hugged the small luggage bag in a daze, and sat there for a long time, until it was dark, he still didn't know what to do.

Like a lost child who couldn't find a home, sitting there with eyes red from crying, confused and sleepy.

It wasn't until a pair of powerful palms pulled him up from the chair that he woke up instantly and wanted to struggle, but when he took a closer look, he realized that it was Gong Shangjue with an angry face.

"Jeez...teacher..." At first, he wanted to call his master habitually, but when the words came to his lips, he withdrew the nickname and abruptly changed to calling him teacher.

"Do you know that it's dangerous to stay in this kind of place alone at night? Do you think the law and order here is very good? Did you know that someone was dragged to the toilet at night before?" The man stared angrily. He, panting and cursing.

Ruan Qingyin took a closer look, and found that Gong Shangjue's hair was loose and casual, not as meticulously combed as usual. He was still panting unsteadily, and his shirt was drenched in sweat. He always paid attention to his image. Gong Shangjue, at this very moment, is in such a mess at this moment, one can imagine how long he has been looking for him, and the wounded heart seems to be filled again, and there is a rush of heat.

Ruan Qingyin, who was scolded for a moment, looked at Gong Shangjue like this, and suddenly burst into tears like a child. Even Gong Shangjue, who was about to reprimand him, was stunned. Looking at the child who was crying pitifully before him, crying so hard and hiccupping non-stop, people really couldn't bear to reprimand him any longer.

"What an idiot... What are you thinking?" Ruan Qingyin wiped her tears and cried, feeling the sigh of Gong Shangjue in front of her, and said in an extremely gentle and loving voice, and then Ruan Qingyin said He was hugged into his arms.

Ruan Qingyin could smell the faint scent of bath milk on Gong Shangjue's body, which was exactly the same as her own, but against Gong Shangjue's sweat, it exuded a smell of male pheromones.

The generous palm patted on his back to soothe his emotions. All his anxiety and fear seemed to disappear at this moment.

"You little idiot, you're thinking nonsense, why on earth did you run away?" Gong Shangjue said helplessly, after the early morning, he helped Ruan Qingyin take a bath, hugged him on the bed and prepared to fall asleep, he thought a lot about Ruan Qingyin's reaction after waking up was that she didn't expect the cowardly rabbit to run away directly.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Ruan Qingyin didn't know why she kept apologizing, so she could only keep sniffling.

"...I should be the one who should say I'm sorry, right? Why did you apologize? Little fool...I shouldn't have taken advantage of others' danger, so you don't have to apologize to me." Gong Shangjue cupped his cheeks, She bowed her head and gently kissed his eyelids that were red and swollen from crying, which made Ruan Qingyin stunned for a while and almost forgot to continue crying.

Sir, Sir... Lord is kissing him?Isn't he dreaming?

"Crying like this... Didn't you cry enough in bed last night? I'd rather you cry in that situation! After all, it makes people feel more fulfilled." Gong Shangjue's words were astonishing, which made Cai just come back to his senses Ruan Qingyin blushed again and looked at him in disbelief.

Sergeant... Sir, are you teasing him with an obscenity accent?bed or something...

"Go back! It's not safe for you to stay outside alone. If you have any dissatisfaction, let's go back and talk slowly, so don't make people worry." Gong Shangjue kissed him on the cheek again, and then led him out, showing The intimacy almost made Ruan Qingyin feel lost.

The lord is so close to him, kissing and teasing him, can he think that the lord likes him?At least as far as he knows Sir Alex, let alone a yellow accent, even having any ambiguous interactions with people is so rare that it is almost delusional. He is always strict and indifferent at ordinary times. He thought that only in the drama would he have the opportunity to see that. sir.

Then he went back with Gong Shangjue, but the two of them didn't have a chance to talk about everything, because as soon as he returned to Gong Shangjue's house, he hid in the room very cowardly, because he really didn't know how to face it. Gong Shangjue is better, when he looks at that face, he will think of the madness last night, and his body will become hotter unconsciously, this kind of extreme reaction makes Ruan Qingyin really just want to escape from reality.

Seeing the creme brulee rubbing against his legs that he had forgotten for several hours, Ruan Qingyin was very guilty, grabbed the rabbit and rubbed it, then the creme brulee stood awkwardly in his palm, wriggling its small nose and mouth , touched his cheek affectionately, as if comforting her master, Ruan Qingyin's heart blossomed, and she felt that she was healed.

Seeing the interaction between one big and one small rabbits, Gong Shangjue smiled and shook his head, probably knowing that Ruan Qingyin needs to calm down now, Gong Shangjue didn't urge him and left him alone, but he was always in Ruan Qingyin's place. Turn around where you can see it, and wait for the little rabbit to figure it out and climb out of the rabbit hole.

Then the two of them were silent for a few days, and it wasn't a cold war, but when Gong Shangjue met him, he would run away with a red face, making Gong Shangjue funny and helpless.

To put it simply, Ruan Qingyin has not been able to get used to this change, or he never thought that he could have this man, and when all his dreams come true, he still thinks this is not a dream.

A few days before the start of school, the dormitory was open for the boys to go back, and Gong Shangjue was going to send him back early in the morning.

When Ruan Qingyin was about to leave with a look of desolation and returned the key to Gong Shangjue, Gong Shangjue thrust the key into his palm with a backhand.

"You keep it! If you want to come in the future, the room will still be reserved for you...Of course, if you want to sleep with me, you can."

What?Ruan Qingyin raised her head in an instant, saw Gong Shangjue's somewhat inscrutable smile and immediately lowered it, her heart was pounding, but she didn't want to let go of the key in her hand.

"Do you want to take the creme brulee? Or stay here?"

Listening to Gong Shangjue's question, Ruan Qingyin looked at the cat and the rabbit who were playing intimately, as if she knew that parting was imminent, and the kisses seemed particularly reluctant to part.

"Can... let it stay here?" Ruan Qingyin asked hesitantly. He himself knew how sad it is to be separated, especially in this family. Accompanying the creme brulee, strictly speaking, the mochi has been with the creme brulee longer than myself, because it seems a bit unfair to the cat and the rabbit to take the creme brulee away because I want to leave.

"Of course, you can come and see it anytime." Gong Shangjue smiled and stroked Ruan Qingyin's cheek.

why not?Keeping the creme brulee, wouldn't Ruan Qingyin have more reasons to continue coming to him?

Ruan Qingyin was also very happy, he felt that he would have a more legitimate reason to come here again in the future, and he didn't need to break up the cat and the rabbit.

"Cream Caramel Pudding, I'll leave you here first! Be obedient and don't gnaw, and I'll come to see you later." Ruan Qingyin was happy to leave the little rabbit at Gong Shangjue's house, but it was inevitable He is also a little bit reluctant, after all, he has been raising creme brulee for almost four months, and it has become his habit to touch the creme brulee every day, and now he wants to keep it, and he will feel somewhat melancholy.

However, for the lifelong happiness of the master, you should stay here! (///▽///) Ruan Qingyin has already decided to try chasing Gong Shangjue. After all, both of them have accidentally drunk and had sex, and judging from Gong Shangjue's attitude towards him...he should be able to Lian thinks that Gong Shangjue also has a good impression of him, right?In this case, he has a better chance to become lovers with Gong Shangjue.

Just, not now.

He is still a student of Gong Shangjue, and dating Gong Shangjue now will only cause unnecessary trouble for the two of them. Even though they don't think there is anything wrong with same-sex relationships, they can't stop others from looking at them differently.

He doesn't care if others discriminate against him for liking the same sex, but he can't accept that if Gong Shangjue is smeared because of this, it is said to be some kind of improper transaction, such as exchanging sexual relations for grades, he wants to stand beside Gong Shangjue in a dignified manner .

He thought, Gong Shangjue probably thought the same way, right?That's why until now I haven't said a single word or half a sentence about the two of them officially being together or confessing their love.

Before the two of them were about to step out of the house, Ruan Qingyin suddenly grabbed Gong Shangjue's hand, lowered her head and dared not look at him, and then hesitated.

"What's the matter?" The still gentle voice made Ruan Qingyin feel that she couldn't go back, she couldn't go back to the time when she could endure Gong Shangjue's cold and strict treatment of him.

After he had tasted that he was "special", how could he accept that Gong Shangjue was with someone else?

"Teacher...you... can you wait for me for two years..." Ruan Qingyin's small voice is as small as a mosquito, and it can be imagined that Ruan Qingyin is still not confident enough, afraid of being rejected by Gong Shangjue, but he still said what he wanted to say exported.

Gong Shangjue smiled and stroked his hair.

"Okay." I will wait for you, my lovely little rabbit.

After returning to the dormitory, everyone moved back a long time ago. Although she was very happy with her familiar roommates, Ruan Qingyin still missed the days of living in Gong Shangjue's house.

Ruan Qingyin couldn't help but posted a photo on Weibo.

The sound of the piano is still in V: I moved back to the dormitory today, and I left the creme brulee at the landlord's house, because the relationship between the creme brulee and the landlord's cat is so good these days, I can't bear to let them be separated, so I left it with the landlord first You don’t have to worry about being discovered by the housekeeper in the dormitory, and you will take it back when you have the opportunity. o(〒﹏〒)o【Photo】

Ruan Qingyin posted a photo of creme brulee and glutinous rice balls, a cat and a rabbit are tweeting, so cute that people who see it can't help but smile.

A group of fans and relatives and friends left messages or reposted below, mostly shouting about how cute and cute, and some kind of cross-species love. Some fans even drew cute four-frame anthropomorphic short comics, and then the pictures were also circulated wildly.

Suddenly a Weibo popped up, and he couldn't help frowning when he saw it, because that Weibo was sent by Zhehua Zhijun, and he originally added the other party based on the relationship of cooperation and politeness, but he never replied to Zhehua Zhijun once. Jun, only folding flowers to give you a message under his Weibo, pretending to be familiar.

The microblog of Zhe Hua Zhi Jun was mainly condemning a recent bullying incident in the news, and used himself as a bad example, saying that he was young and ignorant in the past, and he liked a quiet and cute boy in his class, but No matter how he teases, the other party ignores him.

Later, he found out that the other party was not autistic and not talkative, but could not speak. He didn't know what was going on, so he joked that the other party was a little mute, which made the boy cry, and the nickname of the little mute was also spread in the class. Knowing that the little mute will cry when he hears this word, he still teases it deliberately, taking the hurt as funny.

Later, the little mute transferred to another school after only half a year of study, and it was only after the transfer that the head teacher, who knew the reason for the little mute's transfer, told them with a solemn face that when the little mute was about to enter junior high school, a car accident happened to his family. He and his brother died in front of him, and he couldn't speak because of the stimulation.

Every time he's called dumb, it's like being reminded of his family's death, and their ignorant taunts just keep sprinkling salt on open wounds, which is pretty excessive.

At that time, the whole class was so shocked by this heavy fact that they couldn't speak. They never thought that a joke that they thought was humorous and interesting would cause much harm to others behind the scenes.

In the end, Zhe Hua Zhi Jun said in a very regretful and remorseful tone that the bullying was just for fun and wanted to attract the child's attention. Afterwards, he regretted it very much and vowed never to bully anyone else again.

He tried to contact the other party, but the other party had already moved away with relatives and did not leave any contact information, but if one day he met the little mute again, he would definitely apologize to the other party.

Zhehua Zhijun also said that bullying is only a momentary fun, but it will bring lifelong harm to oneself and the other party. Their middle school classmates will still think of the evil thing they did wrong even now when they get together in class, but they There was no longer any little dumb to apologize.

Then a bunch of fans lined up to comfort him at the bottom of the Weibo post about folding flowers for you, saying that it is enough for him to correct his sincerity if he knows his mistakes, and if the other party can see his apology, he will definitely forgive him, etc. After all, he likes it because he likes it. To draw the other person's attention to something.

fart!

After reading that long Weibo post, Ruan Qingyin only had this idea, and his anger rose. If he couldn't see who the other party was, he would be a fool. He was disgusted with Zhehua Zhijun only because he thought the voice sounded a bit similar. Seeing the other party's speech, it is confirmed that the other party is the boy back then.

Can you forgive me for making pranks because I like it?What's the difference between this and hacking someone a few times and then telling the other party that you didn't do it on purpose?What's the use of using one's own sense of superiority or satisfying one's own evil tastes to hurt others and then regret it afterwards?

Bullying people will never know how much wound they have left in other people's hearts. To those who are hurt, regretful apologies are just useless afterthoughts.

There are even some people who don’t feel that they are wrong all their lives, and keep hurting the people around them, and then apologize after the incident, what if it’s too late?What the hell are those apologies for?

It was the first time that Ruan Qingyin was so angry, and it was only at this moment that he realized that he was weaker than he imagined.

Zou Hua Ji Jun would not know that when he was the most pessimistic, he almost committed suicide by jumping off the building.

If it weren't for Ferguson, he might not be here now.

He took deep breaths repeatedly, the mouse rattled when he squeezed it, and even his roommates looked sideways at him.

"Ruan Ruan, what's the matter?" Zhang Shuoting looked at him worriedly.

"...It's okay, I just saw some annoying things." Ruan Qingyin said lightly, although he was very close to them, but he really didn't want to mention his most painful wound.

He just tapped on the keyboard with some force to vent his emotions, and the private message was incomplete.

The sound of the CV is still there: 【URL】

The sound of the CV is still there: (;°依°)ヾ

Insufficient tone: what's wrong?

Insufficient tone: ...So he is the one who laughed at you back then?

The sound of the CV piano is still there: Nine out of ten... I just didn't like it at first, but now I hate it even more. I think it's ugly to be so hateful, but I just can't help it. If it wasn't for this reason, I didn't want to quit the film crew for this reason , I really have the urge to leave.

The sound of the CV piano is still there: All CP buildings are going to eat big X! ! ! (; ° benefit °) ヾ

Insufficient tone: Touch your head.

The sound of the CV is still there: Lord Wuyin. +°(っД?o)°+. , I really feel wronged and angry, and the apology is hard to calm down. That guy won't know how much his joke hurts others. +°(っД?o)°+.I was already so depressed that I was about to commit suicide...I really thought about it...and compared it many times with a utility knife in my hand.

Seeing what Ruan Qingyin said, Gong Shangjue at the other end of the network was in awe, and couldn't imagine how the child had lost his voice.

Pentatonic insufficiency: ... what happened later?

The CV piano sound is still there: Later?At that time, I happened to hear a drama by Sir Alexis. It was an early stage drama of Sir Alexandra. He was not popular at that time, and it was accompanied by a story about a gentle Gong trying to dissuade a victim who was hurt by the former scumbag and wanted to commit suicide. .

The sound of the CV piano is still there: I still remember the line "Your parents gave you everything in exchange for your life. Are you willing to leave them to you as the last gift and destroy it for that scumbag?" ’ Then I thought, yes, why should I give up for that kind of person?My brother was still comforting me until he died, asking me to live a good life. I can't just throw away my most important gift like this.

Tone insufficiency: So you became a fan of Sir Alex in the end?

The sound of the CV piano is still there: Hehe (///▽///) It’s really like this. Every time when the depression hits, I quickly pick up Sir Alex’s drama and listen to it. It’s more useful than any special medicine!

Tune in: I think he'd be glad his voice saved someone.

The sound of the CV piano is still there: Hmm...

CV Qinyin is still there: Master Wuyin, let me secretly tell you a secret! (///▽///)

Insufficient tone: Huh?what secret?

The sound of the CV piano is still there: the teacher I admire and like very much, and the landlord I rented out a while ago, is actually the Lord Sir~~

Pentatonic insufficiency: ...

The sound of the CV piano is still there: Hehehehehe...

Tonic Deafness: So?

The sound of the CV is still there: I found that I really, really like it...or is it not just a fan's obsession?I like Sir Alex as much as a lover, I asked him if he could wait for me for two years, and he agreed. (///▽///)

Pentatonic insufficiency: [touch head] Congratulations.

Gong Shangjue found that as long as he turned the focus of Ruan Qingyin to himself, the melancholy little rabbit would immediately regain its vitality and emit a joyful atmosphere like pink bubbles.

How much he likes himself!So obvious and unabashed.

"I like you too! My little rabbit." The man's murmur echoed in the room.