For the love of the white moonlight

Bai Yan's heart seemed to have been hit hard by something, but he didn't care about the fear at all. In his own shadow, he vaguely saw a few hairs tucked between the folds of the white paper.

Bai Yan didn't dare to move his hands, seeing Pei Zhi stretching out his arm to him, he couldn't help shouting, "Don't touch me yet, call Hao Wu, hurry up."

His fingers only stayed on the edge of the paper, and a minute later, the anonymous letter was placed on the coffee table in the living room.

The letter was taken out of a supermarket shopping bag.

Going out at night, after checking out at the supermarket, they seem to have only stopped at the milk tea shop along the way, but who and when put this thing in the bag, they didn't notice at all.

Bai Yan sat on the sofa, staring at the letter paper in a daze.

Pei Zhi scolded, and hurriedly comforted Bai Yan: "Brother, don't be afraid, there is me, damn it, it's all because I didn't show my tricks today."

The corner of Bai Yan's mouth raised an invisible arc: "I'm not afraid. I don't blame you."

Naturally, Pei Zhi's carelessness was not to blame for this matter. There were people coming and going in front of the milk tea shop, and the two of them were busy chatting and laughing at the time, neither of them had eyes that reached the back of their heads.

Moreover, what is he afraid of?

Right now, he was afraid that this was pure intimidation.

For ordinary people, it might be considered unlucky to receive this kind of thing after Chinese New Year, but he won't.

If this matter was really related to Dong Xiao, he would wish for it.

Half an hour later, Hao Wu arrived, not only himself, but this time, he also brought two strange men with him.

Hao Wu asked what happened with a solemn expression.

Bai Yan said: "I can be sure that when we came out of the checkout, this letter was not in the shopping bag."

Pei Zhi stood aside with folded arms, "The road from the checkout to the parking lot is just that long. The two of us only stopped at the entrance of the milk tea shop. Can you get the surveillance video?"

What Young Master Pei means is, you can't, I will do it myself.

Hao Wu immediately said: "Let me handle this matter, don't worry, it's more important that you stay with Bai Yan. I'll call two more people over later, in case of accidents."

What's wrong?People have harassed Bai Yan in front of him, so they have to be prepared.

Pei Zhi nodded, "Find two more capable ones."

Hao Wu's eyes turned to Bai Yan again, "You care about Dong Xiao's whereabouts, how many people know about it?"

Bai Yan thought for a while: "Too many."

At the beginning, there were a bunch of people in the crew, later, Mr. Chen, and even many teachers in their school.

This is just what I witnessed directly. These people have grown mouths, so the news seems to have grown legs.Hao Wu should understand after thinking about it seriously.

Hao Wu asked again: "Have you offended anyone recently?"

Bai Yan asked back: "Are there still few people blocked by me? But if it's one of them, it doesn't make sense to use this method to find me unhappy."

It really doesn't make sense, if there was a conflict with Bai Yan based on interests, what kind of purpose can you achieve with this kind of insidious trick that doesn't hurt or itch?Simply adding trouble to Bai Yan?If so, what do those few strands of hair represent?

So at this time, both Hao Wu and Bai Yan were a little unspeakably excited. They would rather guess who was sending them the news.

News related to Dong Xiao.

I am more willing to guess that this is the perverted murderer demonstrating to them.

Guesses always need to be confirmed.

The strange man brought by Hao Wu wore gloves and carefully put the letter and hair into a plastic bag.

After clearing everything up, Hao Wu said: "Okay, let's go first. After the appraisal, I will give you an answer as soon as possible."

This is bound to be a sleepless New Year's Eve.

Hao Wu moved very fast.

The next morning, Bai Yan received a call from Hao Wu, and Hao Wu asked him to go out and identify the believer by looking at the surveillance video.

The resolution of the surveillance video is not high. Even the believer was stuck in the crowd and was not even photographed throwing things into the shopping cart. The man next to Hao Wu should have been doing criminal investigation for a long time, relying on repeated playback of the person passing by The orientation and gait while walking identifies the target.

Wearing a black baseball cap, with a middle-sized head that is inconspicuous in the crowd, Bai Yan thought about it carefully, and finally shook his head, "I've never seen this person before." Then he looked at Pei Zhi.

Pei Zhi frowned, "I haven't seen it either."

Okay, looking for believers is another needle in a haystack.

Then, Hao Wu said to them: "There are only Bai Yan's fingerprints on the letter and envelope."

Sure enough, the messenger deliberately concealed himself.

Bai Yan couldn't wait to ask: "Where's the hair? Can you find out whose it is?"

Yesterday, Hao Wu told them that Dong Xiao was an abandoned child. Because he had the idea of ​​looking for his biological parents, he went to the police station for DNA sampling when he was in middle school. If those few hairs could match Dong Xiao's DNA, At least one fact can be explained: Dong Xiao is indeed still alive.

Hao Wu said: "Don't worry, this needs to be repeatedly identified, we need some time. Don't think too much, just spend a good year."

Who among them can celebrate the New Year without distractions?

But Bai Yan felt that what Hao Wu said was right, he had to wait for the news from the left and right, it was a day of sorrow, and a day of joy, and it was Chinese New Year, so why put on a sullen face and make the people around you anxious.

Therefore, on the way home, he asked Pei Zhi: "Almost all the dishes that should be prepared are ready, but I thought, wouldn't it be more atmospheric if we go home and make some dumplings?"

On the New Year's Eve for southerners, dumplings are not a must.

Pei Zhi also saw that his brother wanted him to have a good New Year, so he asked, "You will?"

Bai Yan said: "Can't you still learn it? Don't let me learn it by myself. I'll go back later. Neither of us should be idle."

They first went to the cemetery to pay homage to the two mothers.

The car was driving on the road in the outskirts of the city, and the sound of firecrackers could be vaguely heard.

Yes, it was New Year's Eve, the first New Year's Eve they spent together alone.

There was stuffing stuffing at home, on the way, Pei Zhi got out of the car and bought a bag of flour.

After returning home and hastily finishing lunch, Bai Yan started making noodles.

Pei Zhi rolled up his sleeves, "I'll do it."

Bai Yan put on the apron, "You stay aside for now."

You have to use both hands to make the dough, Young Master Pei's right shoulder is not intact, and if something happens, it will be very joyful and sorrowful.

So, while Young Master Pei was chopping meat with one hand, the two of them were busy chatting in the kitchen.

It was so easy to prepare everything, Bai Yan was sweating all over, cleaned up a little, and sat at the dining table with Pei Zhi and slowly made dumplings.

When he was young, Bai Yan went to Pei's house for New Year's Eve dinner, and made dumplings a few times. At that time, Pei Zhi was only as tall as a desk.

The two children watched the adults knead the soft dough, and both hung their chins on the edge of the desk and refused to move.

Mrs. Pei smiled and gave each of them a ball of dough, "You also come to help."

The two children obediently help?That is impossible.

Bai Yan took the dough, thinking in his heart that he could knead a little rabbit.stuffing?Forget it, the face is white, how ugly is that red and green mess added, right?

With limited skills, he only made a rabbit's head. Pei Zhi poked beside him and danced to applaud him while learning, "Brother is really amazing, I'll eat this later."

Mrs. Pei said: "Usually you don't like those bunny buns and hedgehog buns much."

Pei Zhi's little bun said firmly in a milky voice, "I eat my brother's cooking."

Time flies like lightning, and in a blink of an eye, they are all grown up.

Glancing at Pei Zhi, who was tall and strong at 1.9 meters, Bai Yan was suddenly in a daze.

I want to eat what my brother made. Thinking of this, he stuffed the stuffing into the dumpling wrapper, and then quickly squeezed it along the edge. After a while, the dumpling took shape in his hands, a half-moon shape, with a big belly, and a good shape , that is, the appearance is not very high.

Both of them were unfamiliar with skills, and Pei Zhi was similar to him.

Bai Yan couldn't help laughing at himself, "Let's not care how ugly it is, but I hope it won't disperse."

Pei Zhi immediately gritted his teeth and frowned, as if he couldn't figure it out, "What's so ugly?" He picked up a dumpling made of white inkstone and put it in front of him, "See, Leng Baipi, plump body, our family The value of the face is responsible."

Bai Yan had nothing to say, he could only laugh.

It seems that, from childhood to adulthood, no matter what he does, it is always good in Pei Zhi's opinion.

"You idiot." He scolded with a smile.

Pei Zhi said: "I don't like to hear these words. I think you are a fool? I have a clear mind, and I like the best. You have to be convinced of this."

Bai Yan simply became shameless, "That's right, no one can match your vision in choosing a mate."

Pei Zhi kept his hands on, his bright eyes fixed on him, "Isn't it?" Then he leaned over and looked at his face seriously, "What's that over your nose? Come here, I can't see clearly."

Bai Yan paused, turned his head to face Pei Zhi, subconsciously lowered his eyelids and looked down.

In an instant, Pei Zhi's cold fingers quickly scraped his cheeks.

Looking up, Pei Zhi had a triumphant smirk on his face, and proudly shook his paws at him, those fingers were covered with white flour.

Bai Yan moaned and wiped his face with the back of his hand: "Are you only three years old? What's the fun in playing tricks like this?"

Pei Zhi suddenly leaned over, and quickly planted a kiss on his cheek, then withdrew his smile, and said sincerely: "You're here, it's fun to play anything."

I don't care what to do, as long as the people around me are right, there will be ups and downs and bitterness.

This evening, they opened a bottle of red wine.

Bai Yan doesn't drink well, and Pei Zhi also needs to rest, and they went back to the room just after zero o'clock.

Bai Yan was lying on the bed, feeling confused.After lying down for a long time, I finally figured out what I wanted to do from the mess in my head, "Get up early tomorrow... Let's go burn some incense too."

Pei Zhi was slightly taken aback, "The monk temples in the city must be crowded with people on the first day of the new year, are you sure you want to go?"

Bai Yan said: "Don't go to the temple, go to Chen Xiaofei's. Mr. Chen left a restaurant with a Buddhist hall. Let's go there and sit down. I've agreed with him."

Pei Zhi asked: "Don't you not believe this?"

Bai Yan covered his swollen forehead with his arm, "If you don't believe me, you can't go?"

Pei Zhi responded anxiously: "If you can go, of course you can."

Suddenly pondering a bit of interest, "Ordinary people receive that kind of letter, there will always be a few days without courage, why do I think you like to hang out more?"

Bai Yan suddenly smiled, "Did you see it? What am I afraid of? Just come at me whatever they want."

Maybe he was already half drunk, this cold snort was extraordinarily arrogant, Bai Yan said drunkenly again: "The more arrogant they are, the better, and the more arrogant they are, the more they show off. Good thing, Pei Zhi, this is a good thing, we are aggrieved After waiting for so long, the evil wolves couldn't hold back. I don't believe they can't be dealt with."

The so-called telling the truth after drinking, Bai Yan really went all out. Whether that letter was a hint or a threat, no one can tell until now, but Bai Yan has no fear at all. This is really putting himself aside, for Dong Xiao , is even more obvious.

Pei Zhi gritted his teeth and said, "It's really crazy!"

Turning over suddenly, she pressed Bai Yan under her body and kissed him fiercely.

When they parted, Bai Yan asked out of breath, "Are you afraid?"

Pei Zhi laughed disdainfully, "I don't know how to write when I'm afraid of words in my life."

In the dark room, there was a gleam in Bai Yan's clear eyes.

Pei Zhi pressed another kiss on Bai Yan's eyelids, "You're so fucking bad at being so desperate, but it's also really cool."

Bai Yan raised his hand to caress Pei Zhi's face, with a slight smile in his voice, "What happened to Secondary School? Do you remember? A man is a teenager until he dies."

2016 is here, and this is the No.20 six years since they met.

In the past 26 years, they did not believe in Buddha, heaven, earth, or authority.But the only thing that can't be broken is the upright young man, which seems to have become their only belief.

The pure moonlight streaming in from the window covered the floor beside the bed.

Pei Zhi hugged Bai Yan tightly in his arms, "It's been another year, bro."

Bai Yan patted him on the back, "It's been another year."

Pei Zhi tightened his arms.

How fortunate, No. 20 has been able to hug his white moonlight after six years have passed.

The so-called white moonlight is an irreplaceable love in my heart.

The so-called white moonlight is also the original self who was spotless.

On the first day of the new year, the weather was exceptionally good.

Bai Yan, who doesn't believe in Buddhism, really took Pei Zhi to worship Buddha once this day.

Chen Xiaofei's restaurant is close to the botanical garden in the suburbs, and there happened to be a temple there. It was no surprise that there were a lot of citizens rushing to burn incense and pray for blessings, and there was a traffic jam all the way.

Bai Yan was driving the car, Pei Zhi made a joke, "Let's go with the crowd today and hug Buddha's feet."

Bai Yan smiled lightly and replied: "I just burn incense, if I want to hold my feet, you go."

Burning incense is second, Bai Yan really has some connection with Mr. Chen's Buddhist hall.

In 2009, his mother passed away, Dong Xiao disappeared, Pei Zhi went abroad, and the whole world was overturned into black and white before his eyes. After experiencing all this, Bai Yan was extremely depressed. He had never been so confused before, and he was unwilling to die like this, but It seems that there is nothing to love again.

Mr. Chen believed in Buddhism and persuaded him to act in a famous director's masterpiece. Then, Yue Mo felt that his knot was still unresolved, so he picked him up from school one morning.

Mr. Chen said: "Son, let's go to my Buddhist hall. Recently, a Zen master came to Ciyun Temple to teach the Dharma. Today happened to be at my place. I will take you to meet him."

Bai Yan was dismissive at the time, if the Buddha can really save the world, if there is a cause and effect, where do these demons rampant in the world come from?

He didn't even bother to argue, so he let Mr. Chen take him to the Buddhist hall.

But sometimes, I have to admire the power of religion. The eminent monks are indeed there. The golden body of the Bodhisattva in the Buddhist hall is solemn and kind-eyed, and there are people singing scriptures slowly in the ear, which is very peaceful.

The moment he entered the Buddhist hall, Bai Yan's chest was filled with pain and grievances that he had nowhere to complain about, and that indifferent and contemptuous calm finally couldn't be maintained.

The eminent monk was indeed there, probably because he saw that his wisdom was limited, so he didn't say anything to him about Buddhism, but asked him where he was not at peace.

Bai Yan didn't hold back, and scolded all the people and things that could be called ugly in his eyes.

The eminent monk still didn't talk to him about Buddhism, but just sighed and asked in a compassionate tone: "If you can live your life without encountering these bad things, and keep your eyes closed and be happy in peace, would you like it?"

Bai Yan was taken aback for a moment, and in an instant, tears rolled down his eyes: "I don't want to..."

Yes, some people say that being in chaos for a lifetime is also a blessing.

But the blessing of others is never the blessing he seeks.

What a terrible thing it is to close your eyes and live in peace for a lifetime.Being sober, even in the face of this not-so-good world, sobriety itself hurts enough, but he still has to use his own eyes to see the world clearly.This is his life.

From that day on, Bai Yan felt a little angry, because he finally understood what his life could only be like.

It can only be said that this term inevitably has a somewhat helpless meaning.But people grow up little by little, and today, he can finally say that he understands what his life should be like.

Bai Yan worshiped the Buddha three times and burned a stick of incense.

He still doesn't believe in Buddhism.

This time, rather than fulfilling his vows in front of the Buddha, it is better to come to see this place that has changed him.

Pei Zhi hugged the Buddha's feet but held them in a dignified manner, chewed three heads, burned a stick of incense, and made two wishes in a row.

"I hope Pei Mingyuan will be well this year, free from illness and disaster."

"I hope my brother will be well this year, free from illness and disaster."

When the two left the Buddhist hall, Chen Xiaofei came, and immediately greeted them for tea.

Bai Yan touched Pei Zhi's arm with his shoulder, and asked jokingly, "Shangxiang made two wishes in a row, can you be more greedy?"

Pei Zhi said seriously: "How can that be called greed? I originally wanted to say that I hope you will come true and be happy every day, but after thinking about it, it's my business to make you happy, and I can't let others take care of it."

Bai Yan said: "Is it very thoughtful?"

Young Master Pei is not modest, "Of course, it should be. No special praise."

They drank tea with Chen Xiaofei, and stayed in the restaurant for a vegetarian meal.Maybe it was really a new year and a new atmosphere. A few days later, Hao Wu came to the door in person and brought a piece of excellent news.

"The results of the DNA comparison came out, and those hairs really belong to Dong Xiao himself."

What does this mean?Hao Wu blushed with excitement, "At least he was still alive a few years ago."