For the love of the white moonlight

This night, Bai Yan didn't say he would act in Tan Qingquan's play, but he didn't say he wouldn't act either.

Of course Pei Zhi didn't hold on to it, anyway, the film project was only approved recently, and the filming is estimated to start next year, so Bai Yan has plenty of time to think about it.

The next morning, when Bai Yan came out after putting on his makeup, he ran into an old drama player next to the set.

The old drama bone also dressed up early, and when he saw him, he asked, "Is Ling Xiao here?"

Bai Yan asked: "Do you have something to do with her?"

The old actor said: "The second scene today is my scene with her. I want to meet her as soon as possible. She is a new actress, and now she encounters difficulties in acting. We, the seniors, always have to help."

Bai Yan originally wanted to say that she was clearly planning to play tricks, and your kindness was destined to be regarded as a donkey's liver and lungs, but the old man's expression was gentle but surprisingly serious.Bai Yan couldn't say what he wanted to say to such a senior who received a salary and wished to contribute all his light and heat.

He thought for a while and said, "You are busy with your work. I know her better. I will help her find the status later."

It is indeed easier to talk among acquaintances, and, for an actor, it is easier for an actor to help himself into the play if he has someone he knows and trusts. Of course, the old drama bone understands, but he still asked, "Are you free?"

Bai Yan said: "Don't worry, my play is ready."

Of course, without her own play, the heroine would not have appeared on the crew as early as they did.

Bai Yan sat down by himself and took out the script to study it again, Pei Zhi also sat down next to him, "The old man seems to be a good man, do you know him well?"

This is looking for something to say, Bai Yan still replied, "He is nice, we used to have some friendship."

There is indeed some friendship, and it was Bai Yan who introduced the old drama bone to the director.

It's not for other reasons, Bai Yan simply doesn't want the world in front of him to be so cold.The old man had a few film and television works before, and since then he has been nesting in the troupe acting in dramas, and a well-off life is enough.But this spring he met the old man in Hengdian, and after inquiring about it, he found out that the only son of the old man was paralyzed in a car accident, so the old man over [-] had to come out to pay for expensive medical expenses.

This kind of person will not accept financial assistance from others for no reason. The only thing Bai Yan can do is to introduce the role to the old man.

It's just to make the world less cold, it's true.

Bai Yan understands what it's like to be in a hot and cold world after a great family change.

Thinking back to when his mother, Ms. Bai, was alive, she was holding first-line niche students in her hands, which meant that Bai Yan had her own resources in the entertainment industry, so before the end of January 2009, the Film Academy, classmates and roommates in the class had a conversation with Mr. Bai Yan. There is a kind of intentional flattery.

to what extent?He didn't need to say it in the big class, there would always be one or two people in the class who would take up a seat for him.No matter how unfamiliar a classmate is, he will not be left behind if he invites friends for his birthday.

As soon as his mother left, everyone's attitude towards him changed almost overnight.First of all, there must be no seat occupancy, and all those people who used to love to accompany him intentionally or unintentionally before class also disappeared.

Bai Yan's cognition of this world has been washed away slowly and step by step.

He still has Pei Zhi?

Indeed, after the death of their mother, the relationship between Pei Zhi and Pei Mingyuan deteriorated to the extreme, and they simply left home to live in their den.

But they couldn't hug each other to keep warm, Pei Zhi's behavior just completed a role change: before, Pei Zhi used his parents' house as a hotel, and every day he was only thinking about coming to the nest to stay with him.At that time, Pei Zhi used the small nest as a hotel, and all he wanted to do was go out to have fun and invite friends.

And Bai Yan didn't care about being left out, he just felt that Pei Zhi was in a bad state after being hit.

Once, they met Pei Mingyuan in a certain restaurant, and Pei Zhi left without even saying hello. When he returned home at night, Bai Yan finally couldn't help but persuade him: "No matter what happened to them before Auntie passed away, Uncle Pei didn't have principled things. Wrong, you only have him as a relative now, and you are always stubborn with him like this, you are not easy, why bother?"

At that time, Pei Zhi pressed him on the head of the bed, kissed him hard on the mouth, then took off his pajama pants, and used the most intimate behavior to change the topic, "You don't love me anymore, you always want to coax me back to him. "

After the passion is over, it is more lonely and cold than burnt incense crumbs.

Bai Yan went to the bathroom to take a shower and returned to his room, Pei Zhi was no longer at home.His heart was completely cold, but it was not surprising. This was not the first time that Pei Zhi disappeared suddenly. There were several times when he woke up in the middle of the night and suddenly found that there was no one around him.Pei Zhi's place to go is nothing more than a bar, if he doesn't chase after him, Pei Zhi will sleep in a private room or a dandy's house when he drinks too much, and it will wake him up in the middle of the night.

Bai Yan has the deepest memory of that time: he was lying on the bed alone in the middle of the night, looking at the cold moon, thinking about the time when they were just together.

They had a good time too, but he no longer knew how to go back.

Everything around him is not beautiful, but there was once a person who made Bai Yan feel that the world is not only hot and cold.

He has also been helped.

After Ms. Bai passed away, his roommates treated him coldly at first, but he ignored him, and then what awaited him was cynicism.The maliciousness gradually escalated. At that time, their Monday morning class was the most important, and every Sunday night, Bai Yan would sleep in the dormitory.It was an ordinary Sunday. When he returned to his dormitory at night, he saw that his mattress was all wet, as if someone had splashed water on it.

Of the several roommates, he would not feel wronged by any of them being cleaned up by him. Bai Yan had a fit for the first time, so he just picked one of them out of bed and kicked him up without saying a word.The guy he took as a target soon got involved with the culprit of splashing water, Bai Yan went to the bathroom and poured a whole bucket of water on the culprit's bed.

A group of cowards who bully the weak and fear the strong, and want to make troubles, but none of them dare to make things big.After Bai Yan cleaned up the mess, he felt better, but he couldn't sleep on this bed, so he could only find a way to get out.

After zero o'clock, the door of the dormitory was closed. He asked the dormitory supervisor to open the door, but he didn't wake up.He reached the second floor and was about to jump from the window at the end of the corridor, when a voice stopped him suddenly, "Don't jump, this height can break your legs."

That was the first time Bai Yan met Dong Xiao, a senior who was one level above him.Bai Yan continued to climb the window, and said impatiently: "If you don't go out, you won't have a place to sleep."

Then he was pulled off the floor. Dong Xiao took the freshly washed sheets in his hand and dragged him to his dormitory: "Isn't it just that there is no place to sleep? Go to my place, there are many empty beds in my place, and all the roommates are out After filming, I'm the only one left."

She kept getting close to him, "Your name is Bai Yan, right?"

"you know me?"

"Can you not recognize me? There are always people who recognize me from the back as you."

After procrastinating, Bai Yan was finally dragged into the dormitory by Dong Xiao.Perhaps because of the cold wind blowing for a long time, the warmth of the room was caught off guard, and the circles of his eyes suddenly became hot.

Dong Xiao looked at him as if facing an enemy: "Don't cry, I can't comfort you if you cry. I know you just lost your mother. I haven't even seen my parents since I was a child, so I can't empathize with you."

Not only did he know each other, it seemed that the senior had heard about him.

Bai Yan said: "You..."

Dong Xiao's eyes were very bright: "Yes, I'm an orphan, but haven't I grown into a handsome guy? Right?"

This is Bai Yan's first friend after entering the circle.

If you compare them all to rabbits, the yellow rabbit is the most suitable for Dong Xiao, and it should be a very warm light brown color.Who said Dong Xiao can't comfort others, the way he comforts others is to show Bai Yan the more miserable self.

But he still lives so passionately and vigorously, he really taught Bai Yan by himself: You are much better than me, so there is no need to be depressed.There is still hope for your world.

At that time, regarding Pei Zhi's matter, Dong Xiao also comforted him many times.Dong Xiao and Pei Zhi met for the first time two months later.One night, Pei Zhi had a dinner party with his friends and asked Bai Yan to go too. At that time, Bai Yan and Dong Xiao were already familiar, so he brought Dong Xiao with him.

The reason is unclear, probably, he wanted to let Young Master Pei know that he also has friends.

Pei Zhi was very possessive, and he really cared about Dong Xiao who appeared suddenly, he was tired of Bai Yan all night, leaned on Bai Yan's shoulder after drinking for three rounds, and muttered softly, "Brother, you are not the only one. "

Bai Yan suddenly became furious, Pei Zhi messed around with that gang of cronies all day long, and never thought about whether he was the only one.So while Pei Zhi was going to the bathroom, he simply avoided a group of drunks and dragged his friend away.

At the soybean milk shop not far from Bar Street, he invited Dong Xiao to have a supper.Bai Yan's phone kept ringing, so he simply turned off the phone.

Dong Xiao was really smart: "Are you and Pei Zhi a couple?"

Bai Yan remembered that he had never been honest about his sexuality, "I..."

Dong Xiao smiled: "Don't be afraid, I am too."

Also GAY?

Bai Yan was shocked for a moment, Dong Xiao had always been kind to him, but not...

Soon, Dong Xiao tapped his head with chopsticks, "Don't think about it, I have someone I like."

Then, Dong Xiao said very seriously: "The person I like stands at a very high place, I have to work hard to let him see me. And Pei Zhi is by your side, how lucky you are. It can be seen that he is very happy care about you."

At that time, Bai Yan actually didn't feel that Pei Zhi cared about him anymore.But when he was hesitating, Dong Xiao's words were like a shot in the arm.

It may be that he has received kindness from strangers before, so even though he is not that familiar with the old man, when Bai Yan heard that the old man was in trouble, he suddenly wanted to help.

Help people to the end.Seeing Ling Xiaohua coming this way from afar, Bai Yan decisively turned the script to the page that Xiaohua was going to act in today.

A big hand waved in front of him, Bai Yan turned his head, and met Pei Zhi's black and white eyes.

Pei Zhi said, "Can't you give me an accurate answer?"

Bai Yan didn't understand, so, "What?"

Pei Zhi frowned slightly, but his expression couldn't help but he couldn't help laughing, "I asked, besides the crew meal, do you want to eat something else at noon, but you didn't listen? What are you thinking about? So engrossed."

"Nothing else." Bai Yan replied lightly, of course, he just wanted to get to this point, anyway, he might not remember Pei Zhi, after all, Pei Zhi and Dong Xiao only met a few times.

Seeing Xiao Hua approaching, he got up, "I'll go and train someone."

Pei Zhi saw his brother walking towards Ling Xiao, "Hey?" After all, his brother is dedicated to his job and loves movies, why else would he want to pick up a rotten piece of wood from the same crew and carve it?

Sure enough, Bai Yan explained to Ling Xiaohua why she came here, and Ling Xiaohua said happily, "Looking for a role status? Of course I'm free, thank you Teacher Bai Yan." The words were beautiful, but they even gave her manager a look.

The manager understood, took out his phone and turned on the video to point at his artist.

When Pei Zhi saw it, his eyebrows were raised with anger.

How could Bai Yan not notice it, turned his head and gave Pei Zhi a look, leave him alone and let him take a picture.If Xiaohua wants to fuck a dedicated person, then record it, at least this girl still knows how to lose face in front of the hype camera.

Bai Yan spends half an hour inspiring Ling Xiaohua, but the effect may not be that good. In short, the requirements for this person are not too high, as long as she does not act so sharply.

The first scene of the day was Bai Yan vs. She Jing.

It happened to be a scene they had rehearsed: the night of the reunion after a long absence, the palace banquet, the queen mother left the table to change clothes, and the general took the risk of seeing the queen mother privately.

Before the filming started, the producer and director had a routine conversation with them.

The director said: "Back then, there was a rift between her family and yours, and you couldn't accept the daughter you loved as an enemy for a while, so you personally led troops outside the Great Wall for several months. In fact, since then, your feelings for her have deteriorated. Over the years No, what do you think is the one who supports you to take the risk of meeting her in private?"

Bai Yan quickly replied: "Obsession, the general only left for two months, and the young queen mother resolutely entered the palace. Let's not mention how much affection he has for her. The general is a wolfish person, and he doesn't accept being betrayed first."

The producer said: "So this scene doesn't have so many emotional factors, it's purely the general's refusal to admit defeat. Even if he was in love before, it's been seven years, what's the point of talking about love. What's more, the general was met by the Queen Mother's henchmen on the way to Beijing. attack."

Bai Yan said: "Don't worry, I can grasp it."

He could really grasp that the general and Pei Zhi had too many overlaps, even the two relationships also had many overlaps.A good enough actor must not be afraid to capture the common ground of reality and characters.

Even these realities are ones that ordinary people usually avoid confronting.

He was ready, the director and producer continued to talk about the play with She Jing.

Bai Yan went down to take a sip of water, and seeing Pei Zhi standing by the side watching, he suddenly asked: "The day I signed the performance contract for "National Colors", you were waiting for me downstairs and said you would go to my house for dinner, but I refused. What are you talking about?"

Pei Zhi was watching She Jing's sister being scolded with relish, when he heard this, the slight curve of the corners of his lips froze for an instant, and his eyes suddenly darkened.

After a while, he turned his head to look at Bai Yan, and forced a smile, "Oh, what did I say?"

Bai Yan said: "I can't remember too clearly."

Pei Zhi said at the time: "Brother, even if there are no paparazzi and surveillance cameras in the parking lot, are we going to keep talking here?"

Intimidation, it is enough to find out this state.

All equipment is in place, and group performances are in place.

"action!"

In the dark palace, the back of the old lover is just a few steps in front of him.

Bai Yan's steps were steady and gentle, one step, another step, approaching, approaching again, Bai Yan was full of blood, the game was about to start, he was very excited.

He tightly covered the mouth of the last maid, who was poisoned and fell limp on the ground before she could struggle.

The ceremonial dress embroidered with golden silk and phoenixes followed suit, his old lover first turned his face, and then turned his head in shock.Bai Yan quickly grabbed the woman's arm and pulled her into his arms.

The scent of a woman is no longer what it used to be, but it doesn't matter, just play around, who cares about it.

I heard the woman ask: "You...why are you here?"

Yes, I am coming, are you afraid?

Bai Yan pressed his face against the woman's cheek, and asked infatuatedly, "Yue'er...are you happy?"

Then he stared at the woman's beautiful side face without blinking, capturing every detail of the struggle of the prey with his eyes.

"Your injury? If I knew who did it, I would definitely..." The woman's back was still straight, but her long eyelashes kept shaking.

Sure enough, the fear cannot be concealed.

Bai Yan was a little satisfied, but also felt bored.If I had known that today would be like this, why did you have to be so decisive back then?

He took a deep breath of the smell in the woman's hair, smiled, and then blurted out: "Someone said it was you, and I knocked out his teeth. My moon is the brightest moonlight, so I can't allow anyone to defile it wantonly."

Like the most affectionate and persistent lover.

This scene happened again, and the director was so excited that he couldn't help himself.

But Pei Zhi only watched half of it before quietly leaving, and went to the next yard.

When the man Hao Wu sent to him followed him, he saw Pei Zhi's upper body leaning against the wall, looking up at the sky with a sullen expression.

The man just called out to Pei Shao, and Pei Zhi asked, "Do you have any cigarettes?"

The man touched a cigarette and handed it over, and then heard Pei Zhi say, "Go aside, let me stay by myself for a while."

Pei Zhi put the cigarette in his mouth, but didn't light it. He silently watched the scattered clouds in the sky for a while, then decisively threw the cigarette on the ground, stood up straight, and swayed back to the scene.

But at this time, Bai Yan felt as if he had lost his breath, and he leaned against the back of the chair and didn't want to move. Seeing Pei Zhi come in with a dull face, Bai Yan really wanted to ask a question: Are they really only left with each other now? Now, has this young master's old lover's playfulness of making a comeback come to an end?If so, when did the transition begin.

This night, for the first time, Young Master Pei obediently went back to his room after dinner, and did not bother Bai Yan.

Bai Yan had time to read Tan Qingquan's script, and had to admit that the story was very interesting. Damn it, it was the first project that Young Master Pei set his sights on, and he was sure that he didn't want the film to lose out.

And across a wall, Pei Zhi received a call from Hao Wu after nine o'clock.

Hao Wu came to report the situation, "Your brother does have a conflict with Shi Shidi, that guy likes to bully the crew's stand-in, and your brother has a good relationship with that stand-in actor, so it's inevitable that he will help people fight against injustice. For the specific situation, let me know Check again."

Pei Zhi suddenly thought of something, "Is the substitute named Dong Xiao, who got lost later?"

Mr. Hao asked: "Do you know each other?"

Pei Zhi replied listlessly: "Several times."

After thinking about it, I realized the seriousness of the matter: the 75th student was Shidi at the time. It was 2009, and Bai Yan was just a newcomer who had not graduated. How could he compete with Shidi?I'm afraid I have been wronged a lot.

Pei Zhi said: "Check carefully, what crimes my brother has suffered in standing up for others. The most important thing is who helped Shidi bully him."

The seemingly peaceful night did not calm down after all. After ten o'clock, Bai Yan swiped Weibo with his mobile phone, and was so frightened that he almost had a heart attack. She Jing was almost blackmailed by the entire Internet.The label attached to She Jing this time: echoes the lewd man who is a chaste and virgin woman, and is stupid and poisonous.

The cause was a talk show recorded by She Jing not long ago, which happened to be broadcast tonight.

Bai Yan clicked on the video and saw that his head was as big as a bucket.

The topic of the program involves the unspoken rules of the entertainment industry.

She Jing's initial conversation fit her very well: "I personally don't accept unspoken rules. I hope to compete with real materials and get what I deserve."

Then, it was a famous literary ruffian who answered her conversation.Wen Pi said: "Whether everyone admits it or not, in fact, as far as a man's nature is concerned, the chastity of a partner is the best gift a man can get. She Jing did the right thing."

Not so right next.

She Jing's answer is: "Chastity can be used as a criterion for evaluating people."

It is natural to be criticized at this point.

A middle-aged hostess criticized them, "Our topic has gone astray. Refusing to dive is not an issue of chastity, but a moral issue. Refusal to exchange your body for benefits should depend on insisting on yourself, and the purpose should not be to please Male virginity. At no time should virginity be glorified in public."

Bai Yan hurriedly called She Jing to her room, and tapped the phone on the table in front of her, "Can you explain to me?"

She Jing's phone kept ringing, probably her manager was looking for her.

But she didn't bother to pick it up, she just took out an audio file and clicked on it, and handed the phone to Bai Yan, "When recording the program, I was careful and recorded a copy myself, you can listen to it."

Sure enough, Bai Yan listened, the previous program was no different from the broadcasted program.

The difference is that in the original version, after the literary ruffian made a comment about virginity complex, She Jing's answer is this:

"You misunderstood. The reason for refusing to dive is because I insist on keeping my personality intact. It has nothing to do with chastity. Chastity can be used as a criterion for evaluating people. What about the victims of rape? You are doing propaganda that endangers society. This is the so-called chastity There are too many views and speeches, so many rape victims dare not speak out for themselves. Being raped is the same as being robbed. If you are robbed, you will tell your relatives and friends frankly. But if you are raped, at least some of them will choose not to speak up. Why? They Your fear is not water without a source, because they are persecuted by your so-called chastity all the time."

She Jing said: "If you are in the media, you should know that your mouth can kill." She is sharper than a hostess.