For the love of the white moonlight

Duan Mo first confessed his love to Bai Yan in the spring when Bai Yan was 20 years old.

Bai Yan's mother and son went to the outskirts of the city for vacation with the Pei family, and ran into Duan Mochu on the golf course.At that time, in Bai Yan's eyes, golf was a sport for the elderly, but since everyone was on the course, he had to try it anyway.

Pei Mingyuan was teaching Pei Zhi, and after Bai Yan took the caddy a little further away, he followed suit. At some point, Duan Mochu followed, and bluntly said that his swing was wrong.Then, hold his hand from behind and teach him how to fight.

Bai Yan is actually not very comfortable, but respecting elders is a courtesy that should be had, and elders' kindness has to be dealt with no matter what.

After a while, Pei Zhi rushed towards Duan Mochu like a gust of wind, and yelled at Duan Mochu: "What are you doing?"

Bai Yan seemed to be pardoned, and took the opportunity to break free from the man's hand: "My brother has come to find me."

At that time, he and Pei Zhi were not together yet, and Pei Zhi's money for food protection was already fully arranged. When he approached, he grabbed his wrist and said to Duan Mochu with a mocking smile: "Uncle Duan, what are you doing?" Pie, at first glance I thought you had some girl."

This is too careless to say, it is simply his own brother.

The very dear Pei Zhi then confronted Duan Mochu.

But when we parted that day, Duan Mochu specially came to say goodbye to Bai Yan while there was no one around.

Although they met each other often, Bai Yan hadn't communicated with this elder in private a few times, and he just felt baffled, so he had nothing to say, "Pei Zhi just keeps his mouth shut, but he doesn't mean anything malicious at all."

Duan Mochu stared at him for a moment, "He is right, but you are a boy, not a girl."

Then he asked: "Bai Yan, are you right?"

what is itIs it gay?Do you like men?Before that, sexual orientation was the deepest secret in Bai Yan's heart, and finally on this day, it was exposed for the first time.

But even if he is gay, what does it have to do with Duan Mochu?Bai Yan has always felt that Pei Zhi is surly, but in some respects, his surlyness is not inferior to Pei Zhi: as long as it is someone he likes, he is happy to just sit around and chat for a while. No matter how sincerely you express your love, it will only make him uncomfortable.

What's more, after realizing that he was with Pei Zhi, Duan Mochu took up the role of being a good teacher and said something like this:

"The frivolous energy of young people is very touching, but after more experience, you will understand that the real charm of a man lies in having enough power to control his own life."

This is blatantly raising yourself up to step on Pei Zhi, Bai Yan almost choked back, "When Pei Zhi reaches your age, you will be an old man."

So, after a long time no see, Bai Yan once again stood in front of this person with Pei Zhi, putting on the necessary demeanor of not changing his original intention.

Duan Mochu looked at them deeply for a while, and said meaningfully: "Six years have passed, and you are still the same as before."

Bai Yan heard Pei Zhi laugh, "That's right, I grew up with my brother, not to mention six years, it will be the same in another 60 years."

Bai Yan didn't want to have a deep talk with this person at all, "Uncle Duan, you are busy, so we won't waste your time."

In the end, the short-sighted executive producer repeated what the director said just now, "Brother Bai Yan, Mr. Duan came to see you specially today."

Bai Yan glanced at him coldly, you're the only one talking.

From the corner of the eye, Pei Zhi was also smiling at the producer, showing a mouthful of white teeth.

Today's business is that Mr. Duan Mochu's Feng Shui visited the crew to give guidance. Seeing that something was wrong, the executive producer said hello to Duan Mochu, and brought the master inside.

There was an old pair and two young people left at the door.

Duan Mochu first exchanged greetings with Pei Zhi: "I haven't visited you in person in the hospital since you returned to China. I'm really too busy to leave."

Pei Zhi looked unconcerned, "Uncle, you are so polite, I only went to the assistant twice, I appreciate the kindness."

Duan Mochu asked again: "Have you recovered now?"

Pei Zhi smiled slightly, "One can hit ten."

Duan Mochu looked at them calmly for a while, then turned to ask Bai Yan: "I heard that something happened to you recently, how about talking?"

It's really an adult's routine, first greet Pei Zhi nicely, and then focus on talking to Bai Yan alone.But anyone who pays attention to something will not refuse.

Bai Yan thought for a while, but did not refuse, "Yes."

Then he looked at Pei Zhi, whose smile hadn't faded and whose eyes were displeased: "Let's go to Qinhuang Palace, don't you want to know where the next scene is? You'll see it later?"

That is to say, you have to bring Pei Zhi with you.

Pei Zhi understood, and immediately turned his anger into joy: "Okay."

Duan Mochu's deep eyes fell on Bai Yan, his lips were pursed into a line, and his feet did not move.

At the right time, Bai Yan took out the straw team to make a pie, and asked Duan Mochu in a cold voice: "What's the matter? You don't want to take Pei Zhi with you?"

……

Who can say yes?

No one who is serious would say yes in front of Pei Zhi.

Duan Mochu is a mature man who is particular about the scene, so the next walk and conversation turned into a threesome.

As for what Duan Mochu said, Bai Yan has heard it many times from others these days: "Now it is rumored that you have diverged from the company's philosophy. I don't know if this is true. If you intend to terminate the contract, I have a My friend has plans to cooperate with you. You can consider it."

It's just digging Bai Yan over for others as a lobbyist, right?What is there to avoid Pei Zhi?

It had to be done in front of Pei Zhi, as if Bai Yan had some secret with this former admirer.

Pei Zhi expressed his opinion, "Uncle, my brother really wants to terminate the contract with the company. With me around, it's best for him to start his own business."

What?Standing on your own is afraid that your backing will not be strong enough. When Young Master Pei is dead?

If these words were said in private, Bai Yan would have to say a thousand words to Pei Zhi.

But in front of Duan Mochu, Bai Yan didn't even have the thought of denying it, and told Duan Mochu directly: "I have no intention of terminating the contract for the time being."

Unanimously speaking, it was very successful, regardless of whether Duan Mochu had finished what he wanted to say, the total time for walking was only half an hour.

On the first day of shooting, there were many things on the equipment, but the actors were idle.After seeing off the uninvited guests, Bai Yan returned to the hotel with Pei Zhi after going to the crew to change into costumes.

In the car, Pei Zhi stared at Bai Yan's handsome profile, and said sincerely, "My brother treats me well."

After the outsider left, Bai Yan remembered the previous anger again, and replied without batting an eyelid: "I just hate Duan Mochu too much."

Pei Zhi completely lost the mood to play around. After a long silence, he suddenly said: "I don't like him either, but for a while, I really wanted to be like him."

Only then did Bai Yan turn his face away, but at this moment Pei Zhi's eyes were no longer on him.

Pei Zhi leaned against the back of the chair, with his legs spread wide open, still in that carefree sitting posture, but his eyes kept looking out of the car window, the focus of his sight was dazed and desolate, he didn't know where to fix it, It also seems to look through a certain place to a more unexplorable distance.

Bai Yan couldn't figure it out and asked: "You, want to be like him?"

After a moment of silence, Pei Zhi looked away, then turned his face slightly to his side, and smiled at him. This smile was full of self-deprecation, "Isn't it? If I were him, we wouldn't have to be apart for so long?"

Who is Duan Mochu?The boss itself.Who is Pei Zhi?The son of the big brother's family.Although Bai Yan didn't think that their breakup was necessarily related to the identity of Pei Zhi's son brother, he could understand Pei Zhi's meaning and hated himself for being too weak in control back then.Bai Yan's first reaction was, sure enough, Pei Zhi felt forced to go abroad.

When he spoke again, he finally said: "When you were 19 years old, he was almost forty. How can you compare with him? You are yourself."

Back then, Duan Mochu always reminded him intentionally or unintentionally that Pei Zhi was a playboy.

What happened to the dude?Did the dude eat your rice?

This dandy like Pei Zhi can also fight obscene demons and save the TV station to host girls, do you have the heart and style to do these things?

Thinking of this, Bai Yan said a few more words, "Don't imitate him, it doesn't make much sense."

Soon, Young Master Pei, who was still somewhat depressed just now, leaned over and asked in a low voice, "Brother, do you only like my model?"

Okay, he was revived with full blood on the spot and turned into that lively young master Pei, Bai Yan sneered with the corners of his mouth, and didn't speak.

Pei Zhi stared at him eagerly with dark eyes, and said earnestly: "Now, I don't have to be like him to let us live a good life, we can do whatever we want. Really, why learn from him, I'm younger and stronger than him."

Bai Yan suddenly pressed Pei Zhi's forehead with his palm, and pushed him away, "It's annoying you, don't get mad at me a few times, and go away."

In the nanny car specially used by artists, the partition completely blocks the back seat into a closed space, so Young Master Pei has no scruples about riding around.

After being pushed away, Young Master Pei still refused to give up, and took Bai Yan's hand to pinch his hard upper arm muscles, "Squeeze, how strong I am. I am a talent who can hurt a wife, a bitch, and a The living room, the kitchen, the big bed, no adulteration at all, you squeeze seven times a night, and I won’t take anything that you squeezed dry.”

Is this an upgraded version of Wen Neng Me Me Da Wu Neng Pa Pa Pa Pa?

Bai Yan was really angry and funny, "Seven times a night, I will do it if you don't."

ill!What did he say?

Pei Zhi's eyes brightened, "Try tonight?"

Bai Yan picked up the magazine and threw it at Pei Zhi's face, laughing and scolding: "I'm sick!"

Even if you are sick, you can infect others.

After laughing and making a fuss before returning to reality, Pei Zhi always said that he can rely on him at ease and can do whatever he wants, but Bai Yan understands too well that it is always Pei Zhi himself who can do whatever he wants, these four words have nothing to do with him.

It may be that Bai Yan lost his mind when he met Duan Mochu, an old friend, when he was studying the script before going to bed.

There is one thing that he has not been convinced for six years: At the beginning, he neither bowed his head to his parents nor was he bewitched by someone like Duan Mochu. He had already shown all his firmness to Pei Zhi, but why did Pei Zhi Not as firm as him.

They used to be good too.

Since when did the originally good relationship start to cool down?

...It should be the end of 2008.

In late 2008, their relationship was discovered by Mrs. Pei, and they stood together in front of the two mothers.

Mrs. Pei said to Ms. Bai: "Remember? When I was just pregnant, I said that if the baby in my belly was a girl, we would be in-laws. This time, we don't care about men and women, we really will be in-laws."

Bai Yan's mother did not object in front of Pei Zhi's mother and son, but agreed.

Since then, the relationship between him and Pei Zhi has passed the Ming road, but Pei Mingyuan didn't know about it for the time being.But I didn't tell Pei Mingyuan not because he was afraid that the father would disagree, it was simply because Pei Mingyuan had a lot of troubles at the time.

Pei Zhi's grandfather was seriously ill at that time.

Up to now, Bai Yan also admits that at the end of that year, many bad things did happen to the Pei family.Pei Zhi's grandfather died that winter, but at the funeral home, Pei Zhi called him to the small room behind the mourning hall, and hugged him silently for a while.

The real turning point should be when Pei Zhi sent the old man's ashes back home with his parents.Between people, it is always hard to tell which parting will make it difficult for the relationship to return to the original heat.

That time, the three members of the Pei family stayed in their hometown for three days.

This was probably the longest parting since they were together. Considering that the Pei family had just experienced the pain of bereavement, Bai Yan took the initiative to call and ask to meet five days after Pei Zhi returned to the city.

Pei Zhi replied like this at the time: "I won't come out today, my parents and mother are not quite right recently, I will stay at home for a few days first."

It is reasonable for the younger generation to be unable to come out when the old man has just left.Bai Yan said: "Okay, you can accompany them well."

Based on Pei Zhi's stickiness before, Bai Yan was ready to meet, but on the weekend night, the date suddenly fell through, but his heart was restless.So, after nine o'clock, he left his books and went to the bar he and Pei Zhi often go to.

He was alone, simply sitting at the bar.The bartender chatted with him for a few words, but seemed to hesitate to speak.

He only drank a glass of beer, and then, a bartender shouted at the bartender behind him, "Upstairs in the VIP room, Shao Pei wants his standard."

Pei Shao, who is always having fun in the VIP room of this bar and has his own standard menu, besides Pei Zhi, Bai Yan can't think of anyone else.Finally understanding why the bartender was hesitant to speak, Bai Yan decisively went upstairs and pushed open the door. The whole room was full of Pei Zhi's cronies.

Pei Zhi himself was leaning on the sofa at the end of the room, with a pile of empty wine bottles spread out in front of him, he had already drunk too much.

Bai Yan rushed over with anger on his forehead, and snatched the cup from Pei Zhi's hand: "Who are you here with?"

Pei Zhi's eyes were chaotic, and it took him a long time to focus on his face, then he stood up unsteadily, "Brother."

Bai Yan turned around and left. At that age, nothing could damage his pride more than this incident. Pei Zhi lied and refused to meet him, playing around with a bunch of other people outside.

After a while, Pei Zhi chased after him, the figure seemed to be more awake, and kept pulling his arm, "Brother."

Bai Yan didn't stop a step, went to their nest, didn't think about anything, quickly packed his things, Pei Zhi didn't want to see him, and he didn't want to come here every day.

But Pei Zhi kept chasing him back, hugging him tightly from behind, "I'm not lying to you, those two at home were really arguing, so I came out for a drink when I was upset."

Bai Yan was furious, of course he couldn't ask "Why didn't you come to me", so he pulled Pei Zhi's hand away, "Keep drinking!"

Pei Zhi hugged him even tighter, and when he was struggling, he suddenly roared: "I'm afraid I won't be able to control myself, so I'll throw fire at you!"

Then, she leaned her head against his neck, coquettishly like a little animal, "Brother...I love you..."

So, he relented.

Stones are always slowly pierced by water droplets, and dead things are gradually rotted. Lovers who really have feelings will not break up because of an emergency.

The rhythm of this quarrel and reconciliation basically established the rhythm of their relationship in the future. Pei Zhi had alienated countless times with or without reason, but every time he could use those three words to coax him back.

Looking back now, Bai Yan was very convinced by himself at the time.

Bai Yan also asked about Pei Zhi's family. After all, Mrs. Pei and Pei Mingyuan have always been examples of loving couples.

Pei Zhi smoked a cigarette, and said generously: "Who knows what they are arguing about, maybe Lao Pei has a dog outside."

He was taken aback: "Are you serious?"

Pei Zhi smiled, and touched his cheek with his backhand, "Do you really believe it?"

Pei Zhi seems to be like this all the time, you never know which of his words is true and which is false.Don't look at him usually not in good shape, as long as it is something he doesn't want to say, he can always rot in his stomach.

About the Pei family, Bai Yan later found the answer from his mother.

His mother didn't seem to be in a good mood at that time, and she was very irritable. When she heard him ask, she sneered, "Pei Zhi's mother did something very bad, and missed Pei Zhi's grandfather's illness." .This woman, messed up everyone."

Then he asked him again: "How is Pei Zhi treating you recently?"

Against his will, he said, "It's still not the same as before."

His mother said: "Okay, you just stay with him, how careful you are, be careful, and coax him well."

Obviously already aware that they are not as good as before, Bai Yan still insisted at that time: "Why did you tell me so badly to him?"

How stupid he was at the time. Although his mother did something wrong, it would definitely not hurt him.

He and Pei Zhi were cold and hot, and it was January 2009 in the blink of an eye.

On the evening of January 1, Mrs. Pei and his mother were in the same car, going from Duan Mochu's dinner party to another friend's house, and there was a car accident.

Together with the driver and the three people in the car, none of them survived.

Bai Yan was participating in a drama rehearsal in Lin City at that time, and arrived at the hospital early the next morning.

Pei Zhi and Pei Mingyuan sat in the corridor.Seeing him, Pei Mingyuan stood up and said, "I watched your mother lose her temper, and she handed you over to me."

A car accident killed the lives of their two mothers. According to theory, they should know how to hug for warmth.But everything that happened next made Bai Yan deeply understand that sentence: there is no worst, only worse.

Pei Zhi who does whatever he wants is even more freewheeling than before. The hateful thing is that Pei Zhi still has a terrible obsession and refuses to let him go while doing whatever he wants.

What's even more hateful is that she keeps saying she loves him.

It was unpleasant to think of these at night.

But Bai Yan's unhappiness was only for one night. Seriously speaking, one thing has been tossed and turned in his heart for six years, and in the end whether he complains or hates it, that's all.

Anyway, they only have each other now, no matter what, why don't they make themselves happy.

Moreover, Pei Zhi didn't seem to completely read his jokes.

Early the next morning, Mr. Hao came from thousands of miles away and brought a master with him.

After Bai Yan put on her makeup, she saw Mr. Hao, Pei Zhi, the master, the executive producer, and the director standing together. The focus of the whole set was these men.

The master didn't know what he said, Mr. Hao said loudly: "I just said it, we have been looking at the auspicious day for several stages, what problems can there be, man-made disasters are man-made disasters, don't talk about metaphysics."

The executive producer smiled and said, "Yes."

Bai Yan glanced around for a week, and there must be a dozen or so people in the surrounding crew who were beating drums in their hearts.

Afterwards, Mr. Hao asked Pei Zhi: "Will you stay here permanently?"

Pei Zhi said, "That's not true."

Mr. Hao smiled and said: "You are the major shareholder of the company. How the filming goes is a matter directly related to your pocket. Since you are here, you should spend some time thinking about it. Young Master Pei, I am begging you. "

Okay, all of them have good acting skills, and they are excellent in singing and writing.

Bai Yan sat for a while, then Pei Zhi came over.

Pei Zhi put his arm on the back of his chair, "From today onwards, you can act with peace of mind, and you don't have to worry about anything else."

Bai Yan asked: "Are you an imperial envoy?"

Pei Zhi squinted his eyes, looked around the venue like a searchlight, and said through gritted teeth: "I, the representative of the management, is here. I'll see who will play tricks on me again."