better hold on to that past

"Are you really leaving tomorrow?" Ye Yajun stood at the door of her daughter's room, looking at the people who were packing up.On the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, my daughter, who was supposed to stay at home for two days, planned to go back early.Heartbroken, this has been the worst new year ever.

"Yeah." There was no expression, and the tone was not turbulent.

"Can I still have a good chat with you?" Xiao Huaijin's heart softened in her forbearing and fragile tone.

"Um…"

"Xiao Jin... Mom begs you, can you just break up with that woman when you go back?"

"Mom...why are you so resistant...Luo Ran...what's wrong with her..." Eye sockets turned red again.In the past two days, she was silent, except when she came out to eat, she stayed in her room the rest of the time.Ye Yajun tried to talk to her, but every time she saw that she was lost, and she obviously didn't want to talk to him, Ye Yajun was helpless.

However, for Xiao Huaijin, this woman is his mother, she is no longer young, and she has devoted her heart to herself for so many years, and she doesn't want to be like this.But the way Luo Ran was injured that day couldn't get out of her mind, and she really felt distressed, so for the past two days, her mind was full of thoughts about Luo Ran, thinking that she was wronged and licked her wounds by herself.So I want to go back to her as soon as possible and comfort her well.So, the day before she left, she didn't want to run away anymore, even if her mother didn't accept it, at least she had to fight for it.

"No matter how good she is, it's a pity that she is a woman...you...how could you do such a thing...Xiao Jin, my mother has watched you grow up, cared for you and cultivated you for so many years, you are so outstanding, my mother is very proud ... So, what kind of man are you looking for? Why do you have to... have her..." She said earnestly, with sadness in her voice.

"I understand, I understand what you said. Mom hopes that I will find a reliable man and form a happy family. But Mom, these are not what I want, and I will not be happy without them. I love her ...Since I was young, I have never loved someone so deeply...I really can't live without her...Is a complete family really more important than my happiness..." Tears fell again, and the sincerity in the tone was moving .

"You have never had a marriage, how do you know that it is not what you want? You see, your dad and I have been together until we grow old? Xiaojin, two women... How are you going to maintain your future life? Do you rely on sweetness alone? How long can that last? Three years? Or five years? But families are different. You have a husband, children, and a sense of responsibility. Watching him grow up and become better and better will give you a sense of accomplishment, just like me This is the life a normal woman should have..."

"But…"

"You and Luo Ran haven't been together for a long time, and now you're like someone in the period of passionate love. What will you do when you get tired? Also, how do you face this society? Those gossips, and the eyes of others who cast aside, Are you really ready to bear it?" Seeing her daughter's silence, she thought her words had worked, and she seemed to see hope in her heart.

But what Ye Yajun doesn't know is that this daughter who has been very independent since she was a child is not such a vacillating person at all.Marriage, children, although I have never had them, I really don't want to have them.If marriage is really reliable, how can there be so many divorced colleagues around me who live alone with their children.My mother didn't understand how deep love Luo Ran brought her. If she gave up Luo Ran in this life, Xiao Huaijin would never forgive herself.Also, the disapproving gazes of others, hehe, if I really cared, I would have avoided it as early as when Luo Ran first started molesting her.

"Have you listened?" Seeing that her daughter had been silent for a long time without speaking, Ye Yajun asked anxiously.

"In this life, I've decided on her." At some point, the tears stopped flowing, and the red eyes were determined like never before. Looking at her mother, she said seriously.

"Slap!" A crisp slap resounded from every corner of the room.With such great force, bright red fingerprints instantly appeared on the fair cheeks.

"You...! Let me tell you!! Even if I die, I won't agree! You will break up with her immediately after you go back! You are not allowed to be with her until you get married for the rest of your life!" I was trembling with anger, I didn't expect to say After reading a lot, it was useless at all. This kid is really crazy!Then turned and left.

"Hehe..." Xiao Huaijin actually smiled lightly, feeling that this is not so heavy anymore, and it is better for her mother to beat herself to vent her anger than to endure it and make something wrong.Close your eyes, Mom, even if I rebel or disobey you, in this life, I will be willful this time...

After breakfast the next day, I packed up my things and prepared to leave.Since she was in Luo Ran's car when she came back, Xiao Nanju planned to drive her back.

"Mom, I'm going back, I'll come back to see you when I have time."

"When will you break up with her, and when will you come back?" Sitting in the living room, watching TV and not looking at her daughter, her tone was cold.

Xiao Huaijin didn't speak, and went out with her father.On the way, the father and daughter were relatively silent, Xiao Huaijin's mood was very complicated.The helplessness for her mother, the guilt for the innocent father caught in the middle, and the love for Luo Ran made her wish she could go home and hug her tightly.very tired……

"Dad, I'm sorry...I..." After arriving downstairs, Xiao Nanju rejected Xiao Huaijin's proposal to let him sit up and down, and then heard his daughter's apology.

"Xiao Jin...Dad has thought a lot these days. Although your mother's attitude is a bit harsh, but what she said is reasonable after all, I believe you know it in your heart. So, let me ask you one last time, are you really... Have you figured it out?" Seriously looking at his daughter, his wife's words have been echoing in his ears for the past few days, and when he sleeps at night, his wife is also discussing with himself. I have to admit that these situations will definitely be encountered in the future. He really I want to confirm that my daughter is ready.

"Dad, you know me. If you don't believe in something, you will never tell you. It is because you have thought about it, and when you go home that time... you will tell you about us." Looking at Xiao Nanju firmly, serious Speaking of.Now, the only person she can rely on is her father.

"Okay. Don't worry, your mother, I will persuade her." Xiao Nanju was surprised in his heart. It turned out that his daughter had thought about these things so long ago.It seems that I will have a hard time facing my wife next.

"Thank you dad... my mother... say sorry to her for me..."

"Well, hurry up and comfort Xiao Luo well...hehe..." After speaking with a smile, he got in the car and left.

Looking at the car going away, Xiao Huaijin was very relieved, finally... Dad is supportive...

Going upstairs, I hurriedly opened the door and entered the house, trying to comfort the injured person.In order not to irritate Ye Yajun, he did not contact Luo Ran either.I don't know how sad it must be for her to be alone these days.But Xiao Huaijin was told in the quiet room that she was not at home.He took out his cell phone and called Luo Ran.

"Huaijin." A cold and tired voice came from the phone.Xiao Huaijin's heart became tense.

"Ranran...I'm back, you...are you not home..." The voice was very soft, a little cautious.

"Well, I'm working on a case outside."

"Then...then are you coming back today..."

"The case is a bit troublesome, so it's not necessarily true." Luo Ran's voice became colder and colder, making Xiao Huaijin's heart feel even more uncomfortable.She was really afraid, afraid that Luo Ran would break with herself like this.

"Okay... then... I'll wait for you at home..." I felt a little disappointed, but after all, it was her mother who drove her away during the Chinese New Year, and the guilt in her heart made her more cautious.

"Yi Jiangnan Restaurant, I'll wait for you there at eleven noon, let's have a meal together." Just as Xiao Huaijin was waiting for Luo Ran to hang up the phone, when he heard the other party's invitation, his mood could only be described as complicated.

"Okay, see you later." Then I heard the other party hang up the phone.Her heart was getting heavier and heavier, what did she want to tell herself, was she going to give up... Luo Ran... Luo Ran...

She left the door at ten o'clock, even though it was only a 15-minute drive, Xiao Huaijin still couldn't wait any longer, wanted to see her sooner, and told her that she loved her, even if she was a little humble, it didn't matter.Unexpectedly, Luo Ran was earlier than himself, sitting there drinking tea, a little gloomy and tired.

After sitting down, he held her hand before he could take off his jacket.It was only then that Luo Ran woke up and found someone coming.Before he could speak, the other party spoke anxiously and sadly.

"Ran Ran...I'm sorry! I'm sorry...I apologize to you on behalf of my mother, I shouldn't drive you away...Please...don't give up on me, okay? It's reasonable for my mother to find it hard to accept...I will let her Accept yours, and my dad also promised that I would persuade her...we..." apologized incoherently, with a very humble attitude.

"Huaijin? Huaijin?" Before she could finish speaking, Luo Ran stopped her and looked at her suspiciously.

"Hehe, what are you talking about? I'm not angry, and I don't want to give up on you."

"Then why are you so cold?"

"You think I'm going to give up on you because of my tone on the phone?" asked with interest.

"Isn't it..."

"Hehe, my position in your heart... is getting more and more important..." After speaking with a smile, he began to eat some food that was ready to be delivered.

"I thought... I thought..." He blushed and lowered his head.

"I won't tease you anymore. My tone is cold because of the case." She put away her smiling face and said seriously.

"Is it difficult?" The hanging heart finally let go, and after hearing what Luo Ran said, he couldn't help worrying about her again.

"Well, it's very tricky, especially because... it's about my own case." I didn't intend to hide it from her, and told the truth.

"What do you mean?" He stopped his chopsticks and looked at the other party seriously.

"I was suspended for investigation." The tone was very flat.

The author has something to say:

After the beginning and development of the story, the next step is the climax.It's quite exciting...it's always boring or sweet.Well, life is called life when there are storms, and good wine is only worthy of unforgettable stories.