better hold on to that past

Wherever the fingertips touch, there is Luo Ran's smooth, tender but slightly cool skin. Her good figure seems to be exercised regularly, and she looks thin, but in fact she is well-proportioned. The beautiful vest line and abs on her abdomen show the owner health and vitality.Slender and straight legs, slender ankles, and small soles, these all amazed Xiao Huaijin again and again.With her back to herself, she helped her unhook the back of her bra and take it off.Feeling that every touch she made would cause Luo Ran to tremble slightly, the little deer in Xiao Huaijin's heart ran more joyfully...

"There is a bathroom over there, you can go and wash your hands." After changing into her pajamas, Luo Ran said to Xiao Huaijin.

"Okay, thank you." Then, I went to the bathroom.

Looking at herself in the mirror, Xiao Huaijin was taken aback again... Today's self is too abnormal.Let's not talk about the whole somewhat ambiguous process of treating the wound, just talk about the relationship between myself and Luo Ran, are you familiar enough to come to her home alone to treat her?It seems not.Then why did I come here without a moment's hesitation?Thinking of her heart-wrenching injuries, her somewhat reproachful tone, and her sometimes joking and sometimes gentle words... Her mind is a little messed up, Luo Ran... It is undeniable that she really attracts me...

"I should be the one thanking you. Without your help, I'm afraid I would be in more pain than now. Thank you, Huaijin." Hearing her sincere thanks and the sudden intimate address for herself, Xiao Huaijin didn't have too much emotion Mind, after coming back from the bathroom, my mind seems to be much clearer, and my rationality tells me that everything should be over.

"It's nothing. I'm a doctor. I should do these things. If you are injured, others will not ignore it. It's getting late, so I'll leave first. Miss Luo, pay attention to your injuries. Goodbye." Xiao Huaijin returned to her original appearance, polite and distant.After all, he was ready to leave.

"Hehe, is that right... Well, thank you again for Dr. Xiao's treatment. It's so late and you should pay more attention to your own safety. I'm afraid it's not convenient for me to take you back. Please forgive me. Do you need to call a car for you?" Hearing Xiao Huaijin's polite but obviously alienated attitude, Luo Ran was a little sad. Sure enough, we are the relationship between doctors and patients, right... You are so gentle and attentive to my wounds, and you are only doing the duty of a doctor...

The disappointment in Luo Ran's tone was obvious, and he forced himself to ignore her disappointed eyes, and continued, "It's okay, I'll just take a taxi and go home." After speaking, he walked out of Luo Ran's house without looking back.

Looking at Xiao Huaijin's disappearing back, and the items in the medical box she had just used on the coffee table, Luo Ran's eyes were gloomy. She didn't pack those items and let them sit there. She turned around and went to the simple small bar next to the living room. From the wine cabinet against the wall, he took out a bottle of colored red wine and prepared to pour a glass.Wei Wei thought about it blankly, put the wine back, turned around and went to the kitchen, took out milk from the refrigerator and poured a glass, returned to the French window in the living room, sat on the soft carpet, leaned against the window, and looked at the lights outside the window .Ignoring whether drinking the cold milk would cause discomfort, he drank it one mouthful at a time.

Huai Jin...has been thinking of her more and more recently, and her memories are drifting away...

"Boss, why do you have to go to the No.1 civilian hospital? You are injured, we'd better go to the nearest city affiliated hospital, which is also very authoritative and professional!" My subordinate said with a worried face .

"Just go to the No.1 civilian hospital." There was no doubt in his tone.The tone was flat, but the aura was overwhelming, the subordinate didn't dare to say anything, kicked the accelerator, and rushed to the No.1 civilian hospital which was far away.

"You just wait here for me, I'll just go in by myself." The car parked in the parking area across the road, before the subordinate could speak, Luo Ran opened the door and got out of the car.

That was the last time his forearm was injured, Luo Ran gave up the nearby city affiliated hospital and came straight here without even thinking about it.If you are lucky enough to see her, it should be the third time, so you can see what her name is.

Xiao Huaijin... Is it really fate... Why did I have to meet you at this time...

The night in late summer and early autumn is slightly cool.The evening wind gently blows the woman's loose hair, revealing a beautiful face. At this time, this face is slightly tired, but it can't stop her outstanding temperament.

Coming out of Luo Ran's house, Xiao Huaijin didn't take a taxi to go home directly, but walked aimlessly on the street, thinking back to the whole process from meeting Luo Ran to coming out of her house tonight, everything tonight was too much unusual.

Xiao Huaijin hates this feeling of being out of control. She hates that things don't develop according to her expectations. She is a bit conservative and reserved, and she probably doesn't want to be controlled by others. She has lived for more than 20 years and has never been led by the nose. But today Everything disrupted my original life principles.Therefore, indifferent and unfamiliar words are also spoken.

Seeing the obvious embarrassment and loss in Luo Ran's eyes, Xiao Huaijin's heart suddenly ached, knowing that she shouldn't be like this, so she ran away from there.

It's just to make friends, Xiao Huaijin couldn't understand why she was a little bit resistant, but just thinking of her being friends with Luo Ran, her thoughts were like a kite with a broken string, and she couldn't imagine what it would be like to be friends with her.

There was a dull pain in the head, and Luo Ran was all over his head.

Her identity, her many facets, the gunshot wound on her shoulder, what kind of person would get a gunshot wound... Robbery?kill?hijack?Gang Rush?Or the police?Dangerous big shot?Xiao Huaijin rejected them one by one in her heart, Luo Ran had nothing to do with these situations.

And her playful smile, her gentle smile, her sincere thanks to me for treating her, her gentle and pleasant voice calling her name affectionately, and her seductive appearance sitting there after treating the wound... These are all endless. She was not shouting at Xiao Huaijin, she was special, she was different... as if it was really like her name, a fire was ignited in my heart, and the cool night made me feel a little hot.But the two obviously just met each other, and they can't even talk about friends.Maybe I really shouldn't continue thinking about it.

But sometimes, things backfired. I didn't expect to walk to the vicinity of Zhao's Bank. Looking at this not very big but imposing tall building, Xiao Huaijin lost his mind again.

She is the president of this bank... What an unbelievable title, and thinking of her charming side of a working woman when she was in the bank... Xiao Huaijin closed her eyes, didn't stay any longer, just picked up her car, and went back Home.

Everything is too off track tonight, it seems that I can't sleep peacefully tonight without distraction.Fortunately, tomorrow is the weekend, and there is no turn to be on duty in the hospital. It is a rare day off.A few days ago, my mother called and said that I would come back to take a look during my break. It is true that I haven’t been home to see my parents for a while, and I just go home to take a look at it tomorrow. Thinking about it like this, I finally calmed down and fell asleep slowly. .

"Dad, Mom, I'm back." He said as he entered the door with the rice paper ink and paintbrush that his colleagues brought back from Xuancheng, Anhui, and the skin care products for his mother.

"Xuan paper? Where is it?" Dad Xiao Nanju was smiling, lovingly touching the rice paper he brought back.

"It's from Xuancheng, Anhui." Xiao Huaijin said with a smile.

"Oh, that's quite rare, I'll go and research it." After that, he didn't care that his daughter had just returned, and hurried into his studio with ink and brushes.Looking at the appearance of his precious rice paper, Xiao Huaijin felt warm and happy.

Dad is a painter.I like to use the simplest ink to outline mountains and rivers, and I also use light colored ink to express my feelings for landscapes. When I am interested, I will occasionally paint a few oil paintings.When I was young, my parents often quarreled over this. My mother, Ye Yajun, is a neurologist and has retired now.

Looking back at those years, I saw that the husbands of my colleagues were either high-ranking officials in the government, or had a serious job, or went into business, but my own husband was not doing business every day, and he didn’t have a stable job, so he knew how to mess around. Those pieces of paper and ink made the once proud neurologist disgusted and quarreled all day long.

It wasn't until Xiao Nanju's painting hanging in the gallery was sold for 3 yuan for the first time that the couple gradually stopped arguing.That year, my daughter was born.Xiao Nanju hugged the infant baby, weeping with joy.Dad is very talented, so the matter of choosing a name naturally fell on his head. After thinking about it seriously, Xiao Nan had a definite idea.Therefore, it was named Huaijin.It sounds easy to remember, and the meaning is clear.

Over the years, Xiao Nanju's paintings have become more and more unique in style, leading the industry.Therefore, his paintings are more elegant and generous, with an imposing manner.The commercial market is also getting wider and wider. Seeing that his paintings are selling more and more expensive, when his daughter was in middle school, she bought this not too big villa in a wealthy area.Ye Yajun also stopped interfering with her husband's so-called "hermit feelings", and took the initiative to vacate a well-lit room as a studio, and moved in the drawing boards, rice paper, ink and other things that were piled up in the living room and bedroom, for Xiao Nan Create in peace.Today, Xiao Nanju's paintings rarely enter the commercial market, and when he has nothing to do at home, he has the right to cultivate himself.

"Our busy person is finally willing to come back to see her old father and mother~" Holding the washed fruit, the mother said in a slightly resentful tone.

"Mom~" Xiao Huaijin called out softly, vacating the sofa and letting her mother sit beside her. "Hospital work, you understand, you see, I come back as soon as I am free, summer is over, early autumn is windy, you see your skin is a bit dry recently, I bought you skin care products, you see ..." Fearing that her mother would complain again that she didn't have her mother in her heart, Xiao Huaijin quickly changed the subject.

"Well, it feels pretty good, it's about the same." Sure enough, when she saw the high-grade skin care products brought back by her daughter, her mother's brows relaxed.Over half a century old, Ye Yajun still retains her charm, there are not many wrinkles on her face, and her skin is better. This is all due to a healthy diet and better skin care products...

In recent years, maybe because of getting older, maybe because of retirement, my mother has become no longer as quiet and gentle as she was when she was young, and she doesn't talk much.Her daughter graduated from high school, and her mother resolutely hoped that her daughter would inherit her mantle. She didn't want her child to follow her father's footsteps. She has seen all the hard work of crossing the river with stones.Moreover, there are few artists who can achieve such great achievements like Xiao Nanju.

However, Xiao Nanju's education method is that apart from the basic principles of being a human being and moral cultivation, the rest is a free-range management and fully respects her daughter's own choice.Fortunately, her daughter is well-behaved and sensible, not rebellious, she has unique insights into her father's paintings, and is also quite interested in her mother's medical career, so she followed her heart and chose to study medicine.Eight years of undergraduate, master, and doctoral studies with excellent grades and academic majors.In the end, he was transferred to the No.1 civilian hospital. Ye Yajun was proud of it, but also had troubles of happiness.

His own daughter is so outstanding and looks so outstanding, but she can't resist the increase of age. Seeing that Xiao Huaijin is now twenty-seven, but still alone, Ye Yajun can't help feeling a little anxious.

She has been in the No.1 civilian hospital for more than a year. She has also asked her daughter if there is a suitable young man in her unit. She can try to get in touch with him, but every time she ends up with nothing, and the answer she gets is always the same: "I don't know if there is any suitable guy." Yes, I haven’t noticed. Mom, I just graduated, and I haven’t been working for a long time. I’m still your and Dad’s baby. I like living a free and independent life now. I don’t need to rely on others, and I don’t want others to interfere with my freedom. .”

Hearing her daughter's slightly coquettish tone, Ye Yajun had no choice but to give up every time. After all, what her daughter said was also reasonable, and it would be okay to let her hang around in front of herself and that person who was not doing business for another two years.

But people are fickle, especially women.Some time ago, at the invitation of a friend, I went to my friend's daughter's wedding.Family background, a good-looking groom, a lively and festive wedding scene, and the happy smile on the bride's face, these inducements made Ye Yajun envious, and her heart was ready to move again to introduce a boyfriend to her daughter.

Finally, it was an excellent resource that was introduced by a former colleague. Seeing that her daughter was in a good mood eating apples, Ye Yajun said, "Xiao Jin, there is a friend of my mother who has good conditions and looks good." boy, see if you would like to try to get in touch with him?" After finishing speaking, he took out the photo of the boy that he had held tightly in his hand for a long time.

"You are about the same age as you, and you can be regarded as successful in your career. Now you are a business manager of a public institution, and your income is also very good. If you want, let's meet some time in the next few days and get to know each other briefly." Afraid The daughter wanted to object again, and hurriedly listed the boy's excellent conditions, and tried to arrange a "blind date" that had been defined in her heart.

Resentment immediately came to mind, Xiao Huaijin didn't understand why her mother, who had clearly acquiesced to her remarriage a few years later, suddenly brought up this issue again, and just about to say the rejection, she was caught by the photo in her mother's hand.

The author has something to say:

I don't have too much extravagance, I just hope that the chapters that are still relatively clear will not be locked.If you do something about your sentiments, you will be widowed.