better hold on to that past

When she woke up in the morning, she accidentally didn't touch the person beside her. The cold temperature on the other side of the bed told Xiao Huaijin that Luo Ran had already left.

Slightly disappointed, she sat up and planned to get out of bed, but saw a note on the bedside table: I'm sorry, Huai Jin...the bureau has something urgent to deal with, and breakfast is already on the table, remember to eat it.Miss you……

Xiao Huaijin smiled lightly, put away the note and put it in the drawer of the bedside table, and got out of bed.The physical discomfort and trembling legs made her blush. She didn't expect that she would have to hold on to the wall to walk out... This villain actually made herself... kneel during the whole process for the sake of something so-called "unforgettable". On the bed, my legs didn't seem to be my own. After moving around for a while, my legs were no longer trembling so obviously. This account will be bullied back sooner or later...

Looking at the exquisite breakfast on the table, Xiao Huaijin's resentment eased a little. She washed up, ate breakfast, and then went to work. I hope there will not be too many patients today...

God seems to have heard my wish. All day today, except for two orthopedic patients who asked me to watch movies, there is really no one who can let me stay in the office honestly.

"Huaijin, this is the small plant that the patient gave me as a thank you. I kept two, and I will give you one." The door was not closed, and Chu Xi took a small plant into the room with a smile on his face.

"This is... succulent, right? It looks cute, thank you." Xiao Huaijin thanked the bunch of small green plants that were very pleasing.

"Haha, it's succulent, it's okay, as long as you like it. You look good recently, you're in a good mood..." Chu Xi chatted.

"Hehe...it's okay..." The sentence "you look good" instantly made Xiao Huaijin blush, and the answer was a little awkward.Even though I knew that Chu Xi was just talking to each other, I still couldn't help but think of someone. It seemed that I was not as serious as before when I was brought by her...

"Hehehe...that's it for now, I'm going back." After speaking with a smile, she walked out of her office.

Taking a deep breath, touching her hot face, Xiao Huaijin felt a little funny.

"Dinglingling~~~" At this time, the phone rang suddenly.

"Hello."

"Huaijin, I'm Fang Rou. Are you busy with work?" An unexpected person.She couldn't figure out what Fang Rou wanted from her.

"It's okay, it's not busy, what's the matter?"

"Well...it's nothing, you're off work soon, can we have a meal together?"

"Uh... this..."

"It's near your hospital. I just had a meal. I didn't say a few words in the bar last time. I just wanted to catch up with you." Hearing Xiao Huaijin's hesitation, Fang Rou said quickly.

"Okay, send me your mobile phone at that time and place, and I'll go there after work." Hearing what Fang Rou said, she couldn't refuse, so she had to agree.

"it is good."

After work, drive to the agreed place.Xiao Huaijin was very puzzled, reminiscing about the past?Apart from the embarrassing past, there is nothing between them, so what are they going to talk about?

"You're here, what do you want to eat? I remember that you don't like spicy food, so you ordered a few light home-cooked dishes. See what else you want to eat." Seeing Xiao Huaijin's arrival, Fang Rou quickly got up and said to her with a smile .

Light makeup was painted on her pure face, her long hair was loose, hanging on her shoulders just right, her slightly thin figure, and her well-dressed attire made her look beautiful and charming.

"No need, I can't finish it if I order too much. I heard from Mu Qing that you are doing planning in an advertising company. Is everything going well?" In order not to let myself be as stiff and awkward as last time, besides, Mu Qing is not here today, only myself With her, Xiao Huaijin took the initiative to start the conversation.

Fortunately, Fang Rou has already ordered the dishes in advance, and now they are all on the table, and the movement of eating relieves a lot of embarrassment.

"Well, it's okay. I have been doing this for the past few years after graduation... It is because you have the foresight and chose to study medicine, so you have become so good now..." Xiao Huaijin who was opposite was no longer the one who could only tease Her flamboyant youth has grown, but now she is calm and introverted, as if she has undergone a transformation, and her appearance is more elegant and eye-catching, like a beautiful and rare gem.

"Haha, if you say that, I will take it seriously..." He joked casually.

"I'm serious, you have changed a lot. I guess you have suffered a lot in studying medicine these years, and you are not as ostentatious as before."

"At that time, I was young and naive, and people have to grow up..."

"Hehe...that's right..."

Halfway through the meal, seeing that the atmosphere started to become awkward again, Xiao Huaijin couldn't help but hate how dull she was when she talked less. If she were more cheerful and brightened up the atmosphere, she wouldn't be so uncomfortable.Isn't it just the past when he was young and ignorant? There's nothing embarrassing about it. It's been so long, so childish. Anyway, I let it go. Thinking of this, I plan to chat with her like Mu Qing.Raising his head, he saw something was wrong with the other party.His brows were slightly frowned, and the expression on his face seemed to be a little painful. He took the chopsticks and poked the rice in the bowl lightly without sending it to his mouth, as if he was about to cry.

"What's wrong with you? Is there something uncomfortable?" Putting down the chopsticks, she looked at Fang Rou and asked.

"Huaijin...I..."

"What's the matter? You make me a little anxious. What happened?" Seeing her hesitating and uncomfortable expression, Xiao Huaijin became even more puzzled.

"I...I didn't come to you today to catch up on old times... After graduation, I have been looking forward to seeing you again, but I didn't expect that after waiting for so many years, you went to study medicine and changed your number without telling me. Disappeared from my world like this..." The obvious pain pervaded the tone.

"You... what are you talking about..." My heart was beating "dong dong dong", everything was unexpected, and the situation began to be a little messy.

"I can't forget you..." Finally, the sentence that seemed to be a confession came out, and it seemed to be Qianfan's helplessness that was irretrievable in the end. After he finished speaking, his eyes turned red uncontrollably. fell down.

For a while, Xiao Huaijin was also at a loss, she didn't expect things to turn out like this.What is "unforgettable"?She was the one who left first, wasn't she...

"What do you mean..." My heart began to feel a little heavy, but I didn't understand what the other party meant.

"When I was young, I was ignorant, and I couldn't face your feelings head-on, so I got together with Zhang Zifan in such a muddled way. The ridiculous thing is that I never loved him, and we broke up not long after I entered college. Later, I also Trying to socialize with other people, but still being alone. Because... no one made me feel like you did..."

"I tried to contact you, but I couldn't. I found out that you went to study medicine when I found Mu Qing. Eight years of undergraduate, master and Ph.D.... That's when I realized that what I lost... is the most cherished You... went around and went around, and finally chose to come back here, this city with you..."

Pear blossoms bring rain, I feel pity.Her appearance seemed to let Xiao Huaijin see herself who could not be loved when she was young. At that time, she watched the picture of Fang Rou and Zhang Zifan going out in pairs every day. She also wet her eyes in lonely nights. Later, in order to become better, she chose Studying medicine, the busy studies finally dispelled the obsession in my heart. Looking back, I didn't really love Fang Rou, but I was unwilling to be wiped out of the budding good feelings, and I missed the pure feelings I gave That's all.

"It's all over." The voice was soft, straightforward, but also straightforward.

"No, Huai Jin, my return here means that I don't want us to be each other's past. I want to sincerely say sorry to you for not knowing how to cherish at that time... If you want, am I still qualified? Chasing after your footsteps again..." Now she finally knows that the person in front of her is the person she should not miss the most, and she can't let go of her obsession for so many years, and she really regrets it now...

"Fang Rou, I didn't expect you to come to me today to tell me these things. We...are not teenagers anymore, people will grow up and mature. Those pasts were originally caused by puberty, although it is very ruthless to say so , but I still want to tell you. I... never loved you, I just liked you dimly at that time, and no one can control what happened later... Let it go, if you want, we ... are still friends." Xiao Huaijin felt that since everything has passed and she no longer likes it, she should not miss it too much. She hates unclear relationships and vague ambiguities, so she would rather open her heart , outright rejection.

"But I can't forget you... I also hope that the past will pass away, and we will be safe, but I really can't..." After hearing Xiao Huaijin's refusal, tears fell even more uncontrollably. The pain is really unbearable.

"I'm sorry." Apart from these words, Xiao Huaijin didn't know what else to say.She didn't blame Fang Rou for being cruel at the beginning, and she didn't regret that Fang Rou saw her heart clearly and turned around and she was no longer where she was, but she felt a little dramatic and unreal.

"I'm sorry that you didn't have a good dinner today. Although I expected you to say that, but...hehe, you go, let me calm down by myself..." The sadness in her heart was falling all over the sky, and she didn't want Xiao Huaijin to see it I look so embarrassed.

"I'm not worried about your current situation. I'll take you home." It's too much to leave just like that.Out of unbearable, I still want to send her home first.

"I'm fine, let's go, if you continue to be by my side, I will be even more sad, just let me calm down alone, don't worry, I will go home by myself, I won't drink, be careful on the road." Wipe your face tears, Fang Rou said with a smile, trying not to be so pitiful.

"Then, I'll go first. You go home early and be safe." After speaking, she stood up, sighed, and walked out of the hotel.

Finally unable to restrain my emotions, tears fell down like broken beads again, I closed my eyes, and didn't think about her footsteps that didn't stop.

"She is so decisive because she has another person in her heart." Just as she was crying silently with her eyes closed, a strange male voice sounded.The tone has no temperature, as if broadcasting a weather forecast.

"Who are you?" Fang Rou hurriedly wiped away her tears, looking suspiciously at the sudden situation in front of her.

"My name is Chu Xi. I'm a surgeon at No. 1 People's Hospital and a colleague of Xiao Huaijin." There was still no warm voice.

"What do you mean by what you just said?" Fang Rou was still puzzled.

"Literally. But, I might be able to help you."

"Why? What's your purpose? Why do I trust you?" The sudden situation made Fang Rou have to be on guard.

"Hehe, that's not important. You don't have to be so on guard, because although our starting point is different, our purpose is the same."

"I love her and don't want to hurt her...so I won't choose to believe you."

"Even if it's watching her loving and sweet with others?" Chu Xi sighed, not in a hurry, and continued: "Don't worry, it's not hurting nature or breaking the law, just trying to get her back by your side. This is My contact information, come to me when you think about it, if you want to get her, cooperating with me is your only choice." After saying this, he gently put a note on the table, got up and left.

The author has something to say:

Sigh... the last chapter was not spared and locked.Fortunately, the plot is in this chapter.Reminds me of that cross talk meme again: Warm | Save All Night... The next morning, hey!This sunny day...haha, I'm going to be a little vegetarian monk again...