better hold on to that past

"Doctor Xiao, are you free tonight? You haven't checked his brand for a long time, and he wants to sleep~~~" Mu Qing, who hadn't seen her for a long time, called, and a charming voice came from the phone.Xiao Huaijin was glad that she was not around.

"Okay, time and place, send it to my mobile phone, I'll be there after work." The corners of her lips turned up, and she started joking with Mu Qing.Thinking about it, it's true that I haven't seen her for a long time, and I want to get together.

"Well, the servant is waiting for the emperor~~" The tone was brisk, and he hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

Thinking of how she was drunk last time, Xiao Huaijin was still lucky to have such a friend.He thought that if Mu Qing asked, he didn't intend to hide it, so he would tell her generously.Xiao Huaijin knew that she would be happy for herself.

"I haven't contacted me for so long, do you have too many concubines in the harem, and you forgot about my slave~~~" Sitting in the bar where I came with Mu Qing last time, this guy spit on himself in an infinitely enchanting way.

"Young poor. Why are you drinking so much? You don't seem to have any troubles." Helping her to do a good job, this guy doesn't know what's going on, it's weird.

"I don't have anything to worry about, but you, you seem to be very moist lately... How about that policeman last time, are you together?" Mu Qing teased.

"How do you know she's a policeman?" Xiao Huaijin was puzzled, she never told Mu Qing that Luo Ran was a policeman.

"Hehe...after I left last time...do you remember, I asked Uncle Yan to stay to protect you and take you home. After that, Uncle Yan came back and told me about it. She... intercepted it domineeringly You have no choice but to show her ID as a police officer and reveal her identity. Tsk tsk tsk~~~ Superintendent [-], this title is really loud, what kind of captain and chief in the police station is so weak in front of her , I can only nod and bow respectfully..." Mu Qing looked at Xiao Huaijin gossipingly.

"Hehe... um..." Mu Qing replied with a dry smile.She didn't expect that Luo Ran's status was so high... It's scary to hear it.

"Hahaha... Xiao Huaijin! You are really brave! Well, that's good, then what I'm going to say next should not affect you." After hearing that her friend admitted that she was with Luo Ran, Mu Qing sincerely Admire her courage.At the same time, he said something that made Xiao Huaijin puzzled.

"What do you mean?" Puzzled.

"Fang Rou is back. I asked for your contact information, and I gave it to you." The tone was calm, as if she was talking about what to eat tonight.

Xiao Huaijin was surprised, she didn't know what to say.Sitting there silently, holding the wine glass in his hand, drinking slowly.

"I know what you're thinking. Although I don't know what she wants your contact information for, I still gave it to you. I think there's nothing I can't give you. After all, it's been so long since you two, and nothing happened that you can't look back on. It's a big deal, if she asks you directly, you won't refuse to give it." Mu Qing said with relief and determination.

"...um..." Xiao Huaijin responded indifferently.

Before I knew it, almost ten years had passed, how time flies.If such a thing had happened a few years earlier, Xiao Huaijin would have been delighted, but now, she doesn't feel anything anymore.Looking at the disillusioned lights lingering around, my thoughts gradually drifted away...

Fang Rou and Mu Qing are good friends who have known each other since the beginning, but I got to know them later.She is tall and slender, with a sweet and pure appearance, enjoying being sought after by a large group of boys in her own class, other classes, and even other grades.But Fang Rou was unmoved, and her relationship with herself and Mu Qing became better and better.As time goes by, there are not many people who pursue it.

At that time, Xiao Huaijin always had a feeling that it was an illusion now, but it was narcissism at the time, that is, Fang Rou and Mu Qing were more like friends, and with herself...instead, there was a little more ambiguity.Perhaps, it was just the young Xiao Huaijin who thought it was ambiguous.At that time, she was a member of the school gymnastics team, and basically practiced gymnastics every day after school.As a result, she who was already tall and pure looked even more charming.

"Fang Rou, if you dance five (dances) and six every day, you know how to seduce others..."

"Xiao Huaijin, I think you're looking for a beating again..."

"Hahaha……"

……

The ambiguity between the two should start with that kiss that meant nothing.

It was a sweltering evening, and Xiao Huaijin was by the window at the end of the corridor of the teaching building. Because the next class was a self-study class and there was no teacher, she didn't plan to go back to the classroom, so she skipped class openly and stood there looking at the beautiful sunset in the sky.

"Why don't you go back, you have to go to class." Fang Rou, who came out of the bathroom, looked at Xiao Huaijin and asked.

"What are you going back to do? Self-study class, and no teacher. Besides, I bet, I'm not the only one who skipped class." At the age of sixteen or seventeen, he was always so frivolous and flamboyant.

"Then I'll go back first. On such a hot day, let me bring you a glass of water." Fang Rou said kindly.

"You're really thirsty when you say that. Otherwise... how about you...feed me with your mouth?" Xiao Huaijin smiled slyly, but she was just making a joke.

"Shameless, I'm going back." Fang Rou was a little embarrassed, turned around and wanted to leave.

"You don't dare, do you..." Xiao Huaijin rarely saw Fang Rou like this, and continued to tease her.

Unexpectedly, Fang Rou stopped, turned her head, and looked at herself provocatively. "Who dare you say? You wait." After finishing speaking, he returned to class.

Xiao Huaijin only thought that she was looking for a step for herself, and said casually, but she didn't take it seriously, and turned to continue watching the sunset outside the window.

It didn't take long before I felt my body being pulled over. After being frightened, I saw Fang Rou's somewhat funny face.Because her mouth bulged for some reason.Immediately afterwards, an incredible scene happened.Fang Rou's pretty face suddenly magnified in front of his eyes, and in his surprised eyes, he kissed his lips.Then Fang Rou parted her own lips with her lips, and the sweet and cold water flowed into her mouth.Watching her leave his lips, he looked at himself with a provocative smile, as if saying, "Look at me, dare I!"

Xiao Huaijin hadn't recovered from her surprise, she stared at Fang Rou with wide eyes.In a panic, he swallowed the water in his mouth and accidentally choked on it.

"Cough cough cough..."

"Hahaha..." Fang Rou looked at the embarrassed Xiao Huaijin and laughed.

That evening, the afterglow of the setting sun shone on Fang Rou's face, making her look dazzled.For the first time, Xiao Huaijin's heart beat so fast.

Afterwards, the two continued this kind of relationship that was like friends but more ambiguous than friends. Xiao Huaijin didn't know what Fang Rou thought, but she was sure that she liked Fang Rou.Various reasons made Xiao Huaijin dare not take a step forward.The heart is satisfied, and this is enough.Until... the appearance of Zhang Zifan broke this situation.

He is a boy who is on duty. He is tall, handsome and sunny. He studies well and has a good family background. I heard that his family runs a business.

Immediately afterwards, the plot became clichéd, and Zhang Zifan tried every means to please Fang Rou.Gradually, she spent less and less time with herself and Mu Qing, and it was often just herself and Mu Qing.Thinking about it now, maybe I should thank Zhang Zifan, that is, at that time, my relationship with Mu Qing got better and laid the foundation for today.But at that time, Xiao Huaijin only thought that boy was extremely annoying.

"Fang Rou, can you promise me that you won't be with Zhang Zifan..." Xiao Huaijin looked at the blue sky, and calmly said the uneasy thoughts in her heart.

"Xiao Huaijin, do you... like me..." Fang Rou actually could see Xiao Huaijin's thoughts, but, herself and her... how could it be possible...

Mu Qing could feel and see Fang Rou's thoughts, how could Fang Rou not know...

"No, you think too much, it's just that you haven't played with me and Mu Qing recently, I'm bound to be unhappy..." He still said nonsense in a calm manner.

"No, we're just thinking about which university to apply for recently." The brisk tone hurt Xiao Huaijin's heart severely.

That night, she took Mu Qing and sneaked out of the closed campus, getting drunk.Later, Xiao Huaijin didn't know whether Mu Qing had told Fang Rou about her feelings for Fang Rou. In short, from that day on, Fang Rou always avoided her on purpose until graduation.

It wasn't until my mother's persuasion, followed my inner choice, and started my slow life of studying medicine. Until today, I haven't met or contacted her.

This is a youthful memory, some childish and ridiculous stories.

The memories ended, looking at Mu Qing who was looking at her playfully.

"Look what I'm doing." Xiao Huaijin said calmly.

"It's nothing, I'm relieved to see that your face is full of indifference when you recall. I thought it would disturb you and your new lover..." Mu Qing teased.These things are not a secret to Mu Qing, she knows it all.When she was young, she used to love Xiao Huaijin very much. She still couldn't bear to see Xiao Huaijin smile from the corner of her eyes because of Fang Rou until she felt sad, so she gradually became more and more acquainted with Xiao Huaijin.

"Isn't the wine good? Can't you shut your mouth?" Xiao Huaijin gave Mu Qing a white look.

"Hehehe...Aren't I afraid that I've sinned~~ Fang Rou and I met recently, and I heard...she and Zhang Zifan broke up. They broke up when they were in college, and after that, they never dated anyone else. Now I'm doing planning work in an advertising company." Mu Qing truthfully told Fang Rou's current situation.

"En." Xiao Huaijin didn't have any idea about it.

"Tsk tsk tsk~~ You are really ruthless, no matter what, you were once a good friend, you look so ruthless, I really worry about your little lover~~" Mu Qing joked.

"Mu Qing, you know best how I am with her. What kind of lover is she, just like you, just a friend." Xiao Huaijin suddenly said seriously, feeling that the word "friend" is inexplicably harsh.Hehe... She never liked me, and she didn't have any unforgettable past with me, so how can she talk about being good friends?I just find it ironic.

"Okay, okay, I won't talk anymore, come home with me, okay? We haven't had a good chat together for a long time..." Looking at her friend's serious look, Mu Qing knew that this kind of jokes would be serious in the future.Seeing that it was getting late, he wanted to go home.

"No, I want to go home and see my parents tomorrow." Thinking of her mother's sprain and not knowing what happened, Xiao Huaijin wanted to go back and have a look.

"Well, that's fine, see you next time, let's go." After finishing speaking, the two walked out of the bar.Because she was drunk, she couldn't drive. Fortunately, Mu Qing's family had a big business and a lot of people, so she randomly assigned a driver to take her home.Xiao Huaijin thought to herself, it would be good to go out for a drink with her, and you don't have to worry about being unable to drive after drinking.

Early the next morning, we started our journey home.After arriving home, Xiao Huaijin was very relieved to see that the safety bandages on her mother's feet had been removed and the crutches were no longer needed.

"It's really thanks to that doctor Chu... Eh? Xiao Jin, how old is he, does he have a girlfriend?" Ye Yajun started her grand career again.

"Mom--" Xiao Huaijin yelled helplessly.

"I think that child is not bad. He is a good person, good job, good-looking, and good in everything. If you don't start as soon as possible, someone else will take the lead sooner or later. I can feel that the child is also good to you... Hehe Hehe..." The more I spoke, the more I couldn't control the smile on the corner of my mouth.It seems to have seen the blueprint for the two to enter the marriage hall hand in hand.

"Ah--Dad, have you painted any new paintings recently, and then nurture my artistic atmosphere~~~" Looking at the open door of the studio, Xiao Huaijin hurried in with great interest...