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On Sunday afternoon, Ye Mo usually leaves the city at 4:5, arrives at the Provincial Bus Station around 6:6, and arrives home around 05:6.Xu Shaoqi hopes to go out to eat hot pot together.In the restaurant downstairs, "Chengdu Taste", a place I often go to, the boss and the proprietress seem to see the clues, but they maintain a tacit understanding with each other. 12:6, 15:6, 21:[-], Ye Mo has no news at all.Xu Shaoqi was angry with himself, but he refused to eat first, nor did he want to send text messages first. At [-]:[-], Ye Mo sent a message, [I'm sorry, I met a classmate from the police school on the road, and I insisted on going to the party, I don't know how long to drink, don't wait for me. 】

Xu Shaoqi sneered twice at the phone screen, and then smashed the phone to the floor. "Drink, drink, drink to death!" Xu Shaoqi cursed fiercely.

The screen of the mobile phone was cracked, and teardrops fell on the table.Why did it become like this?He hasn't changed, why did Ye Mo change?The pressure of their family has always been carried by himself, and Ye Mo has not let Ye Mo worry about it. What is there to be dissatisfied with?

In an instant he became very depressed again, and he lowered his head, banging his own head on the table vigorously.The bursts of pain made him feel very comfortable.

Ye Mo didn't enter the door until around 11 o'clock in the evening.Xu Shaoqi is playing "Journey".Seeing Ye Mo staggering in, he didn't bother to help, and continued playing the game absent-mindedly.Ye Mo walked to the door of the study and smirked at him.Xu Shaoqi gave him a cold look with his eyes, and then returned to the screen. "Hey..." Ye Mo walked up to him cheekily, insisting on sitting on the armrest of the boss chair, smelling of alcohol all over his nose.

"I hate it, go and wash it up quickly. Let's go, don't squeeze me, go quickly."

Ye Mo refused to leave, hugged and kissed him with a playful smile, making Xu Shaoqi very annoyed.He tried his best to break free from Ye Mo's arms, and retreated from the other side of the desk, but the drunkard refused to let him go, he put his arms around his waist, lifted him up, and hung him in the air.

"What are you doing? Let me down, hurry up. I'm angry, really angry." Xu Shaoqi screamed.

The drunk put him down, but didn't let him go. He pressed him directly on the bookcase and reached out to take off his pants.You don't even need to take off your clothes, what's the difference from a beast?Xu Shaoqi felt extremely humiliated.He angrily pushed Ye Mo back, taking advantage of enough space between the two of them, he stretched out his hand and slapped the drunk, hard and loud.

The drunkard was stunned and stopped moving his hands.Xu Shaoqi took this opportunity to get rid of the drunk, ran into the bedroom, locked the door behind him, threw himself on the bed and cried loudly.

In the study room, the drunk fell down on the floor in frustration, leaning against the bookcase in a daze.After a while, he took out a cigarette from his jacket pocket and lit it, took a puff, exhaled it, and then quietly watched the misty shreds of tobacco rising slowly in the air.How can there be a little bit of drunkenness in the eyes?

The next morning, the drunk escaped early, leaving the words [Sorry] on the table.Xu Shaoqi took a deep breath at the note, and then called the department manager to ask for a day off.The red eye is really unable to go out to meet people.

Next, Xu Shaoqi cleaned all the rooms again, put on new sheets and quilt covers, and sprayed French perfume to drive away the nasty alcohol smell.The washing machine was washed three times in total from morning to noon, and the balcony was so full that there was not even a place to stand.

In the afternoon, he was so tired that he didn't have the strength to play games, so he lay on the sofa and stared at the TV screen in a daze.The light in the living room moves from east to west imperceptibly, and then stays on the window glass of the kitchen, as if performing the final curtain call.

There was a creak from the porter, followed by the sound of someone entering.So early?A flash of surprise flashed across Xu Shaoqi's heart, but he didn't move his head, continuing to stare at the sunset on the window sill.

Ye Mo walked over, giggling, and showed him four fast food boxes as if asking for credit.Seeing that he ignored him, she put the fast food on the coffee table, took out a piece of paper from her bag and handed it to him, which said, 【Sorry, baby.it's all my fault.Make sure you don't drink too much in the future.please forgive! 】

Xu Shaoqi took the apology note with a calm expression, counted up and down, there are 21 words in total, so economical!Ye Mo squatted beside the armrest of the sofa, looking at him flatteringly like a pug, waiting for his forgiveness.If he could pass a ladder in time, it would be over.Everyone continues to live happily, which is the best ending.But for some reason, Xu Shaoqi felt tired, he feebly stuffed the note into the gap of the sofa, straightened up, opened the fast food box, and ate on his own.

Ye Mo sat down on the sofa embarrassingly, and picked up disposable chopsticks to eat.No one made a sound, only the sound of two pairs of chopsticks colliding in the room.Ye Mo turned his head to look at him from time to time, looking panicked.

What have you to fear?Xu Shaoqi thought, in fact, the one who has the upper hand has always been you, brother is right, you have completely mastered my psychology, I can't beat you.Just pinch my weakness and fix it to your death.I can't make it through tonight, so I want to surrender to you.Can't you make me angry for a while?

Xu Shaoqi held off the time of reconciliation as much as possible with the sadness of fate.But when he thought that he was always at a disadvantage, Xu Shaoqi felt sad, and the tears flowed down uncontrollably again.According to the usual routine, Ye Mo would immediately hug him, try his best to comfort him, and then give him an extremely gentle kiss.But this time the plot changed.Ye silently put down the lunch box and chopsticks, watching his sadness quietly, without comforting him.Xu Shaoqi felt even more sad, could four years of relationship be so indifferent?Is Ye Mo's heart made of stone?

Before his wild thoughts were over, Ye Mo had stood up, frowning, as if he hated Xu Shaoqi's ugly appearance.

"Okay, you're starting to dislike me, aren't you?"Xu Shaoqi hurriedly stood up, wiped his face in a hurry, and then yelled at Ye Mo, "You are capable, you are so scared, Superintendent Ye. You have climbed to a high position now, you don't need me anymore, you have to find another Gao Zhi, right?" Alright, hurry up, call Qin’s house, his door will always be open to you..." Xu Shaoqi showed a bitter smile, "I'm afraid...huh...I'm afraid your ass will be opened to him..."

Such insulting words are unacceptable to people like Ye Mo.Since he was a child, he needed to be superior to others in order to gain confidence, but at this moment, as if he didn't hear it, he stared stupidly at the hysterical lover, with fog rising in his eyes.

"Go!"

Ye Mo suddenly turned around and rushed into the study, and locked it.Xu Shaoqi was stunned for a moment, then cursed loudly.

That night, the two slept in separate rooms, and faced each other coldly the next morning. From the beginning to the end, Ye Mo refused to look at him.In the evening, I sent a letter saying that I worked overtime all night, so I didn't go home at all.

Xu Shaoqi was angry, sad, and annoyed. Although he went to the company, his mind was in outer space.At 12:808 in the evening, he caught Cheng Wendan downstairs who had just returned from the banquet.He helped his drunken friend into [-], and then threw the latter on the sofa unceremoniously.

"Water...water!" Cheng Wendan called out to him.

"Drink, drink, you're all dying." Xu Shaoqi complained as he opened the refrigerator.

"Hey, Shaoqi, you have your brother to support you, so don't worry. There is no one in our family, and everyone is pointing at me!" Cheng Wendan poured down a glass of water impatiently, and coughed again and again, "Today is to accompany the president. Going out and begging people to repay the loan. In this day and age, the rich beg the poor instead, scary!"

"Then you still help Boss Ma with a loan?"

"It's not the same, Shaoqi. We can share the money he borrowed. It's his business and the president's business if he doesn't pay it back. I'm just a small employee... Huh, I have nothing to do now, I have to help He blocked the wine, and waited for my buddy to send it another day, scared, just wait and see..."

Xu Shaoqi didn't know how to comfort his friend, he hummed twice, and sat down on the sofa absent-mindedly.

"You don't understand, Shaoqi. The old man in our family is too meaty. After the president failed to fight, he became depressed and lost the ambition that a man should have."

"Don't talk about your father like that. Not everyone is suitable to be an official. Besides, being an official is not a good job. My father drinks outside all day long. I don't like it."

"Hey," Cheng Wendan propped himself up from the sofa, put his hands on Xu Shaoqi's shoulders, and said shakingly, "Shaoqi, you're the best. Damn it, they all look down on me and think my dad is not qualified, so they can't Eating at the same table as their father, only you, Shaoqi...you...are sincere to me..."

"Wendan, I have something to do with you..." Xu Shaoqi sat down beside Cheng Wendan, and whispered embarrassingly.

Cheng Wendan tilted his head and looked at him thoughtfully. "It's him again?"

Xu Shaoqi nodded embarrassingly, and Cheng Wendan hummed lightly.Xu Shaoqi shouted sensitively, "What are you doing? Look down on people?"

"No, no, what do you doubt?"

Xu Shaoqi withdrew his protest, lowered his head, and said weakly, "I don't know what's going on, he's absent-minded recently, always working overtime outside and drinking too much, and going to nightclubs with others."

Cheng Wendan hummed without commenting.

Xu Shaoqi raised his head to confirm his friend's attitude again, felt that it was all right, and continued to say boldly, "I know, you are going to say that I am troublesome again, but this time it is not troublesome, I...he...something is wrong anyway...ah, I can't tell."

"Shaoqi, I don't want to mention the words to persuade you to break up. Anyway, you are hopeless. But the three of us are not like you, and neither is Police Officer Ye. Of all the people, you are the only one who lives completely by feeling." Sensitive and suspicious, narrow-minded, thanks to Officer Ye for being able to bear you."

"You said just now that I have a good heart...you are really annoying. I am good to you, but am I being narrow-minded towards him?"

"Hey, that's not what I mean. I mean it's nothing wrong for a man to work overtime and drink. Which man doesn't drink? Even if he's outside—what—it's normal."

"Why is it normal? Love is selfish, and a person should be loyal." Xu Shaoqi stood up angrily and stomped his feet.

"That's right, loyalty... Hehe, you should be loyal. But Shaoqi, what do you want? Forbid him to work overtime and drink, and keep him at home? Or go to a bar to catch a scene, make a scene, and then break up?" Cheng Wendan said mildly. "It's unrealistic. I understand you, Shaoqi. You don't want to break up, and you can't command him. Officer Ye is better than you." Cheng Wendan smiled and pulled Xu Shaoqi back to the sofa to sit down.

"No... I'm the one up there." Xu Shaoqi defended himself fearfully.

"It doesn't matter who goes up and who goes down," Cheng Wendan turned his face away in embarrassment, picked up an empty water glass and said, "The important thing is that you lose him a lot in momentum. It has been like this from the beginning, and it will be difficult for you to come back in this life .”

"You... you all saw it?"

"Hey," Cheng Wendan chuckled, leaned over, put his arms around his shoulders, and said earnestly, "Shaoqi, neither of them are here today, I——your best friend, brother, will tell you from the bottom of my heart." Words: You can't beat him bro, he's controlling you, not you controlling him. Either let him go or get married. Find a wife who's right for you. No one cares about anyone. You're free. Look how good I am , live alone, and only play on weekends!"

"But..." Xu Shaoqi remembered that Cheng Wendan just got married last month, "But you...don't you have any regrets in your heart?"

"Hey, brother, what are you sorry about? We don't have Mr.Right in our hearts at all, so what is there to regret?"

"Then what if we meet in the future?"

Cheng Wendan let him go, fell back on the back of the sofa, stared at the ceiling in a daze, suddenly rolled his eyes, and said harshly, "Then kill him."

Hearing this unusual answer, Xu Shaoqi jumped up from the sofa in fright, and asked in a panic, "How can I kill the person I love?"

"Because... hehe... Indulging in feelings will kill you. Shaoqi," Cheng Wendan smiled again, and spread his big hands, expressing his powerlessness over his decision. "It feels like a dangerous abyss, a bottomless pit, a black hole. No one knows whether the other side of the black hole is a splendid new world or a dead hell, so it's better to stay here. Shaoqi, thanks to your birth Home, I still have time to think about what it feels like. If you are the parents of sanitation workers, I think you are...hehe..."

"I hate it! Even you don't understand me!" Xu Shaoqi stood up angrily, as if to leave.When he reached the door, he felt unwilling again, turned around and argued, "You are just doing it for the benefit of your wife's family. But I just don't like you, like you are."

"Hey...the modern version of Jia Baoyu...then we can't help you. Go home and cry, Xu Baoyu, hey..."

The unscrupulous ridicule of his friend aroused strong anger in Xu Shaoqi's heart. His face turned blue and his muscles tensed. Everyone didn't believe their feelings and were against them. He really hated these people around him and hoped that They all die.But...but... Even Ye Mo himself has to retreat, how can he hate these opposing eyes?He was alone... alone against the whole world....Frustrated tears fell from his eyes, his nose was hot and sour, Xu Shaoqi stood where he was, unable to move.He seems to be stuck, stuck in a black hole, there is darkness up and down, left and right, no coordinates, no direction, he can't move.

"Shaoqi," Cheng Wendan struggled to get up from the sofa, walked over, carefully looked at his face, "don't be like this. Shaoqi... well... Actually, brother, this is for your own good too," Cheng Wendan locked him in prison. Hugging tightly, "Oh...it's not that we don't know, but...well...we are pretending not to know. No matter men or women, a sensitive person like you will only hurt himself if he falls into it, so buddy can only pretend not to see it. It’s okay, it’s okay, it’s not shameful to lose to Police Officer Ye, it’s better than losing to a woman, he’s already tough. Don’t be sad, go back and talk to him. People who love each other always have feelings, and everything is easy Let’s talk. In addition, I heard a gossip today that the Lin family and the Qi family seem to be fighting..."

"Which Lin family?" Xu Shaoqi took the opportunity to escape from the arms of his buddies.Buddies are always buddies, it's weird to hold each other together.

"Sigh... Shaoqi, it's always right to care more about politics. It's Yan Datong's wife's natal family..."

"Yan Datong?"

"Brother Ye Mo."

"Oh...he didn't say that." Xu Shaoqi suddenly realized.

"So he's better than you. A strong man never tells his wife about his troubles—ah, no, he's a lover. Hehe..."

"Fuck you, I'm leaving." Xu Shaoqi pushed open the door, and he suddenly wanted to fly home immediately.

"Hey, it's just gossip, don't spread it randomly." Cheng Wendan shouted behind him.