Dream about boyfriend falling from the sky

Meng Hua refused to speak to his brother.

He already understood that his brother did it voluntarily, otherwise he wouldn't be protecting Shao Gufeng.

When Meng Jian came down and knocked on the door, he locked the door behind him.

Meng Jian said, I have something to tell you, you open the door, don't be like a child.

Meng Hua got angry and yelled outside the door: "Who is a child? Who the hell is messing around upstairs without telling me? If you have something to say, you think I am a child now?!"

There was a moment of silence outside the door before a sigh came.

"Meng Hua, I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, I shouldn't have kept it from you."

"..." Meng Hua was at a loss for words for a moment. Thinking about the scene just now, he trembled with nausea, and thinking about his brother's willingness, he wished he could not have this brother.

Meng Jian knew that he couldn't accept it, but he could only continue talking: "I'm different from you, I... like men. I forgot to delete some videos on my computer, and you asked me. At that time, I should have talked to you. You are telling the truth, but I dare not, I am afraid that you don't want to recognize me as a brother again. "

"...Can't you change it?" Meng Hua was very anxious, "Can't you find a girl?"

It is very difficult to tell the truth, and many people are unwilling to believe the truth. Meng Jian doesn't know how much his younger brother can believe, so he can only tell the truth, and leave the rest to fate: "This is born, Meng Healing, it's not a disease, it's innate, and I can't change it. If I get married, I'm ruining other people's girls, and I'm ruining myself. Really, I don't like girls. "

After a while of silence, there was a bang sound in the room.Meng Hua slammed his fist on the cabinet, clenching his teeth together.

"You go," Meng Hua said, "you can go with him after spring, don't come back...I won't tell anyone."

"I'm not going," Meng Jian decided to say it to the end, "I plan to stay at the forest farm when I come back from the oil field. I may... maybe I won't be able to find someone to live with me. You will get married in the future. The girl is definitely not willing to come to the mountain, when the time comes, there will still be me, so you can rest assured."

"You chased me away, right?!" Meng Hua punched the cabinet again.

"No," Meng Jian smiled bleakly, "I didn't intend to drive you away, as long as you don't drive me away, I'll be content..."

That night Meng Hua went into the kitchen to order a bowl of noodles, and then went back to the bedroom feeling bored after eating.

Meng Jian didn't dare to say anything to him anymore, he could only pray that he would come out tomorrow and sit down to have a meal together, and if he had something to say, speak slowly, understanding and accepting must be a long process.

Shao Gufeng came to the living room for dinner, but he didn't speak. The noisy fight on the roof at noon made him angry, annoyed and disappointed. His heart touched the cold south wall, and he didn't know what to do.

Halfway through the meal, he asked Meng Jian, "Are you going to work in the forestry farm?"

Meng Jian nodded: "Yes."

"Then I can come back and look for you," Shao Gufeng said after deliberation, "Our unit has annual leave, 20 days, I can split it into two parts and ask for leave, and come back to see you twice a year."

Meng Jian said: "Okay, the mountains are full of flowers in July, and the autumn scenery in September is particularly beautiful. When you come, I will definitely prepare delicious treats for you."

"Don't you understand what I mean?" Shao Gufeng was about to break the chopsticks in his hand, "I want to be with you, at least let's try first."

Meng Jian smiled: "I don't want to, I don't want to be with anyone, not just you, anyone... I have no such plan."

"..." This was clearly rejected. Shao Gufeng's rationality was ordering him to retreat in spite of difficulties and leave a little room for each other, but his hand didn't obey at all, and he touched Meng Jian's finger tremblingly, and then He held on and refused to let go.

Meng Jian tried to pull his hand out but failed, so he looked at him with a pleasant face: "If you have a vacation, why come all the way here, you can find the right person if you look nearby."

Shao Gufeng's voice was hoarse: "It's not easy to meet, I have been waiting for many years."

Meng Jian stood up to clean up the bowls and chopsticks, knowing in his heart that what a good person he pushed away, but he was determined, and he would definitely suffer from it: "You can definitely find someone better than me, more suitable for you of."

Thousands of words flashed through Shao Gufeng's eyes, he looked up at Meng Jian, and finally only asked: "Are you really..."

"Really," Meng Jian leaned over and kissed him on the cheek, "You are the best boyfriend I've ever seen."

Meng Jian stayed on the fifth floor that night.

It wasn't so cold on the fifth floor anymore. He was wrapped in a coat, flipping through a novel, and when he was sleepy, he stood up and went outside for a walk.

The stars hung in the sky, watching him silently, and he also looked up at the sky quietly.

When he was a child, he could see such stars as soon as he looked up, which made him think that the night was like this anywhere in the world.It wasn't until he went to school that he realized that the night in the city was shrouded in lights and turbid air, and that the stars and the moon were luxuries.

Therefore, when he returned to the forest farm and saw such a starry sky, he would cherish it very much.This is the innocence and tranquility that he found after giving up a lot of things. He is willing to guard it all the time and is willing to be alone.

It's just that the taste of loneliness is very bitter.

He thought Meng Hua would not come to change shifts, and he was ready to stay up all night, but he didn't expect Meng Hua to come up just after 12 o'clock.

"Brother..." Meng Hua stood on the stairs and hesitated.

At that moment Meng Jian was really about to cry, he stepped forward to hug his younger brother.

No matter what happens in the future, at least at this moment, Meng Jian feels that he is not alone, and he still has a brother to hug.

Meng Hua still couldn't accept it in his heart. He quietly observed Meng Jian, and always felt that Meng Jian had become different.

What's the difference?He couldn't tell.That face hadn't changed, that look hadn't changed, his behavior hadn't changed, but this person was just different, abnormal, evil.

He thought of those small movies on the computer, Meng Jian said at the time that his classmates had downloaded them.It was something that existed in the computer years ago, which means that his brother was watching those things next door to him a few years ago, and then comforted himself with excitement...

Meng Hua didn't dare to think about it anymore, he felt that his life was like a dream, and now he suddenly woke up from the dream, and found that his own brother had turned into another face.

He told Meng Jian to go downstairs to sleep, repeating "it's all right, all right", without actually knowing what he was talking about.

The next morning he went downstairs and saw Shao Gufeng. In the kitchen, the two looked at each other for a while.

There was a kitchen knife on the chopping board, and Meng Hua really wanted to pick up the knife and hack the man in front of him to death.Without this person, his brother would be the same as before.At least pretend to be the same as before.

He clenched his fists and rushed to hit him. The opponent only backed away with his head and face covered. When he had nowhere to retreat, he dodged outside the kitchen to distance himself from him.

"Stay away from my brother," Meng Hua gritted his teeth, "When spring comes, you should get out of here immediately."

"I can't guarantee that," Shao Gufeng said sincerely, "It mainly depends on your brother's wishes."

"You!" Meng Hua was furious, and punched the wall, bleeding from his knuckles.He swung his paralyzed arms into the kitchen and yelled outside: "Get the fuck out of here!"

Shao Gufeng rolled cooperatively and went up to the fifth floor, where he saw Meng Jian taking notes on fire prevention.

He stepped forward, picked up another notebook and flipped through it, listing the date and time page by page. Except for the occasional "heavy fog and low visibility", everything else was "nothing happened".

Meng Jian put down his pen and stood up: "Wake up so early?"

"Well," Shao Gufeng raised his hand and scratched Meng Jian's eye socket with his knuckles.

Meng Jian fluttered his eyelashes and avoided: "What are you doing? Have you figured it out?"

"I figured it out," Shao Gufeng grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him over, "It's not easy to meet."

The tip of his nose rubbed against Meng Jian's neck, his long breath tickled Meng Jian, and he laughed intermittently.

The sound of your hooves is a beautiful mistake.

You are not a returning person, you are a passerby.