Tibetan love

I thought I could keep a close relationship with him all the time, I thought I could watch him silently behind him forever, I thought I could be content with this, but people are always greedy, always want more, and the same is true for feelings .

The freshman semester passed like this, and not long after the start of the sophomore year, the school sports meeting ushered in.I am from the School of Foreign Languages. As we all know, there are very few boys in the outer school. There are ten classes in our English major, and the average number of boys in each class is 3 or 4. The sports meeting has always been the weak point of our school, and the results are always at the bottom of the list.The sports minister in charge is also very anxious.I suddenly received a call that day, asking me to participate in 1500, saying that it was okay after seeing my grades, and a lot of polite words to win glory for the college, so I agreed.

I told Zhu Yujie about it, told him about it, and asked him if he could watch me compete during the sports meeting, and he agreed.But on the day of the sports meeting, I didn't see him until the end of the 1500 meters.The loss in my heart can be imagined.

After running 1500, we have four groups with eight people in each group. I ran No.1 in our group.Later, the Minister of Sports came over again, please I must participate in the next 4x400 meters, because there is really no one.I didn't want to agree, because I was not in the mood at all.Suddenly, Chen Cheng took my mobile phone and said there was a call. When I saw that it was him, my hand trembled and I almost dropped the phone.He quickly answered the phone, the person on the other end of the phone was very anxious, he said that he played too long yesterday and overslept as a result, he asked me where I am, is the game over?I told him I had the last 4x400m race, and he immediately said I was on the playground, where are you, I said I was next to the football stand, where are you.

He said: "I'm at the entrance from Shangguang,..." I looked in that direction, and I saw him in a dark yellow sweater at a glance, holding a mobile phone in one hand and breakfast in the other. , All the sense of loss in my heart has been swept away.

Seeing him running towards me, I couldn't help but stroked his head, the hair was limp.

"Hey, don't feel like petting a puppy!" His mouth still had some bread crumbs stuck to it, so I smiled and asked him, "I thought you weren't coming."

"What I promised will definitely come, you..."

"Xu Jiayi, hurry up and get ready, the 400 is about to start." Before Zhu Yujie finished speaking, our Sports Minister hurried over, and then pulled me away to discuss urgently with other students who ran the 400 meters together.

I said I'll run the first bat, because I'm not very good at taking the baton, but I still react quickly.The other students also discussed it, and then began to prepare.When I was preparing on the runway, my heart kept pounding. I looked towards where Zhu Yujie was standing. He was so conspicuous. The yellow sweater let me see him at a glance. He also looked at me, and then turned to I smiled and moved my mouth, and I could see that he was saying cheers to me.I pretended to be calm and gave him a yes sign, and then I heard the physical education teacher say, "Everyone take your place—" I quickly squatted down, "Get ready—" "Bang!"

The moment the gun was fired, I felt like my blood was about to boil.The body reacts before the mind.I know, he is looking at me, I know, I want to play to the best level for him to see, the person I like, the person I have a crush on, the person I can't tell him I like.

Later, I was the first person to hand over the baton. When I reached the finish line, someone supported me and someone handed me water.I'm really fine, I'm just a little out of breath.I saw him standing next to me, smiling at me. At that time, there seemed to be a warm current flowing through my heart, very warm and sweet.

That year, our outer college broke the nightmare of being at the bottom of the five years, and squeezed into the No.5 college. The secretary was very happy, and she could feel her joy when she spoke.

I stood in front of the team and saw him in the distance. The sun was shining on him, like an angel.I told myself, so be it, just be by his side in the name of a friend, let me accompany him like this, no, it should be just let him accompany me like this, until the day of graduation, it is really enough.

However, I was wrong, I seemed to underestimate my feelings, and I also seemed to overestimate my tolerance. Some things I didn’t know until they happened. It turned out that my so-called compromise was just deceiving myself and others.

During this period of time, I don't know if it's my own illusion, but I always feel that Zhu Yujie's attitude towards me has changed back to the lukewarm way before.He no longer asked me to go out to play basketball, and I kept evading him.I don't know what the reason is and can't find it.

That day, I saw him posting in Moments that his scorpion died.I didn't know that he still kept scorpions, and suddenly realized that I didn't know anything about him.I have been indifferent to pets since I was a child, let alone these weird things.But my father likes raising puppies very much. After the dog he raised for 4 years was poisoned to death, it took him several days to recover. He always remembered that the dog had been killed when he was about to feed the dog at meal time. Poisoned.I think he must be sad too.So, I found several flower and bird markets and asked if there were any scorpions.But neither. I couldn't find it in City N, so I went to City H.Finally, I found a scorpion seller at the Wushan Flower and Bird Market.To be honest, I almost got goosebumps when I saw the scorpion.I bought it anyway, and bought a heater.Because the scorpion seller told me to keep the scorpions warm in winter, I don’t understand anyway, he can say whatever he wants, and he gave me a pack of mealworms before leaving.

I called him and asked if he was free, and he said he was busy these days.I said I won't waste your time, I have something for you.I felt that he was silent for a long time on the other end of the phone, and then he said, you sent me a lot, I'm really embarrassed.

I said, it's okay, it's different this time, just come out for a while, I'll go to the door of your bedroom, and I'll leave after you take it.He hesitated for a moment, then I seemed to hear him sigh, and he said yes.

I was very happy, I straightened my hair in front of the mirror, and quickly picked up the box containing the scorpion and ran out of the bedroom.When I arrived at the door of his dormitory building, he was already waiting there. I walked up to him quickly and handed him the box containing the scorpions.Seeing his shocked expression, I quickly explained: "Isn't your scorpion dead? I bought one for you." He seemed hesitant to speak, and after a while he said, "You...you ...How about you help me raise it, how about it?"

Now it was my turn to be surprised, I said: "Huh?" He said: "You help me raise this scorpion, can you?" Yes, of course.I nodded, feeling a little lost in my heart.When he was about to leave, he stopped me: "Jia Yi, the day after tomorrow... do you have time? Let's have a meal together!" Without any hesitation, I agreed.