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Chapter 45 Complete
I watched the surveillance many times, and it wasn't until the body Cheng Youbai woke up again not long later that there was more evidence.
Qin Mo and Cheng Cheng met again in vain.
It took almost no effort for them to recognize each other.
Yeah yeah.
He thought silently.
They were good friends many years ago, at least Qin Mo thought so.
As for what Cheng Youbai really thinks, does it matter?
unimportant.
It was Qin Mo who wanted to be sure whether his feelings for Cheng Youbai were the same as before, and it was Qin Mo who wanted to have Cheng Youbai, not Cheng Youbai himself.
Isn't there a saying?
Strike first.
With Qin Mo's personality, if he wanted something, he would just give it his all. How could he still think about that thing?
This is the true mentality of the evil dragon wanting to obtain treasures.
And this is in line with the true character of Mr. Evil Dragon.
When he saw Qin Mo, the evil dragon, he told Cheng Youbai - I will definitely wake you up.
He saw the main body Cheng Youbai seemed to have forgotten the past 20 years ago, and turned back to the original pure, powerful, sincere and optimistic Cheng Youbai.
The main body Cheng Youbai fulfilled Qin Mo's wish because he was grateful for the kindness of his little friend Qin Mo, and told Qin Mo how to know the whereabouts of their Cheng family all the time.
Oh.
It turned out that Cheng Youbai really told Qin Mo that he was going to pass the Cheng family's family test.
He saw that after he was kidnapped by Zhang Yiwei, his main body, Cheng Youbai, took over his body, and in less than 10 minutes, slaughtered more than a dozen people at the scene with extremely neat techniques.
It couldn't have been bloodier.
He saw himself waking up from a nightmare, with no sense of pain in his body.
Then--
He saw himself disappear.
Swallowed by the body Cheng Youbai.
And this is just one of the worlds.
Follow, he continued to watch.
He saw the world after he was swallowed by his own body, Cheng Youbai.
The main body, Cheng Youbai, just likes acting, so he went crazy and generally participated in various roles in the film and television industry.
That guy doesn't seem to need family or friends, or a partner.
He loves no one, and he doesn't care who loves him.
In reality, he rejects all those who show love to him, and always puts his heart on acting the role.
The awakened Cheng Youbai is like a human figure who has lost his heart, without any real human emotions, and doesn't care about everything except acting.
The main body, Cheng Youbai, lives very freely and is also very cold.
In the real world, although Cheng Youbai would smile at everyone who smiled at him, there was never any warmth in that smile.
He saw Qin Mo face such a body, with a desperate expression on his face.
He saw that Qin Mo, who couldn't get what he wanted, finally chose to die.
He saw Grandpa Cheng's hair turned white overnight.
He saw Grandpa Qin's grief-stricken look.
He saw that after losing his father, Qin Heng had a gloomy face all day long, and was full of anger towards Cheng Youbai.
He saw Lu Yijue sitting silently in the consultation room, facing a photo without saying a word for many days.
The person in the photo is Cheng Youbai, a youthful young man with a bright smile.
This is the last world.
The last "real" world he saw.
He remembered that after he had seen enough of these so-called real worlds, his body Cheng Youbai pulled him back into a void-like world.
facing him.
tell him:
Cheng Youbai of the main body didn't like waking up at all, nor did he like this world, so he decided to die right away.
Just before he died, he troubled Liang Zhi's system and gave him a small gift for this impostor.
It should be to thank him for his previous offerings of soul and body.
Then--
The main body, Cheng Youbai, poured all the power of his soul body into his counterfeit soul body.
And then, he really became Cheng Youbai.
Cheng Youbai is the one who can perfectly blend with Cheng Youbai's body.
In the end Cheng Youbai said to him before disappearing:
If one day he doesn't like this world anymore, then let's dissipate together, it doesn't matter.
As for how he chooses in the end, it's up to him.
The main body process disappeared again.
Leaving himself as a counterfeit.
Facing the so-called choice there.
In fact, there is no choice.
At the moment when I saw Qin Mo committing suicide, when I saw the scene of Grandpa Cheng's gray hair, when I saw Grandpa Qin's grief after losing Qin Mo, when I saw the hatred of little Qin Heng, and the look of my former friend Lu Yijue. The lifeless look...he had already chosen.
He is willing to spend the rest of his life as Cheng Youbai.
He is willing to hang out in the entertainment industry that he is not interested in at all;
He is willing to eat those foods that he would like to eat only if he is white;
He was willing to do what only that guy would want to do.
He is willing to play Cheng Youbai for the rest of his life.
He was willing to stay with Qin Mo, grandpa, and Lu Yijue just like this.
It doesn't matter anyway.
He felt that if they even knew, they would agree.
After all, he was a counterfeit in the first place, and it was his duty to do these things.
Then he woke up.
He became the Cheng Youbai that everyone wanted to see.
——Cheng Youbai opened his eyes.
He was alone in the room.
Glancing at the time on the phone, ah, at this point, Qin Mo should be working in the study.
Cheng Youbai thought about it, sat up from the bed, and stared blankly for a while.
The sun was shining brightly outside the window, and the warmth fell beside him.
After thinking about it, Cheng Youbai subconsciously stretched out his hand and touched it.
Ok.
So warm.
Just like the warmth that invaded the bone marrow when he first woke up.
very nice.
He thought, withdrew his hand.
Just touch it.
One cannot be too greedy.
That's fine.
he said to himself.
☆.
Cheng Youbai never thought that he would be resurrected one day.
Like he never imagined that one day he would be called a monster by his loving mom.
It's all my father's coward who married such a gentle and kind mother back home, but he never dared to tell his mother his true identity.
As a result, my mother finally found out one day, but under such circumstances.
Really, the consequences couldn't be more exciting.
That day, when he received the mission assigned to him by his family, he thought it was just a very simple rescue mission, just as simple as the situation of so many people he had rescued in the past.
How could he have thought that the one he was going to save this time would be his own mother.
Then he killed all the kidnappers in front of his mother.
No way, he couldn't control it.
When he found the destination according to the clues and found out who the kidnapped person was, he couldn't control the vigorous killing intent that continuously surged up from the deepest part of his body.
At that moment, he just wanted to kill all those damn bastards.
Anyone who dared to hurt his mother should die.
Then mom died too.
Right in front of him, his mother said to him, "You are a monster", that he was able to walk in front of her safe and sound despite being so seriously injured, and what he said to her so calmly——
go home.
Ah.
Can not go back.
He is a monster, how can he go back without his mother?
His father died in the mission, his eldest brother died in the mission, and now, his mother also died in the mission.
die before him.
He is a monster without a father, a mother, and a brother who loves him the most.
A family without these people would not need a monster like him.
So don't go back, don't go back.
That's it.
That's it for him.
Just fall asleep, disappear, and not exist in this world, that's fine.
—but at last he woke up and came back.
He was pulled back from his beautiful dream by his grandfather, who was reluctant to think of such a so-called genius as a murder weapon like him.
face the reality.
Ha ha.
The reality is kind of funny.
He actually has a secondary soul body.
The secondary soul body that can help him wake up from his sleep and give him the vitality of the main soul body.
A body that looks exactly like him, has somewhat similar personalities, completely different hobbies, and abilities comparable to his, and can be called the secondary soul body of the five slags of war.
interesting guy.
By the way, the secondary soul body has a name, also called Cheng Youbai.
But he didn't like calling him by that name, it sounded like he was calling himself.
The ears are very spicy.
He likes to call him "Bungy Pig", which is like "hello" in French.
He hoped that the stupid pig would be fine.
At least better than him.
But Mr. "Stupid Pig" doesn't seem to appreciate it very much.
The first time I met him formally, I had an expression of "you bastard".
As angry as if he had taken over his family's 180 acres of farmland.
Ha ha.
In a sense, maybe.
After all, he only stayed with this body for more than 14 years when he was young. For the next [-] years, Mr. "Stupid Pig" was in charge of operation and maintenance. "Guests" occupy the "house" after saying hello, everyone should be angry.
But he didn't want Mr. Piggy to be mad at him for that.
After all, in this world, only Mr. "Stupid Pig" is so pure that he wants him to leave, just like his own thoughts.
It's not like his grandfather, Qin Mo, or Lu Yijue, those crazy guys who hope that he can come back, and return to this extremely boring world.
please-
He's already tired of this world, okay?
What's so good about this world?
Parents, mother and elder brother are not here, and he is a monster, what's the point?
Don't fragile humans hate monsters the most?
So why do you want him back?
Do you want to always remind him of his true identity?
Ha ha.
Speaking of this, he suddenly felt as if he was quite sorry for Mr. "Stupid Pig".
Originally, Mr. "Benzhu" lived a good life. There are people he likes very much. Although the person he likes doesn't like Mr. "Benzhu", he has an important job that he wants to work hard for, even though that job is also fake. And a warm home, well, it's still fucking fake—
But all in all, Mr. "Stupid Pig" really loves this world.
Before all the falsehoods are exposed, the care and love that Mr. "Stupid Pig" believes are, in a sense, real.
As long as everything is not broken.
It's a pity, there will always be some boring and annoying people who want to pierce that layer of falsehood.They all wished that Mr. "Stupid Pig" would disappear quickly, so that he, the so-called owner, would come back.
Really, he obviously doesn't want to come back, and the one who wants to stay is Mr. "Stupid Pig" who works so hard, why can't they understand?Still so annoying.
He really didn't feel worthy for Mr. Piggy.
Mr. "Stupid Pig", who used to do his best for everything he thought, now finds that all his efforts are in vain.At that moment, he really saw the expression on Mr. "Stupid Pig" who was about to cry.
But in the end, that idiot didn't even want to cry.
"Stupid Pig" didn't cry, probably because he thought no one would care even if he cried so hard.
So when I chose to leave completely, I didn't cry over these deceptions seriously.
What a fool.
In fact, as long as "Stupid Pig" cries, he can justifiably give comfort. After all these years, he has finally found someone who can comfort him. Why didn't he even give him this chance?
But Mr. "Stupid Pig" almost from the beginning to the end, with a look of "I want to act well" and "cooperate well", cooperated with those boring guys, and performed the drama of his beloved and relatives and friends.
What a fool.
Why bother?
Those people didn't even expect such a rendition, did they?
Why waste time and energy on these things.
If you please them and make them happy, will you be happy?
The person they want is not a "stupid pig".
Silly.
He grumbled silently, watching "Benzhu"'s soul and body become weaker and weaker, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
Yes, he admits that he has failed many people in his life.
Those who love him, who he once loved, there are so many, people come and go, it is impossible to count.
But he doesn't care.
Only "Stupid Pig", he felt, could not be treated like this.
Because at the very least, the reason why those people he has been responsible for is still excusable.
Everyone gets what they want, but now the deal conditions have not been met, and the deal is just over. To be clear, he has failed them, and they may not be completely worthy of him.
In fact, no one owes anyone.
He wanted to leave, but those guys wanted him to stay, and they broke up if they couldn't reach an agreement, which was normal.
But "Stupid Pig" is different.
"Stupid Pig" was brought into this world by the soul ring, he knew nothing about the reason why he was born, he was unaware of the value of his own existence, and lived in the world almost ignorantly and stupidly, every day One day I worked hard for my main soul body, because I needed enough power to wake myself up, and was hypnotized by my friend Lu Yijue to enter an entertainment circle I didn't like, because the time was ripe to wake me up, and when the time came, I was caught. His grandfather ordered him to marry Qin Mo, who was all black after being cut open.
"Benzhu" has no past, no future, only the falsehood of the present.
But just because of these boring falsehoods, he still has to be so reckless, walking forward step by step.
Even if you can't see the doomed road ahead.
How stupid is "Stupid Pig"?
He was used from the beginning to the end, but in the end, he couldn't even hear a word of sincere desire to keep him from the mouth of the person he wanted.
No one wants "Bungy Pig" alive.
How silly.
Fortunately, he is not human.
He's just an awakened soul body.
Therefore, he can confidently hope that "Benzhu" will survive.
I hope that "Bungy Pig" can continue to occupy his body and survive well.
To love the person you want to love, to eat what you want to eat, to see the scenery you want to see, to do what you want to do.
Anything is possible as long as you survive, isn't it?
etc--
It seems not.
Now Mr. "Stupid Pig" is disheartened and doesn't want to live anymore.
oops.
Don't be like this, everyone is a soul of one body, but they were divided into the main and second seats by those boring guys, but obviously everyone is qualified to control this body, and no one is more powerful than the other.
Why such a mourning.
There are still many wonderful things in life worth appreciating. Although he doesn't want to, "Stupid Pig" can think about it.
After all, compared to him, "Stupid Pig" doesn't know how much he loves this world, doesn't he?
So he thought, he had to find a way to make "Benzhu" survive.
any solution?
Once his main soul body wakes up, under the rules of the soul ring, it will gradually replace the secondary soul body and occupy the body again, so the disappearance of the secondary soul body is unstoppable.
Although he has tried to do a lot of things to stimulate the life speed of the secondary soul body - but it is strange, the more he stimulates, the faster the secondary soul body will self-destroy.
It's just too weird.
So what method should he use to make "Stupid Pig" survive first?
Ah——By the way, Liang Zhi, who had received a little favor from him before, seems to have a system that can do a lot of things, why not try that?
Hey.
Liang Zhi's system is quite easy to use, and he was willing to give him a small gift, saying that it would be repaid for the kindness he had given him when he was doing the task, and helped Liang Zhi kill the gangster who killed Liang Zhi's adoptive parents.
Well, yes, he likes the fair system the most.At least you don't have to worry about being cheated.
So, he took the tool that the system sent to simulate the real parallel space in the virtual time and space, and took "Benzhu" to travel through many worlds that might happen in reality.
In those worlds, he let "Benzhu" see the scenes he least wanted to see.
He let "Benzhu" see Qin Mo, whom "Benzhu" liked to the core, and chose to commit suicide because of Cheng Youbai's refusal.
He has always known that Qin Mo fell into the pit named "Cheng Youbai" inexplicably from the first time he saw him, and he didn't want to climb out at all.He obviously told Qin Mo at the very beginning that maybe he might not like Qin Mo in the end, but Qin Mo was unwilling to give up his desire to give it a try.
That's right, Qin Mo originally had this kind of personality, and he would never easily conclude that he doesn't like, he doesn't need, he doesn't like things like those things that he didn't get.
Ever since, as long as it's something Qin Mo likes, if he hasn't tried the feeling of being together, hasn't tried the experience of having it, and hasn't really experienced the feeling after getting it, then Qin Mo will definitely not say that he still likes it, Or don't like it anymore.
Just a pragmatic lunatic.
It's a pity that he doesn't like such lunatics, so he woke up in a certain real world, and then, following his heart, he directly rejected Qin Mo.
Then Qin Mo died.
Ha ha.
It should be.
But he saw Mr. "Stupid Pig"'s expression when he saw the scene of Qin Mo committing suicide, as if the world was ending.
Only then did he realize that "Stupid Pig" really liked that liar so much.
Silly.
he thinks.
How silly to fall in love with a liar.
Then he let Mr. "Stupid Pig" see his grandfather's white hair all night, see that old and shameless guy Qin Shuo in grief, see the loneliness and sadness of that little child Qin Heng, and see Lu Yijue who grew up from his childhood sweetheart. The kind of deep despair that can't be obtained.
Then he saw the determination on the silent "Stupid Pig".
He understood.
"Stupid Pig" doesn't want to see these pictures.
well.
he thinks.
That's why he put so much effort into it.
If Mr. "Benzhu" doesn't have the slightest nostalgia for this world, and doesn't have the slightest bit of reluctance for some people, then even if he gives "Benzhu" a chance to live first, in the end, he won't be able to survive.
Fortunately, as he expected, "Benzhu" still has some people and things he can't bear to part with.
Therefore, he is also very sure how "Stupid Pig" will choose in the end.
He made a final deal with the system.
He chose to fuse his soul body with that of "Benzhu". He completely fused his memory, skills, preferences and talents with that of "Benzhu".
Then he can go.
Say goodbye to this world forever.
It couldn't have been better.
He believed that "Stupid Pig" would not make a wrong choice.
He never misses it.
What's more, "Benzhu" is a part of his soul. He believes in "Benzhu" because he believes in himself.
What is there not to trust in someone as reliable as yourself?
Right?
The author has something to say: Well, thank you for your clicks and support, and thank you for your comments.This article is coming to an end, let's make a summary.
First of all, thank you for your company. There is a movie that I don’t really like, but there is a line in it that I like very much. It says: Companionship is the longest confession of love.
Really, very long love.
There are many problems in this article, such as structure, logic, rhythm, character design, language, etc., in short, there are many, countless, but everyone can follow me to the present, and I didn’t say anything about leaving halfway. The little angel left comments and scores for almost every chapter, and kept encouraging me, as well as those who fed, caught bugs, and guessed the plot...all were great and warm.It was so warm that I gritted my teeth. Although it was very hard to persist for a while, but at the end of the day, when I saw it, ouch, it’s not bad, there are so many more.
Very happy.
Thank you very much too.
It is your long-term company that made me persevere until the end.
I'm so grateful for you staying with me.
Secondly, this is my first article that has not been updated, and it has not been updated, so I can spread flowers for myself.Don't be disgusted.
Again, I would like to thank the two little angels who collected me at the beginning, and I would also like to thank the dear one who gave me a comment in Chapter 1 and told me not to give up.
Finally, I want to thank every click, favorite, comment, and dear ones who leave, it is you who gave me the present.
Hope I can accompany you to the next future.
Hope everyone is well.
I hope there are dreams to dream, stories to read, and worlds to create.Be safe with each other.
☆、Fanwai [-] starts again
"Can you tell me a wish that you really want to fulfill right now?"
One night when I went downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes, a little boy doing street interviews stopped me and asked me this.
desire?
Yes, I have.
I nodded to the little boy and replied:
"I hope that when Cheng Youbai first met Qin Mo, I had already appeared, and at that time, I had an independent body and a free soul."
The moment I finished speaking, I froze.
How could I tell a stranger?This is obviously impossible to say.
The little boy laughed when he heard what I said.
Very happy kind of.
It's as if my answer is helping him complete some of the most important tasks.
He happily said to me:
"Okay! Then I will grant your wish."
Eh?
What do you mean?
Before I could figure it out, the next second, I felt a wonderful change in the world I was in.
The people and scenes around me suddenly disappeared, and I seemed to have entered the legendary space-time tunnel in an instant.
The voice of the little boy with a good smile can reach my ears.
he told me:
"Cheng Youbai, you can redefine your life, you will have an independent body and soul, come on. I am very optimistic about you!"
Uh--
WTF? !
I just answered a question, can you not be so hard, I haven't prepared anything yet, bro!
"boom!"
The next moment, my feet felt the solid ground, followed by a change in sight——
Before my eyes was a somewhat familiar world.
But fortunately, it still looks like the real world.It's just time--
Subconsciously, I touched the phone in my trouser pocket.
Hey, still there.
Take out the phone, press the screen, call up the program, and start the selfie program immediately.
Ha ha.
Looking at my appearance on the screen at this time, I couldn't help laughing.
I've really crossed over.
He turned back to the person he was 14 years ago.
However, what kind of independent body and soul is this?What I want is not to travel through time and space to go back to the past, what I want is an independent soul and an independent body!
"Hey! Dabai, why are you still standing here stupidly? Didn't grandpa ask you to pick up that kid from the Qin family who just came back from abroad? If you don't go, grandpa will be angry if it's too late."
A childish but familiar voice sounded.Obviously talking to me.
I followed the sound and looked over.
Wow!
Cheng You, who had been young for many years, had a pale face.
and so--
Do I really have an independent body and independent soul?
Ah--
Really, really good.
Qin Mo and Cheng Cheng met again in vain.
It took almost no effort for them to recognize each other.
Yeah yeah.
He thought silently.
They were good friends many years ago, at least Qin Mo thought so.
As for what Cheng Youbai really thinks, does it matter?
unimportant.
It was Qin Mo who wanted to be sure whether his feelings for Cheng Youbai were the same as before, and it was Qin Mo who wanted to have Cheng Youbai, not Cheng Youbai himself.
Isn't there a saying?
Strike first.
With Qin Mo's personality, if he wanted something, he would just give it his all. How could he still think about that thing?
This is the true mentality of the evil dragon wanting to obtain treasures.
And this is in line with the true character of Mr. Evil Dragon.
When he saw Qin Mo, the evil dragon, he told Cheng Youbai - I will definitely wake you up.
He saw the main body Cheng Youbai seemed to have forgotten the past 20 years ago, and turned back to the original pure, powerful, sincere and optimistic Cheng Youbai.
The main body Cheng Youbai fulfilled Qin Mo's wish because he was grateful for the kindness of his little friend Qin Mo, and told Qin Mo how to know the whereabouts of their Cheng family all the time.
Oh.
It turned out that Cheng Youbai really told Qin Mo that he was going to pass the Cheng family's family test.
He saw that after he was kidnapped by Zhang Yiwei, his main body, Cheng Youbai, took over his body, and in less than 10 minutes, slaughtered more than a dozen people at the scene with extremely neat techniques.
It couldn't have been bloodier.
He saw himself waking up from a nightmare, with no sense of pain in his body.
Then--
He saw himself disappear.
Swallowed by the body Cheng Youbai.
And this is just one of the worlds.
Follow, he continued to watch.
He saw the world after he was swallowed by his own body, Cheng Youbai.
The main body, Cheng Youbai, just likes acting, so he went crazy and generally participated in various roles in the film and television industry.
That guy doesn't seem to need family or friends, or a partner.
He loves no one, and he doesn't care who loves him.
In reality, he rejects all those who show love to him, and always puts his heart on acting the role.
The awakened Cheng Youbai is like a human figure who has lost his heart, without any real human emotions, and doesn't care about everything except acting.
The main body, Cheng Youbai, lives very freely and is also very cold.
In the real world, although Cheng Youbai would smile at everyone who smiled at him, there was never any warmth in that smile.
He saw Qin Mo face such a body, with a desperate expression on his face.
He saw that Qin Mo, who couldn't get what he wanted, finally chose to die.
He saw Grandpa Cheng's hair turned white overnight.
He saw Grandpa Qin's grief-stricken look.
He saw that after losing his father, Qin Heng had a gloomy face all day long, and was full of anger towards Cheng Youbai.
He saw Lu Yijue sitting silently in the consultation room, facing a photo without saying a word for many days.
The person in the photo is Cheng Youbai, a youthful young man with a bright smile.
This is the last world.
The last "real" world he saw.
He remembered that after he had seen enough of these so-called real worlds, his body Cheng Youbai pulled him back into a void-like world.
facing him.
tell him:
Cheng Youbai of the main body didn't like waking up at all, nor did he like this world, so he decided to die right away.
Just before he died, he troubled Liang Zhi's system and gave him a small gift for this impostor.
It should be to thank him for his previous offerings of soul and body.
Then--
The main body, Cheng Youbai, poured all the power of his soul body into his counterfeit soul body.
And then, he really became Cheng Youbai.
Cheng Youbai is the one who can perfectly blend with Cheng Youbai's body.
In the end Cheng Youbai said to him before disappearing:
If one day he doesn't like this world anymore, then let's dissipate together, it doesn't matter.
As for how he chooses in the end, it's up to him.
The main body process disappeared again.
Leaving himself as a counterfeit.
Facing the so-called choice there.
In fact, there is no choice.
At the moment when I saw Qin Mo committing suicide, when I saw the scene of Grandpa Cheng's gray hair, when I saw Grandpa Qin's grief after losing Qin Mo, when I saw the hatred of little Qin Heng, and the look of my former friend Lu Yijue. The lifeless look...he had already chosen.
He is willing to spend the rest of his life as Cheng Youbai.
He is willing to hang out in the entertainment industry that he is not interested in at all;
He is willing to eat those foods that he would like to eat only if he is white;
He was willing to do what only that guy would want to do.
He is willing to play Cheng Youbai for the rest of his life.
He was willing to stay with Qin Mo, grandpa, and Lu Yijue just like this.
It doesn't matter anyway.
He felt that if they even knew, they would agree.
After all, he was a counterfeit in the first place, and it was his duty to do these things.
Then he woke up.
He became the Cheng Youbai that everyone wanted to see.
——Cheng Youbai opened his eyes.
He was alone in the room.
Glancing at the time on the phone, ah, at this point, Qin Mo should be working in the study.
Cheng Youbai thought about it, sat up from the bed, and stared blankly for a while.
The sun was shining brightly outside the window, and the warmth fell beside him.
After thinking about it, Cheng Youbai subconsciously stretched out his hand and touched it.
Ok.
So warm.
Just like the warmth that invaded the bone marrow when he first woke up.
very nice.
He thought, withdrew his hand.
Just touch it.
One cannot be too greedy.
That's fine.
he said to himself.
☆.
Cheng Youbai never thought that he would be resurrected one day.
Like he never imagined that one day he would be called a monster by his loving mom.
It's all my father's coward who married such a gentle and kind mother back home, but he never dared to tell his mother his true identity.
As a result, my mother finally found out one day, but under such circumstances.
Really, the consequences couldn't be more exciting.
That day, when he received the mission assigned to him by his family, he thought it was just a very simple rescue mission, just as simple as the situation of so many people he had rescued in the past.
How could he have thought that the one he was going to save this time would be his own mother.
Then he killed all the kidnappers in front of his mother.
No way, he couldn't control it.
When he found the destination according to the clues and found out who the kidnapped person was, he couldn't control the vigorous killing intent that continuously surged up from the deepest part of his body.
At that moment, he just wanted to kill all those damn bastards.
Anyone who dared to hurt his mother should die.
Then mom died too.
Right in front of him, his mother said to him, "You are a monster", that he was able to walk in front of her safe and sound despite being so seriously injured, and what he said to her so calmly——
go home.
Ah.
Can not go back.
He is a monster, how can he go back without his mother?
His father died in the mission, his eldest brother died in the mission, and now, his mother also died in the mission.
die before him.
He is a monster without a father, a mother, and a brother who loves him the most.
A family without these people would not need a monster like him.
So don't go back, don't go back.
That's it.
That's it for him.
Just fall asleep, disappear, and not exist in this world, that's fine.
—but at last he woke up and came back.
He was pulled back from his beautiful dream by his grandfather, who was reluctant to think of such a so-called genius as a murder weapon like him.
face the reality.
Ha ha.
The reality is kind of funny.
He actually has a secondary soul body.
The secondary soul body that can help him wake up from his sleep and give him the vitality of the main soul body.
A body that looks exactly like him, has somewhat similar personalities, completely different hobbies, and abilities comparable to his, and can be called the secondary soul body of the five slags of war.
interesting guy.
By the way, the secondary soul body has a name, also called Cheng Youbai.
But he didn't like calling him by that name, it sounded like he was calling himself.
The ears are very spicy.
He likes to call him "Bungy Pig", which is like "hello" in French.
He hoped that the stupid pig would be fine.
At least better than him.
But Mr. "Stupid Pig" doesn't seem to appreciate it very much.
The first time I met him formally, I had an expression of "you bastard".
As angry as if he had taken over his family's 180 acres of farmland.
Ha ha.
In a sense, maybe.
After all, he only stayed with this body for more than 14 years when he was young. For the next [-] years, Mr. "Stupid Pig" was in charge of operation and maintenance. "Guests" occupy the "house" after saying hello, everyone should be angry.
But he didn't want Mr. Piggy to be mad at him for that.
After all, in this world, only Mr. "Stupid Pig" is so pure that he wants him to leave, just like his own thoughts.
It's not like his grandfather, Qin Mo, or Lu Yijue, those crazy guys who hope that he can come back, and return to this extremely boring world.
please-
He's already tired of this world, okay?
What's so good about this world?
Parents, mother and elder brother are not here, and he is a monster, what's the point?
Don't fragile humans hate monsters the most?
So why do you want him back?
Do you want to always remind him of his true identity?
Ha ha.
Speaking of this, he suddenly felt as if he was quite sorry for Mr. "Stupid Pig".
Originally, Mr. "Benzhu" lived a good life. There are people he likes very much. Although the person he likes doesn't like Mr. "Benzhu", he has an important job that he wants to work hard for, even though that job is also fake. And a warm home, well, it's still fucking fake—
But all in all, Mr. "Stupid Pig" really loves this world.
Before all the falsehoods are exposed, the care and love that Mr. "Stupid Pig" believes are, in a sense, real.
As long as everything is not broken.
It's a pity, there will always be some boring and annoying people who want to pierce that layer of falsehood.They all wished that Mr. "Stupid Pig" would disappear quickly, so that he, the so-called owner, would come back.
Really, he obviously doesn't want to come back, and the one who wants to stay is Mr. "Stupid Pig" who works so hard, why can't they understand?Still so annoying.
He really didn't feel worthy for Mr. Piggy.
Mr. "Stupid Pig", who used to do his best for everything he thought, now finds that all his efforts are in vain.At that moment, he really saw the expression on Mr. "Stupid Pig" who was about to cry.
But in the end, that idiot didn't even want to cry.
"Stupid Pig" didn't cry, probably because he thought no one would care even if he cried so hard.
So when I chose to leave completely, I didn't cry over these deceptions seriously.
What a fool.
In fact, as long as "Stupid Pig" cries, he can justifiably give comfort. After all these years, he has finally found someone who can comfort him. Why didn't he even give him this chance?
But Mr. "Stupid Pig" almost from the beginning to the end, with a look of "I want to act well" and "cooperate well", cooperated with those boring guys, and performed the drama of his beloved and relatives and friends.
What a fool.
Why bother?
Those people didn't even expect such a rendition, did they?
Why waste time and energy on these things.
If you please them and make them happy, will you be happy?
The person they want is not a "stupid pig".
Silly.
He grumbled silently, watching "Benzhu"'s soul and body become weaker and weaker, and suddenly felt a little uncomfortable.
Yes, he admits that he has failed many people in his life.
Those who love him, who he once loved, there are so many, people come and go, it is impossible to count.
But he doesn't care.
Only "Stupid Pig", he felt, could not be treated like this.
Because at the very least, the reason why those people he has been responsible for is still excusable.
Everyone gets what they want, but now the deal conditions have not been met, and the deal is just over. To be clear, he has failed them, and they may not be completely worthy of him.
In fact, no one owes anyone.
He wanted to leave, but those guys wanted him to stay, and they broke up if they couldn't reach an agreement, which was normal.
But "Stupid Pig" is different.
"Stupid Pig" was brought into this world by the soul ring, he knew nothing about the reason why he was born, he was unaware of the value of his own existence, and lived in the world almost ignorantly and stupidly, every day One day I worked hard for my main soul body, because I needed enough power to wake myself up, and was hypnotized by my friend Lu Yijue to enter an entertainment circle I didn't like, because the time was ripe to wake me up, and when the time came, I was caught. His grandfather ordered him to marry Qin Mo, who was all black after being cut open.
"Benzhu" has no past, no future, only the falsehood of the present.
But just because of these boring falsehoods, he still has to be so reckless, walking forward step by step.
Even if you can't see the doomed road ahead.
How stupid is "Stupid Pig"?
He was used from the beginning to the end, but in the end, he couldn't even hear a word of sincere desire to keep him from the mouth of the person he wanted.
No one wants "Bungy Pig" alive.
How silly.
Fortunately, he is not human.
He's just an awakened soul body.
Therefore, he can confidently hope that "Benzhu" will survive.
I hope that "Bungy Pig" can continue to occupy his body and survive well.
To love the person you want to love, to eat what you want to eat, to see the scenery you want to see, to do what you want to do.
Anything is possible as long as you survive, isn't it?
etc--
It seems not.
Now Mr. "Stupid Pig" is disheartened and doesn't want to live anymore.
oops.
Don't be like this, everyone is a soul of one body, but they were divided into the main and second seats by those boring guys, but obviously everyone is qualified to control this body, and no one is more powerful than the other.
Why such a mourning.
There are still many wonderful things in life worth appreciating. Although he doesn't want to, "Stupid Pig" can think about it.
After all, compared to him, "Stupid Pig" doesn't know how much he loves this world, doesn't he?
So he thought, he had to find a way to make "Benzhu" survive.
any solution?
Once his main soul body wakes up, under the rules of the soul ring, it will gradually replace the secondary soul body and occupy the body again, so the disappearance of the secondary soul body is unstoppable.
Although he has tried to do a lot of things to stimulate the life speed of the secondary soul body - but it is strange, the more he stimulates, the faster the secondary soul body will self-destroy.
It's just too weird.
So what method should he use to make "Stupid Pig" survive first?
Ah——By the way, Liang Zhi, who had received a little favor from him before, seems to have a system that can do a lot of things, why not try that?
Hey.
Liang Zhi's system is quite easy to use, and he was willing to give him a small gift, saying that it would be repaid for the kindness he had given him when he was doing the task, and helped Liang Zhi kill the gangster who killed Liang Zhi's adoptive parents.
Well, yes, he likes the fair system the most.At least you don't have to worry about being cheated.
So, he took the tool that the system sent to simulate the real parallel space in the virtual time and space, and took "Benzhu" to travel through many worlds that might happen in reality.
In those worlds, he let "Benzhu" see the scenes he least wanted to see.
He let "Benzhu" see Qin Mo, whom "Benzhu" liked to the core, and chose to commit suicide because of Cheng Youbai's refusal.
He has always known that Qin Mo fell into the pit named "Cheng Youbai" inexplicably from the first time he saw him, and he didn't want to climb out at all.He obviously told Qin Mo at the very beginning that maybe he might not like Qin Mo in the end, but Qin Mo was unwilling to give up his desire to give it a try.
That's right, Qin Mo originally had this kind of personality, and he would never easily conclude that he doesn't like, he doesn't need, he doesn't like things like those things that he didn't get.
Ever since, as long as it's something Qin Mo likes, if he hasn't tried the feeling of being together, hasn't tried the experience of having it, and hasn't really experienced the feeling after getting it, then Qin Mo will definitely not say that he still likes it, Or don't like it anymore.
Just a pragmatic lunatic.
It's a pity that he doesn't like such lunatics, so he woke up in a certain real world, and then, following his heart, he directly rejected Qin Mo.
Then Qin Mo died.
Ha ha.
It should be.
But he saw Mr. "Stupid Pig"'s expression when he saw the scene of Qin Mo committing suicide, as if the world was ending.
Only then did he realize that "Stupid Pig" really liked that liar so much.
Silly.
he thinks.
How silly to fall in love with a liar.
Then he let Mr. "Stupid Pig" see his grandfather's white hair all night, see that old and shameless guy Qin Shuo in grief, see the loneliness and sadness of that little child Qin Heng, and see Lu Yijue who grew up from his childhood sweetheart. The kind of deep despair that can't be obtained.
Then he saw the determination on the silent "Stupid Pig".
He understood.
"Stupid Pig" doesn't want to see these pictures.
well.
he thinks.
That's why he put so much effort into it.
If Mr. "Benzhu" doesn't have the slightest nostalgia for this world, and doesn't have the slightest bit of reluctance for some people, then even if he gives "Benzhu" a chance to live first, in the end, he won't be able to survive.
Fortunately, as he expected, "Benzhu" still has some people and things he can't bear to part with.
Therefore, he is also very sure how "Stupid Pig" will choose in the end.
He made a final deal with the system.
He chose to fuse his soul body with that of "Benzhu". He completely fused his memory, skills, preferences and talents with that of "Benzhu".
Then he can go.
Say goodbye to this world forever.
It couldn't have been better.
He believed that "Stupid Pig" would not make a wrong choice.
He never misses it.
What's more, "Benzhu" is a part of his soul. He believes in "Benzhu" because he believes in himself.
What is there not to trust in someone as reliable as yourself?
Right?
The author has something to say: Well, thank you for your clicks and support, and thank you for your comments.This article is coming to an end, let's make a summary.
First of all, thank you for your company. There is a movie that I don’t really like, but there is a line in it that I like very much. It says: Companionship is the longest confession of love.
Really, very long love.
There are many problems in this article, such as structure, logic, rhythm, character design, language, etc., in short, there are many, countless, but everyone can follow me to the present, and I didn’t say anything about leaving halfway. The little angel left comments and scores for almost every chapter, and kept encouraging me, as well as those who fed, caught bugs, and guessed the plot...all were great and warm.It was so warm that I gritted my teeth. Although it was very hard to persist for a while, but at the end of the day, when I saw it, ouch, it’s not bad, there are so many more.
Very happy.
Thank you very much too.
It is your long-term company that made me persevere until the end.
I'm so grateful for you staying with me.
Secondly, this is my first article that has not been updated, and it has not been updated, so I can spread flowers for myself.Don't be disgusted.
Again, I would like to thank the two little angels who collected me at the beginning, and I would also like to thank the dear one who gave me a comment in Chapter 1 and told me not to give up.
Finally, I want to thank every click, favorite, comment, and dear ones who leave, it is you who gave me the present.
Hope I can accompany you to the next future.
Hope everyone is well.
I hope there are dreams to dream, stories to read, and worlds to create.Be safe with each other.
☆、Fanwai [-] starts again
"Can you tell me a wish that you really want to fulfill right now?"
One night when I went downstairs to buy a pack of cigarettes, a little boy doing street interviews stopped me and asked me this.
desire?
Yes, I have.
I nodded to the little boy and replied:
"I hope that when Cheng Youbai first met Qin Mo, I had already appeared, and at that time, I had an independent body and a free soul."
The moment I finished speaking, I froze.
How could I tell a stranger?This is obviously impossible to say.
The little boy laughed when he heard what I said.
Very happy kind of.
It's as if my answer is helping him complete some of the most important tasks.
He happily said to me:
"Okay! Then I will grant your wish."
Eh?
What do you mean?
Before I could figure it out, the next second, I felt a wonderful change in the world I was in.
The people and scenes around me suddenly disappeared, and I seemed to have entered the legendary space-time tunnel in an instant.
The voice of the little boy with a good smile can reach my ears.
he told me:
"Cheng Youbai, you can redefine your life, you will have an independent body and soul, come on. I am very optimistic about you!"
Uh--
WTF? !
I just answered a question, can you not be so hard, I haven't prepared anything yet, bro!
"boom!"
The next moment, my feet felt the solid ground, followed by a change in sight——
Before my eyes was a somewhat familiar world.
But fortunately, it still looks like the real world.It's just time--
Subconsciously, I touched the phone in my trouser pocket.
Hey, still there.
Take out the phone, press the screen, call up the program, and start the selfie program immediately.
Ha ha.
Looking at my appearance on the screen at this time, I couldn't help laughing.
I've really crossed over.
He turned back to the person he was 14 years ago.
However, what kind of independent body and soul is this?What I want is not to travel through time and space to go back to the past, what I want is an independent soul and an independent body!
"Hey! Dabai, why are you still standing here stupidly? Didn't grandpa ask you to pick up that kid from the Qin family who just came back from abroad? If you don't go, grandpa will be angry if it's too late."
A childish but familiar voice sounded.Obviously talking to me.
I followed the sound and looked over.
Wow!
Cheng You, who had been young for many years, had a pale face.
and so--
Do I really have an independent body and independent soul?
Ah--
Really, really good.
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