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Tong Jiashi sat on the couch and looked at the elegant woman at the door with complicated eyes: "You are really here."

Kong Cheng carefully looked at those once beautiful eyes, but only saw a pitch black and gloomy, his lips pursed unconsciously, and he lowered his head to cover his expression.

"Oh, why don't you look at me anymore? Do you look down on me or look down on me?" Tong Jiashi slightly raised the corners of her lips, with a touch of sarcasm, and the sharpness of her words made people frown.

Kong Cheng raised his head, his face was as calm as ever, even if he looked carefully, he could find the deep indifference in those eyes.

"It's just what you said."

"Ahem, that's right, I said it, don't you think so?" Tong Jia tried her best to calm down her ups and downs. She didn't expect that just looking at those familiar eyes would be enough to turn her heart upside down. Trying to maintain a calm and calm attitude, he smiled and said, "Why don't you come in, aunt. The sun outside is very strong."

Kong Cheng walked into the room, his slow steps seemed to step on the tip of Tong Jia's appearance bit by bit.Looking at the dragging skirt and the rare fancy dress, Tong Jia's eyes could no longer hide the deep jealousy and hatred.

"You will always be like this, aunt!" The voice raised slightly, dragging out an indescribable arrogance: "But you can only stay like this, look, look, Aunt Kongcheng is really What about the 'knowledgeable'!"

Shaking his head slightly, Kong Cheng said lightly: "If you mean the difference between 'aunt' and 'aunt'..." Seeing the pupils of the person on the opposite side suddenly constricted, Kong Cheng showed a slight smile, "I I’ve known it for a long time, but it’s just a title, and I can’t bear the problem of ‘knowledge’. It’s just a little regretful... Appearance, I told you before, you promised yourself...Have you really forgotten it?”

Tong Jia's face turned pale for a moment, and then her eyes seemed to be in a daze: "Forget, huh, how do I forget?" Tong Jia rolled her eyes and stared carefully at Kong Cheng: "Auntie's teaching on appearance will never be forgotten. "

"It's just that people can't control their hearts, can they?"

"Control your heart?" Haha smiled, his appearance was full of sarcasm: "Yeah, I couldn't control myself as early as the first time I saw that man, I've been crazy for a long time, look, in this palace Where are there innocent people? Empress? Dong E family? Which one is not more miserable than the other? Keep your heart? It’s easy to say but who can do it? Aunt, you have never stepped out of there? Know how torment we are in our hearts? Anyone can say empty words, what position do you have to educate me? Every time you put on a cold and noble expression, aren’t you tired? Ha, I’m tired! Look, look , even now that you look like neither a human nor a ghost, what qualifications do you have to tell me?"

"I never said I want you to stay simple." Kong Cheng said lightly, and then said meaningfully: "Did you really get what you want? Appearance, from Xuanye to Xukun Palace, you Which one do you want to do?"

"No!" Tong Jiashi's eyes were abnormally indifferent, "There is nothing I want to do, even to beg you that time, I can't wait for Xuan Ye to die at that time!"

"He is your son."

"He is just used as a bargaining chip to balance the court." Tong Jiayi looked at Kong Cheng, "Auntie is the clearest, isn't it? Maybe you can't see clearly emotionally, but in court politics, you have always been The clearest one!"

"Speaking of which, my aunt actually understood from the very beginning. It's a pity that I'm a fool. I was fooled by you like that. I actually believed that as long as I was safe, nothing would happen. I won't end up like this. Look at my bad body now, doesn't Auntie feel very proud?"

Kong Cheng frowned, very annoyed that he had become the target of Tong Jia's grievances.

Tong Jiayi still doesn't understand until now that in this political game, she was actually the one who was placed on the winning side by Shunzhi at the beginning, but her disregard made her fall into the end of being a victim in the end.

She never understood Shunzhi from the beginning, and she never understood the harem. It was not until the dust settled at this moment that Tong Jiayirong was able to look at all the past situations out of emotion.

In fact, she already knew it, in fact she had already regretted it, in fact, she would rather that she never knew the series of arrangements Shunzhi made at the beginning, and she even hoped that she could always be a neglected abandoned woman in the deep palace, and she did not want to wait until now. Buried by regret, jealousy, resentment, madness!

Tong Jia desperately needs someone to bear all her grievances, but that person should not be Xuan Ye, let alone Kong Cheng!

"Tong Jiayi, I remember I reminded you at the beginning, protect your feelings, don't fall into the struggle in the harem, if you really did it, why are you hysterical here, you hate it, Is it the late emperor or... yourself?"

"I don't owe you anything, neither then nor now."

"I reminded you to arrange the people around Xuanye, but what did you do yourself? Heh, what are you complaining about after having a child? Is it the empress dowager's ruthlessness, Shunzhi's disregard, or Dong E's favor? But what does that have to do with you? Everything you have has never been the love of your husband, nor has it been a position of power, the only thing that is really connected to you by blood is your children."

"But what have you done? You can wait for Xuan Ye to be born but not for Xuan Ye to grow up?" Kong Cheng lowered his eyes and asked indifferently: "When Xuan Ye was seriously ill, you really didn't know Is it?"

"You... what did you say?"

"You're right," Kong Cheng stood up, turned his back to Tong Jia's appearance, looked at the scorching sun outside, and suddenly showed a wry smile, "I really don't understand what you call love. But, nothing is more important than family affection." For a stable relationship, I don’t know why you changed. I once admired your pure eyes. When we first met, I knew that it was the happiness I never had. I thought you could keep it ,but……"

"When you came to me and begged me to save Xuanye, I thought you were just really chilled by Shunzhi, that's why your eyes were so indifferent, but until Xuanye was designed to find the queen, I just realized I was wrong..."

"You tried your best to tie Xuan Ye and me together, and then you designed Xuan Ye to be suspected by the Queen Mother when Xuan Ye was finally safe. At that time, I realized that you were just taking revenge. Compared with Xiaozhuang You are more ruthless, aren’t you? You gave up because you cared, and you cut off the last trace of your attachment with a knife, hoping to use Xuan Ye’s life to hit the four of us, the first emperor, the empress dowager, the empress dowager, and me.”

"As expected of Aunt Kongcheng, even the empress dowager thinks that the news was released by the elder brother's biological mother. I didn't expect that I deceived everyone, and I didn't deceive you in the end, hehe, hehe , You really have no heart, otherwise how could you be better than me?" Tong Jia's eyes flickered with madness, and the smile on the corner of his lips was willful and cold.

"That's right! I hate everyone! I thought that kid was a good guy, but look what I've been waiting for? Even if that kid knew I was his mother, would he have taken a look at me? He will have fun under the noses of those two people, it would be better not to have him!"

This woman has gone crazy, and she can't even distinguish between reality and dreams.

That mother who used to secretly hide outside the Palace of Compassion and Ning, look back at every step, never get close to her no matter how much she misses, is completely shattered like a dream!

Kong Cheng cast his eyes in the direction of the Compassionate Palace, Xiao Zhuang, I wonder if she would regret it if she knew that the result of her drugging was to drive this poor woman completely crazy and tear her apart desperately?She taught her grandson filial piety with her own hands, but she fell apart before such family affection.

Kong Cheng didn't look at the expression of the young boy who was hiding outside, but only knew that some things could never be found again.

If he could foresee what happened at this moment, wouldn't Shunzhi feel heartbroken?

I don't know if I will prematurely make that eight-year-old child so precocious that he can't even deceive himself?

Kong Cheng didn't know.

Tong Jiashi was right in one sentence.

There will never be room for innocence in this palace.

The meaning of simplicity lies in the fact that one will never be able to understand scheming, that is not intelligence, let alone purity, but the stupidity of seeing flowers in a fog.

"Yirong, do you want to live?" Kong Cheng couldn't help asking, and then his expression was suddenly in a trance.

The sharp laughter stopped abruptly, Tong Jia slowly turned her head, and looked at the figure with her back facing her, under the direct sunlight, it was transparent and with a light golden color, which was a bit sacred.

Her expression gradually calmed down, she opened her mouth and said slowly: "No, the Ai family will wait for them below."

Kong Cheng was silent.

"aunt."

Piaoyuan's thoughts were pulled back by the call, Kong Cheng was taken aback, turned around, his pupils narrowed slightly, and for a moment, he seemed to see the girl with the flowery youth ten years ago again, those clear and bright eyes Black is pure and gorgeous.

"What my aunt said is still counting." Tong Jia's appearance slowly revealed a smile, as if she had washed away all the lead, as if the previous frenzy had brought all the filth out of her heart , In just the blink of an eye, this woman seemed to have undergone earth-shaking changes.You can see the relief in those eyes, the smile, the tiredness.

A sigh flashed in Kong Cheng's eyes, feeling the fire of the soul that was exhausted, he said quietly: "Are you awake?"

"I hope that aunt will not forget the previous promise, that child Xuan Ye, please."

Kong Cheng looked at it for a while, but finally nodded, then turned around and walked away from the oppressive Renshou Palace.

"No matter how much pain you have, you can't bring it into the grave. Grooming, if people die and leave regrets, it's just torturing the living. The child is still waiting for you, so you can do it yourself."

When Tong Jiayi looked up again, she saw a bright yellow figure standing in sight, slender, tall and straight, but also standing there independently, with indescribable loneliness.

For a moment, she seemed to see Emperor Shunzhi standing alone under the pear tree that year.

People are going to die, what is there to be afraid of?What else can't be said?

"In the end, I was taught a lesson by my aunt..." Tong Jiayi sighed, and then smiled gently, accompanied by a faint cough, raised his eyes more carefully than ever before, and just looked at Kangxi and spoke. : "I know I'm sorry for you, if you want to ask, just ask!"