Chusan's Liuyi Children's Day

"I always feel like I'm still dreaming." He touched Xia Liuyi's hand and said, "You're really here. I've been dreaming about you these days."

Xia Liuyi rubbed against his hair on the side of his ear again.Contrary to He Chusan, he has not dreamed of He Chusan these two days, because he has never been able to fall asleep at all. No matter when and where, his mind is full of He Chusan lying in his arms soaking in blood .

He smelled a fresh smell on He Chusan's temples, which had just been washed and taken care of.He Chusan's face and body were also refreshed, not like some people who were bedridden and lacked care were sweaty and rotten.He asked softly, "Who is taking care of you these days?"

"Kevin."

"The kid who stopped me in the ancestral hall?" Xia Liuyi still remembered the young man who said to himself, "Mr. He was stabbed twice, not because you ruined his plan at this time!".

"Ah."

"He washed your hair and wiped your body? He also bought the nightgown?"

"Ah."

Xia Liuyi didn't speak for a while.He Chusan turned his head to kiss him, and asked with a smile, "Are you jealous?"

"No," Xia Liuyi said sullenly, "I'm very grateful to him." He panicked, not because of jealousy, but because of guilt, "He's better than me, he can be by your side at this time, and he can take good care of you." You. I can't take care of people, I have a bad temper, I'm not good at anything, I can only hurt you, I..."

He Chusan covered his mouth, "Don't be silly, you love me the most in the whole world except Dad, and you have never hurt me. I regretted seeing you cry that day. Even if this trick can win Qiao I shouldn't use my master's trust, and I shouldn't make you so sad. I'm too selfish and cunning, and I'm the one who hurt you. "

Xia Liuyi shook his head slightly, his trembling lips touched his palm.He wanted to talk, but He Chusan didn't let him talk anymore, because he looked like he was about to cry again, like a crying bag—he even made fun of He Chusan for being a crying bag—and his slightly red eyes made people Distressed, but also heart-wrenching.

He Chusan couldn't help kissing him, because he didn't have much physical strength, so he could only kiss him gently and delicately, like carefully kissing a shivering cat curled up.

——I really want to press this cat under my body right now, lick the corners of its tearful eyes, stroke its soft belly, enter it, let it narrow its eyes, make soft and enchanting sounds, and spread its paws slowly Open and close slowly, it is so comfortable that I forget to cry.

He rationally resisted his fatal impulse, and kissed lightly with a very energy-saving approach.Xia Liuyi was concerned about his injury, so he didn't dare to respond too violently. The warm and soft cat's tongue only slid slightly on his lips, retreated for a while, and then came out to touch He Chusan's lips in an inviting way.

——He Chusan felt that his blood pressure was a bit too high.

He didn't dare to kiss any more, rested his pillow on Xia Liuyi's strong and flexible chest for a while, and then he recovered.Tired and satisfied, he rubbed his face on the boss's chest muscles, and said stickily, "Brother Liuyi..."

Xia Liuyi's heart softened into a puddle of syrup when he called him, "Yeah."

"Don't worry, I won't do this stupid self-harm thing again. Everything I know and what I'm going to do next, I'll tell you."

"Well," Xia Liuyi kissed him again on the top of his hair, "I'll tell you all."

The two of them stuck together on this small hospital bed, lowered their voices, and talked for a long time.Xia Liuyi told He Chusan all about the old shopkeeper.He Chusan also frankly told him everything he had investigated, and all his future plans, even including cooperation with Lu Guangming—it was Lu Guangming who met and rescued Cui Dongdong and Xiao Luo in the secret passage of the villa that day.

Xia Liuyi didn't mind his cooperation with ICAC officers, but was worried about his plan, "No, it's too dangerous for you."

"Trust me, it's not dangerous, I have the ability to do it." He Chusan said firmly and gently.

"..." Xia Liuyi stroked his temples, feeling sore in his heart.He Chusan was protecting him.This young scholar who was once young and thin, with no strength to restrain himself, and far away from the ups and downs of the rivers and lakes, grew up like a butterfly out of a cocoon, and became a man who was willing to give everything to protect him from the wind and rain.Does he believe that He Chusan is capable?Of course he does.He was just guilty, just reluctant.

He Chusan turned his face, kissed him again comfortingly, changed the subject and coaxed, "I went to see Dad before."

Xia Liuyi woke up from guilt, "Huh? You...he...he hit you again?"

He Chusan smiled and said, "No. Dad said I was abducted by you, and I told Dad that I pursued you first. Dad asked me: 'Why did you fall in love with such a ghost? What do you like about him? '"

"..." Xia Liuyi was speechless—isn't it!He is such a savage, ignorant young and Dangerous boy with dirty hands, compared with Father He's innocent and excellent son of a good family man, he is nothing but a ghost!

He couldn't help hugging He Chusan tightly in panic and reluctance - he knew that he was not worthy of He Chusan, let alone He Chusan's devotion and desperation.

"How did you answer him?"

"I told him that there is no answer to this question. In mathematics, any question has an answer, any phenomenon has a trace, and all things will one day be perfectly calculated. I have been like this since I was a child. I think. It wasn’t until I got to know you that I realized that feelings can’t be measured or explained. They have no source and rules and are involuntary. I suddenly fell in love with you at a certain moment and for a certain reason I don't think so, it's all the moments and all of you that make my heart flutter. You are in my heart, everything is good, even your bad temper, I also like it very much. "

"Well," Xia Liuyi said softly, "I like you too, I like everything about you."

"..."

"What are you laughing at?"

"I'm not used to you being so nasty all of a sudden..."

"Hey, may you be nasty and not me? You still tell your dad this nasty thing!"

"Don't touch, don't touch, itchy, hahaha..."

The two laughed and quarreled for a while, Xia Liuyi didn't dare to torment He Chusan, pinched his earlobe for a while, then stopped, put his arms around him and gnawed lightly on the back of his neck. "What about Dad? What did he say after hearing this?"

"Well, he said: 'I've worked so hard to send you to school just to make the stupid thing about seeing a ghost so nice?'"

"..."

"Don't mind, he was joking," He Chusan said with a smile, "Abba has never hated you, he has always cared about you, he always calls you 'tooth boy' behind your back, and asks me 'tooth boy' from time to time What's going on lately', he just... just feels sorry for you being a gangster."

Xia Liuyi buried his head on the back of his neck shamelessly. In fact, every time he met, he could feel Papa He's caring and patting for his elders-although it often made his teeth sore that he fled in despair.

"And then?" he said sullenly.

"Then Abba asked me: Are you really happy with him? What kind of life can he give you?"

Xia Liuyi didn't even have the face to raise his head. If he was there at that time, he could only smear his face on the ground and apologize to Father He—what kind of life did he give He Chusan?He is capricious and irritable, obviously older than He Chusan, but he has always been taken care of and tolerated by He Chusan. From time to time, he will take risks recklessly, get hurt, make He Chusan fear for him, and even go on his own way and recklessly take revenge. He Chusan was harmed to the point where he is now.He is sorry for Abba He, he is the bastard among the bastards.

Sensing his guilt and self-blame, He Chusan took his hand, stroked his slender fingers lightly, interlaced with him, and said, "I told Dad: He is really not good at living. He can burn the kitchen even when he cooks noodles, smokes and drinks when he is sick, and has a stubborn temper. At the beginning, he would lose his temper at me no matter what he argued about. people……"

Xia Liuyi blushed with embarrassment, and silently wanted to pull his hand away, but He Chusan grabbed it firmly, and heard He Chusan say in his ears, "However, if he receives a little kindness from others, it will cost him ten times more." He went back and got help and care, and he didn't hesitate to sacrifice his whole life to repay. He took great care of his brothers and sisters, without any selfishness. Everyone admired him and liked him. He would jump to the fall without thinking He saved me from under the beam, he would block me behind him when he was pointed at with a gun, he would catch the blade for me with his bare hands, and even crippled one of his own hands. He indulged me in liking him, approaching him, bit by bit He accepted my courtship in a timely manner. He brushed his teeth every day to kiss me, quit smoking and drinking for me, and quit his bad temper. He took me to the movies, to eat big meals, to the seaside, to the mountains, obviously. I don't even understand romance, but I still set off fireworks for me...'"

He Chusan said, putting his warm palm on his cold face, "He doesn't know how to cherish himself, but he has always cherished me very much. He is willing to change himself for me, learn to be loved, Learn to love. I am with him, very happy."

"Okay, okay," Xia Liuyi raised his head and said, his face and ears were hot as if they were about to burn, "I, I am not as good as you said, so..." He was too ashamed to speak, and then Burying her face like an ostrich, she whispered, "I, I really love you, and I will make you happy in the future."

He Chusan pursed his lips and smiled, "I'm very happy now."

"Then, what did Dad say after hearing that?"

"He agreed, let us both wait for a while and then look at it."

Xia Liuyi's eyes widened in disbelief—he can agree to the nasty words in this [-] o'clock soap opera by a ghost like me?His old man's brain was caught by the door?

He knew that Abba He would not agree so easily, that He Chusan might have hidden some fierce and cruel arguments, and he also knew that he owed Abba He a personal explanation and apology.He buried his face in joy and guilt, and after a while, he made a low voice, "Ah San."

"Ok?"

"Next time you go to see Dad, take me with you."

He Chusan smiled, "Okay."