My low EQ

Cheng Siyu finished washing with a dejected face, only to find out that he had asked for leave today and didn't have to go to work. Recently, he is really in a bad state. Sometimes the designer's business really depends on some inspiration. Recently, his brain resources have been seriously exhausted. His friends teased him Just like a dry well, he also pointedly said: "Both mind and body."

Cheng Siyu glared at him, "Draw your picture, don't drive blindly."

When I think of this, I think of Shen Yi. Shen Yi has occupied half of his life so far, and he is also the first person he loves since the beginning of love. It is painful to remove such an important person from his life. Heartbroken.

The decision to break up was not sudden. After five years of self-talk, after a year of cohabitation, Shen Yi even thought he didn't have this person. Every disappointment was like a knife slowly cutting on him.

He celebrated Shen Yi's birthday for the first time after being together, and he was looking forward to it several days ago. At first, he thought that the two of them would go out for a date when they had time, but the nature of Shen Yi's work was not good enough.

He just thought that it would be enough for the two of them to simply have a meal at home, so he turned down the birthday party his friend had prepared for him, and even his parents and brother wanted him to go home, but he ruthlessly refused.

As a result, in those few days, he was away on a business trip, and he couldn't reach Shen Yi on the phone. In that moment, all his enthusiasm was really wiped out by a basin of cold water.

He just got off the plane on the afternoon of his birthday, and he kept beating like crazy, sitting on the floor waiting for Shen Yi without even taking a bite of his meal.

When it was getting dark, he picked up his phone and checked the time. It was already 11:30. He suddenly stood up, didn't even put on his coat, and ran down to drive in his slippers. There was a heavy rain outside, and he was sitting in the car wet. Li, with a pale face, drove to Shen Yi's research institute like a racing car.

He calmed down for a while, called Shen Yi but no one answered, he sent a sentence [Are you asleep?I'm at the gate of your research institute. 】

As always, no one cares.

He got out of the car slowly, stood at the entrance of the research institute, touched his face and didn't know whether it was tears or rain, and sneered: "Cheng Siyu, you big fool, happy birthday."

He didn't want to go home, so he bought wine in a 24-hour convenience store that was open outside, and drank it bottle by bottle until the rain stopped. He sneezed and felt a little uncomfortable. Lie on the bed and fell asleep.

Sleeping until the afternoon, his cell phone kept ringing, and he picked up the phone uncomfortably, and he complained a little over there: "You are a dog, you have a partner, forget brother, I won't come for your birthday, get up, come at night Play with me."

He originally wanted to scold someone, but found that he didn't even have any strength in his body. He reached out and touched his head, "Yunfan, I have a fever, bring me some medicine." Unable to hold the phone, he quickly hung up.

Yun Fan fucked, luckily he ran away as a boss but no one cared, he told his subordinates, and hurried to Cheng Siyu, he knocked on the door for a long time before Cheng Siyu came to open the door, Yun Fan would be censored if he wanted to scold him His expression frightened back, he dug out the medicine box, took his temperature, and the temperature was 39 degrees, "If I don't call today, you will burn to death at home."

"Stop talking nonsense, give me some medicine." Cheng Siyu said weakly.

"Damn it, let's go and get an injection." Yunfan picked up Cheng Siyu without saying a word, "Why did you burn like this? Where's your Shen Yi?"

It's okay if you don't say this, Cheng Siyu opened his mouth and bit Yun Fan's neck as soon as he said it, Yun Fan almost threw Cheng Siyu to the ground in pain, "What's wrong with you! You belong to the dog!"

Cheng Siyu lowered his head and refused to lift it up, and said with a choked voice: "Shen Yi, I'll fuck his grandma."

Yun Fan, who is so smart, naturally understood this meaning. He sighed and said nothing, pretending not to hear it, and said: "Hey, my little dog Yu, please let her grandma go, if you have anything to do, go to Shen Yi."

Cheng Siyu stopped talking, just lay there in a daze after getting the injection, and couldn't help but click on the screen to see if there was any text message.

Yunfan felt uncomfortable seeing him like that, so he got up and went out to smoke a cigarette. Cheng Siyu felt uncomfortable when he was sick, so he couldn't hold back and sent him a text message, [I have a fever, please take care of me, please. 】

The news disappeared again.

When Yunfan came back, he saw him falling asleep holding his mobile phone. Yunfan put the mobile phone aside and covered him with a quilt, sighed, and whispered: "Don't wait, a person who never cares about you, can't wait." Arrived."

He didn't notice that Cheng Siyu's hands were tightly clenched under the quilt.

It was two o'clock in the middle of the night and Cheng Siyu was still up. He recalled the past few years, holding the phone, and suddenly decided something, sent those words, let's break up.

After posting, he was very nervous. He was thinking about Shen Yi's reaction, but he couldn't stand it. It was hard for him to let go of the relationship he had for so many years, and it was hard for him to imagine life without Shen Yi in the future. Send a message, [I'm just kidding...don't believe it...it's okay, you won't see it either. 】

The illness procrastinated for several days before he recovered, Yunfan and his friends kept teasing him in front of the hospital bed, and he just sat there with a smirk like a walking dead.

On the day he was discharged from the hospital, his brother sent him home to hide his illness from his parents.

His mother felt distressed seeing him so skinny and out of shape, "Mom misses you to death, and you don't come back to see me."

He grinned, "Mom, I miss you too."

Half a month after his birthday, he finished eating at home, sat on the sofa and ate his favorite chocolate bought by his brother, picked up his phone and calmly sent a text message, [Shen Yi, I persisted for half a month] Yue, you really didn't think of me, let's break up, don't bother me anymore.I have already moved the luggage, thank you. 】

There is nothing hard to give up, it just depends on whether you want to or not.

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