My low EQ

Cheng Siyu considered for a long time whether to move to Shen Yi to live together again. Originally, he thought that the two had just reconciled, but he still hoped to take things step by step and leave some space for each other. What he didn't want to say was that he was also afraid that he would not go home when he met Shen Yi again. , the day he was waiting for, he could still have some retreats if he didn't live together.

But Shen Yi told him that the two of them are not in a relationship, they are going to live a lifetime, they will live and sleep together sooner or later, and he also hopes to take care of him, and there are many things that need to live together to be able to run in, Know what each other likes the most.

What's more, Shen Yi even learned to pretend to be pitiful, telling Cheng Siyu pitifully that he would miss him and miss him every day if he didn't see him every day, and asked Cheng Siyu to stay for a few days for a try, and if it didn't work, he would go back to his own house.

In those few days, there was a hot meal early in the morning every day, and someone sent it to work in the morning, and I received a small surprise when I went to work. After work, the two went out to play or bought vegetables and went home to cook. In the evening, the two played games together. Before going to bed, Shen Yi gave him a massage. In the early autumn, they hugged and slept together. Shen Yi's warm chest gave Cheng Siyu a sense of security.

Cheng Siyu was served comfortably, and fell into this kind of tenderness completely, and finally agreed to move in. Shen Yi has everything else, only Cheng Siyu's clothes, design drawings and other things for work are left. , I found a Saturday and the two of them went back and forth two or three times before packing up the things.

In Shen Yi's closet, there were only a few clothes that he often wore. There were not many things, and the empty space was filled with Cheng Siyu's clothes. Shen Yi tidied Cheng Siyu's clothes and asked, "Do you think the house is a bit small now?"

Cheng Siyu shook his head, "It's okay, it's enough for the two of us to live."

"I still want to buy clothes and shoes for you, but I can't fit in the closet now, and I haven't seriously considered the size of the study before. It's really not enough for you to nest in it with me. The panda and bamboo are still small. When the two of them grow up, there is not enough for them to play at home, I have some savings in my hand now, and after a while, I will buy a bigger house so that you can live more comfortably." Shen Yi gave the clothes to He tidied up and put away his suitcase.

By the way, Zhuzi is the name of the youngest son, it's Cheng Siyu's bad taste, and he wanted to name them a couple, without asking if the one named Zhuzi would like to be eaten.

Cheng Siyu touched the little milk dog Zhuzi, watched Shen Yi pack his things, and said: "I live here very comfortably now, the main thing is who you live with, not how big the house is. Of course, I don't care if the house is big." I will refuse. The matter of the house can be considered, and when we need it in a few years, we will buy it together, and someday we can go to see the house when we have nothing to do."

Shen Yi hummed, went to touch the anxious panda, and was about to cook, who knew that the doorbell rang suddenly, and Cheng Siyu stood up holding the bamboo to open the door, and saw a woman standing outside the door, asking in surprise :"Who are you?"

Cheng Siyu probably knew that this should be Shen Yi's mother, so he greeted, "Hi, I'm Shen Yi's friend Cheng Siyu, Shen Yi is at home, would you like to come in and tell me?"

Before Li Lixin came in, Shen Yi came over wearing an apron and put his arms around Cheng Siyu's shoulders, saying: "I made a mistake, this is my lover Cheng Siyu, and this is my mother, Dean Li."

Cheng Siyu saw that Li Lixin's expression was very ugly, but Shen Yi didn't seem to care very much. Cheng Siyu remembered the things Shen Yi told him, it was like a plastic mother-child relationship. He didn't want to make the relationship too rigid, and said seriously: "Auntie, Come in and talk about something. Shen Yi, go get your mother a glass of water."

Shen Yi had an expression of reluctance, Cheng Siyu coaxed him in a low voice before he walked into the kitchen, Li Lixin frowned and went into the house anyway, Cheng Siyu found her a pair of slippers, Li Lixin asked him when he saw that he was familiar with him like his own home : "Do you live here now?"

Cheng Siyu nodded and said: "Yes, I have lived here for more than a year. Some time ago we had conflicts and separated, and now I have moved back after reconciliation."

"Have you ever been separated?" Li Lixin grasped the point of this sentence, Cheng Siyu said with a smile: "Yes, some problems have been solved after the separation, and the relationship is better now."

Li Lixin originally wanted to deny the relationship between the two of them because their relationship was unstable, but Cheng Siyu looked smiling, but his answer was watertight, Shen Yi walked over, handed Li Lixin a glass of water, and gave Cheng Siyu a glass of tomato juice squeezed by himself.

Cheng Siyu: ...

He dragged Shen Yi to sit beside him, gritted his teeth and said, "I told you to serve water, you really did serve water." Shen Yi looked confused, "Otherwise?"

Cheng Siyu: My heart is so tired.

Li Lixin was not far away from them, and she probably guessed what they were talking about. She waved her hand and said, "You don't need to tell him these things, he doesn't care at all. You are with him too, he will treat you like this, Can you accept it? Besides, it’s not normal for you two men to be together. You have to accept other people’s pointers, and Shen Yi’s future job prospects will be ruined by homosexuality! I will not accept you two being together like this .”

Cheng Siyu smiled, "Auntie, I don't quite agree with Shen Yi when you say that. You don't know that Shen Yi has done very little for our relationship. He loves me very much and takes good care of me. He puts me first in everything." bit."

"I'm not here to listen to your show of affection. I will never agree to you being together." Li Lixin put down her glass, her voice was a little loud, interrupting Cheng Siyu's words.

Shen Yi finally looked up at her, "My colleagues like Siyu very much, they will not deny my ability to work because of this, and if this job is not good, I will change it until they can accept it. I gave up loving him when others pointed at us. Siyu’s mother also supported us being together. What I want to ask is whether you can’t accept it yourself, or you can’t accept others saying that you have such a gay son.”

Li Lixin was a little angry, "What do you mean by that?! Shen Yi, I am your mother."

Cheng Siyu suddenly felt that Shen Yi's mood was not right, he immediately held Shen Yi's hand to calm his emotions, and heard Shen Yi ask: "Have you ever considered me a son since you were a child?"

Li Lixin was very angry by Shen Yi's attitude, and immediately retorted: "I don't think you are my son, how can you grow up so big?"

This sentence seemed to touch Shen Yi's sensitive point, he suddenly said emotionally: "Giving a child has never been about giving him food and clothing, and after he became conscious when he was young, he never ignored it, this is not called a parent. Since you never gave birth to me because you loved me, don’t use hypocritical excuses like worrying about me to stop us from being together. When I was young, I had a fever of more than 38°, and you only thought that I was calling to delay your work. Your son doesn't even know which building you live in. Have you ever really cared about me? Dean Li! Even my mother doesn't want me to call you Dean Li, but now I suddenly show a Don't you think it's a little strange that you care about my work, after all, are you concerned about me, or are you afraid that others will know that the gay in the laboratory is your son!"

Shen Yi seldom showed this attitude. It seemed that both sides agreed to live in an attitude of indifference and non-disturbance. Li Lixin didn't think there was anything wrong with what she did. A little embarrassing.

Cheng Siyu was taken aback by Shen Yi like this, he patted Shen Yi on the back, and coaxed in a low voice: "It's okay, it's okay, Shen Yi, I'm here, don't worry, I love you."

Shen Yi's breathing slowed down, and he looked unwilling to say more, and went back to the room. Cheng Siyu looked at some women who had been hit in front of him, and whispered: "About Shen Yi, I want to talk to you, you Do you know that Shen Yi has emotional apathy?"

"What?" Li Lixin looked up at him, Cheng Siyu thought for a while and said, "If you have time, I'll take you to a place and tell you about it carefully."

Cheng Siyu called Bai An on the way, Bai An reserved time for him, he drove Li Lixin to the hospital, Cheng Siyu didn't go in, he sat outside and sent text messages to Shen Yi to coax Shen Yi to play.

Shen Yi was pretty easy to coax, so Cheng Siyu called Brother Shen Yi, and Shen Yi asked him where he was going softly. Cheng Siyu knew that Shen Yi probably didn't want his mother to know about it, so he lied and said that he He sent his mother home. On the way, Qiao Shen had something to do with him, so he would go back later.

Shen Yi didn't have any doubts, and asked him to eat something outside by himself, so as not to starve himself, Cheng Siyu agreed, and told him a few interesting things, Shen Yi laughed out loud, and he hung up the phone in peace.

After waiting outside for about an hour, Bai An sent Li Lixin out. Li Lixin's expression was not good. He thanked Bai An and sent Li Lixin home. When we were in the car, Cheng Siyu said: "If you don't want to love him, it doesn't matter. I will make up for him with all the love. Auntie, I'm leaving first."

Li Lixin saw Cheng Siyu driving away and didn't leave for a long time. She kept wondering if she had done something wrong. She called her husband, "Are you coming back today? I have something to tell you about my son."

"Oh, Shen Yi's matter. I don't have time. I'll talk about it when I have time. It's not a big deal." Shen Fengcheng didn't want to waste time, so he heard his always elegant wife suddenly shout: "Your son is a gay He still doesn’t recognize the two of us! He got sick because of both of us! This is not a big deal, what is a big deal, Shen Feng asked, have you ever cared about your son! "

Shen Fengcheng felt baffled, and impatiently said: "We have always been like this, why did you suddenly get angry at me, I still have something to do, so I hung up."

Seeing that her phone was hung up, Li Lixin suddenly smiled, this is her husband, this is her son, a husband who only knows how to work and doesn't care about everything, a son who doesn't even want to recognize her, this is the first time she feels that she is very Failure, even if she is working so hard now, she gave up everything and became the dean she dreamed of.

It was all in exchange for emotion.

Cheng Siyu went to buy a cake and took it back for Shen Yi to eat. He remembered what Bai An told him just now, Shen Yi's outburst was not a bad thing, but it meant that Shen Yi started to care about these things. According to the past, he would never Those who complained would even directly treat their mother as a stranger, but now that they have responded to these, it shows that they are still slowly getting better.

Cheng Siyu took it as a good thing for the time being, adjusted his expression at the door, and opened the door, Shen Yi immediately came out and hugged him when he heard the sound of the door opening.

He touched Shen Yi to give him a sense of security, Shen Yi directly kissed his mouth, eager to make sure that Cheng Siyu would not leave him, he was afraid that Cheng Siyu would be affected by his mother's words and disapproval attitude.

Cheng Siyu could feel Shen Yi's uneasiness, he threw away all the worries in his mind, and responded to Shen Yi, the two hugged together on the sofa, Shen Yi tossed Cheng Siyu for a long time and finally stopped, he put his head on Cheng Siyu's shoulder He whispered: "I thought you didn't want me anymore." God knows how he felt when he heard the door closing just now, and when he came out, he found that Cheng Siyu and his mother had left.

Cheng Siyu laughed and coaxed him, "Why, I love you so much."

Shen Yi hugged Cheng Siyu tightly, without speaking, Cheng Siyu suddenly kissed Shen Yi, and said seriously: "Shen Yi, let's do it."

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