My low EQ

Cheng Siyu and the girl introduced by his brother went to the movies today. This girl is called Bai Rong. Although she is not particularly good-looking, she is very temperamental and has her own ideas.

She is a very capable woman who can give Cheng Siyu many different views on many things, but the two of them really don't call, and they get along more like friends.

After the two got acquainted, Bai Rong asked him if he could go out with her sometimes, so as to dispel her family's idea of ​​crazily forcing her into marriage. She really didn't want to live just to get married.

Only then did he know that after Bai Rong finished her doctorate, his mother would not let her continue her studies, because she thought she was too old, and urged her to find a job and find a partner. Cheng Siyu was the No. 16 blind date she had ever met.

She was almost driven crazy, and she was not in a hurry, thinking that this kind of thing could not be found by anyone, and she hoped to let it happen.But her mother thinks that she is not the age to find a partner at this age. Men want to find someone who is young and good-looking. In a few years, she will only be able to pick up what is left by others. No one wants to.

Bai Rong thinks that her mother's opinion is discrimination against women. Nowadays, many women have their own studies and careers to strive for. It has long been longer than just marrying men as accessories to live. Age and beauty are just one of them. If A man loves her because of this, and sooner or later he will leave her because of this. She hopes to find a like-minded lover, not to marry for the sake of marriage.

When her mother heard this, she said angrily that Bai Rong shouldn't be allowed to read so many books.Bai Rong was so angry with her mother that she had quarreled with her mother countless times because of this matter.

But in the end, her family agreed with her mother's idea. The seven aunts and eight aunts scolded her for being ignorant, and actively found a bunch of blind dates for her, and let her go on a blind date. This matter is noisy every day and delays my life, so I came here.

Many of the previous blind daters were all rushing to get married, and there were some weird ones that were omitted. She didn't want to bother with these blind daters, so she asked Cheng Siyu to be a cover first.

After ten o'clock in the evening, just as he sent Bai Rong home, Shen Yi sent another text message. The content was not fixed, it just talked about some daily life.

For example: The panda has recently grown up and bit his slippers, the aunt in the vegetable market gave him more food, the children in their research room missed him, and the lemon tea he liked very much came into the supermarket downstairs...

Cheng Siyu never replied, Shen Yi didn't seem to care whether he replied or not, and sent him messages every day as usual, by the way, the last sentence of Shen Yi's messages was always: Good night, I love you.

Seeing the words I love you, Cheng Siyu couldn't help remembering that when the two were together, he often asked Shen Yi anxiously, "Shen Yi, do you love me?" Shen Yi usually didn't answer, and sometimes he would reply: "What do you think?"

At first, Cheng Siyu felt that Shen Yi didn't like to express, that's why he didn't like to say those love words, and even laughed at him for being bored, and obviously liked him but didn't say it, so of course he felt that Shen Yi loved him.

After a long time, he vaguely felt something, so he stopped asking. He was afraid that the answer to that sentence would not be acceptable to him, and he was also afraid that he would pierce the window paper.

He has been wondering what Shen Yi's feelings for him are, whether it is because he has been chasing him for too long and Shen Yi is also moved by him, or because he has been chasing him for too long, so he is soft-hearted and stays with him, or Shen Yi doesn't care. Whoever is together is just that he picked up a bargain.

He guessed all these possibilities several times, and Shen Yi didn't give him an answer, so his self-confidence was all polished, and in the end he didn't believe that Shen Yi loved him.

Seeing Shen Yi saying that he loves him now, he only felt that these three words were extremely strange. He did not dare to believe these three words easily, nor did he believe the three words Shen Yi said.

Life is still going on as usual, and I habitually made a game appointment with Huo Sikai that day, only to find out that Brother AY is not there after playing the game.

Brother AY is Huo Sikai's friend, he has always loved to protect his little rookie, although he said before that he would protect him, but he died faster than Cheng Siyu a few times.

But Cheng Siyu still likes to play with him very much, and he also likes to tease this quiet little brother occasionally.

This person doesn't like to talk to others, but he has a good relationship with him. Cheng Siyu thought about whether he has the popularity of such a cold man. Although Shen Yi didn't want to talk to others when he was in high school, he still treated him differently. Yes, brother AY is the same.

But he never doubted that brother AY is Shen Yi, he has known Shen Yi for so many years and has never seen Shen Yi play games, several times he even invited Shen Yi to play games with him, Shen Yi looked at him and said: "boring. ", and continued to learn from him.

Later, Shen Yi watched him study for a while, so he banned the game for him. Shen Yi was as cruel to the game as the autumn wind.

In the eyes of this kind of academic bully, games are boring and time-wasting things. Although it is a lot of fun for him, he can hardly imagine Shen Yi playing games.

He asked Hoskai, "Why didn't brother AY come?"

Hoskai returned quickly, "He has something to do today, what's the matter, you miss him."

Cheng Siyu smiled, "That's right! Brother AY is so nice, who wouldn't love him!"

Huo Sikai pointedly said: "I hope the people he likes think so too."

"Wow! Brother AY still has someone he likes." Cheng Siyu asked excitedly when he heard the gossip.

Hoskai's tone was subtle, "Yeah, he came to play the game back then to play with the person he likes."

Cheng Siyu thought for a while about Shen Yi, who disliked games so much, and said to Huo Sikai, "I'm so envious."

Huo Sikai didn't mention Brother AY again, and urged Cheng Siyu to play the game. Although Cheng Siyu was not the best player in this game, he was still very capable. Who knew that he often didn't pay attention when playing the game today, several times. It will be boxed in less than a few minutes.

Huo Siyu didn't have time to react, Cheng Siyu became cold, and this happened two or three times, Huo Sikai suddenly said: "Habits are terrible."

Cheng Siyu didn't understand what he was talking about, Huo Sikai said: "Did you just think that AY is still there and can help you block the damage from the other side, but you didn't even look carefully to see if there is anyone on the other side, so you ran in rashly, According to the past, you will definitely pay attention to the surrounding environment when you land."

Cheng Siyu frowned, "I can't, I'm just not in good shape today."

Huo Sikai didn't argue with him, as if he just said it casually, but Cheng Siyu was a little concerned when he heard this.

At work the next morning, when his colleague Liu Xin went down to pick up the courier, he also brought up his courier, "Here, your courier."

Cheng Siyu looked bewildered, "I haven't bought anything recently, where can I get the express delivery?"

Liu Xin shrugged and said that he didn't know. Cheng Siyu saw that the sender was Shen Yi. He curiously opened the thin courier, and it turned out to be a letter, which read: From Cheng Siyu.

He opened it and took a look. Shen Yi's handwriting was very readable and easy to read. The letter was actually written with a pen.

After looking at it for a long time, he suddenly covered his face. This turned out to be a love letter. If Shen Yi hadn't marked it specially, he might not be able to see it. Shen Yi is the only one who can write a love letter so unlike a love letter.

Hello Cheng Siyu:

This is a love letter. I used to keep too many things in my heart, but now I want to tell you many things, including the fact that I love you.

In high school, you were a unique person to me, my world was black and silent, only you were colorful and noisy.

I am very curious about you, why are you different from other people, many people think it is strange that I don’t like to talk, and gradually they stopped talking to me, I have been used to other people’s enthusiasm to indifference.

But you won't, you treat me very well, and you won't give up just because I can't express it. It's always a pleasure to be with you, and I want to learn how to treat you well, but I'm no different from your friends , it can only help you learn.

When you said you were going to take the exam in the same city as me, my first reaction was to help you pass the exam. Now that I think about it, I was reluctant to leave you. On the day when the score was released, I finally knew what nervousness is.

When we were in college, we were not together, I was not used to it, but fortunately we were close.

You ask me if we are friends, I really don't know how to answer, what other people's friends should look like, I can't be sure.I have no one else, I only have you, I think we should be friends, I am happy, I have a friend.

Many people say they like me and want to be with me, I don’t understand why I can’t feel the emotion of liking someone, is it happy or sad, or something else...

So, I refused, and besides, they are not as good-looking as you, and I don't want to waste time with them, I prefer to be with you.

A school girl asked me if I liked you, like being gay, I didn't understand, and later I found a lot of information, although I didn't figure out if I was.

You are always inattentive when you are studying, but when I take care of you, you will be very obedient and obedient, and you are very cute like this.

You are very smart and excellent. Although you are always worried that you will not pass the exam, you never give up your efforts. You are very handsome when you are serious. Although you often praise me for being handsome, I think you are the most handsome.

When we went out to play, you kissed me. Friends probably don’t know how to kiss. I checked, and it seems that kissing means expressing love. Do you like me? I’m not sure, I don’t know how to respond, But something felt different, weird.

You never talked about it again, we are still friends, you look good in a bachelor's suit, but I don't know what I look like in a bachelor's suit, because you didn't come.

I don't know if I did something wrong, you don't look for me anymore, you will leave me like others, and you are not always happy when you talk to me like before, people like me still have to be alone , I don't have the courage to contact you, and I dare not ask whether you can't stand me anymore.

Birthday is just an ordinary day, but you called me again, I am very happy, but you are not happy, I am not happy, I feel heartache, very uncomfortable.I hate myself for not noticing your speaking problems, not teaching you well, and making you feel uncomfortable because of language problems in a different place.

But I am also happy that you are still willing to come to me because of this. Graduate students are very busy, but taking time to call you is not tiring at all, it is the only happiness.

When you were in the UK, you complained that the food was not good. Although I think the spicy crayfish you often eat is not good, but it is a pity that it cannot be sent and will rot on the way.

In the UK, people called you baby, I don’t know why I was a little angry, in fact, I also get angry when you have a lot of friends, but I see other people have a lot of good friends, this should be a normal thing, I don’t seem to Should be angry, but I only have you.

After you returned to China, I realized what it feels like to miss you, and I don't like this feeling.

You told me the meaning of birthday, and you told me the meaning of house. Although I can’t understand it, they can be replaced casually and are meaningless, but there are many things that are different when you are by my side.

You have said many times that you like me and that you want to pursue me, but I did not refuse, and I seem to be waiting for you to tell me what love is, just like you told me what a friend is many years ago.

But I don't know if I will love someone, I don't know what love is, and if you will be disappointed, so I have been afraid to promise.

You'll do a lot for me and want to live with me, and if that's what it's like, then I should be able to do it too.

Although I don't want to go out, I can accompany you to various places.I don't like to talk, but I am willing to listen to you, and I can do anything.Don't care about others, but care about you.

In order to go out with you to compress the rest time, although I have to go to work the next day, I will still watch the meteor shower with you, although I don’t know why the meteor shower is so good, but the meteor shower is not as good as you.When you slept next to me, I felt at ease. I thought it was love, so I agreed to you, without considering whether I could treat you well.

After being together, although it is a bit strange to live with one person, it is very good. I can see you, and I can see you when I am busy at work. Many people in the laboratory like you very much, and some want to hide you.

I did a lot of wrong things when we were together, and I'm really, really sorry.I didn't let myself change. Although we are together, the way we get along is the same as before. I don't know how to love you, and I don't know how to get along with the person I like. I let you leave me disappointed.

I just realized what a jerk I was, and used the excuse of liking you to hurt you time and time again. I know you don't want to forgive me, it doesn't matter.

I don't even want you to forgive me now, because I have learned a lot of ways to treat you well. When I change it to your satisfaction, it will not hurt you anymore. It will make you happy every day. You slowly test me , when I become completely satisfactory to you, it doesn't matter how long you forgive me.

I can wait, you spent six years, I can wait for you in the next 60 years, the rest of my life.

I will not fall in love with others, there is only room for one person named Cheng Siyu in my life.

In the end, because it was the first time I wrote it, I didn’t know how to write a love letter, so I just wrote down what I wanted to say, and wrote whatever came to mind, and I will write it to you after I learn more.

I love you.

Shen Yi

Cheng Siyu took this letter, he read it many times, and he almost memorized the content of this letter. This letter is worse than any love letter he has ever received. The expression of emotion is not delicate, and there are no gorgeous words. , the paper is boring letter paper, but he just likes it.

Shen Yi said that he liked him, but he never lied to him.

The author has something to say:

QAQ, this chapter written on the train has been written intermittently for a long time.

Especially the letter written by Mr. Shen Yi to Mr. Cheng Siyu is still flawed in many places, and I will correct it later.

I hope you all enjoy watching, okay?