My low EQ

Early on Saturday morning, Li Lixin and her husband Shen Feng went to attend the wedding of her colleague's daughter. When they arrived at the wedding, they naturally met many acquaintances. After exchanging pleasantries, they asked why Shen Yi didn't come.

Li Lixin casually made up an excuse that Shen Yi had something to do, and the few friends didn't care, and continued to chat about whose daughter gave birth recently, whose son made a lot of money outside, took away his parents, and how many other people Chatting about who's going to attend so-and-so's wedding in a few days, and finally the topic came back to Shen Yi.

Gu Ying is Li Lixin's old classmate. The children in the family got married last year, and now they even have grandchildren. Naturally, she was concerned about the situation of her old classmate, so she asked, "By the way, Li Xin, your Xiaoyi hasn't settled down yet. You are not too young, and now you have a career, so hurry up and find a grandson for you to hug."

After hearing this, Li Lixin remembered that Shen Yi had rejected all the blind dates she had arranged for Shen Yi. Li Lixin was also very busy with work. Recently, she had no time to take care of her incompetent son. It hit her sore spot again, Shen Yi actually likes men, although she has learned about homosexuality in the field of work, and also knows that homosexuality is not a disease, and even homosexuality has been legalized in many places abroad, but when she thinks that this happened to her son It is difficult to accept when it is on the body.

She was angry and hated, so after the wedding, she asked Shen Feng to send her to Shen Yi's house, who knew that Shen Feng sat in the car and asked, "Where does Shen Yi's house live?"

Shen Fengcheng was a dull man, he didn't care much about family matters, and he never paid much attention to teaching Shen Yi, the two of them talked very few times since they were young, and the two had never been close.

Li Lixin sighed, and reported the address. She wanted to complain a few words, but found that she had only been to Shen Yi's place once or twice, and she didn't remember which building Shen Yi lived in, so she frowned and swallowed the words back. , called Shen Yi and asked for the address. When Shen Yi listened to his mother asking where he lived, he felt a little uncomfortable, but he didn't show much emotion. He replied to the address in a flat tone and hung up the phone. Some embarrassment.

Shen Fengcheng did not follow Li Lixin up, he would rather wait in the car, seeing him like this, Li Lixin didn't say those aggressive words when he saw Shen Yi, so he had to ask a few embarrassing questions about how he was doing recently.

Shen Yi glanced at Li Lixin and didn't answer, Li Lixin didn't really want to hear anyway, he just replied: "What's the matter?" Li Lixin hesitated for a long time and said: "I can't accept that my son is gay."

Shen Yi replied blankly: "So what does that have to do with me?" Li Lixin was furious, and wanted to have a good talk with Shen Yi but was angrily forgot by this sentence, and said: "What do you mean?"

Shen Yi seemed unable to understand Li Lixin's anger, he just explained the sentence calmly, "You can't accept that your son being gay has nothing to do with me, Dean Li, you never treated me as a son, did you?" .”

Li Lixin never expected to hear these words from Shen Yi. Shen Yi glanced at the ugly Li Lixin, and was very puzzled. Why did a person who had never loved him make such a sad expression when he heard this truth? Well, it's obviously not emotional, so it's strange to make such an expression.

Li Lixin had an ugly expression, "I gave birth to you in October, you tell me these things now, do you still have a conscience?" Shen Yi said, "I'm sorry, you never let me have a mother and child It feels like, after all, the time we have been together for more than 20 years is not enough for ten months."

Li Lixin was blocked for a while. She really seldom took care of the child, and only took care of him for a few months. Later, she took care of him as a nanny. Later, when Shen Yi grew up, she left Shen Yi alone at home, and then Shen Yi went to bed. After entering university, she only came back for a few days during the Chinese New Year. After Shen Yi moved out for work, she even seldom came to Shen Yi's house.

She herself doesn't have deep feelings for Shen Yi, and she just hoped not to waste the good genes of the two of them when she had a child, so she didn't love this child like other people, and she didn't miss Shen Yi all the time If it weren't for Shen Yi's refusal to go on a blind date recently, they would have met once or twice a year.

Seeing that Li Lixin was silent, Shen Yi asked lightly, "Is there anything else?" Li Lixin was confused by his attitude, feeling very uncomfortable in his heart, and didn't know how to refute, so he stood up Taking the bag and leaving in a hurry, Shen Yi looked at Li Lixin's back and was a little lost.

He remembered that when he was a child, he saw other children being hugged and coaxed by their parents, and he was very envious.He wanted Li Lixin to hug him when he got home, but Li Lixin avoided him impatiently, Shen Fengcheng simply ignored him, and he cried for a long time sadly.

Later, there were too many things like this, and he thought he didn't care about it long ago, but just now Li Lixin's back still hurt him, he also longed for the love of his parents when he was a child, but what they left him was always the back of rejection, Over time, Shen Yi also felt that this was normal.

On the contrary, Cheng Siyu was urged back home by his brother in a row. He has been busy recently. Since the last time he went home when he broke up with Shen Yi, he has only been back twice. His parents miss their son so much that his father still can't get rid In front of him, he went to hint to his brother, and his brother went to Cheng Siyu's house to drag him back.

His father cooked a table of dishes for him, and poured a glass of wine happily, saying that his son was happy to have a drink when he came back. His mother scolded his father while serving food for Cheng Siyu and said, "You are addicted to alcohol, and you still want to drink wine." Son as an excuse." His father glanced at his son and murmured, "That's why he was very happy." His mother glared at him, "What are you muttering about, are you talking bad about me?"

It was Cheng Siyu who couldn't bear to watch it any longer, and rescued his father: "Mom, my father loves you so much, even my brother and I are ranked second, so you shouldn't show your affection in front of two single sons.", he Mom snorted, glanced at the man who was smirking at her, and said nothing.

His brother said: "You are the single dog. I have a girlfriend. I will bring it back to show my parents in a few days." Cheng Siyu's mother was very happy and even agreed. Cheng Siyu joked: "It's so pitiful that no one chases after my handsome little son. Dad will send you a red envelope later, so you can buy something you like."

While talking, Cheng Siyu's phone rang, and it was Shen Yi who called. Cheng Siyu shook the phone in front of his family and said, "There are many people chasing me. Look, you still call me." Hehe said: "Hurry up and pick it up, don't make people wait too long."

Cheng Siyu answered Shen Yi's call and complained to Shen Yi that he was ridiculed by the whole family as a single dog. He also said that his parents were raising him like a pig, and that his brother leaving the singles behind his back was really a plastic brotherhood. He complained, but Shen Yi listened enviously. Cheng Siyu was very interested in seeing him, and told him some interesting things about his parents.

Shen Yi laughed, and replied: "That's great, your parents are as cute as you and treat you very well." Cheng Siyu replied: "Your parents should be very good to you too, such an excellent son, if My parents must be very happy to have a son like you."

However, Shen Yi wrote lightly: "In the eyes of my parents, I am more like a finished product than a son." Cheng Siyu didn't understand what Shen Yi's words meant, so Shen Yi talked about everything he had with his parents in that nonchalant tone. There was no anger in Cheng Siyu's imagination about the matter, but it made Cheng Siyu feel even more distressed.

Cheng Siyu couldn't believe it. He was spoiled by his parents since he was a child, and his elder brother took care of him even more. He didn't understand how parents would treat their children like that. He remembered his mother said something, think clearly before having children, children are not only for birth, but also for children. You need to raise and love, and if you are not prepared to be responsible, don't give birth.

He didn't know how Shen Yi, who still cared about family affection when he was a child, felt when he saw other children acting like a spoiled child to his parents, how he felt when he was treated indifferently by his own parents, whether it was sadness or envy, the most difficult thing was that little change in feelings. into a process of despair.

Cheng Siyu and Shen Yi have lived together for so long, and he has never met Shen Yi's parents. He only remembers the elegant woman he met at the parents' meeting before, but he never knew that the relationship between Shen Yi and his parents was so bad. Cheng Siyu's mind twitched Said: "That my parents are very nice."

Shen Yi hummed, not knowing what it meant.

Cheng Siyu said it was all right, quickly changed the subject, and couldn't help coaxing Shen Yi a few words. After hanging up the phone, Cheng Siyu wiped away the tears that shed when she heard Shen Yi's words just now. No wonder Shen Yi didn't understand feelings at all. Parents There is no love between them, and he treats him so indifferently, how can he learn to be nice to others.

The author has something to say: I am sorry for writing this late. I also thought about it for a long time when I wrote this chapter. I don’t know how to express some words. The matter between Shen Yi and his parents will be discussed later in the article.

Well, Happy Valentine's Day everyone.

I'm going to celebrate the festival too, but this chapter has distributed a piece of hidden candy, I don't know if you have noticed it~~