My low EQ

Recently, the research institute has been very busy, and cancer research has reached a new stage. Shen Yi's research team investigated the whole genome sequencing data of nearly 500 patients' tumors and normal tissues, trying to find out what is the cause of medulloblastoma. Genetic abnormalities in cell tumors.

Many people who were originally assigned to Shen Yi's group had collapsed for a long time. Everyone knew that Shen Yi was famously dedicated to his work, and even wished to dedicate all his time to scientific research. It was impossible to leave work at normal time.

But they found that Deputy Researcher Shen got off work more punctually than anyone else recently, and he was determined not to stay in the research room for a second longer. Several people in the research team looked at each other and smiled. This is a situation.

In fact, they only think of one of the reasons, and the other reason is actually pandas.

Some time ago, because a project was completed, there was only some finishing work left, so Shen Yi had more time. Recently, they had a new research direction, so they naturally became busy. It was past nine o'clock when they returned home on the first day.

As soon as Shen Yi opened the door, he was taken aback by the panda lying at the door waiting for him to come back. When the panda saw him, he howled desperately. The sound was pitiful. Shen Yi quickly hugged the panda. He didn't know what happened.

Holding the panda in one hand, he hurriedly called Bai An. Hearing the situation, Bai An said helplessly: "After all, the panda is lively and needs company. It is too clingy to you, and it will feel lonely if you leave it for too long. Very insecure. Usually it should be fine, maybe you came back too late today, it is too nervous, you just spend more time with it and make it feel safe. I will teach you some daily training for it in the past few days Independence approach, making it less scary when it’s at home by itself.”

After hearing this, Shen Yi thought of Cheng Siyu inappropriately. Could it be that Cheng Siyu was in this mood when he was waiting for him at home, especially those few text messages before Cheng Siyu's birthday.

During that time, the project research reached the most tense moment. The people in the research team were so tired that they slept in the laboratory. Everyone breathed a sigh of relief when it was found out that genes can change the results of cancer. The feeling of being stuck in the same room every day with high nervous tension made them very uncomfortable. His mind was completely empty when he relaxed. , I just want to follow my heart back to his most comfortable place, he and Cheng Siyu's home, he rarely used his mobile phone, and he didn't go back to the dormitory to get it again.

Later, when he saw the text messages Cheng Siyu sent him, his heart was astringent, and it was even more difficult to imagine what kind of mood Cheng Siyu sent those text messages, so he, who had never cared about these, had no choice but to end it like this.

Bai An was a little nervous when he didn't hear Shen Yi's answer, so he paused and continued: "Hey, Shen Yi, are you still listening?"

Shen Yi hummed, and sat on the sofa and stroked the panda. The panda stopped barking, and was still thinking about licking and playing with him. He turned over again and exposed his stomach to be touched, as if it wasn't the one who howled hoarsely just now.

After thinking about it, Bai An asked that sentence, "Do you not want to keep it anymore?" He didn't know whether Shen Yi's disease could accept this kind of animal that needs to devote all his energy and love to him. Shen Yi also mentioned this a little bit when he was raising him. Maybe Shen Yi didn't think so much, so he agreed directly. What if this company is more than he thought.

Shen Yi didn't seem to expect him to ask this question: "What?", Bai An could only say: "I saw that you didn't speak just now, I thought you didn't want to raise it anymore."

Shen Yi lightly passed over two words: "No." Bai An didn't know why, this was more reliable than any long-winded guarantee, "That's good."

Shen Yi hung up the phone, went to feed the panda some milk, and played with it for a while, until the little guy refused to play, and lay lazily on Shen Yi's body, Shen Yi and the panda looked at each other seriously, Kissing its little head, holding its little paws seriously, promised it: "I will be with you."

The panda yelled twice as if it understood, and then bit Shen Yi's hand. His mind was full of Cheng Siyu.

In Shen Yi's impression, Cheng Siyu was like this. When we were at the same table with him, the two of them were not familiar at all. Cheng Siyu would forcefully chat with him. If he didn't respond, Cheng Siyu could chat with him for a day. Later, the relationship between the two It got better, and Cheng Siyu's clinginess was even "increased".

There was even a [-]th holiday and the two of them didn't meet each other. Cheng Siyu called him every day without saying anything else, but told him every day that he missed him so much. Shen Yi didn't understand why he missed him.

Not long after they got together, he was very busy at the time, and he returned to the dormitory in the research room after ten o'clock in the evening. He washed up and was about to go to bed when the phone rang. about to sleep.

Cheng Siyu said cautiously: "Then don't hang up the phone, okay? I won't talk, and I will stay with you like this." Shen Yi remembered that he asked at that time: "What's so nice about the sound of breathing?" Cheng Siyu didn't answer, just talked to He said, "Go to sleep."

Shen Yi still remembered the duration of that phone call, which was five hours and two minutes.

Shen Yi finally discovered that not everyone is like him. They live alone in this world without socializing with anyone. They have the unconditional love and protection from their parents, and the trust and playfulness of their friends. , Accompanied and guarded by a lover, they are not an isolated island, accompanied by loneliness.

It's not like he has no emotions, no emotions, they will cry, laugh, be unhappy and miss, knowing that loving someone is such a beautiful and sad thing.

He really wanted to tell Cheng Siyu that it took him six years to crack open the thick shell he had built since birth, and gently pulled him out of the endless darkness and desolation, so he will take the initiative to go out for the rest of his life , face his own heart, give his heart to the person he loves the most, and then walk down together holding hands.

After coaxing the panda to sleep and putting it on his own bed, the panda seemed to feel the smell of Shen Yi in the bed, and fell asleep peacefully.

Shen Yi glanced at the time and it was already 10:30, he didn't call immediately, but first sent a WeChat message to Shen Yi, asking if he was asleep, Cheng Siyu immediately replied: Not yet.

Shen Yi smiled, and called Cheng Siyu. Cheng Siyu seemed to be in a good mood, and said with a smile, "I got off work very late today." Unexpectedly, it collided with Shen Yi's clear "I miss you."

Cheng Siyu didn't know if he heard it clearly, but he smiled and asked happily, "Guess what I'm doing."

Shen Yi thought hard, "Are you chatting with Qiao Shen?"

"No, isn't it our high school reunion tomorrow? I picked out several sets of clothes and don't know what to wear." Cheng Siyu looked at the messy closet in front of him.

"Is there a class reunion tomorrow?" Shen Yi didn't know that there was still this matter, Cheng Siyu said aloud, and suddenly remembered, "Did I forget to tell you, the monitor can't find your contact information, please tell me You." Shen Yi hummed, "Then I will pick you up tomorrow."

"Then what do you think I'm wearing?" Cheng Siyu lay on the bed and looked at her dangling feet, but Shen Yi questioned: "It's hard for me to choose, they all look good, and you are the most beautiful in my eyes." Special.", so special that in his eyes he can only pretend to be him, and can't see others.

"What's so special, so ugly." Cheng Siyu pretended to be angry, Shen Yi chuckled, and praised him: "It's so beautiful, no one can compare to it, every cell is beautiful."

"What the hell, this is the first time I've heard such a compliment." Cheng Siyu covered his eyes, unable to believe that he couldn't even close his mouth when he laughed at such a bad compliment.

"It's only your compliment." Shen Yi thought Cheng Siyu was good-looking from the bottom of his heart, and no one was prettier than Cheng Siyu.

That night, Cheng Siyu hung up after chatting with Shen Yi for a while. It was the first time he praised him for being so sweet, and he agreed that he would not flirt. It was too foul.

The author has something to say: I watched the addition of favorites and comments little by little. I am very happy to see that everyone has read this article. It is a kind of fate for us.

I am really happy to see that everyone is so serious about feeling the meaning I want to convey. Seeing that everyone is seriously discussing the plot of the story under the comments, I can’t wait to read those comments □□ ten times, it’s so touching Really.

So what you are asking is not the main perspective, why is it all from the perspective of receiving.Let me explain here, it’s my problem. I set the main attack at the time, just because I said this article showed the attack to change more, not from someone’s perspective.I didn’t realize it was a matter of perspective when everyone raised it. In the early stage, it was all from the perspective of shou. After all, the changes in the game and some stories were explained from the perspective of shou, so everyone misunderstood and asked. Several times, so really sorry, was my problem.