sweet heroine

Nakahara Nakaya rode a motorcycle and led me to the place where Dazai might be at the fastest speed. My heart was beating thumpingly all the time. There was an instant humming in his ears, and his thoughts involuntarily went from chaos to nothingness.

I grabbed Nakahara Chuya's clothes, and all I saw were dozens of stories of high-rise buildings in Yokohama. I was obviously scared when I sat for the first time, but looking at it now... I'm still scared!

After closing his eyes, because he was sitting far away from Zhongya, his tense hands and feet were cold. Believe him, he is a man who can control gravity.

I will definitely not let me fall, and my current identity is still his boss's wife...

I still have a hundred ghost orders if I fall, don't be afraid.

Zhong Yuan also noticed my nervousness during the process, and suddenly asked in front of me, "Hey, don't worry."

"That guy, although he has been saying that he doesn't want to live anymore, but that was all before he met you."

"What?" Because the wind was too loud, I didn't hear his words clearly at first, and it wasn't until a moment later that I reacted a little slowly, and suddenly thought of another Dazai from the Armed Detective Agency, and my heart was even heavier at that time , "But Dazai in another world would occasionally say that he was going to commit suicide."

Thinking of the suicide note in my hand just now, I felt like I was about to cry, "Mr. Zhongyuan, why do you think he always wants to commit suicide!?"

"Are you smart enough to think that there is no point in living in this world?" I opened my mouth and felt that my throat was dry, and I grasped Chuya Nakahara's clothes in panic and helplessness, "Why?"

"Ah, don't ask me!" Zhongya Nakahara answered me bluntly, "How could I know what that guy was thinking? I never thought this world was so boring."

I was stunned for a moment, and then I compared it with Osamu Dazai, and I was so angry that I wanted to cry and laugh at the same time, "Yes, Dazai told me that he is not even a human being on a certain level, but Mr. Nakahara loves life very much. .” She is also willing to be a social animal.

A good tool man can live a life with more pursuits than him!

Can't help but praise Zhong Yuan Zhong Ye, "Even with such a powerful ability, I am willing to generate electricity for love with a meager salary!"

He couldn't stand it at that time, "Don't say such things."

Immediately, the voice sank, and the young man on the motorcycle asked me uncertainly, "Hey, in which world am I really so miserable?"

The misery of that world was still slapping him mercilessly, I nodded, yes, thinking about it this way, maybe there is still a lot of money from his mouth, and Dazai Osamu is still good to him, I immediately salute Dazai, "Think about it carefully, Dazai will at least give you back the money, if something happens to him."

You are afraid that you will lose your job soon!

I grabbed his clothes and threatened him, "You might lose your job! You're going to lose your job! Chuya."

"Hey! Don't talk nonsense." Zhong Yuanzhong couldn't stand it anymore, "Besides, if this is the case, shouldn't I be promoted?"

"Have you thought about usurping the throne?" I suddenly brought in Duanmuyou who accidentally became a widow, and my mentality collapsed immediately, "How dare you say such things to the widow."

"Don't use nouns for yourself!"

I grabbed his clothes and pulled them back and forth, rua to rua, almost crumpling his clothes, "No, Dazai can't."

Zhong Yuanzhong also felt that he was going to collapse, "I know, if this is the case, you can talk to Dazai yourself!"

I groaned and closed my mouth. After a long time, the orange-haired young man riding a motorcycle in front slowed down a little, and asked me suddenly, "In that world, do you even know what Huang Ba vomited?"

"Any questions?"

He seemed hesitant to say something, "No... don't you have any ideas?"

"Do you have any ideas?" I'm so anxious, I don't have any ideas now, I just want to go to Dazai Osamu's side.

Nakahara was silent for a while, and finally said to me, "That man is just too smart, so sometimes I hate his behavior. If a person sees the world too thoroughly, it is natural to hate the world Well, there is no fun and joy after all."

"And, that guy looked like that when he first saw him."

"It's a guy who is afraid of humans and wants to contact and observe humans, but it doesn't matter, so you who can be with him are more remarkable."

I was completely stunned after listening to it. I felt my palms sweat a little. I looked suspiciously at Yokohama surrounded by high-rise buildings. In the distance was Yokohama’s harbor. At this moment, Yokohama under the setting sun seemed to be lifted up by light. The afterglow of the setting sun.

Sitting on a motorcycle flying in mid-air, I felt for the first time what the Japanese call a magic moment.

In front of him is still the Central Plains.

But behind him, it seems to have become an abyss.

"What is the motivation for that guy to live?" Zhongyuan Zhong also came to a conclusion, and the young man on the motorcycle gritted his teeth and said, "No one knows."

"What about Mr. Nakahara?" You are not human yet.

I grabbed his clothes and asked him, "What is your motivation to live?"

He didn't seem to expect me to ask such a question at all, and he said to me after a long silence, "I don't know..."

The man's voice was still as low as ever, and it came into my ears from the front, which made me stunned for an instant, "It's just that I live like a wild dog, that's all."

Hearing his words, I froze in the car for a moment, unable to answer for a long time.

Just as we rushed to the bottom of the roof at the fastest speed and were about to ride the motorcycle upstairs, something suddenly fell from the sky and hit us directly.

With a loud bang, something seemed to shatter in front of my eyes suddenly, and it hit me directly in front of me with splashes of blood.

That figure, a familiar figure.

It was as if a ghost falling from the dusk covered my eyes in an instant, and my eyes were suddenly pitch black. I turned around after losing the light and shadow for a while, and Zhong Yuanzhong, who was riding on the motorcycle, stopped involuntarily, "Hey ,this……"

I staggered down from his car, feeling my hands and feet were icy cold, and my eyes fell on the person lying on the ground not far away, my breathing seemed to stagnate in an instant, and the surrounding space was only I can hear my own heartbeat, beating my heart with the pounding sound.

My legs and feet became soft, and the feet on the ground felt like I was stepping on cotton. I stumbled and walked in front of that figure.

The handsome face on the opposite side was already covered with blood stains, and the blood splattered on the ground in a meandering way, and the blood was getting more and more full, as if it could not be restrained, it stained his white shirt red.

His iris-colored eyes were full of emptiness, and in those familiar eyes, I only saw the reflection of me walking tremblingly, alone, full of helplessness, bewilderment, and fear.

In his eyes, it seemed that even my posture began to distort, and my tears could not be suppressed almost instantly. When I saw him lying on the ground, I couldn't control my tears at all.

Something rolled down my cheeks, my eyes were sore, and I could hardly see his appearance clearly in the tears.

When I finally came to him, I knelt down and reached out tremblingly to touch his familiar cheek. Tears rolled down like rain again. I could hardly restrain myself from twitching. It was blank, only Osamu Dazai made me feel as if I was split in two, and my heart ached so much that I almost wanted to die immediately.

Kneeling in front of Osamu Dazai, I stretched out my hand, raised his head and felt for his pulse. After a short touch, Osamu Dazai still had a faint breath.

"Why..." I supported his head on my lap, and asked with desolation in my heart, "Dazai."

He didn't respond, I put my hand on top of his head, the fingertips are still fluffy like seaweed, which is my favorite look.

On that handsome fair face, the eyes are still looking at the unknown distance at this moment, my healing ability is turning a yellowish light in my hand, but it has almost no effect on him.

Soon, I could feel his breathing stop for an instant.

His heart seemed to stagnate in an instant as his breathing stopped.

My tears fell on his face little by little, and slid down his blood-stained face. Looking at the man who was sleeping on my pillow, I cried and put my hand on the top of his head. I couldn't help crying, and Zhong Yuanzhong behind me seemed to want to say something, but I ignored him and read a resurrection directly after his death.

Accompanied by the familiar yellow light, this blood-stained man who looked like a rag doll appeared in front of me again.

He stared blankly at me, and the man standing opposite me showed a familiar smile, "Xiaoyou."

Before I could speak, I just opened my mouth, and tears flowed down again.

He also looked very helpless in an instant. A young man in a black suit and a bandage came up to me. He held my face in his hands. His warm palm was like a warm current, making my stiff limbs feel like Like slowly warming up.

Osamu Dazai knelt in front of me, his iris-colored eyes fell quietly on my body, he bent down and said to me, "Xiao Yu, are you here?"

Seeing his face, I felt hatred for the first time, even if I love him so much, as soon as I see him now, I feel like I'm back to where he was lying on the ground just now When I was there, my fingertips were still stained with the other party's blood, and the rusty smell hit me.

I raised my head full of hatred, and with the last of my strength, I slapped him across the face.

After a crisp bang, Osamu Dazai, who was touching my face, was stunned by my slap, and then he smiled, "Sorry, Yuu."

"Why, do you want to do such a thing!?" I felt as if my throat had been cut by a knife, and my voice was broken when I opened my mouth. The face of the man in front of me was so familiar to me, seeing him still alive It's really great to go down, but I can't help thinking that if I come a little later, he will really leave this world forever.

"Why? Dazai." I couldn't hold back my tears all of a sudden, seeing the man in front of me crying so hard that his breathing was starting to become difficult, but I still hoped that he would give me an answer.

I was in so much pain, as if I was about to die in pain, my nasal cavity was sore, and endless fear and fear spread in my heart.

As long as I think about how this man almost left like this just now, I can't even imagine that he is actually just the Dazai of this world, but no matter what world it is, he is a Dazai.

Just seeing him lying there makes me so sad that I can't breathe.

My head also started to hurt in an instant, I stretched out my hand and patted his palm caressing his cheek, at this moment I seemed to be torn in two, "Why?"

"Because, I hope Xiaoyou can be happy."

He said so softly all of a sudden, I couldn't see his expression clearly when my eyes were blurred with tears, but the calmness and determination in his tone made me want to die of pain.

"Why do I feel like I would be happy without myself?"

Just like breaking up with me when he cared about himself back then, this man is always like this, he always thinks he is good to others, but he never cares about his own life.

Obviously, as long as he can live with me, it will be happiness for me.

I looked up, and couldn't help lowering my head to look away, watching the tears dripping on the back of my hand, "I've been trying to understand you, Dazai."

"But it's so tiring. If you do this every time, it's really tiring."

Thinking of this man's actions, I licked my lips angrily, and couldn't help but bite my lower lip, trying not to cry again, but my voice was full of tremors.

"You never thought that you want to be with me all the time, Dazai, why do you make decisions that you think are good for others?"

I raised my head and cried and accused him, "What are you afraid of?"

With a splitting headache, I said to him angrily, "Don't I love you enough? Why do you want to do this!?"

He seemed a little overwhelmed, I felt he hesitated and stretched out his hand to hug me tightly, the familiar smell of the man made me cry again in an instant, Osamu Dazai hugged me and whispered in my ear, "Because, just because That’s who I am, that’s why I’m afraid.”

"Is Xiaoyou and I really happy together?"

"And does Xiaoyou really want to understand me?" He whispered next to my ear, "If you don't know, isn't it better to have happy memories?"

"I'm sorry." His hand holding me tightened instantly, "It turns out that no matter which Xiaoyou it is, he is so afraid of my leaving."

"Isn't this nonsense?" I was so angry that I stretched out my hand and beat his back, and couldn't help but buried his shoulders as I hammered back, tears almost completely wet his shoulders, "This world, if there is no Dazai , it doesn't make sense to me at all!"

"Me too."

He said the same words as Osamu Dazai in that world, and with tears in his eyes, I heard him softly whispering in my ear, "In this world, if there is no Xiaoyu, I will live like a wild dog. "

"To live and to die is meaningless."

"Besides, I'm obviously not your Dazai, so it doesn't matter if I die?"

"How can it be irrelevant!?" I almost collapsed, "No matter which Dazai it is, I can't accept your death!"

The same is true for Yuu in this world!

How could it be possible to accept the death of Osamu Dazai!Either way, it's Dazai.

It's Osamu Dazai who I once loved deeply, even if he is not a cookie, I still love him very much.

"Can't you live?" I buried myself in his shoulder, trembling and begging, "Or, I swear, I will never resurrect you next time, and I will break up with Osamu Dazai over there after I go back. And tell Xiaoyou over here to let her take your money to remarry Mr. Zhongyuan."

He hummed in a low voice at the end, and under the great grief, I felt the darkness in front of my eyes.

When I turned around again, I was only facing a white ceiling, and a black furry head approached. He blinked those beautiful iris eyes, and then stuck in front of me, With a soft voice, he asked concerned, "Xiaoyou, are you okay?"

"Dazai...?"

Before I turned around, I felt my hands and feet were still weak. The curly-haired young man in a beige windbreaker showed me a refreshing smile, full of pure joy, "You're awake, Xiaoyou."

"Dazai?" I realized that I seemed to be lying on the bed. He was sitting beside my bed, and Dr. Xie Ye seemed to be standing next to him. When he saw me recovering, he had a concerned look on his face. Become a little distant again.

I turned my head blankly to look at the familiar yet unfamiliar man in front of me.

He leaned over again, his pretty face almost seemed to be glowing, "Are you okay, Xiaoyou."

I was still immersed in the situation where he just jumped off the building and was dragged back by me. I simply didn't know what to say to him. I looked at him stupidly for a long time, and Osamu Dazai asked me very concerned, "What's wrong?"

Looking at this familiar man in front of me, I was so angry that tears fell down my face at that time. When he saw me crying, he was stunned for a moment, and then he came up again, "What's wrong? Xiaoyou."

"Dazai..." I couldn't help looking at him, "I saw you dead."

He widened his eyes slightly, then stretched out his hand, cupping my face like the leader Osamu Dazai, rubbed the corner of my eye with his fingertips, "Did you see that I died? Yuu."

"Yeah." I explained to him indiscriminately, "I saw you in that world jumping off a building and committing suicide. Just after you died in front of me, I revived you."

Before I could speak, he came up to me and booed me, then he held my face and kissed it lightly, just right on the corner of my mouth.

I was taken aback by his kiss, and the young man held my face again and pecked it carefully, but the cold lips gave me a warm feeling, and the man in the beige windbreaker moved a little bit, as if to comfort me. Help the same emotions.

"Don't cry." He smiled and looked at me with an extra gentle expression, "I'm still here."

"Xiaoyou."

After he finished speaking, I couldn't take it anymore, I threw myself into his arms, grabbed his clothes and hid in his arms sobbing, Dazai Osamu's arms were still as warm as before, a little thin The young man reached out and hugged me tightly, as if holding his own treasure.

I also held on to his clothes tightly, the panic in my heart still couldn't dissipate, and I buried him in his arms, crying softly while secretly rubbing against him.

"Dazai, don't do such a thing again."

"Don't commit suicide, okay?"

I used to think that suicide didn't matter, it was a personal hobby, and he wouldn't really die, it was just a joke.But after going through that incident, I almost felt like I couldn't breathe when I thought of Dazai disappearing from my world suddenly.As soon as he closed his eyes, his eyes were filled with the scene of Osamu Dazai lying in blood.

I buried myself in his arms and said softly to him while weeping, "Please, I don't want you to die."

"Xiaoyou..." He seemed to reach out and touch my hair. I grabbed his clothes and tears of sadness filled my eyes again and buried them in his arms. I cried intermittently, "Don't leave me ,I really like you."

"Don't hurt yourself, okay, you're hurting me too, it hurts so much, seeing Dazai dead."

"Really." I burrowed into his arms while sobbing, feeling that only in this way can I feel safe, can give me a little sense of security.

I was so afraid, I was afraid that when I opened my eyes again, I could only see him lying in the blood, I was afraid that I would not be in time or even not know where to find him.

I'm afraid he just disappeared into my world again.

He seemed to kiss my hair, and hugged me tightly in his arms, "I'm sorry, Xiaoyou."

"Makes you so sad and sad."

"I won't do it next time." I moaned and rubbed against his arms, his chest trembled when he smiled, and then he kissed the top of my head, and patted my back comfortingly while kissing. Back, "I will definitely not leave you."

"Because..." he said to me again in a gentle voice, "Xiaoyou likes me so much."

"I'm so happy."

He kissed the top of my head, and even that nice and magnetic voice was tinged with a smile, "I'm really happy."

"I know Xiaoyou loves me, so do I."

Osamu Dazai hugged me tightly while kissing me, "I like Yuu the most."

Moaning, I burrowed into his arms, pulling his clothes while groaning, and Osamu Dazai told me again, "Don't cry."

"Next time if you dare to commit suicide, I will really take your money to marry Zhongye."

I felt that Osamu Dazai's hand touching my hair became stiff, "Xiao Yu, what did you say?"

"That world is." I thought of Nakahara Chuya, and said to him very simply, "When Yuu and Osamu Dazai quarreled over there, they would say, you die, I will turn around and marry Chuya in the future. "

"China won't agree..."

"How do you know." I burrowed into his arms again, and picked a comfortable position to lean against. Osamu Dazai licked me and said, "Well, I know."

"Because I won't let Chuya agree."

He was very shameless and leaned down to my ear and said, "Kiss, Xiaoyou."

"No." I'm still angry. Although it's another Dazai Osamu's problem, I decided to put it on this guy's head for the time being.

"Dear."

No way!No!

at the same time

Osamu Dazai looked at Duanmuyou who raised his head from his arms, and looked at him with a confused expression, still with that delicate and tender face, "Dazai, what's wrong?"

He calmly glanced at Chuya Nakahara standing in the distance who was equally shocked, smiled and shook his head, "It's nothing."

"Speaking of which, Xiaoyou, do you like me?"

Duanmuyou looked dazed for a moment, then said shyly, "Well, I like it very much."

"Well." He stretched out his hand and stroked the other person's hair, "Then why does Xiaoyou want to go on a trip to Russia?"

He heard the other party's answer as a matter of course, "Because Dazai looks very tired, I want to go on a trip with Dazai, so I want to take Dazai to Russia rua brown bear!"

Hearing the other party's answer, Osamu Dazai smiled and cupped the other party's face, then kissed it.

"Well?"

After a long kiss, Dazai said to Duanmuyou, "I'm sorry, Xiaoyou."

Duanmuyou tilted his head in doubt, only saw Osamu Dazai smiling and continued to add, "If Xiaoyou wants to travel, we can go together. By the way, I just happened to know a good world."

Duanmu You, who was hugged in his arms, raised his head, just in time to see Dazai Osamu's smiling expression, "What world?"

"It's the world recommended by Xiaoyou's boss. It's called A30. Do you want to experience it?"

"Hey, yes." After she readily agreed, she then asked with some hesitation, "But Dazai, why did you suddenly...?"

The smile on Dazai Zhi's lips deepened, and then he hugged Duanmu You to coax him, "Xiao You, let's go back quickly, okay?"

Seeing the other party's puzzled expression, Osamu Dazai sighed, "I haven't hugged Yuu for a long time, I miss Yuu so much."

Duanmuyou:? ? ?

The voice of the black curly-haired leader unconsciously revealed grievances, "Xiaoyou, let's go back and try it, it's the one you liked last time."

"what?"

The leader's little wife was confused for a moment, and then suddenly realized, "What else does Dazai want to do?"

She looked away shyly, "No, it's so annoying."

"And it's still there."

"Well, Chuya, I use the leader's order to tell you not to hear or see anything now."

"Huh?" Zhongyuan Zhong was also furious, "You two are the ones, don't talk such rubbish in public!"

Be human!Is the leader's order for you to do such a thing?And he just watched it for a long time!

"And..." Osamu Dazai leaned close to Duanmuyou's face and kissed him, and said in a low voice, "I still have something to say to Xiaoyou when I get back."

"Can't you tell now?"

Osamu Dazai's smile froze, "Let's talk about it at that time..."