After the protagonist hates me because of love, I wear it back

Zuo Sihuai sat at the table with red eyes.

Today is his birthday, and he doesn't think much about it.He neither expects this home and the people living in it to celebrate his birthday, nor does he expect to get any birthday presents.

The Zuo family is a wealthy family, and they can be called the top group in S city, but the glory of the Zuo family has nothing to do with Zuo Sihuai.

He's just an illegitimate child.

Interestingly, he is one year older than the legitimate child of the Zuo family, and even has the same birthday.

This is not complicated. His father, Zuo Qinghao, the current head of the Zuo family, and his wife He Zhen are in poor health. They have been married for many years and have no children.The two had no choice but to find someone to be a surrogate secretly - Zuo Qinghao's sperm was used, and He Zhen's body couldn't bear the egg retrieval - they wanted to help him change the information after the child was born, but they didn't know that only two were born. After many months, before he could change it, He Zhen became pregnant.

In this way, no one wanted to help Zuo Sihuai change the information. Later, He Zhen successfully gave birth to a boy, who even had the same birthday as Zuo Sihuai in different years.This boy was called Zuo Ruihong, and he became the treasure of the Zuo family, while Zuo Sihuai was treated as an outdated tool.

Maybe sometimes when I think about it, I feel that it was unnecessary to find a surrogate at that time, but I don't take it too seriously, and even leave Zuo Sihuai behind.

The Zuo family did not lack a bite to eat, and Zuo Sihuai grew up slowly.

Such an environment is suffocating and unimaginable for a child.Because of the huge mansion, no one has shown warmth and kindness to him. He was brought to the world without any foothold.

Maybe the world is suffering, and the eyes are full of wind and rain, but there is always a world where there is no wind or rain, and this is home.

But Zuo Sihuai didn't.To him, the whole world is absurd and terrifying.

But no matter how bad the environment is, people will always grow up. In the panic and sorrow before going to bed every night, he grew up to 16 years old.

Today's his birthday is also Zuo Ruihong's birthday, and the Zuo family held a grand birthday party for him.

Zuo Sihuai knew about this a long time ago, because the Zuo family started preparations seven or eight days ago.Maybe a few years ago, Zuo Sihuai would still be hiding in the corner of the party, looking longingly at that younger brother who was a year younger than himself but loved all the time, but the Zuo Sihuai in these few years is no longer there.

Maybe all the indifference is behind the numbness after pain desensitization.

But this year Zuo Sihuai has more work to do than the child who stubbornly told himself "I don't care" in previous years. He wants to give himself the first gift in life.

——Confess to the girl you like.

The girl was in his class, and because she was pretty, she was their class flower and school flower.Of course, the school in reality is not as boring as it is depicted in the idol drama, and there is a school flower list specially arranged to clearly define who is the school belle. This girl's "school belle" is just everyone's default.

They really couldn't find a better looking girl in school.

The girl's name is Mu Xinian, she is not only good-looking, but also has a good personality.Zuo Sihuai has a cowardly and dull personality, and he doesn't know who spread the news that he is an illegitimate child. Being out of gregarious, he was immediately pushed to the edge of campus violence.

School is like this, if you get along with most people, don't say you are an illegitimate child, even homosexuals are tolerated by everyone.But if you don't fit in with others and make the leading students in the school dislike you, then the illegitimate child is almost a target for their brazen violence.

When Zuo Sihuai was at school, no one wanted to talk to him, some would even exaggerately hold their breath when passing by him, or run away with a strange cry, and the rest would look at him and laugh, Talk about him together.

In class, he will also be deliberately pushed out for fun, such as deliberately mentioning him to the teacher in class, and then pointing at him who is stupefied and laughing at him, which will then cause the whole class to roar with laughter.The teacher didn't know the truth, and maybe he didn't care, so he laughed too. The person who caused the topic looked at the enthusiastic audience and felt a sense of accomplishment.

These may still belong to the scope of cold violence, but the ostracism between boys will not simply stay at this level. Several times after school, I was delayed for some time, and I was placed on the order. By chance, those people saw them and came up to tease him.Then maybe they were irritated by Zuo Sihuai's dull appearance, or maybe they wanted to take the opportunity to vent their negative emotions. They would soon have conflicts, and a group of people would beat him up.

Entering Zuo's house through the small door with injuries all over his body, no one would care about him.At most, he asked the servant for wound medicine, and the servant gave him a blank stare, and threw the medicine over to him angrily.

This is Zuo Sihuai's life.

Mu Xinian was the first person to express kindness to Zuo Sihuai.

That day after school, Zuo Sihuai was surrounded by boys in the class and beat him up in the corridor. Mu Xinian just forgot to bring something back to the classroom, passed the corridor, and stopped these people.

That time Zuo Sihuai's hand was beaten out of joint, and Mu Xinian took him to the hospital and paid for his medical expenses in advance.

In the past, the world in Zuo Sihuai's eyes was blurry and grotesque, everyone had a hideous face, but when he looked closely, he couldn't see anything, but that day, he remembered a person named Mu Xinian.

He had a crush on this girl for half a year, and when it was his birthday today, he decided to confess to her.

He didn't expect them to be together, he just hoped that this girl could understand his intentions.

But he didn't expect that after Mu Xinian confessed his love to him, there would be unconcealable disgust in his eyes.

This is not an illogical face-slapping story. In fact, it is easy to understand. A girl like her may be able to show kindness to sloppy beggars, so as to achieve the purpose of self-moving and self-appreciation, and may also stabilize her personality externally. .Perhaps even Mu Xinian didn't think about the purpose of this, but she did it subconsciously, which is also a kind act.

But if you want to say that the beggar fell in love with her and confessed to her because of this, it is indeed a bit disgusting.

This person who has always been submissive and looked down upon by everyone actually confessed his love to her, and maybe he also has the intention of pursuing her. Her first reaction was uncontrollable nausea.

She prevaricates a few words in a hurry and then leaves. After returning, she intentionally or unintentionally mentions a few words to her suitors, and these high school students who regard violence as cool come to trouble Zuo Sihuai.

Smart girls know how to keep haters away without destroying their personality.

This time it's not over yet, so they only dared to drag Zuo Sihuai to the corner of the school during the break.

"You don't even look at your appearance and dare to cherish the year, the illegitimate child is quite courageous!"

"Xi Nian was frightened by you. She said that you are disgusting. Anyone who is liked by someone like you will feel disgusted?"

"Warning you to stay away from her!"

……

Class was about to start, but these people didn't dare to do anything, they just let him go after a hasty warning.

The childish plots and ridiculous warnings seem to have been moved from idol dramas, but they happened to Zuo Sihuai in such a real way.This is not the story of Cinderella and the prince on campus, and there is no future to look forward to. It is just an illegitimate child who has been despised by everyone and lost his last color.

Zuo Sihuai returned to his room - the farthest corner of Zuo's mansion, even without windows, because it used to be just a utility room.

Too many disappointments and hurts made Zuo Sihuai think that his tears had been shed long ago, but now his eyes were red with disappointment.

Tears could not be restrained from falling from the sockets of the eyes and hit the table.

"Well, is anyone crying?"

He suddenly heard a voice coming from behind him.

He froze for a moment, turned his head abruptly, but saw nothing.

Immediately, the hairs all over his body stood up.

Because that voice was too clear, it could never have come from somewhere else.

Right here in this room!

"Don't be so nervous, I'm not a ghost."

The voice came again, with a slight smile.

The air about one meter in front of Zuo Sihuai was cut off, and a golden crack about two meters long appeared in the air.

Zuo Sihuai felt that all this was absurdly like a dream.

But everyone knows that maybe you can't find that you are dreaming in a dream, but you can't lie to yourself that you are dreaming in reality.

The crack slowly expanded, turning into a pale golden phantom.

A foot came out of it.

Zuo Sihuai saw the black and shiny boots covering a pair of slender and powerful calves.

Soon the man walked out of the crack completely, Zuo Sihuai looked at the person who was less than one meter away from him, and fell into horror and stupefaction.

The man had long black hair, obviously all black hair, but his hair was as smooth and flowing as seaweed, and as mysterious and gorgeous as a crow's feather.

He is tall, about 185.Wearing a military uniform with black background and gold pattern, the close-fitting military uniform reveals his slender, thin and powerful body, and there is even a long black knife pinned to his waist.

Compared with controlling knives, what stands out about him is his indescribable appearance, which is as gorgeous as a god.

"You, who are you?" After a long daze, Zuo Sihuai managed to find some thoughts of his own, and asked stumblingly.

"This question is not very easy to answer. In short, it is not a ghost or a monster. How about asking another question?"

There was a smile in that man's sleeping phoenix eyes, and even his voice was as gorgeous as a cello, with a hint of laziness.

The author has something to say: I was going to write a lucky follow-up, but I got stuck for some reason. I wrote it for a long time yesterday and deleted it all.I tried hard today, but I still don’t feel good, so I just skipped otz, and I’ll add it later if I have ideas

This story was written from the very beginning (when Mingxiu still needed a strategy), the cold violence part of the campus violence that Sihuai experienced here is my personal experience otz, it is really exciting