After the protagonist hates me because of love, I wear it back

Xue Yao originally planned to condense this phantom, just look at him, talk to him, and then take it back.Grid Party%

But he raised his hand, but he couldn't put it down anyway.

It was so similar, I waved it to break it up, as if I was going to kill that person again.

He raised his hand and lowered it again and again, finally sighing.

Then indulge yourself again.

"Ah Yao, what's wrong with you?" Mirage asked suddenly.

Xue Yao didn't feel surprised, but the phantom was moved by his memory and thoughts.

"It's nothing, I just feel that I'm too greedy." Xue Yao said to Mirage, "Obviously I just want to see you again."

When Tiandao came back, he was taken aback by the very familiar phantom beside Xue Yao.

"Qinglian?!" He couldn't help shouting.

But the phantom didn't move at all, and Tiandao realized something was wrong.

"This is a phantom I condensed." Xue Yao said.

"You... oh." Tiandao opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn't say it.

Sometimes, he also felt that Xue Yao was too tormented.

But what can be done?

…………

Wherever Xue Yao went, this phantom followed.

Tiandao said that this phantom is transformed by Xue Yao's thoughts. After receiving Xue Yao's large and complicated thoughts, it will become like an artificial intelligence, constantly integrating and screening these information, so as to become Xue Yao's mind. What the heart most wants it to do.

"If you don't take it back, it will become more and more perfect, and eventually it will become no different from a real living person except that it has no self-awareness." Tiandao said.

"Wait a minute."

Xue Yao didn't know what was wrong with him, he was never an indecisive person, but this time...

Obviously it was just taking back the phantom, just like taking out the photo and putting it back, but he couldn't do it anyway.

Later, Xue Yao brought the phantom to the previous bedroom.

"Why did you bring me back here?" Phantom raised his head and asked Xue Yao beside him.

"Master, stay here for now, okay?" Xue Yao asked softly.

"Okay." Phantom nodded, went to the small table and poured a glass of wine, his eyes lit up after drinking, "I've never had such a delicious Qiantu wine!"

"As long as the master likes it." Xue Yao said.

It was brewed by Xue Yao.

When brewing wine, Xue Yao sometimes wondered how Master made such a simple thing so unpalatable.

But thinking about it, he felt very depressed again.

What's the use of his brewing, the drinker never comes back.

And those undrinkable wines are what he wants to drink most.

Even once.

……

After placing the phantom in that bedroom, Xue Yao seldom went back.

When Xue Yao was not in the bedroom, Phantom just stood there without any movement.

Xue Yao paid a surprise visit one night.

"Ah Yao, why are you here?" Mirage asked Xue Yao happily.

"Master, today is Chongming Day, a festival set up by the Four Realms to thank you." Xue Yao said to the phantom.

Chongming Day, more than 1000 years ago today, Ling Xiao and others tried to kill him. It was also the day that Fu Mingxiu resurrected the innocent dead and martyred him, making Xue Yao lose him forever.

For nearly a hundred years after that, the Four Realms kept their resentment towards Xue Yao in their hearts, and dared not speak out.But they are very grateful and respectful to Fu Mingxiu.

Even though Xue Yao later won the love and affection of all living beings in the four realms, their affection for Venerable Qinglian did not decrease, and under the leadership of Xue Yao himself, it became deeper and deeper.

Every year, Chongming Day is one of the most grand festivals.

"Master, look." Xue Yao stretched out his right hand with the palm facing up, and many golden light spots appeared from his palm.

There were more and more points of light, eventually filling the room.

"This is the wish power of all beings in the four worlds because of you."

Phantom stretched out his hand, held a spot of light, and said with a smile, "It's warm, and it's so beautiful."

Xue Yao looked at the phantom's side face ecstatically, and said, "Master, do you know that I don't really like Chong Tomorrow at all."

"Why?" Phantom blinked his eyes, expressing his confusion.

Xue Yao couldn't help laughing, the laughter was squeezed from his throat, hoarse and sad: "Master, why do I like this festival?"

How could he like such a festival?

How could he like Fu Mingxiu's death day.

Everyone can commemorate him openly and thank him, except Xue Yao.

Except for Xue Yao, the instigator and culprit.

"Then abolish it." Phantom said.

Anyway, Xue Yao of the Four Realms has the final say.

"That is the day they commemorate you, how can I abolish it..." Xue Yao drank the thousand tea wine he brewed glass by glass like drinking water.

Not only did he not abolish it, but he also built temples for Fu Ming everywhere in the four realms. He wanted all living beings in the four realms to remember Venerable Qinglian even if they no longer remembered the bastard Xue Yao.

Venerable Qinglian is the most beloved person in the Four Realms.

If it weren't for him, that villain named Xue Yao would not have become the current Yao Guang.

But even without Xue Yao, such an amazingly talented person, he would never do worse than he is now.

He just kept "life" to himself.

Even if he still hates himself.

Even if you want to die.

Xue Yao said he didn't like re-emphasizing tomorrow, but he didn't abolish it. This touched the blind spot of phantom processing.

Phantom could only blink, caressing the little apprentice's face: "Yaoyao, don't be sad."

Xue Yao looked at the phantom in front of him, and his eyes suddenly turned red.

"Master, in fact, I don't want to do this at all. I know that after death, there is still a soul left, and when the soul is gone, there is nothing left."

"But I don't believe that a person has left so many traces in the world, so real, so deep...how can there be nothing when the soul is gone?"

"When you just left, I was bewildered thinking about this question. Could it be that the soul can exist in another form after it is scattered? If I also make up the Dao, is there still that one-ten-millionth part of it?" Maybe, I can find you again?"

"I don't expect you to forgive me, as long as I know you are still alive and live happily... that is the greatest luxury I can hope for."

"Ah Yao, the soul is gone, but there is really nothing left." Phantom said, "Don't use eternal dissipation to exchange for an impossible possibility. People live in this world, and going through this experience is not suffering, It's about enjoying...everything the world can give you, whether it's pain or happiness, is something that people before life and after death can't have."

"Master... I know." Xue Yao's voice began to tremble, and he wiped his face and said, "I really want to do this, even if I can't meet you, at least I don't know anything, and I won't be in so much pain every day... ...Master, it really hurts too much."

"I wanted to make wine for you, but when I swallowed the finished wine, it seemed as if my body was cut open along the wine. When I breathed, the gas became a sharp knife. After it entered my lungs, it became a knife. The needles smashed my internal organs... For the first time, I am so glad that I am Yaoguang, Yaoguang does not need to breathe or eat. But it still hurts, I hold Zhuozhang, the pain is so... "

The pain was so great that he cut off his leg with a chopstick. He wanted to know how much pain Master had at that time... But he cut off his leg again and again, but he couldn't feel anything.

He didn't feel like a living person, but like a ghost, a ghost living under the scorching sun.

This world is as beautiful as sunlight, but in the eyes of this ghost, it is more terrifying than the karmic fire of hell... The karmic fire of hell is still tolerable, but every air in this world, every inch of time, is like a scorching sun Drives him out like a ghost, basically repels him.

But these he did not tell Phantom.

The phantom is obviously an object for him to confide in, just like a carved chapter.But he can say anything to Zhuozhang unscrupulously, he can use Zhuozhang to gouge himself bloody, but he dare not tell Phantom any of these points.

He was afraid that the phantom would be angry and sad, but when he came back to his senses, he realized that the phantom would not have any consciousness.

It's just a set program to comfort yourself.

"I spent a period of time in a daze, I didn't dare to think about anything, why you saved me, whether you hated me, how sorry I was to you, what I should do, I dare not think about anything about you anymore...but they will still appear in my mind in a messy, continuous, every moment."

"Later, Tiandao found me, and he told me the truth."

"I thought it was already painful enough, I thought I was not qualified enough to miss you...but..." He hoarse and did not continue.

People are really amazing.

When a person is already suffering so much that he can't continue, he may actually underestimate himself far.

Even if the suffering body has been crushed into a silk thread and bent into a dark moon, as long as there are still things to do that cannot die, this body will not be broken.

"Later, Tiandao asked me if I knew why he told me this. I didn't answer, but I actually knew."

"He wanted to tell me what Master expected of me. You left me your life—twice—and the Four Realms to me. What I can do is not useless regrets, but It’s about actually doing what you want me to do.”

"If there is really a place for you to exist in this world, then I can let you see me like this, see the four worlds like this... Even if it makes you happy a little bit, what I do is worth it."

"But Master... I have been waiting for you for 1 years. I thought I was crazy at that time, but now it's only been more than 600 years... I can't hold on any longer."

Phantom got up and hugged him.

"Don't be sad, I'm here."

Xue Yao hugged his waist helplessly, and couldn't hold back his tears any longer, until he broke down in sobs.

The words next to her ears are so familiar, her nose is still the breath of the snowy green lotus, her embrace is still warm but full of tolerance... everything is exactly the same.

It was as if Master had really come alive.

It was as if Master was really standing in front of him, hugging him, and comforting him.

But no.

All but the poor self-consolation of a poor wretch.

There was a big hole in my heart suddenly, as if it had been dug out by life, but I didn't feel any pain at all.

…………

In the middle of the night, Phantom lying on the bed suddenly opened his eyes.

There was a strange noise in his head.

"Thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, thump, it's time to wake up!" A very unfamiliar voice sounded familiar.

"Who are you?" Phantom asked.

"I'm your brother Tong. Hey, your soul is not complete now, and you really don't have a very bright mind." The system sighed.

On the day Fu Mingxiu died, he didn't ask the system for help.

The system presumptuously made its own claims, retaining a trace of his spiritual power.

Since this is robbing people against the rules of the whole world, the system has directly exhausted its energy, not to mention reshaping Fu Mingxiu's body, it doesn't even have the power to help him seize his home or bring his body back to life.

Even the energy is not enough to penetrate the plane, he can't even contact the main system.

After waiting for more than 1000 years, the system can only slowly accumulate energy. Seeing that the progress bar is nowhere in sight, I don’t know how many years it will take to gather enough energy.

Xue Yaoning's phantom is completely tailor-made for Fu Mingxiu.

It takes energy to help Fu Mingxiu seize his body or bring his body back to life, and he has to use energy to forcibly adapt that body to his soul, but this phantom is completely unnecessary, because it is Fu Mingxiu and has no consciousness, so it is the most suitable container.

The system stuffed Fu Mingxiu's mental strength into it, intending to warm it up slowly.

Originally, when Fu Mingxiu really woke up, there would be a long series of progress bars. Who knew that there would be a festival like "Chong Tomorrow", and the belief in Fu Mingxiu was floating all over the world.This kind of energy system cannot be absorbed, but Fu Mingxiu, as the direct object of belief, can receive this kind of energy after having a body, which greatly improves the speed of recovery.

But this is not something that can be accomplished overnight. It is estimated that with the annual belief, it will take a few years.

Now Fu Mingxiu is just an incomplete soul, with some faint self-awareness, but no memory yet, and it is even difficult to produce normal emotions.

So now he probably really thinks that he is a phantom, acting according to the original "program".

"Forget it, even though Xue Yao thought you were just a phantom, he didn't dare to do anything to you considering his virtue. I guess you tortured him enough... I'm too lazy to talk to you who have no IQ. Withdrawal." After the system finished speaking, it went offline.

Phantom tilted her head, feeling that the sudden voice was a bit strange.

But when he thought about it again, he felt that this kind of self who would feel "strange" seemed even more strange.