After the protagonist hates me because of love, I wear it back

Fu Mingxiu looked at the tall but thin figure of the person in front of him, and suddenly felt a severe pain in his heart.

"Aqin..." He called softly, wanting to comfort him, but didn't know what to say.

Ye Qin suddenly froze, he stood up and looked around the room, but found nothing.

He smiled, turned back, pressed his hand on the glass, and visually seemed to caress Fu Mingxiu's face: "I just thought you were right behind me."

"It would be great if it was like this..." He closed his eyes, it was hard to dream of such a sweet dream.

For eight years, he has been missing this person day and night. This kind of deep-seated longing seems to have burned his long life into a fire that is about to be extinguished. Laugh, but the number of times he dreams of him like this is rare.

In the first few years, he dreamed a few times. He saw Fu Mingxiu sitting upright in the study, looking up and smiling at him who came in suddenly.

But he was afraid of disturbing such extravagant hopes and sweet dreams, so he walked slowly in front of him, looking greedily at every part of him. He was still handsome and almost gorgeous, and when he saw him, he was as gentle as ever, with a smile on his face A little bit lazy.

"Aqin, I want to eat braised shrimp in wine. I want peach blossom wine. I know you brewed a bottle before." When the man saw him, his eyes sparkled and he began to boss around.

Ye Qin in the dream froze. He seemed to remember that this happened half a month before he and Fu Mingxiu went to the Bena galaxy.

Later, he told Fu Mingxiu that he had brewed peach blossom wine ten days ago, and the best brewing time for peach blossom wine was one month, so he did not agree.Fu Mingxiu got angry with him that night, and when he got up the next day, he counted the days and waited for the peach blossom wine.

However, on the day I set off for the Bena galaxy, there were still five days before the peach blossom wine was ready.

Mingxiu waited for eight years, but still didn't arrive.

"Mingxiu." The self in the dream called out his name in a daze.

"Huh? What's wrong?"

He had a thousand words to say, but the last thing he said was "I'm sorry..."

"Why are you suddenly apologizing to me?" Fu Mingxiu in the dream stood up with some doubts, walked around the wooden table, and walked towards him, "Did you do something wrong?"

As he walked, his figure became more and more faint.

Ye Qin stepped forward to catch him, but in the end he was in vain.

The momentary panic was like falling straight down from an abyss.

He opened his eyes suddenly, and the dream dissipated.

Later, he dreamed a few more times, the young man taking a nap on the rattan chair by the window in the study room where the pale golden sunlight was shining.

Whenever he wanted to say something, the young man clamoring to eat braised shrimp in peach blossom wine disappeared instantly.

Perhaps he himself knew that these apologies and repentances were useless and unqualified.

Finally, one time, he didn't dare to say those useless regrets and apologies, instead he smiled at the young man and said to him: "Okay."

The young man was very strange: "Aqin, you laugh so strangely."

Ye Qin covered his cheek with his hand: "Is it weird?"

"Yeah," said the young man, "you look sad."

"What is Aqin sad about?"

He was clearly in a dream, but he felt the sourness in his eyes was hard to suppress.

"I……"

However, he barely opened his mouth, and the young man disappeared.

Even with the entire study room, the entire dreamland disappeared.

After the shattered beauty revealed ferocious blood, he returned to that valley in a dream.In the valley, there were several giant Zerg with teeth and claws, and countless people were killed under their feet. One arm of the young man was bitten off, and half of his body was bright red.

The young man turned around and saw him with joy and lingering exhaustion in his expression.

But before he touched him, the young man closed his eyes and never opened them again.

At that moment, he felt as if he was suddenly pushed into the deep sea, his eardrum was hit, his mind was full of roaring sounds, and his thinking stopped.

He only remembered that later, holding the young man in his arms, he slowly walked back to the battleship along the same path.

Obviously at his current speed, he could reach it within a day, but he always slowed down and walked staggeringly.

He has walked with Fu Mingxiu on every inch of ground under his feet.At that time, they fought side by side, slept in each other's arms, and put life and death behind them.Only now did I know how he was afraid of the separation between life and death.

Every morning, when he wakes up, he longs to see the young man with black eyes open, teasing and saying some inconspicuous words with him like so many days and nights in the past.

However, when I wake up again and again, I can only see unconscious young people. This seems to be not just disappointment, but also the wailing of the soul again and again.

He even gradually dreaded opening his eyes at dawn.

He just hugged the cold person in his arms tightly, letting his heart be torn apart and icy cold.

Afterwards, he never dreamed of the young man in the study again, but was trapped in this section of the way home every night, which seemed to be a strange and endless corridor.

It took him nineteen days to walk back to the battleship, and it would have taken even longer if not for the people from the empire who had already come to the insect planet to look for him.

However, after that, his dream was trapped in these nineteen days and became a nightmare for several years.

Ye Qin opened his eyes and stopped thinking about those dreams.

"Aqin, I'm right here." Fu Mingxiu was shocked when Ye Qin turned his head suddenly, and then he was pleasantly surprised, but when he saw Ye Qin turned back again, he was extremely disappointed.

"You can feel me, right?" He walked to Yeqin's side, "I'm here, Aqin."

But Ye Qin's momentary vigilance just now never appeared again, it seemed that it was really just an accidental hallucination.

"Mingxiu, if you don't wake up, I will forget what you were like before." Ye Qin said.

Afterwards, Ye Qin chatted with "Fu Mingxiu" in the medical cabin for a long time, but not all the time. After saying a few words, he stared at Fu Mingxiu's body in a daze. After a long time, he talked to him again, and so on.

Until it was dark for a long time, Fu Mingxiu gave up after trying to communicate with Ye Qin for a long time but failed, and became worried about Ye Qin's physical condition.

"It's almost nine o'clock now, why doesn't this kid eat? Did he eat before he came here?" Fu Mingxiu asked the system worriedly.

"How do I know if he ate or not before coming here?" The system rolled Schrödinger's eyes.

Although he felt that Ye Qin probably hadn't eaten it.

Fu Mingxiu quickly guessed the answer.

Because Ye Qin actually opened the medical cabin directly afterwards and lay down in it.

He hugged Fu Mingxiu's unconscious body tightly, and rested his head on his neck, as if he was absorbing some strength that would allow him to survive, and also seemed to be mourning extremely.

The medical cabin is filled with repair fluid, but it is not viscous, and they look like water gods entwined with death.

"He...hasn't eaten all the time?" Fu Mingxiu unconsciously trembled his fingertips.

"Maybe." The system sighed slightly.

It is true that Yeqin hasn't eaten all the time. He has hated eating since he came back. He can survive until now by lying in the medical cabin every night. The nutrient solution in the repairing solution maintains his basic survival needs.

The author has something to say: Today is Calvin, so... short and slow

I don’t think I can finish this story in a short time, I’m addicted to otz (I won’t post this fg even if it feels like it’s going to end soon)

I’ve been short recently, because I’ve been endorsing life and death crazily every day, daily updates are difficult, and I don’t have the time code to enter V’s million changes, so I plan to finish the code test on Saturday, and then enter V on Saturday night ( After twelve o’clock, it’s actually equal to Sunday), so I really don’t have much time for the short period recently, and secondly, it’s also for entering V to press the number of words

I made a mistake, wronged my little angels QAQ