This benefactor is not too cold

Chang Si read the comments on the Internet, and naturally turned cold like many times before. Since sending Chen Mo to the set in the afternoon, he has not said a word. Chen Mo knows what he is awkward, but he can't tell what is different. I couldn't spare any effort to coax him.

Today is the first day of filming, and when he saw that the heroine was Mai Yina who had intentions for Chen Mo on the set, Chang Si's expression became even more gloomy.

The two of them were in a state of neither you nor I until Chen Mo finished the scene at night, and on the way home from work, they were silent.

As soon as the door was closed, Chang Si pushed Chen Mo against the wall, and kissed fiercely. Seeing that Chang Si's hands became more and more unscrupulous, and his lips moved to the collarbone, Chen Mo tilted his neck: "I'm tired."

Chang Si raised his head, his eyes locked on Chen Mo's face, and after looking at it for a long time, he let go of his restraint: "Okay."

Chen Mo bypassed him and walked to the bathroom. The continuous hot water in the shower turned the small space into a vast expanse of whiteness. The water should be extremely warm on the body, but why does it still feel cold.

That night, on the double bed, there was a sea of ​​butterflies between the two lying side by side, and the distance did not shrink throughout the night.

One autumn rain and one cold, and it was late autumn when everything was bleak. The next morning, Chen Mo stood in front of the window, looking at the withered and yellow sycamore leaves on the ground, and thought of looking at Chang Si who was standing downstairs in his house at first. It turns out that it has been a year since the autumn day.

A fleece was draped over the body from the back, and the little dinosaur hat on the pajamas covered his hair, and then Chang Si surrounded him with his whole body, and whispered: "Can you make up, you haven't hugged me all night Sleep with me."

Chen Mo looked at the man who was showing weakness and acting like a baby in front of him. His nails were deeply embedded in his palm. He knew a long time ago that it was impossible for him to let go of Chang Si, and some people would not be willing to let go once they got it. "I could have endured the darkness, if I had never seen the light," just as people who walk in the dark would not want to pursue it if they had never seen the light, but after being illuminated by the light, no one can continue to endure the previous anxiety.

For Chen Mo, Chang Si is the existence of light and heat, which is his rare source of warmth in the world.

He loves Changsi, and Changsi is his special case and irreplaceable, but what about Changsi?

The grievances in my heart came loudly, and the uneasiness and unwillingness in the past few days overflowed like that: "If it weren't for you, I wouldn't bear to make love under anyone, I wouldn't allow others to treat me like that, I wouldn't want to take care of you. Other people's relatives and friends will not want to stay with other people until they grow old. But it's you, so I'm happy because I..."

Gritting her teeth, her voice trembled with anger, pointing at her chest: "Because of me, I love you. I love you not because you are Pei Shangqing's reincarnation, but because Chen Mo can't control his heart, it always Desperate, desperate, just to get closer to you."

"But you, if I'm not..."

Chang Si pressed the hysterical Chen Mo to her chest and kissed his head: "I'm sorry, I kept forgetting to say it. When I sensed your existence, I couldn't see others anymore. I just wanted to run to You. This impulse happened before I was sure that you were the reincarnation of Pei Shangqing. Once, when I was seriously injured and on the verge of death, I saw Pei Shangqing from a distance through the crowd, and I was certain of him As if he would save me, I walked towards him instinctively. I don’t know why, but I know that as soon as you appear, I will see you first in the crowd. There is no one who comes first, and you are Pei It has nothing to do with Shang Qing or Chen Mo, this is fate, it is also predestined, it is the fetters that you and I have long been doomed to. No matter how many times you do it again, no matter how many times you reincarnate in the world, this is the case."

Chen Mo's struggling hand slowly lost its strength, and after listening to what Chang Si said, it dropped down.

Chang Si: "I'm sorry, I didn't know you would mind so much, I didn't realize it earlier."

Maybe every couple quarrels because of a misunderstanding, and after getting an explanation, there will always be embarrassment in facing each other. At this moment, they are like all lovers in love in the world. Chen Mo raised his head from Chang Si's arms, and his eyes drifted to the distance , vaguely said: "I'm going to work."

Chang Si saw through his discomfort and the crisis was resolved, so she couldn't help lowering her head and smiling.Chen Mo walked out in a hurry, walking upright and squarely, but he walked with his hands and feet.

Chang Si looked at his back and stopped him: "Chen Mo."

Chen Mo stopped walking when he heard the sound: "Ah."

"I love you." What I love is you in front of my eyes, not contained in any external objects.

In many cases, we are in love, but we are ashamed to say love, or choose to use other words to replace it. However, human language, which can move each other the most, is often the most straightforward.

It is true that Chang Si has said a lot of love words to Chen Mo, but these "three words" have been forgotten all the time.

Chen Mo's shoulders trembled imperceptibly, because of the unexpected surprise.Continue to walk out calmly, before closing the door: "Nicky." There is a smile brighter than April in the world.

Chen Mo went out on the front foot, Chang Si came up on the back foot, and the two met Bai Zhi who hadn't returned all night.

Bai Zhi seemed to have something on her mind, the corners of her mouth were pursed tightly, and the lines of her face looked stern.

Seeing the two of them, he whistled, and in the blink of an eye he became heartless again.

"Oh, this beast has always been a beast after all, but humans are sometimes not humans."

Chen Mo heard his implication that some people are not as good as animals, and turned his head to look at Chang Si beside him.

Chang Si knew that it was probably related to the living soul that Bai Zhi went to cross last night, so he signaled Chen Mo not to investigate.

Chen Mo: "Oh."

Bai Zhi: "It seems that my electric light bulb is too obtrusive. You two started to feel awkward on the first day I came, but after I left for one night, you two looked like sweet honey again?"

Chang Si looked at him, with sympathy in his eyes, and said lightly: "You don't, you don't understand."

A knife came out and pierced the heart, Bai Zhi: "..."

Yesterday was the first day of official filming. As the process progressed, other leading actors also joined the crew one after another.

A man greeted Chen Mo from a distance, and walked in the direction of several people.

Chen Mo knew this person——Zhang Zhengran, who won the championship of the "Doctor Show" competition program at the age of 30. The major media had previously reported on that competition, and dug up his deeds in the hospital, and the words describing him Most of them have the same purpose, such as rejuvenation of hands, superb medical skills, benevolence of benevolent people, etc., which are very popular for a while.

After the praise, Zhang Zhengran began to work in the hospital while giving medical interviews and endorsements.

In line with the attitude of being responsible for the work, at the same time, in order to ensure that "Benevolence" does not have common-sense mistakes that other medical dramas have been criticized by the audience, such as falling to the ground immediately after a heart attack or blood transfusions among immediate family members.The director requires that behind the screenwriting team, there should also be an advisory group with professional doctors as the core. Before shooting the operation scene, it must pass the review and training of relevant medical institutions.

Zhang Zhengran will participate in this filming as a special star. In addition to him, Yu Zhan, who was born in a medical family and is the youngest recipient of the highest honor award in the medical field, was also invited to the crew.

(This doctor is the one who saw Chang Si's blood test report before, and the foreshadowing I buried is really too deep.)

Seeing Zhang Zhengran walking this way, Chang Si stood forward and leaned sideways against Chen Mo, in an unobvious but easy-to-distinguish protective posture.Bai Zhi walked to other places, still looking nonchalant, but in fact, she was on the alert, observing the situation here, only waiting for Zhang Zhengran to show his flaws, and take it down in one fell swoop.

However, I don't know whether it's because of Ji's other calculations that he can hold his breath, or whether Bai Zhi really suspected the wrong person this time, Zhang Zhengran did not behave abnormally.

He stretched out his hand to Chen Mo politely but without deliberately getting close, looking humble and polite: "I look forward to cooperating with you. I have a specialization in art. I, Zhang, may not be very good at acting. If there are shortcomings, I hope Mr. Chen can do it." Forgive me a lot."

From the reactions of Bai Zhi and Chang Si, Chen Mo guessed what they were afraid of. Thinking of the delivery incident last time, before Chang Si made a move, he shook hands with him and quickly retracted: "You are welcome, I am the one." Doctor Zhang’s guidance is needed.”

Zhang Zhengran nodded: "Learn from strengths to make up for weaknesses and make progress together. See you later."

Chen Mo nodded.

Zhang Zhengran walked a long way, but Bai Zhi still hadn't looked back, as if she wanted to poke a hole in his back before giving up.

But no matter how he looked at it, he couldn't see a flower from Zhang Zhengran's meticulously combed hair.

The author has something to say: Ps: Actually, I feel that Chen Mo is so hypocritical when I write it, but when I think about it, there is a child hidden inside the high wall Chen Mo built to the outside world, so I feel relieved up.As for the psychological changes between him and Chang Si, I think I have to write about it. Before I wrote about the past and present, my thoughts were very simple. People who didn’t love enough in the previous life will definitely come to find him in this life, so I wrote it. As the article progressed, contradictions began to emerge, and I was a little entangled. I often thought that it was because Chen Mo was Pei Shangqing in his previous life that he treated him well. If not, what are he and Pei? If so, he regarded Chen Mo as another What?

And Chen Mo, because of the extreme lack of security in childhood, the more he cares, the more sensitive he becomes, how could he allow Chang Si to have another person in his heart, so there was such a small twist, "There is no one who comes first, who is with you It has nothing to do with Pei Shangqing or Chen Mo, this is fate, it is also predestined, and it is the bond that you and I have long been doomed to. No matter how many times you do it again, no matter how many times you reincarnate in the world, it is the same."

Don't study it carefully, don't study it carefully, in the future, you must never write about love stories in the past and present, otherwise it will be easy to get caught up in the dead end.

Many times, a child's attitude towards a stranger depends on that person's attitude towards him, for example.I used to teach taekwondo in training classes, and the training institutions also have other programs.There was a little boy who was very aloof and ignored everyone. He looked like he was in the first or second grade. He didn’t know what class he was studying for, and he didn’t know which class he was going to. He didn’t talk to anyone who asked him, so I stayed with him downstairs. After sitting for a while, I asked again, did your Mama tell you not to talk to strangers? She was right, but here, you can trust me.He just told me what his name was, and then I accompanied him to find teachers everywhere, and then sent him to the right classroom.

When I was wandering around in other classrooms during the break, a child jumped up in front of me and smiled at me. I looked familiar, but when I looked closely, it was the little Tsundere from before. I have always been impressed by this incident, 2, 3 It's been a year and I haven't forgotten it.

By comparison, it should be understandable. Chen Mo can be extremely kind to Chang Si, because he knows that Chang Si is also kind to him, but Pei Shangqing appeared, making him continue to be sensitive and choose to hide and wait and see.