This benefactor is not too cold

When the love was strong, Chen Mo was confused and kissed Chang Si indiscriminately: "Why me?"

When we first met, there seemed to be nothing else worthy of Chang Si's attention except his face, but after getting along with him, Chen Mo knew that Chang Si is not a person who is interested in sex, so why did he choose him.

Feelings are often planted by the predecessors and the descendants enjoy the shade. Changsi is excellent, considerate, meticulous and appropriate, so good that it is unreal.Chen Mo could tell that Chang Si didn't really like to talk, but he was often talkative in front of Chen Mo. Whenever he sat there quietly reading a book, his expression was dull, and Chen Mo felt a little Very realistic, it seems that this is what he should be like, indifferent and reticent.On the other hand, Changsi's goodness seems to be the result of being cultivated with all his efforts.

Chang Si heard his inquiry, but didn't answer, just tried to make Chen Mo speechless again.

The two people were clearly entangled in body, closely knit together, without a trace of gap, and their attitude of always avoiding talking about it made Chen Mo's uneasiness expand silently.

Chen Mo himself is tired of this kind of worry about gains and losses, but it is inevitable, so he likes him so much.

Chen Mo lay on his back on the bed, covering his eyes with one hand, tears slipped from between his fingers.

Chang Si can always detect Chen Mo's emotions from the subtle changes. A drop of tear seems to be scalding on the tip of his heart, and his heart trembles, neither moving nor not moving. The □□ here was replaced by deep distress.

"It's my fault, it's my fault."

Chen Mo gritted his teeth, and retorted, "There's nothing wrong with you."

Chang Si was at a loss, didn't know what to do, and didn't know whether he was good or bad, so he followed Chen Mo's meaning: "Yes, yes, yes, I'm good, I'm good."

Chen Mo was angry and wanted to laugh, how could this person be like this.

In the end, Chen Mo just wiped away his tears, bit Chang Si's wrist fiercely, and said viciously: "It was the first time I asked just now, and now is the last time I said that you provoked me first, no matter what the reason , I gave you a chance to regret it, it was you who chose to stay, I will not give you another chance, even if you liked someone else before or in the future, I will definitely not let you do so."

Chen Mo had never had obsessions before, and when he did, he realized that the so-called "affectionate but not entangled" was futile, and he also understood why people who break up are always rare.

Like a little beast that was furious after being attacked, no matter how angry it roared, it was all because of fear.

After watching it for so long, Chang Si should have known that Chen Mo is an insecure child who longs for warmth but is afraid of warmth. If he gets involved with his feelings and himself, there is no way to do it, so he can only start from repeated unreasonable troubles and confirmations. to find solace.

I blame myself for this. When Chen Mo asked "Why him", Chang Si naturally knew what it meant. Although he couldn't tell the truth, if he could say some sweet words to coax him, it would be over. Know how to speak.

It never occurred to me that it made people cry again.

Chang Si let him bite, with joy and self-blame in his heart.What is happy is Chen Mo's feelings for him, and what he blames is what he has done.

I couldn't help but hug him, stretched out my hand to caress the corners of Chen Mo's eyes, wiped them carefully, hugged him in my arms, and said in a low voice, "I only like you, only you from beginning to end."

The wind calmed down, everything around was silent, only the heartbeat and breathing of each other could be heard, and when they were pressed against Chang Si's chest, there was an orderly "dong dong" sound in his ears, firm and powerful, Chang Si said, and he believed it.

After a while, Chen Mo broke free from Chang Si's arms, picked up Chang Si's bloody hand bitten by him, carefully blew it, with remorse in his eyes, stretched out his hand again, and handed it to Chang Si: "It's my fault, bite it back."

Zhuan Nian Chang Si was amused by his heroic face, only to hug him tightly again, rubbing into the flesh and blood, and sighed: "You, you", but there were only these three words back and forth, and he couldn't say anything else. of.

It is true that falling in love is easy and getting along is difficult. After two people get together, the problems that were not exposed before will lie in front of them one by one. The beating face is gone.But these are not reasons for love to disappear.

"We are not suitable", are we really not suitable?No, just not enough love.

I don't love each other enough, so I try to use my own three views to meet the other party's three views to fight each other to death, and compare each other, but forget to seek common ground while reserving differences.I don't love enough, so I used the reason that there is no common topic, but ignored the fact that two people stay together, even if they don't speak, listening to the soup gurgling in the kitchen, just cuddling together, they are peaceful and comfortable.

In fact, the so-called love is just three meals a day, morning and evening.The reason why love is special is because it makes you want to spend every day, every day, every morning or evening with the same person.Even if the old age is approaching and you are walking towards the octogenarian hand in hand, the person you love is a very lovely person now, and you firmly believe that he will be a very lovely old man when he gets old.

In the next few days, Lin Yuezhong would ring the doorbell of Chen Mo's room on time at 3 or 4 o'clock in the afternoon.

Chang Si prepared tea for hospitality, and Chen Mo sat beside him and listened to the two talking.

No matter what Lin Yuezhong said, Chang Si could always pick it up calmly, and took the initiative in the discourse to guide the topic.

Soon from Mr. Mei Lanfang's "A Dream in the Garden", we talked about actors who come from opera in the contemporary show business circle, and their acting skills are often better.

Lin Yuezhong: "Because the performance of opera actors on stage has very high requirements on figure, eyes, speech, role comprehension, etc., the same is true for drama actors in art troupes. Their performance forms are not NG after they are on stage, so they must be good and Strengthen the basic skills."

Chang Si brought the topic here so that Chen Mo and Lin Yuezhong could talk about it. Chen Mo naturally went on to talk about acting skills and the profession of an actor, and finally turned around to his views on the characters in "Linjiang Fairy".

After a few days, the relationship between Chen Mo and Lin Yuezhong has made great progress, and his impression of Lin Yuezhong has also changed.

Rather than saying that he is strict and unsmiling, it is better to say that he is not good at talking. Apart from the strict requirements on his works, he is also easy to get along with.

He loves tea and plays, and when he is a guest at Chen Mo's house, he will improvise with his voice.

At this time, Chang Si would take out the Beijing erhu he had picked up from somewhere to accompany Lin Yuezhong.

A blue shirt with a black vest, obviously a very modern outfit, but Chang Si just dressed like this, hugging his Beijing erhu.

Chen Mo didn't know much about the Beijing Erhu, so he couldn't tell if it was good or bad, but judging by Lin Yuezhong's attitude, it should be pretty good. Chen Mo listened and watched, his expression became more and more complicated.I thought, Chang Si is really a miraculous existence.

Before going to bed at night, Chen Mo rested his head on Chang Si's arm and raised his head: "Actually, I'm curious, is there anything you don't know or are not good at?"

Chang Si: "Yes."

Chen Mo asked: "What is it?"

Chang Si made a fool of herself: "I'll tell you when I have a chance."

Chen Mo: "..."