This benefactor is not too cold

After a short rage, Xia Lili returned to the original depressed state: "Some people, you think he is the whole of your life, but he is just a passer-by in your long life. And the passer-by leaves later, do you think Let’s go, let’s go, mountains and rivers are far away, don’t see each other again, but I’m afraid that you will run into each other again, the key point seems that he has a much better life than you, making you think he chose to leave That's right."

Hearing this, Chen Mo made a rough guess: "Who did you bump into?"

In the ignorant youthful time, in the summer when those three words were densely written on the draft paper, in the third year of high school where the Chinese teacher would always spit tea stems into the water cup, Xia Lili would never Thinking that one day, she would never want to mention it again.

Xia Lili opened his mouth, closed it again, repeated several times, and took a deep breath, before reluctantly uttering three words: "Shao Mingchen."

Scenes from the past came to mind, and Xia Lili realized that what happened in the past really won't be forgotten, it's just that he can't remember it for the time being.

You thought you had forgotten, but those memories are just lurking in the dark, calm and indifferent, just waiting for a certain moment to tear off the disguise and catch you off guard.

Xia Lili: "I'm so stupid."

"He is a poor student in the class, and he usually sits in the last row of the classroom. We have never been in trouble, and we have not communicated. Why did he fall in love with him? It was probably in the second year of high school. A lot of things happened at home. My grades I slipped into class and deserted, and was called by the teacher to stand behind as a punishment. Only he saw that my face was abnormal, and asked me if I was sick and uncomfortable, as if the love at that time was so simple and without reason.”

"Afterwards, I started to pay attention to him. Our school uniform has two sets of winter and summer, which are very ugly, but he looks better than anyone else in it. Every time I do exercises between classes, I will sneak a glance at him from the corner of my eye. I know I'm done. "

"He is a day student. Every time I see him holding a key, I can't help but want to go home with him, and I want to ask him, can you give me a key to your house. I was only 18 at the time, and unexpectedly I just wanted to have a family with him. But after him, I never thought about having a family with anyone else."

"In the third year of high school, his grades were not good, and he studied as a flight attendant in literature and management. I could no longer be in the same class with him. I hid under the covers and texted him every night. Sometimes he replied, sometimes he didn't. When I did It was just telling me to go to bed early; I pretended to be looking for a friend after class during the day, and wandered around in front of his classroom door on purpose."

"If I like it, I like it. At that time, everyone in the two classes knew that I liked him. In order to chase him, the craziest thing I did was to climb the window of their classroom and give him my own notebook. In front of him, I want to show good impressions, but I am really just worried that he will fall behind in the cultural class, and I just want to be nice to him."

"The day the college entrance examination ended, we got together, and then it seemed that we were lucky enough to be admitted to the same university as him, and we spent a few sweet years afterwards."

"In his senior year, he was picked by scouts and started to enter the entertainment industry. I said before that I studied management in college, so I couldn't help him much. I could only run around with him and help him. Make posters, put up billboards. I squeezed in the crowd and watched him under the spotlight, and I began to understand that the audience is too dark and the place where he is is too bright, and I won’t be able to see me.”

"Later, we quarreled more and more often, and we could quarrel over trivial matters. Finally, one time, I don't remember why, he pointed at my chest and said I was useless."

"That night I proposed to break up, and it was a rare honor to let him go away. But I made up my mind secretly, and came to Star Entertainment Media as an agent, thinking of making something for him, but three years later Now, his career is booming, but I still can't do anything, just muddle through."

In fact, the saddest thing in a relationship is not wishful thinking and not being able to get what you want; it is the fact that one of the two people who once loved each other has already left for a long journey, while the other is reluctant to move forward.

After saying this, Xia Lili raised her head high.

Looking at her standard posture of looking up at the sky at 45 degrees, Chen Mo already understood Xia Lili's intentions, and said flatly: "Old aunt, when you really want to cry, the tears won't flow back."

After Chen Mo finished speaking, Xia Lili buried his face in his hands, shrugged his shoulders slightly, and some sobbing sound came from the side, Chen kept silent, just handed over the tissue, put on the earphones and pretended to listen Song.

Chen Mo knew that Xia Lili looked carefree and simple, but he was actually a bit strong in his bones. Often when he was really sad, he didn't want to be seen.

It took a long time for Xia Lili to calm down.

It's just that the emotions are still not very high, Chen Mo doesn't know how to comfort her, even if two people who have personally experienced the same incident can't fully empathize, let alone he has never had such an experience.

Xia Lili choked up and said: "Chen Mo, I just thought, did I delay you in the previous three years because I was too incompetent, and as a manager, I couldn't find resources for you? Although I don't understand There are many, but I also know that based on your acting skills and appearance, you should be more popular than Shao Mingchen."

Chen Mo: "It has nothing to do with you. I was only 17 when I debuted. My face is too young. The roles I can play are very limited, and the range of roles is not wide. Even Wang Bingchuan is useless."

There is a saying in the entertainment industry, "Xiao Hong relies on praise, Da Hong depends on her life, you can't force it."

In addition, Chen Mo didn't pay much attention to these things, he really only wanted to act.

Xia Lili looked at his face for a while, and said: "Then I can rest assured, otherwise I will be too much of a failure."

Chen Mo said coolly: "Although I really want to put the blame on you, it's a pity that you really don't have that strong influence."

Xia Lili knew that Chen Mo's beating tone was to divert her attention, so she couldn't help but hugged Chen Mo and buried her head in his arms, and said in a muffled voice, "Chen Mo, thank you."

The phone rang at this moment, looking at the name flashing on the screen, it was Chang Si.

After pressing the answer button, Chang Si's voice came: "Are you hungry?"

He neither asked where Chen Mo had gone, nor asked when he would come back, but asked him if he had eaten in a very natural way.

Like the king of Wuyue who waited anxiously for his wife to return home, but said "the flowers on Moshang are blooming, but they can return slowly".

The flowers on the fields are blooming, you just come back slowly while admiring the flowers, and I can wait for you to come back slowly.

Thinking of what Xia Lili said, "You can really trust Chang Si", Chen Mo heard the first time in his life that he was being coquettish, and murmured: "I'm hungry, it's cold outside, I want to eat you. noodle soup."

There was the sound of something falling to the ground on the other end of the phone, followed by Pei Yucheng's exclamation, followed by a silent silence, but it was not hung up. After half a century, Chang Si spoke again: " good."

Chen Mo: "Yes."

Xia Lili stared at Chen Mo, full of contempt: "At first, I thought, if you are very urgent and longing for me to go to your house for dinner, I will go back with you."

"But now, I've changed my mind. Even if Chang Si becomes the Man Han Quan Banquet, I won't go there again. I'd rather go home and eat instant noodles and laugh than watch you guys being stuffed with dog food!"

Seeing that Xia Lili has recovered a lot, Chen Mo smiled: "Your assumption is not valid, why do I want you to come to my house for dinner so desperately?"

Xia Lili drove Chen Mo out of the car: "I hope you can get out of bed as soon as possible, see you soon!"

After speaking, he stepped on the accelerator and drove out of the parking lot.

Chen Mo: "..."

The efficiency of the old aunt crossing the river and demolishing the bridge is too high.