Shit shoveler, she wants to finish GL

Gu Shuqi has heart disease?

Gu Chengjue had never heard of this matter before, and when he heard it for the first time, he was taken aback.

"you sure?"

The secretary didn't understand why she would ask such nonsense, and nodded, "Of course."

"When did it start?" Gu Chengjue thought about it, if it was congenital, then it's unlikely that she didn't discover it for so many years, it could only happen within a period of time.

"I don't know the exact time, it's been almost half a year."

half a year.

Gu Chengjue pulled out a wry smile. In the past six months, it can be said that the relationship between her and her mother was the most rigid period. Just because of the company's affairs, she did not know how many times she opposed her mother, and she didn't even notice that her heart was not good—— , Thinking about it this way, she seemed to have some impressions that her mother would suddenly cover her chest occasionally, but many people would have similar movements when they were angry, and she hadn't thought about it at all!

She inserted/inserted her fingers into her hair, scratched with some annoyance, and quickly raised her head again, "So this time it's a heart attack?"

The secretary nodded.

"What's the reason?" Gu Chengjue regained his composure a little, "Did it happen for no reason or did something irritate her?"

The secretary put on that tangled expression again, and probably didn't know whether to explain it to Gu Chengjue or not.

Gu Chengjue was a little emotionally unstable when he found out about this incident, but when he saw the secretary dawdling, his anger flared up, "Do you even know?"

"I know." The secretary let out a breath slowly.

He is Gu Shuqi's secretary, not Gu Chengjue's secretary, but relatives need special treatment in secretarial work, and he is the one who can't handle it well.Originally, the boss asked him to keep a secret from Gu Chengjue, but if he still told it, the boss would definitely be unhappy. It is obviously not wise to offend Gu Chengjue under such circumstances.

The secretary thought a lot in a short period of time, and finally said: "The board meeting was held today, and other directors criticized the chairman at the meeting. The theme was the analysis of the reasons for the recent bid failure."

Why did the bid fail?Oh yes, it probably has something to do with Zhaoshi's small tricks, but she was also included in the process.

In all honesty, even if a different person was in charge, it would be very difficult to prevent Zhao Shi when the level of technical personnel was insufficient, and the loss of design drawings was inevitable. However, who happened to be Gu Chengjue as the vice president of design? Well, just scratching one side is enough for those people in the board of directors who dislike Gu Shuqi to take the opportunity to make trouble.

But no matter what, Gu Shuqi was implicated by her own daughter.

Gu Chengjue also didn't speak for a while.

"I see." She nodded to the secretary, "Go and do your work."

The secretary left, but Gu Chengjue was still standing in front of Gu Shuqi's ward, his gaze was facing the door, but he had no intention of going in.

She suddenly felt a little unable to walk, and couldn't imagine how she would react after opening the door.If Gu Shuqi woke up, how would she talk to her? If Gu Shuqi didn't wake up, would she just sit by the bed and watch her?

Gu Chengjue, who has always been straightforward in his work, became entangled rarely. After a long while, he took out his mobile phone and dialed the number.

Call Sheng Zhaoxuan.

However, this phone call was obviously inappropriate, after all, there was a twelve hour difference between each other, and of course Sheng Zhaoxuan didn't answer the phone in the middle of the night. It is conceivable that even Sheng Zhaoxuan didn't know that his mother was lying in the hospital now.

In other words, Gu Chengjue suddenly realized that now, Gu Shuqi is the only relative by her side.

She finally opened the door of the ward, and as soon as she walked in, she looked up and met a pair of eyes.

Gu Shuqi is no longer young. In middle age, no matter how well maintained she is, it cannot compare to the magic of time, especially when she is lying on the hospital bed, she looks very different from the image of the strong woman in the past, she looks much weaker.

Gu Chengjue stopped, not knowing whether to continue walking forward.

Gu Shuqi was not surprised when she saw her, as if she knew her daughter was coming, "You are here."

"Yeah." Gu Chengjue closed the door, went to the bed and sat down.

"how do you feel?"

Gu Shuqi's complexion was a little pale, but her smile was still warm, "It's okay."

"You didn't tell me you had a heart attack."

Gu Shuqi smiled again, "It's not necessary."

"No need?" Gu Chengjue raised his eyebrows and raised his voice a little, "So you have to wait until I see you in the hospital before you say anything?"

Gu Shuqi was silent for a while, "It's just that my heart hurts occasionally, I didn't think it was serious."

"It's not serious? If it's not serious, you'll be lying down in the hospital!" Gu Chengjue couldn't hold back, and felt that his tone was too heavy after the words came out. He suppressed a bit, and then slowed down his voice: "What are you going to do?"

"Let's talk about it after a while." Gu Shuqi looked away and looked at the ceiling, "My illness should not be particularly serious, and I should be fine after a period of rest."

Gu Chengjue pursed his lips and sneered, "Aren't you going to tell Sheng Zhaoxuan?"

Gu Shuqi shook her head, "Let him study hard in America."

"How old is he, you still need to care about him so much." Gu Chengjue couldn't help but said.

Gu Shuqi seemed a little surprised by Gu Chengjue's reaction, and glanced at her, "You always look down on your brother."

Gu Chengjue rolled his eyes, "He probably doesn't like me too much."

"I know what you're thinking," Gu Shuqi sighed, "but you have to understand me. Back then, I just wanted you to be an innocent and happy little princess who would always be happy, not like me, every day for a A lot of troubles made me frown."

Gu Chengjue just looked at her. This was probably the first time that the mother and daughter had such a heart-to-heart communication in the past six months, and it was also the first time she heard her mother mention her feelings.

"I'm just," Gu Shuqi paused, with a helpless smile on her face, "I don't want you to live like me...toil."

Everyone thinks that she is a strong woman, but who can understand the pain she has endured step by step to get to where she is today?

She experienced the injustice she suffered as a woman, and even lost her husband who had been with her for more than ten years for her career and work. The relationship of so many years ended in dismal. No matter how strong she is, she is still a person and a mother.

She doesn't want her daughter to collide head-on with such a society. She hopes to take her to avoid risks. What's more, for her daughter, she can give up her persistence, and she only hopes that she can grow up happily.

However, the reality still gave her a heavy slap.

Forget about the son, even the daughter doesn't understand her, the distance between her and her is getting farther and farther, and every time they meet, they feel more like an enemy.

"Is it hard?" Gu Chengjue also smiled, "You don't let me try it myself, how do you know I won't enjoy it?"

Smiling and laughing, I suddenly wanted to cry, "I was angry, never because you didn't allow me to live the life I wanted, I was angry, but because you never asked me what kind of life I wanted."

Before every child was born, no one asked them if they wanted to come to this world, and after birth, many parents never asked them how they want to face the world, always feel that they are still young, they have nothing I don't understand, I just need them to help make decisions. After a long time, so many children get used to living in the way their parents raised them.

When they came into this world, they were just a piece of blank paper, but in the years that followed, there were always different people who painted different colors on the blank paper. They were polluted by society, learned injustice and inequality, and treated themselves The injustice and inequality received are resigned to, or even turned a blind eye.

Because other people told them that this is normal.

It's as normal as petting a girl to make her look like a princess, instead of asking her if she wants to be a queen.

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Hey, I like the problem of self-indulgence is really hopeless, I actually cried so much when I wrote this chapter, but when I looked back, I couldn’t find any tears...