flower letter

"Ah Cheng, you have to remember that Aunt Gui was brought back to take advantage of her. If she said something that made you feel uncomfortable, please tell me." Ming Lou frowned.He has always been reluctant to let Aunt Gui come back, but this is indeed the most effective way now.

"Don't worry, brother, I know." Hearing this, Ah Cheng's heart trembled, but he still nodded.

Exiting the study, Ah Cheng quickly walked back to his room.Today, Minglou sent him too much information, which made him a little bit at a loss for a while.

When he just heard Ming Lou proposed that he was going to carry out the dead time plan, he was undoubtedly very angry.But he was more afraid, worried, and distressed.He was angry that Minglou would never know how to think for himself, he was afraid that he would never see Minglou again, he was worried that Minglou would suffer too much at No. 76, he felt sorry for Minglou, and wanted to sacrifice his life to defend the country.

Ah Cheng lay on the bed without changing his clothes, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, his mind and eyes full of bright buildings, and he fell asleep in a daze until late at night.

Minglou was sitting on the sofa with a book, but he was coughing badly, so he couldn't care less about reading.He put the book aside and covered his mouth trying to stop the petals from overflowing.

Suddenly the door of the study was opened.

"Ming Lou, the one I told you about last time... Hey, what's wrong with you?!" Ming Jing opened the door and came in, startled by what he saw in front of him.I wanted to run over immediately.

"Hey! Big sister! Cough cough..." Ming Lou raised his hand to stop Ming Jing's footsteps, and before he could continue speaking, he coughed again.

Although Ming Jing was surprised, he obediently stopped in his tracks.

Minglou calmed down, suppressed the oppression in his chest, and looked at Mingjing helplessly.In the Ming family, except for Ah Cheng, no one would come in and out of his study at will.Not to mention that even Ah Cheng can't do it now, how could he think of guarding against Ming Jing's sudden entry.

"Eldest sister...you sit down first." Ming Lou knew that this matter could not be covered with paper, but he originally planned to find a chance to tell Ming Jing before executing the death plan.It is too late to say anything now, the only thing we can do is to tell Ming Jing the truth.The only thing he was thankful for was that Ah Cheng and Liang Zhongchun had gone out and hadn't returned home, otherwise he would really be...

Ming Jing wanted to sit next to Ming Lou, but Ming Lou pointed to the sofa farthest from him, signaling Ming Jing to sit there.

Before Ming Jing could ask again, Ming Lou said, "Sister, I know it will be difficult to accept this, but it did happen to me."

In the dim light of the evening, Ming Lou told Ming Jing everything, but only withdrew the name of the person in his heart.

After Ming Jing listened in silence, he didn't speak, but his eyes were full of sadness and despair.After a long while, she asked anxiously: "Which girl do you like...Even if your identity is too dangerous, but the girls of that family may also like you? Eldest sister, go and ask for you..."

Minglou was at a loss for words, he didn't know how to tell his elder sister that what he fell in love with was not someone gentle and virtuous girl, but Mingcheng, an excellent man he brought up since he was a child.

Seeing that he didn't respond, Ming Jing's eyes were even redder: "Could it be...is it really impossible?"

"Eldest sister... I'm sorry." Minglou's voice was low and hoarse. The torment of the past few days had already made him lose the energy of the past, and he only supported his crumbling body with his lonely courage.

Ming Jing shook his head sadly: "Don't tell me I'm sorry, it's not your fault. Then... at least tell Eldest Sister, who exactly do you like?"

Minglou shook his head and said, "Sister, forget it. You won't accept it."

Ming Jing's eyes widened, and he raised his voice and said, "Who do you think my sister is? What's more, if you tell me, can my sister persuade her?"

Minglou is helpless, his eldest sister is always so stubborn, and even eight horses can't pull back the things she decides.

"The person I like...is Ah Cheng."

"What?" Ming Jing jumped up and stared at Minglou, "Ah Cheng? Ah Cheng? Ah Cheng is a man!"

"Yes, Ah Cheng." Thinking of Ah Cheng, Minglou unconsciously raised the corners of his lips, "Ah Cheng is so outstanding, so outstanding, so what if he is a man?"

Ming Jing fell silent for a moment after hearing the words.Yeah, so what if he's a man?He Minglou is not an excellent man who is indomitable.He is so proud, how could he fall in love with any ordinary woman casually?Ah Cheng has been by Minglou's side for so many years, which is really caring.

Thinking about it this way, it seems that Ming Lou fell in love with Ah Cheng, and it really couldn't be more natural.But, but... Ah Cheng is a child of the Ming family.What's more, the world is so chaotic now, how can the world tolerate such feelings.

Minglou coughed again, large pieces of blood-colored crabapple petals scattered, some scattered on Minglou's white shirt, the shocking red.Seeing it in Ming Jing's eyes made her feel even more distressed.

"Elder Sister." Minglou managed to calm his breath, brushed off the petals on his clothes, and said apologetically: "Minglou has nothing else to ask for in this life, but a heart to serve the country is still hard to settle. As early as in Paris I knew that I would not be able to be a scholar, marry a wife and have children, and live the life of an ordinary person like my eldest sister expected. The blood of the Ming family... Of course I can't continue. I'm sorry."

"However, I never regret it. I don't regret participating in the war, even in this way. My biggest wish in Minglou's life is to live in the sun, but when I set foot on this road, I understood that, This is impossible. You may not believe me when I say it, but I even hope that one day someone will jump out and expose me. Let everyone know that I, Minglou, am an upright Chinese."

"I don't regret falling in love with Ah Cheng even more. Although it may be strange to say this, but big sister, to be honest. Among my previous girlfriends, no matter whether it is Man Chun or others, none of them made me fall in love with each other. A person who feels relaxed when I see him. Only Ah Cheng, whenever I feel that I am about to be overwhelmed, I don’t feel tired as long as I see Ah Cheng.” Ming Lou’s expression was tender and tender, slowly Said to Mingjing.

"Then...do you want my eldest sister to ask Ah Cheng?" Ming Jing asked hesitantly.

"No." Ming Lou shook his head and said, "I saw Ah Cheng date a very beautiful girl not long ago, and maybe he will go home to announce the good news in a while, so it's not my turn. Eldest sister, You must never tell anyone about this."