critical value

After that, I really didn’t know what to do, and I stayed in the room for the next few days, using WIFI to brush Weibo, WeChat, buttons, buttons, and posts... In short, it’s all kinds of brushes, and I can’t help myself. feel bored.

And when I was nestled in the room and didn't hear anything outside the window, Shi Xiaofeng took his three brothers and ran away to nowhere.At first, I didn't see him for several days, and I thought it was strange not to see those brothers, but after I asked my eldest sister, I found out that the three of them ran away and went to Siberia.

What is it for?The eldest sister said it was a stepping point.Is it our thing?No, it's his brother's business.

The situation still hasn't changed in any way. In fact, it's strange to say that I didn't expect much to change, but I feel so disappointed, so disappointed, and even desperate.I don't know why it seems to have fallen into an abyss, and there is no chance to climb up again. The salted fish can only rot little by little at the bottom of the valley.

So I was desperate, things didn't turn around at all, and it seemed that my shark-like sixth sense told me that Shi Xiaofeng seemed to be in danger this time.In fact, the subsequent experience completely explained it. There was no such thing at all, but I was just worrying too much.But at that time, I was really desperate. Even if I knew that my intuition was wrong, I was still disappointed.If even the most trusted intuition of us people is like this, then there will be no basis for speculating about Shi Xiaofeng in the future.

(Guess is also an intuition...)

After that, I was in despair, as if there was no chance for a sudden enlightenment, so I could only be like this, completely desperate, in a dilemma.I don’t know why, but I always felt this way before, and it was indeed like this, when the broken cuboid collapsed for the first time, or the earliest time, when Shi Xiaofeng left without saying goodbye...

In fact, I always feel that there is another time in my experience, complete despair, even worse than the above three times.

With eyes open, I stared at the ceiling hard, trying to think back—when and what happened?It seems to have some clues. It is a narrow corridor with a very low ceiling, which makes people feel oppressed. When I open the door, there is a cold light... I was thinking about going down the memory, but suddenly my eyes went dark, and everything His thoughts were disrupted, his chest seemed to be kicked hard by someone, and his head started to hurt for no reason. When he opened his eyes, what he saw was a screen full of strangely colored snowflakes.

Why did the wake-up syndrome occur at this time?

Although I was puzzled and desperate, my life quickly returned to the not-so-normal track. I followed my predecessors and slaughtered mobs all over the streets——at this time, I felt very kind for no reason, because I was always on the right track. I think, when Shi Xiaofeng first came here from his family a long time ago, he must have walked on the same abnormal track, and what he felt should be deeper despair.

Thinking that I can feel a little bit of his feelings when he was a child a long time ago, I always feel... an inexplicable feeling. In short, this feeling was almost the only thing that illuminated me during those desperate days hoped.

I don't know why I was so nervous during that time, and obviously there was no particularly great opportunity, but I still felt so deeply desperate, almost more desperate than when I knocked out the cuboid last time, so the speed of getting stuck here is also faster than before. Much faster once.

It's not just getting used to it, becoming good at it, and even developing into a hobby, which is as hard to suppress as it is deep in instinct.

I always feel that Shi Xiaofeng must have had such a time. This kind of thing has indeed developed into his hobby, otherwise he would not challenge the activities that can make Zhang Bu fry, and he would not be difficult to control when he is too excited , and finally ended the activity by cutting himself.

Then, Shi Xiaofeng's despair must be deeper than mine, because even though he became a murderer, he did not lose his true nature—because he is still so cautious and kind to people...

And now I'm completely lost.

I don’t know what kind of life I lived after that. It was almost the same every day, but in fact every day was different. It was nothing more than running around, killing, besieged, and executed. I didn’t feel anything from that memory, although there were also many thrills. shots, but it all seemed to happen to someone else—completely numb.

It feels like I have become a killer in the traditional sense, the ruthless kind, so cold that I don't even care about my own affairs.

After that, I didn’t know what happened. I was called by the boss to go to Siberia, and together with a group of seniors, I surrounded and suppressed a small sect that resold defective arms to us. At that time, I was still wondering why I had to go. And I'm still a novice, even organizing materials and writing reports are done by others, why should I do it?

In fact, I am very happy in my heart, after all, this is the first time to go abroad to encircle and suppress.

The BOSS probably saw through me a long time ago, as if he suddenly reacted and said: "Oh! That's right! It's not me asking you by name, it's my father. I sent him the video that Zhang Bu secretly took before, and he said he was very happy. I like your fluttering white figure, I want to see you~"

BOSS's father...

"By the way, my mother is over there too. Say hello for me. I'm going back for the Chinese New Year this year."

The experience of that siege, to me, is the same as the video, it is completely irrelevant and other people’s business, but I still remember a little bit more important, and in the second half of this siege, it should be the end , something happened that completely aroused the feelings, and everything after that was very vivid.

First of all, as usual, we smashed into their headquarters with a "boom", and those seniors who were good at using heavy automatic rifles followed up with a "boom" beating. The seniors are the younger brothers of BOSS's father. There are a lot of one or two non-human beings, so the battlefield is inexplicably much more noisy than in China, and it is full of special effects of "biubiu bang bang" gun battles.

At this time, together with a few seniors who are humans and cannot use heavy weapons alone, I detoured into the core area of ​​Lun's house, with the purpose of quickly intercepting "money, core information, their boss, all kinds of information, secondary products" these important things.The seniors all went upstairs or deep into the building one by one. I was the only one who walked alone, went around the yard silently, and sneaked into the other building.

It is said to be a separate building, but it is actually a place similar to a factory. It has a very simple structure, line by line, filled with some tall equipment. It looks like a boiler, blocked behind barbed wire, and I am inside. Going around, but still can't see the sky, even lost my way in such a place where I can't get lost at all, I can't find the crack in the wall I just slipped in...

what to do...

Just when I was struggling, I suddenly heard the sound of a rolling shutter door not far in front of me. I felt saved. I ran over with a few steps, and saw a man who looked exactly like the boss in the photo, carrying an unzipped , was dropping the ugly bag of valuables, and looked at me in bewilderment.

Then ran away.

In fact, I didn't understand my brain circuit at that time, what was I thinking, I actually looked up to the sky and laughed for a while, and suddenly shouted at the back of him leaving: "I came here to see your family's ruin. , What kind of Happyending are you playing!"

Then ran out.

I really don't understand my own brain circuit, how could I think of answering this sentence at this time?