critical value

Soon after, I returned to my original city, and it was raining here too, which seemed to be the icy cold rain from the North Pacific Ocean. When I left, the scorching temperature dropped a lot for no reason, and after that, it was often cloudy, with a few drops of rain falling from time to time, which seemed to be over. For a while, it won't recover until the summer monsoon arrives.

Shi Xiaofeng came back in the coolness of the last few days, bringing his two brothers and Fang with him.

I don't know why, but when I see him occasionally, I won't deliberately avoid my eyes. He also has a tacit understanding, and never looks back at me, so that I don't have to worry about the future, and I can always watch him from afar.Probably because he had so much fun with those brothers, it was rare for the four of them to get together, it must have been a few years.

In fact, it feels quite strange, because watching from a distance like this, I don’t know why I feel very nostalgic, as if, a long time ago, where my memory has not yet reached, there was a time when I always stared at Shi Xiaofeng like this.

It must be an illusion.

The four of them stayed together, and no one except me seemed to dare to wait and see, because they were afraid that their eyes would be blinded...

Probably because of the good relationship, after all, we are friends who have been playing since we were young...

Originally, the four of them walked side by side. Fang was on the far right, followed by Wang, the language secretary to the left, and Jia, the 13th brother, and Shi Xiaofeng was on the far left.Obviously walking well, Shi Xiaofeng suddenly jumped out of the queue, jumped up and down in front of the three people, and then was pushed aside by the three people together.Afterwards the quartet goes a little quieter again.

It won't be quiet for a long time, because Fang will suddenly be idle and go to pull Wang's clothes. I don't know why, but I always feel that Wang's clothes seem to be easy to pull. When he pulls, his shoulders are exposed, and then he looks shy. Pull it back again, and quickly dodge to the side to take refuge for a few seconds.But after a few seconds, he will stand next to Fang again, and then he will be pulled and dodged again, until the two people next to him are tired of the sour smell, and they will be put aside, and then the four of them plausibly stand in the corridor Tear 13 and fight each other.

Often in the end, both sides suffer, and they all lie on the wall and "hum" pretentiously - such a peaceful ending.

Sometimes they would change formations, but at this time it was Shi Xiaofeng who was making trouble.

When he was next to Jia, he was attacking, and rushed to kiss Lun's family, but in the end, Jia's IQ suddenly soared, he turned his face to the side, and covered Shi Xiaofeng's mouth; when he was next to Wang, he still attacked, and rushed I still wanted to kiss Lun's family when I went up, and hugged Shi Xiaofeng tightly by the way. At this time, Wang had no hands to cover Shi Xiaofeng's mouth, so he could only twist his face to one side, and then twisted the whole small bone frame back and forth, trying hard to struggled; and when he was next to Fang, he was just Shou, lying in Lun's arms with a shy face, and if someone was watching, he would pretend to say: "I hate it~"

aversion to cold

Although I feel cold, but I don't know why it feels very funny, so I really want to laugh.

This is not the most funny point, although it is the most interesting, what makes me laugh the most is that every time Shi Xiaofeng sexually harassed others and was pushed away, he would laugh like this in a weird "hehe".

I don't know why, but when I heard him laugh like this, I wanted to laugh for no reason, so I secretly laughed behind the four of them, but didn't laugh out loud.But it was discovered by Shi Xiaofeng, who turned his head to look "swish". At that time, I was still smiling at him, but when I saw his face, I immediately lowered my head, pursed my lips, and deliberately pretended to be thinking seriously. Asking the question, without seeing his appearance at all, he turned into the corridor silently.

In fact, I feel that Shi Xiaofeng is quite happy like this, doesn't he?

Although he smiled like that when we were together before, but it always feels different from now. Now it is really his smile from the heart, but at that time, it was just to make me laugh. Remember what happened, he felt sorry for me, felt like I needed to cheer up, that's all.What's more, I still don't buy it all the time, he must have been very annoying at the time.Indeed, when I think about it now, how did I restrict his freedom at that time? If I am loved by someone, then I must hope that this love will not make me lose my freedom.

And Shi Xiaofeng is very busy, maybe I'm being too sentimental, and he still has to think about protecting me.

I always feel that if I don’t want to let him go, it’s been a long time anyway, and the two of them are not as close as before. If we cut off the relationship now, it may be much easier than before. It’s time for both parties to be free. As long as he knows my feelings, it will be fine if I have a different past in his heart.

Suddenly, I felt that my state of mind suddenly brightened, and then I thought about something else, and suddenly began to obsessively feel that everything Shi Xiaofeng did was correct.Whether it was the initial departure without saying goodbye, the difficulty of seeing each other afterwards, or his busyness and abnormality afterwards, I couldn't find him or get close to him, and the distance between the two gradually widened.Then there are the lies he told me, such as "I want to recite the text for the English teacher", although it feels very clumsy, it is indeed correct.

Because, without him pulling us apart bit by bit, and making our relationship thinner bit by bit, I can't make up my mind to break the bond now.Sure enough, he was right, he was still so good, he was obviously bored, and he kindly gave me a step-by-step process.

Why is he so gentle?I have worked hard to do these strenuous things, and I should have tried my best to guess my heart for a long time, why is he so good?It would have been fine if he hadn't accepted this step-by-step approach at the time, and it would have been fine if he had been awakened by his movement the first time he left without saying goodbye, and then chased him out.Although it will bore him...

No, it would be great if he could consider his feelings earlier, act more worry-free, cooperate with the treatment, and not bore him.Because he is so good, I don't want to miss it even if I work hard.

Work hard and don't want to miss it.

But it has been clearly recognized that there is no such opportunity.So stop at letting him know.

Recalling the last time carefully, although he said something like "I know", it always felt like he was joking.

So, I want to say it again.

The next time I see you, I decide not to hide anymore, but to speak up.