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The eldest sister scratched her head in half, and suddenly sat up from the sofa, looking at me fixedly, and seemed to be horrified, like a ghost who found its prey...

I guess since I became her Zhili, although there has been no trouble, I must be finished today. The first major thing in such a long time is to entertain her old man.

That's right, it really looked like this. She stood up from the sofa without staring at me for a few seconds, grabbed the pole hanging the bottle, slid to the door, and looked at me with a bright face and said, "Let's go!"

Did you know that your openness and recklessness could very well lead me to my death?

But I ended up following her.

Walking through the corridor on the first floor, I opened a small door in the deepest part. After the door opened, it was really suspicious. I saw the wall at a glance. The eldest sister kicked her head a few times. The wall is like a common mechanism in movies. The same, while shaking the dust down, it moved to one side, and the light was automatically turned on by the way... This is the effect that is not in the movie...

I followed her, step by step, down the spiral staircase, which was not steep at all. The handrails were covered with dust, making people afraid to hold on.It gradually entered the darkness, but this staircase seemed to spread endlessly, making people doubt whether it would lead to hell.But as expected, it was just a suspicion. Not long after, I staggered under my feet——in the end...

The eldest sister turned on the lights as if she was familiar with the road. Sure enough, the place is too rich and doesn't know how to save electricity. All the lights are on at once, illuminating a very large space, which is about the size of this place. The floor area of ​​a building, because it is empty, looks even larger, and the furnishings inside are not distinctive. From the similar shape, and those objects that have not been covered by white cloth, it is probably judged that this place is the most common in the movie. The training ground is no different.

Unexpectedly, this group of hereditary Qing heritages are quite secondary~

The eldest sister ran to the corner silently, turned over a small box, and finally found a silver-white pistol and gave it to me. The word "Yangu" was lightly engraved on it. I knew the meaning of the word. , I peeked at it when the eldest lady was reviewing Chinese in the senior high school entrance examination, "Yangu"-the place where the sun rises in ancient books.

The elder sister gave me this gun probably because of the word "thustle", because I obviously only read those two words one more time, and she found out, and asked me: "How do you know what it means? Is it engraved well?" I said inadvertently "Oh", she was even more happy, and gave me another black pistol. I took a look at it, and as expected, it was engraved with "Sumiya" - an ancient book Up refers to the place where the sunset is.

From that day on, I was the owner of the white pistol, and the eldest sister still kept the black pistol stingily.But it was only after a long time that I found out that the old and young master had used that gun before, and the black pistol that the elder sister kept on his head was a couple's model.At this time, it is very strange. Generally, men are black and women are white. Why do they reverse black and white when they come to them?

Their own romance is beyond me.

The eldest sister was very disappointed in me at first.

Because most of the furnishings were covered with dusty white cloth, and only the gun target stood in place intact, she just wanted to see me use the gun to see if I was still the type to be taught by children, and the result was just like the old days and It was the same when Shi Xiaofeng went to hunt mobs together, I couldn’t even unlock the insurance, she also showed a surprised expression like "Gintama" beside her...

She doesn't give me face more than Shi Xiaofeng, at least Shi Xiaofeng didn't say anything, and she asked me: "Hey, epilepsy, how old are you this year?"

I am embarrassed to answer her "end of the year"...

In fact, it feels like it’s passing so fast, I’m going to be eighteen soon...

The two of them were probably thinking about their own things like this, and they were silent for a long time. In the end, it was the eldest sister who said first. She walked to me silently, patted my shoulder with a sympathetic look, and said earnestly: "It's okay, Nothing will happen." Then he knocked out the magazine, "Look, the bullets are not loaded."

Although she said so, if she can't do it, she can't do it. She tried again and it still didn't work. The eldest sister probably gave up and told me: "Go back to sleep today, and try again tomorrow... ...."

I did as I did, and I didn’t seem to care much at the beginning of the period, but when I lay on the bed at night, I couldn’t sleep, my mind was tumbling, I couldn’t solve the embarrassment of insurance, I felt so ashamed, ashamed, ashamed, ashamed ,ah.In short, after struggling with "face and face" for a long time, I finally made up my mind: I must get insurance tomorrow!

That's right.What's even weirder is that when I saw Yanggu's pistol the next day, I easily activated the safety, just click it, it was as easy as when Shi Xiaofeng opened the safety.Then I turned it on and off many times, and it was easy to make people feel bored.

I still remember that at that time, I was standing in front of the training platform, and when I looked up, I saw a gun target who didn’t know how many meters away. I held the gun in my hand and felt heavy.I looked around and found no one.Carefully raised his hand, squinted his eyes to aim at the target, clearly felt the shaking of his hand, his fingers hesitantly paced up and down on the trigger, and flinched immediately when he felt resistance.Try to keep your arm steady and pull the trigger at that moment...

Then nothing happens...

I still remember how I felt at that moment. After putting down the gun, my eyes were almost blurred, and my whole body was surrounded by a sense of weightlessness.And the trembling of his arms when he came back to his senses.But I can clearly feel that this is different from the previous ones. It is indeed prompting me to pick up the heavy iron block again, and then aim again, but nothing happens...

When I put down the gun again this time, I felt an indescribable joy...

After a long time, I realized that it was from this joy that I was gradually led to a path where I could not face Shi Xiaofeng... Wuyan appeared in front of him again...

It was also a long time later that I understood the mood of the elder sister who was peeping in the corner, and she said after a long time when she talked about it again: "I thought at that time, you must not be able to refuse, after all, it means strength."

Subsequent facts have been proven - she guessed right.

In fact, I kept thinking afterwards, if I could have pulled her out of "peeping in the dark", I could have heard her confide in her heart earlier, that would be great.

Of course, what I want to hear is not the above sentence, but something else——

"Do you want to know why?"

"Why can you succeed after being embarrassed in front of me, but it has no effect at all when you are embarrassed in front of Shi Xiaofeng?"

"Because you depend on him, not me."

"In front of dependent people, no matter what kind of ugliness you show, you won't feel ashamed, because being dependent means being an incompetent child."

"I have experienced this feeling too."

......

"Because you are relying on him..." It would be great if I could know earlier, so that I will never have any feeling of alienation and wanting to give up on him in the future, and I will keep pestering him If you don't let go, maybe the two of you won't have such an embarrassing situation...

I didn't understand what I was thinking at that time because I was so contradictory and extremely fragile because I got a little bit of power and status. I didn't understand it at the time. I don't understand it now. I guess I still won't understand it in the future...