critical value

I didn't see Shi Xiaofeng again that summer, and even though the ivy was completely green, I still didn't remember anything.But it doesn't matter, it doesn't matter anymore.

No one around Shi Xiaofeng was talking about Shi Xiaofeng, just like I posted in the space: "Don't mention Shi Xiaofeng in front of me again." Then it was accompanied by a very sad picture, but in fact it was just incidental to the space.

But I didn't do such a stupid thing.

In fact, it feels good not to hear about him. After all, it proves that he is living an ordinary life somewhere, so ordinary that no story can be told, and he will no longer run around and hurt himself like before.Why do I always feel that it is good for him to be ordinary, obviously he is not the kind of person who seems to be very powerful at first glance...It is different from the golden songs that sometimes you can feel the difference when you listen to the song.

If you don't understand yourself, forget it.

I always feel that he is actually nearby, an inexplicable feeling; I feel that he should be having a good time now, a feeling that my words are unfounded; I feel that I should see him soon, a feeling of one-sidedness.After all, it can only be understood but cannot be expressed in words, and even the feeling is hazy and unclear, a feeling that people with low emotional intelligence like me will never be able to understand.

This summer is still going on as usual, sleeping until noon every day, Zhang Weiran is used to ordering an extra takeaway every day.I actually feel quite strange. I always feel that this person should not be such a bad person. Maybe one day Shi Xiaofeng will come back, and he will ask Shi Xiaofeng for repayment of the money I owe him for the takeout I eat every day at a quarterly usury rate of 60%. Then Shi Xiaofeng would look at me with those little knife-like eyes.

It shouldn't be like this, he probably feels... feels... he must feel nothing about the ill-gotten gains he got under the sofa!Put it in your pocket with peace of mind!It's over!I am done!To be killed by Shi Xiaofeng's small eyes!

I don't know when I can see him. If it is later, I can live a few more days... Forget it, I still want to see him sooner. It doesn't matter if I live a few days less, anyway. It's better to live than to die...Ah, no.

Anyway, I feel like I'll see him soon.

It was probably in autumn, it should be the period of a year after I can remember, Shi Xiaofeng came back from somewhere—everywhere people started talking about him again, I can fully judge from this point.Sure enough, within a few days, the eldest sister told me to pack up and get out, and Shi Xiaofeng told me to go back.

I was actually very happy when I heard his call. I didn’t have many things and just packed a bag and left. I left the ugly presidential suite that I made, and I didn’t pay back the money I owed for so long. , it doesn't matter, anyway, Zhang Weiran himself didn't remind him.Walking on the familiar street, you can see the church not far away from the gap between the buildings - it will be there soon.

What season was it the last time you came back?It's summer, it's time to come back and get things.

Everything is still the same as usual, nothing has changed, it’s just the beginning of autumn, everything seems to be full of life, but it’s just a false prosperity, and soon it will be bleak again, with snow falling, people jumping off the building, just like last winter , and then Shi Xiaofeng and I can be like that period of inseparable time, the two of us have been tired of being together, wandering around, eating oden.

When I entered the gate, I saw the old tree in the corner. The last time I looked at it, it was still full of dry petals and half-baked leaves. Now the leaves are about to wither. Winter is coming. It’s great. .

Jumping anxiously in the elevator, watching the value increase little by little, slowly changing from 1 to 11, I hurried out of the elevator, but after running a few steps, I felt that something was wrong with my appearance, and then I walked slowly Strolled to the end of the corridor.Standing at the door, I seemed to knock on the door calmly, but no one paid any attention to me.

In fact, the worst situation now is that Shi Xiaofeng didn't come back, and the eldest sister was just fooling me.But now I don’t think so, because my feeling is——Shi Xiaofeng has come back, and he is probably watching movies in the apartment with WIFI, and eating the ghost mother-in-law’s senbei leisurely, but he just doesn’t want to talk to me. .....

Then I knocked on the door even louder, as if I could scare the neighbors out to open the door, but Shi Xiaofeng just didn't open the door, just ignored me, and it was a long time before I heard a shout from the room: "Didn't you bring the key! "

"I didn't bring it!"

Then he reluctantly ran over for a long time, opened the door, and saw me looking like he was about to die, with messy hair, black lines all over his face, dark circles, koala eyes, and messy clothes Curled on his body, he looked very miserable, probably because this person's life was too tenacious, so his face was not as ugly as if he had been hanged.

It should be because I have been tired and haven't slept for two or three months, and now I am trying to catch up on sleep......

The first sentence after seeing me, I thought he would say as usual: "Hey, epilepsy." But no, he probably has some urge to get up, and he is falling ill now, and asked me viciously: "Where is the little monster?" !” It was a feeling of cursing at all, but because I hadn’t woken up yet, my voice sounded vague, otherwise I would definitely have quarreled with him on the spot...

In fact, I can also leave...

"Bring it back to me!" And then he slammed the door, like a snake man...

But there was no way, so I ran back silently, and took away the little monster I had fostered for N for a long time from the counter, probably because the food here is better, unlike where Shi Xiaofeng and I except for small fish every day Dried fish is dried fish, it has grown fat after being fostered here for a few months...

It was very difficult to move the fish tank alone like when I came here. I don’t know why, I don’t take the subway, take the bus or stop the taxi. I just want to move the fish tank back as hard and painful as when I came here. I probably feel that if Accidentally fell and dropped the little monster on the ground... After that, I don't need to take responsibility for supporting pets anymore.

But Shi Xiaofeng seems to really like this thing, it's called Hexagonal Dragon Fish, that little monster that the fish shop owner also likes very much.Why don't I get angry just now when I wake up... In fact, I don't know, because every day when I get up, I feel very painful, how can I have time to get up and get angry?Naturally, I don't know the highest level of getting up, but I can't say that the highest level is the level that can kill my father-in-law...

Really bad, no respect for old people...