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Sure enough, he fell asleep not long after, and he looked sickly and half-dead again. I looked at his face, imagining the snow scene outside the window, thinking that I could forget the feeling of being hungry for pantothenic acid water. .....

Speaking of which, what are you having for dinner tonight?

I looked through the cabinets and the refrigerator, and there seems to be nothing left, only some seasonings and instant food, and it seems that there are buckwheat noodles... Forget it, I'll continue cooking porridge...

Shi Xiaofeng didn't wake up until almost seven o'clock in the afternoon, but he was actually quite on time, because the meal was almost ready by then.He didn't seem to be as energetic as he was at noon, and he didn't even have the energy to hum pretentiously. He seemed to be still resisting sitting up from the bed, and he was determined to be lazy, mixed with an expression of lovelessness.

Maybe he was really going to die, because his face was so pale, it might be a flashback at noon...

No, if it was a flashback at noon, he would be dead by now.

He ate less than at noon, and continued to lie on the bed after taking two casual bites, but he didn't do anything, he didn't even bother to close his eyes, and stared at the ceiling with a dead expression, not knowing what he was looking at.I sat next to him and silently drank the leftover porridge. I thought he was too hot, but it was obviously cold...

I drank so intently that I didn't notice when he started looking at me. After I finished eating, I looked up and saw him. He looked at me and smiled for some reason.It's not the kind of pursed smile that wants to say the last words, but a sunny standard smile, fleeting, with a pale face, it really feels like saying the last words.

Neither of them spoke, and the atmosphere seemed awkward. In fact, I also had something very curious and had to ask him: "What's wrong with you?" To be more specific: "How did you get the injury on your body?" He said "Oh—" to show that he finally understood what I was talking about.

"It's nothing. After the mission was over, I was so happy that I abused myself. I thought Zhang Weiran told you that."

Yes, he did say it, but I don't think it's true...

The atmosphere was awkward for a while, and after a long silence, he suddenly covered his forehead with his hands in pain, and groaned, wanting to change the lying position, but he couldn't do it because his abdominal muscles couldn't use his strength, what a pity. ..... He closed his eyes and pretended to sleep for a while. When he woke up, he became even more lethargic. Looking at his watch, he didn't know when it was nine o'clock. I actually admired my skill. Watching him stare blankly for a day.

I wanted to go to bed early today, so I opened the closet that I had tidied so hard that it would not avalanche, and found my mattress, from Shi Xiaofeng's bed to the twisted quilt, I didn't bother to take a shower after making the bed, just slept like this OK.After turning off the light, Shi Xiaofeng could be seen from the light that came through from the searchlight bit by bit, as if Shi Xiaofeng was not asleep, his eyes were still open, blinking pretentiously.

In fact, I can't sleep much myself, so I should chat with him.In fact, there is one more important thing that I didn’t say: “Hey, Shi Xiaofeng.” Although he didn’t respond, I don’t know why I can be sure that he is listening, “Zhang Weiran, he fired me this morning, saying he doesn’t like me , let me hang out with you in the future."

"..."

"I still keep the gun you gave me that day, and put it under the cupboard. After you get better, if you have any interesting tasks, you must take me there..." He was still silent, but he didn't know Why, even so, I still really want to chat with him. "Actually, the little guys in Zhangbu admire you very much. After seeing the video of you torturing and killing others, they rubbed their faces against the screen excitedly."

"When I was with Zhang Weiran, I really felt that it was better to mix with you. Although he was very idle at the beginning, skating around in the office every day, I read comics next to him, but from him I don’t know what’s going on after my birthday, I was in a bad mood for a while, and after I recovered, I was thrown into the hall in a second..."

Speaking of which, why did Zhang Weiran suddenly change?I guess it was my birthday, and I heard someone say "burning paper", maybe it was because of the scene when I was burning paper that day, and then I was in a bad mood.After recovering, I felt that I had let the dead down too much by being ignorant all day long, so I decided to work hard in the future, and then brought me along...

By the way, I decided to ask Shi Xiaofeng when he came back...

"By the way, do you know who Zhang Weiran burns paper for every year on his birthday?"

Shi Xiaofeng didn't speak, and I wisely didn't ask further, and didn't say anything.The two of them have been silent like this, the atmosphere is very awkward and boring, but I can't fall asleep anyway, and I really want to ask him why he became such a silent ghost?

Maybe the two of us slept in a Chuanzi shape (two people should be in an 11-shape), lying side by side, neither of us fell asleep, and we were all thinking about our own affairs.It's a pity that I didn't think about anything, I just lay there in a daze. Sure enough, I was still too young and innocent.

Maybe several hours later, Shi Xiaofeng suddenly said a word, he seemed to say it when he didn't know if I was awake, he said: "Epileptic, I really want to say to big sister now, 'big sister, instant kill ' This sentence. But I don't like to let her see me sickly."

I was clearly awake and I heard it, but I didn't say anything, as if I was stunned, I just simply didn't know whether I should answer or not, and if I wanted to say, what should I say?The air was full of silence again, which to me was dull anxiety.After a long time, I sat up from the bed and said, "Call her, tell her to turn on the speakerphone, and put it next to her ear, so that even if you speak softly, she will sound loud."

Shi Xiaofeng didn't say anything, I called the eldest sister's phone number by myself, it was already past twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, and it was almost one o'clock, but she answered it with dignity, and said in a sleepy voice : "Hey... epilepsy..."

"Ah, big sister, please put the phone on speakerphone and put it next to your ear. Shi Xiaofeng has something very important to say."

"Okay..." She actually agreed! "The hands-free is turned on, and it is placed next to the ear."

I heard her say that, and handed the phone to Shi Xiaofeng, he was very face-saving, but said weakly: "Big sister, it's instant kill."

I heard the same weak voice on the other side of the phone: "Oh——"