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"It's like a cloud like a smoke, and it's ethereal." ——A Lyric

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That night, it was already evening after returning from the eldest sister’s head, Zhang Weiran kindly let me go home, I went back to Shi Xiaofeng’s bachelor’s apartment with a sullen face, there were a few Sichuan people downstairs who had been staying Constantly arguing, the sound is very loud, I can vaguely hear it on the 11th floor, although I can't understand what they are talking about, but I am still very upset...

Songs are good if you don't understand them, but quarrels are more annoying if you don't understand them...

Rubbing on the WIFI next door to play with my mobile phone, the noise of the quarrel downstairs has gradually ceased to be heard, but I can't calm down anyway.Playing with the mobile phone but not knowing what to do, watching a movie but wanting to throw away the mobile phone, running around in a room of 20 square meters, but even so, I still don’t want to turn off the mobile phone, I always feel like a cat scratching my heart. .....

The sky gradually darkened, and finally turned into a boundless dark blue. It seems that the very bright North Star can be seen. Besides, there is a faint moon. It is not a good weather tonight. I hope it will not snow again tomorrow. ...because if it snows again, I might freeze to death...

Shaking like a psycho like Zhang Weiran.

In the end, I was really bored, my heart was like a cat scratching, a feeling of soreness and weakness spread all over my body, and I was rolling around on the floor uncomfortably, remembering that I hadn’t cleaned the floor for a few days, so I rolled I was even happier, and then bumped into the kitchen cabinet with a "boom", but I still couldn't calm down, and instead became more neurotic, wanting to jump up and down, and then screamed "ahhhhh" for a while …

But I always feel that in such a small apartment, what I do will be heard by the neighbors, so in the end I held back, twisted my limbs, and entered the bathroom with difficulty, turned on the shower urgently, and poured cold water on it. body, and then it gradually became hot... The winter clothes became heavy due to soaking in water, and the mood gradually calmed down as it became heavy.

My breathing gradually became shallower and slower, and I realized how short my breathing was before.After I calmed down, I felt my own heartbeat. It felt powerful and beating rapidly, as if I had just gone out and run many laps. After I felt it, it gradually calmed down.After calming down, I didn’t feel very good. I felt like all the blood vessels in my body were empty, especially the shoulders and upper arms. I wanted to be insane for a while, but a burst of dizziness in my brain interrupted me.

Very drowsy, as if you have to hold on to the wall to stand still...

Because of this drowsiness, I became more calm.I feel so wet, I just need to take a bath (pleasure).

I don't know if it's my illusion, while I was taking a shower, I suddenly heard the sound of the door lock being unlocked amidst the sound of water, and after a few seconds, there was the sound of a heavy object falling to the ground.I was puzzled in my heart, and made all kinds of conjectures, who is this person? If I want to drive him away, go out from here, and how to get the gun under the cabinet more conveniently.

I found a bathrobe from a pile of bath towels, a mango yellow belt, a dark blue background, and a light blue pattern of dead fish. It was a small size cosplay that I accidentally found in the avalanche of the closet. It was very summer festival style, and it felt inexplicably so cute.I carefully opened the door of the bathroom. At first glance, I saw a pair of scary feet. If I looked closely, it was a pair of scary feet...

I should have stayed where I was with black lines all over my face, not knowing what to do, but after thinking about it, I recalled that I hid the gun under the cabinet. If I lay down like this, it seemed that I could just reach it... Then I was even more at a loss, just stood there not knowing what to do, but after a long time, the man was still motionless, so I tiptoed out of the bathroom, and saw Shi Xiaofeng in the corridor, he was looking He lay on the ground in a half-dead state, just like I saw him lying in the dark corridor on the first day after I could remember...

The only difference is that the entrance here is flickering, because the blue searchlights of the nearby buildings will find it here from time to time. I secretly turned off the light in the bathroom, trying to jump on him and scare him, but I have tried my best to scare him. Yes, he was still lying on the ground with a look of indifference.But it seems to be different from normal lying down...

I soon discovered that even though I was very slow, I couldn't react to many things... My heart was beating restlessly, I tiptoed, and I touched him in the narrow hallway in fear, and I walked to the door and opened it. lamp.The first thing I saw was one or two bloody footprints of myself, and when I moved the camera upwards hesitantly, I saw blood all over the ground...

what's the situation?

I froze on the spot for a long time, not daring to do anything, not daring to touch Shi Xiaofeng, I didn’t even have the desire to move myself, I just stood there numbly, not knowing what I was thinking, maybe my mind was blank, nothing didn't think...

I might just stand there for a long time, so long that Shi Xiaofeng struggled to get up from the ground, then ran to the bathroom with a hand on the wall to get a water-soaked rag, silently cleaned up his own blood, and opened the closet like a resentful woman , made the bed, and ran over to turn off the light in the porch before seeing me...with a look of astonishment on his face, his drooping eyes widened, and he said two words: "Epileptic????"

Feeling like a normal person...

When I saw his appearance, I stared fiercely into his eyes. I didn't know why I felt like crying, so I turned my head to the side and didn't look at him.After seeing one or two circling footprints all over the ground, he looked at my feet again, looking at me as if he understood something.I didn't speak, but I was uncomfortable being stared at by him, so I ran into the bathroom to get a rag to wipe the floor. It was very embarrassing that all the places I walked left one or two solidified until half became unclear Bloody footprints of...

Shi Xiaofeng looked at the footprints all over the place, he seemed to be unloved, then he dragged me out of the bathroom, pushed me back to the corner, wiped the entrance and the bathroom again, and then wiped my feet with a towel .I haven't spoken all the time, my feet feel a little itchy when the towel touches it, it's so embarrassing... because I always feel that something is wrong, Shi Xiaofeng was lying on the ground with a dead look just now, but now he is very Industrious and brave, I am a useless set...

I don't know why, my mind was running happily, he suddenly laughed, and then said: "Your feet are so small~"

like a normal person...

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