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In fact, I have always wanted to see epilepsy in my heart, looking forward to talking to him, but I couldn't take the first step.

I forgot when it was, it seems that when my brother first arrived in the Northeast, I took him and my three little friends to climb the stairs to the sixth floor when I had nothing to do. Several people blocked the entire corridor tightly. Yes, we had a good time chatting without noticing.

Because of the happy chat, I didn't realize that someone was watching me from behind, and I didn't realize that he had epilepsy.

It wasn't until I passed the corner of the stairs that I suddenly caught a glimpse of a figure standing behind me. I turned around and saw epilepsy!At that time, I must have been very excited. I didn’t know what kind of expression I made when I stared at the eyes, but I still felt embarrassed, so I hurried to my brother and deliberately used a lower decibel than usual to pretend. Chat with him with a very focused and serious look.

I can feel the epilepsy following me all the way, just a few steps behind me, climbing the stairs with me to the stone department on the sixth floor-every time I think of it, my heart twitches again.Originally, I planned to get together with my friends to play mobile games for a while, but thinking that epilepsy might still be waiting outside, I quickly found some lame reasons that have never been seen before or since, and drove them away. Rubbing" into the corridor, but did not see him again.

When did this happen between us?And why?I don't understand now either.I'm afraid it's embarrassment, because both parties feel awkward, so they dare not take the first step, so they gradually drift away to the point where they cannot be seen.

Although I used to always feel that I was holding on to epilepsy, but recently I suddenly felt that it was actually epilepsy that was holding me back.

Although both parties are very clear that if we dare to take the first step, the other party will definitely not refuse, but will rush forward more attentively; it is also very clear that if one of us suddenly raises a topic, the other party will definitely Responding exactly as before, as if none of our avoidance and silence for so long had ever happened.

According to various zodiac signs, Leo is the zodiac sign that loves face the most, so it is also destined that I cannot be that person.

In fact, it was quite desperate to think about it this way, so one day I was so desperate that I borrowed a shovel from the grandfather downstairs and knocked on the roadside stones everywhere.Then suddenly I heard the sound of epilepsy, and he was standing next to me, staring at the shovel beating on the curb with a small look of concentration, and said, "What are you doing?"

This is the third time. I was so scared that I almost vomited my internal organs. Of course, it was because of the mixed emotions of ecstasy, entanglement, embarrassment, and anxiety that hurt the internal organs so much.Fortunately, I was lowering my head at the time. If I raised my head, my face would turn black, red, and white. Epilepsy must have seen everything.It took me less than a second to calm myself down, then I turned my head "swish", deliberately widened my small drooping eyes, and said in an unbelievable tone: "Epileptic?"

He is still exactly the same as before, nothing has changed, a pair of clear black eyes seem to be staring at me unreservedly, coupled with that expressionless face, it makes people feel very cute.I looked at him inexplicably and wanted to laugh very much, so I had no choice but to turn my face to the side and then "jingled" with the shovel, saying, "I'm looking to see if I can knock out snowflakes."

Sure enough, it was the reason for pretending to be serious. I, a liberal arts student who has never been very tongue-in-cheek, actually referred to "spark" as "snowflake"...

Epilepsy also complained on the side: "Snowflake?"

"Hmm... No, is it possible to knock out sparks?" It was so embarrassing that I had no choice but to pick up the shovel and knock harder to relieve the embarrassment.

"Why don't you knock it with another stone." I actually listened to what he said, changed a stone, and knocked hard, and sparks really came out. I still remember the two of us marveling like children after that.It’s been a long time since I’ve seen this feeling. Even if there are passers-by looking at us with eyes that look at the snake spirit, even if Leo is the most face-saving constellation in various zodiac divinations, I still hope that this moment can last a little longer. , the two of us can still knock on these curbs for a while...

So we knocked and sparked all kinds of things along the side of the road, and even exclaimed pretending to be amazed, just to make this moment last longer.

I made an excuse that I was going to buy popsicles, but in fact I wanted to return the shovel to the grandfather at the canteen, so I took him into a dark alley. A kind of blue-gray light reminds me of when I was in Jiangnan, when I sat at the gate of the No. [-] Middle School every evening and waited for him to leave school.

Because we walked too far by knocking on the curb just now, we wandered in the alley for a long time, and the more we walked into the depths of the alley, the darker the surroundings became due to the passage of time.I lied to him in all kinds of ways, and pulled out Jia Doudou Wang Dandan and Fang Datou, saying that it was because I kissed Wang Dandan when I kissed Jia Doudou, and then Fang Datou was unhappy.I went around for so long just to fulfill the lie that I bought popsicles. In fact, I said at the time that I wanted to eat it or not?Anyway, in the end, I eat it by myself.But I don't know why I feel very embarrassed.

These nicknames that I had no taste in elementary school actually aroused the interest of epilepsy, and he was very eager to know what my nickname was.But it's strange, I searched hard for a long time, but I don't have any memory of my nickname, so I had to tell him: "I am Shi Xiaofeng~" It's really strange, why don't I have a nickname?

Oh, by the way, Shi Xiaofeng is a homonym for "Shi Xiaofeng".

It was getting dark, and the lights in the alley were so dim that no one could be seen. We stopped talking, but walked side by side in silence.But the atmosphere is getting better and better, I found that epilepsy was secretly looking at me, I also turned to look at him, his already innocent face looked softer in the dim light, making people want to take a bite, so I Poke his forehead, and he turned his face to the side with a proud look.

In fact, it’s amazing to think about it. Not long ago, I felt so painful because I ignored each other and avoided each other.How long has it been since then?It's just the time from dawn to dark, and I blow the night wind that has completely warmed up, and my heart is full of happiness.In fact, I really want this road to continue forever, and never reach the canteen, so that we can stay together forever.

But it’s impossible, the surroundings are dim, and the light hanging from the freezer in the small shop to prevent the children from stealing popsicles can almost blind me——as expected, I still came here.I was sighing and sighing in my heart, when I suddenly felt that someone touched me, and then my arm was held... It must be epilepsy, I felt like I was dreaming.

The surroundings were dim, the wind was blowing, and the atmosphere was just right. I even trembled in fright, and then slowly stopped.

But for a moment, I don't know what to do next. I have watched so many novels and TV dramas, and I obviously hooked up with boys and girls in middle school, but at that time, I just stood there stupidly when facing him —— Epilepsy took advantage of these few seconds to come around in front of me, and then hugged me in a very cute way, as for how stupid it is?He hugged me in the posture of "Lu Zhishen pulls out the weeping willow" in "New Water Margin".

I wanted to reach out and correct him to a nice angle, but after all, I wasn't prepared for it at the time. After all, he hugged me even though he didn't look good. After all, even if I wanted to make him look better, it was still a I'm going to hug him.My hands were trembling, and I couldn't put them on him after a few seconds. I finally touched the fabric, but because the car lights turned on suddenly, I was so scared that I quickly let go and pushed him away.

But what is there to be afraid of?Suddenly, I feel that I may be purer than the innocent hero in the girl manga.

Annoyed, he returned the shovel to the grandfather at the commissary, and angrily bought a popsicle to eat back.

This time is really embarrassing. Epilepsy must think that I am an old virgin, and he must complain in his heart that I will be a bachelor for the rest of my life.It was so embarrassing and embarrassing when it was over, so I walked in front, followed by epilepsy, and I walked faster and faster, almost flying.Sure enough, the epilepsy couldn't keep up and called me from behind, so I stopped at the corner of the building, next to the stairs leading directly to the back door.

He rushed over in a few steps "Ceng Ceng", and then kept staring at me with those cute little eyes, which made me feel ashamed for a moment and had to look away.He said: "You are so cute." I also widened my eyes in shock, shouldn't he feel that I am cowardly? "It's so cute that I want to pin you in a corner and beat you up." Well, he really thinks I'm cowardly, and he wants to beat me to death if I'm so cowardly.

Then what can I do!In order to ease the embarrassment, I had no choice but to calmly say: "Oh, let's talk about it tomorrow." Then I quickly turned up the stairs and ran away, for fear that he would really kill me.

This is the second time, the second time he took the initiative to express his heart to me, but I still didn't respond.There's one more thing besides the shyness and embarrassment reasons - I don't think it's time yet.

It has been more than a month since I transferred my brother to the Northeast. My brother, my three friends, and I have been sitting in the headquarters all day doing nothing, eating, drinking, and sleeping. I always feel that this is not good.In fact, I thought it would be a huge project to transfer my brother to the Northeast, and it would take me at least half a year, but I didn't expect it to be done with only four air tickets.However, I was not ready for my next move at that time, and only a few people were stranded here.But now, it's almost time to move on.

First of all, the first point, I can't support my brother for a lifetime!In this way, he must not be willing, like a little daughter-in-law who was adopted.But how dare you ask BOSS to contribute another position?The legacy of the Qing Dynasty is also full of talents, not to mention that most of the positions of chief ministers are hereditary, which should not work.

And the second point, it is impossible for me to support my three little friends for a lifetime!So I contacted their Ba Ba, and now the Ba Ba of Wang Jiafang's family started from scratch with the only half of the building left by my brother, and prepared to make a big turnaround, busy all day long.But even though I'm a bit busy, turning over doesn't seem to be a particularly difficult task. Although the Shi family is almost gone when my brother took advantage of the snake mental illness recently, the prestige and contacts accumulated by the ancestors are still there. Now The parents in power responded to everything, and the situation was fine except that they were too busy.

The tyrants of the three families have also spoken, asking me to call their stupid sons back quickly, and if they refuse to come back, tell them: "Your father is very busy! Hurry up and go home and work!" This is not bad, my The few friends were finally able to get rid of the life of the Bishu clan, but they didn't want to, they were too busy and decided to go home after a while, and hold parties in the headquarters every day.

Now there is only my brother's problem. In short, let's go to Russia first, maybe there is a chance?

He was concentrating on thinking about my brother and the others, but there was an epileptic voice behind him. The decibels were not high, but he could hear it clearly in this desolate corner, in the quiet and dark night where no one passed by. He said : "I like you, goodbye."

"Goodbye."

This is indeed the case. I will come back to accompany him when everything is over. After all, I am the type who is used to saving my favorite food until the end.