you are my lungs

After dinner that day, Qin Baichuan went into his bedroom to unpack the suitcase, and hung the clothes one by one in the closet.

It was right to move here to live with He Qi, he thought, seeing off Chu Chu and moving here was like starting a new life.

He was long overdue to start a new life, but he himself kept holding back.Fortunately, he met He Qi, who dragged him out.

This bedroom is clean and simple, from the cabinets to the drawers are empty, as if it has been vacated long ago, waiting for someone to live in.

He Qi lost his parents in the past year. Qin Baichuan can't imagine how he tidied up the things in this room and turned it into an empty room bit by bit, let alone how he guarded the empty room. Home, how did you live the past six months.

Fortunately, they met not too late.

He owed so much in the past, and in the future he will make up for it day by day.

The sound of rushing water in the bathroom stopped, and He Qi came out after a while, standing at the door of the bathroom and shouting: "Baichuan, come here."

Qin Baichuan came over after hearing the sound, He Qi took him into the bathroom, pointed to the two cups for brushing teeth on the sink: "The blue one is mine, and the white one has never been used, so it will be yours from now on."

Qin Baichuan nodded: "Okay."

He Qi just took a shower, and his ears were wet and uncomfortable, so he rubbed them with his hands, and opened the cabinet with the other hand: "The bottom two floors are all my things, and your things are put on the top two floors." , if you can’t put it down, the cabinet next to it is more than half empty, you can use it as you like.”

Qin Baichuan nodded again: "Okay."

He Qi looked around: "Well...there's nothing else, you can just use the laundry detergent or something, and I found a new towel for you."

Qin Baichuan nodded again, then wrapped his left hand around the back of He Qi's neck, held his face in his right hand, and lowered his head to kiss him.

He Qi's whole body trembled heavily and froze.

Qin Baichuan kissed his forehead again: "Don't be afraid."

He Qi was still in shock, instinctively shrank his feet back, Qin Baichuan put his hands around his shoulders, and continued the kiss just now.

"Hmm..." He Qi couldn't help snorting when his tongues touched together. It felt as if it was going to melt. He couldn't help but push Qin Baichuan's shoulder with his hands.

Qin Baichuan hugged him and sucked him a few more times, not daring to startle him anymore, he let go gently.

He Qi blushed like a persimmon, juice would flow out when squeezed, turned his head to the corner of the wall, not daring to look at Qin Baichuan again, and said with difficulty: "Take a bath... you should take a bath first." After finishing speaking, he went into his bedroom There was no movement.

Qin Baichuan stood there for a while, then shook his head at himself in the mirror, he really shouldn't be so aggressive, at least he should have given He Qi a signal... He didn't control himself just now, He Qi's skin was glowing The water vapor, the warm and tempting smell is still lingering in his nasal cavity.

He Qi entered his room, leaned against the door to cover his beating heart.

Thousands of calculations, it did not come so suddenly.

He has no experience in this area, and his knowledge... is not very rich.Recently, he has worked hard on Baidu, and he has barely armed himself with theory, but every time he thinks about how to start this matter, he still struggles and yells that his head hurts.

He was really shy. What he could say to be my boyfriend that day by the river was his limit. No, he suspected that he might have been possessed by something that day.

Now that the two of them are living together, he knows that he invited him in on his own initiative, and it is impossible to go back on his word... But he is really nervous.

For skin-to-skin contact or something, he didn't have the guts to take off his clothes and meet Qin Baichuan frankly.

He was also afraid that Qin Baichuan would be disappointed if he was not good enough.

...Even if he was disappointed, how could he know that Qin Baichuan is not such a narrow-minded person, he would not express his disgust with a cold face.

But He Qi was still nervous. Whenever that incident started, he would be nervous until that time.

Hopeless.

After taking a shower meticulously, Qin Baichuan went back to his bedroom to find his pajamas and put them on before he knocked on He Qi's door.

There was no movement inside, Qin Baichuan knocked twice again: "Why?"

After a few seconds of silence, a muffled voice came out: "...I'm going to sleep."

Qin Baichuan didn't force it: "Then...you go to bed early, have you taken the medicine for tonight?"

"……ate."

"Okay, then I'll go to bed too," Qin Baichuan said in his usual voice, "Good night."

He turned to leave, but the door opened gently.

He Qi stood at the door, his nervous face turning red and white: "Baichuan, I..."

Qin Baichuan looked at him fixedly, as if asking for his permission, he touched his cheek with his fingers.

He Qi hugged him with trembling arms, Qin Baichuan finally felt relieved, and stretched out his arms to embrace him.

The person in his arms was trembling slightly, Qin Baichuan didn't expect him to be so nervous, he was a little surprised.

Holding the back of He Qi's head, he gently kissed his eyelids and temples.

With every kiss, He Qi's heart beat faster.He couldn't tell whether he was nervous or excited, Qin Baichuan's embrace was dark and sweet, he wanted to escape, but he couldn't help but sink into it.

Slowly, Qin Baichuan's kiss landed on the corner of his mouth again, He Qi was so dazed that he took the initiative to suck his lips.

Lips and teeth overlapped, and the feeling of "fusion" became stronger again. How could he let him kiss him, but he felt that he was about to drown here.

Qin Baichuan hugged him and moved a few steps into the bedroom, then put him down on the bed.

He Qi just kissed to the point of lack of oxygen, panting on his back on the bed, as soon as Qin Baichuan's breath approached, he became nervous again, turned his head away with a blushing face.

Qin Baichuan's heart was in a ball, he kissed his ear, pulled the quilt to cover him, leaned into his ear and said, "Okay, good night."

He Qi buried his face in the pillow and didn't dare to look at him. He didn't let out a long sigh of relief until he closed the door and went out. He looked back at the door, turned his back and blushed again.

… Take your time, take your time.

Back next door, Qin Baichuan found a missed call on his phone, from Qin Xiang.

He dialed back, and the phone was connected. It was Qin Chuchu's voice: "Hello? Dad...Uncle!"

Qin Baichuan smiled wryly, he was so preoccupied with dating that he almost forgot that he had a crazy girl: "Chuchu? Where are you now?"

"At home!" Qin Chuchu shouted, "Mom bought a new home, a very beautiful new home."

A babbling voice faintly came from the phone: "Sister, sister..."

Qin Chuchu seemed to be a little farther away from the phone: "No, that's not how you play..."

Qin Baichuan wanted to ask her something more, but Qin Xiang picked up the phone: "Hello? Baichuan, we've arrived home and settled down, so I'll make a call to report your safety."

Qin Xiang called him as soon as he got off the plane yesterday. Qin Baichuan was afraid of causing her trouble, so he didn't contact her again. Now he is completely relieved: "Well, just settle down. If Chuchu sleeps too late, she will catch a cold the next day. , you remember to let her go to bed early."

Qin Xiang said: "Well, well, I'm going to make her go to sleep too... Where are you now? In the hospital? Why didn't you answer the phone call just now?"

"No, not in the hospital," Qin Baichuan said, "I'm at home."

Qin Xiang was too familiar with his younger brother's secretive tone, so he didn't need to guess: "At home? Is there something wrong...then I won't bother you anymore, just remember to tell me."

"Oh no, I..."

With a beep, the phone hung up.

Qin Baichuan couldn't laugh or cry at the phone, he is... already done, right?But in a sense, it doesn't seem to be done yet.

Time passed day by day, and in a blink of an eye it was the day when the property fee lawsuit was pronounced.

In the morning, He Qi struggled to open his eyes when he heard the sound of teeth brushing in the bathroom.

The first thing I felt after waking up was that I was tired, every joint in my body was sore, my skin seemed to be solidified, and it was very difficult to move around.

He yawned, but still couldn't remember "who am I, where am I, and what am I going to do today".

Rubbing his eyes, he realized that the color of the pillow and quilt was not right.This is...how am I on this bed?

After brushing his teeth, Qin Baichuan walked in, saw that his eyes were squinted, but they hadn't opened yet, so he stretched out his hand and pushed his shoulder: "He Qi, I got up, the sentence will be pronounced at eight o'clock this morning, so I can't be late."

He Qi tried his best to open his eyes, and saw Qin Baichuan's hand flash past his eyes.

hand……

He suddenly sat up, hugged his knees and buried his face in his arms, his voice was a little hoarse: "...I got up...um."

Qin Baichuan thought it was funny, but he didn't dare to laugh out loud, so he reached out and scratched his ear, and went out.

He Qi stared at his back in a daze.

Yesterday was another step forward.Then today...

He Qi got off the bed and went to the bathroom to brush his teeth.Qin Baichuan was already heating up breakfast in the kitchen.

He Qi picked up the toothpaste, squeezed it up against the toothbrush, and asked Qin Baichuan while squeezing, "Do you remember the bet you made before?"

Qin Baichuan gently put down the bowl: "...Remember it."

"Well, that's good," He Qi said bravely, "If you win the case, you will lose to me to be your boyfriend tonight."

Qin Baichuan restrained his smile, opened the refrigerator and took the eggs: "Then if you lose the case, you can lose to me."

As a result, there was still no appointment that night.

Qin Baichuan arrived home at seven o'clock in the evening, and when he entered the door, he saw the judgment on the shoe cabinet, and he won the case.

He Qi had already prepared the meal and was waiting for him. Qin Baichuan changed his shoes and went into the restaurant to have a look. Pumpkin porridge, egg custard, corn ribs soup, cold potato shreds were all quite light.

He Qi didn't blush much anymore, but his eyes were still a little evasive, pointing to the stack of sauce-flavored cakes bought in the supermarket on the plate, and said: "I'm wronging you to drink porridge today, if you don't have enough, you can eat more cakes." ...I won't eat so much."

Qin Baichuan took the spoon and sat down: "No problem, if you don't have enough to eat, there will be another meal at night."

He Qi held his forehead to keep from getting angry, he found that Qin Baichuan was very patient, but this patience was bought with dirty words.

Halfway through the meal, Qin Baichuan's cell phone rang, his expression changed when he answered the phone, and he said to the other side: "Okay, I'll be right over."

He Qi was stunned. The two of them lived together for almost half a month. Qin Baichuan was on duty every four days. When he was not on duty, he would be called by the hospital at night. Sometimes the call came in the middle of the night, and he had to go there in the middle of the night. .

After hanging up the phone, Qin Baichuan said to He Qi very apologetically, "One of my patients has hemoptysis and is being rescued. I have to go there."

He Qi nodded: "Then you go quickly, don't delay."

Qin Baichuan came over and kissed him on the cheek: "Wait for me to come back."

He Qi sent him to the door, once the door was closed, the house was quiet, and He Qi was left alone.

The wall clock was ticking, He Qi returned to the dining table, lost his appetite, and stared at the ceiling blankly for a while.

"Ah ah ah ah ah……"

He has a sense of déjà vu that he is exhausted in one go.

At ten o'clock in the evening, Qin Baichuan sent him a text message, saying that the patient's condition was not very good, and told He Qi not to wait for him and go to bed early.

He Qi replied, okay, don't be too tired, remember to eat when you are hungry.

Qin Baichuan: (￣[-]￣)/

He Qi had nothing to say, put his mobile phone on the bedside table and fell asleep, and then lost sleep.

God knows how long he has been preparing, just like when he was in middle school, he had to review for the midterm exam for a whole week, and then when the education committee came down to check, the exam was cancelled.

What a headache.

At four o'clock in the morning, the sky was getting bright, and the birds outside the window gathered on the trees, and when they saw the light, they began to sing and chirp together.

He Qi suffered from insomnia and now his brain hurts. He got up and took the morning medicine, lay down and finally fell asleep.

Qin Baichuan came back at eight o'clock, he is off work today.

There was no movement in the room, he quietly pushed open the door of He Qi's bedroom, and saw that the curtains were drawn tightly, He Qi was buried under the quilt, and the room was filled with the smell of sleep.

Qin Baichuan moved lightly to the side of the bed, and lay down next to He Qi.

After all, he didn't close his eyes all night, so when He Qi turned around to hug him in a daze, he only had time to snort "Good boy" before falling into a deep sleep.

It was almost noon when the two woke up, and Qin Baichuan woke up from hunger.

Yesterday's dinner was reheated and finally filled my stomach.

He Qi went to the kitchen to pack the dishes, and asked Qin Baichuan if he was full, and if he was not full, there were apples on the coffee table in the living room, Qin Baichuan said no.

He asked Qin Baichuan what he would like to eat tonight.

Qin Baichuan entered the kitchen with two plates and said, "I want to eat you."

He Qi shook his hand and the bowl fell into the sink.

Qin Baichuan carried him to the kitchen counter and kissed him involuntarily.

He Qi was already a little bit good at kissing, and he let Qin Baichuan in with a willingness to refuse, and curled up his tongue to play hide-and-seek with him.

The problem is that Qin Baichuan has a lot of vigor today, he couldn't hold back, he soon lost his breath, his limbs were weak, and in the end he could only softly lie in Qin Baichuan's arms and let him do whatever he wanted.

"...Ah!" He Qi was suffocated to the limit, and finally took the initiative to stop, turning his face to the side to catch his breath.

Seeing his bloodshot lips, Qin Baichuan turned to his face to suck again, but he blocked it.

"...don't stay here," He Qi said, "this won't work..."

Qin Baichuan licked the corner of his mouth: "No problem, you have the final say where."

He Qi didn't know what he was nervous about.

If he is afraid of pain, he is indeed afraid, but according to the information collected during this period, he is sure that the pain can be controlled within a certain range.He was well prepared...well, Qin Baichuan would definitely not go on a rampage, and he himself could work hard to cooperate.

If you say it's shy... He was really shy at first, he only dared to watch the video materials Qin Baichuan copied to him.But later on, he got used to it, and it’s okay to watch it with Qin Baichuan, as long as the taste is not too strong...

If he was worried about safety, Qin Baichuan was a doctor, and he was more clean than him.

So what is he nervous about?There is no risk in all aspects, and this matter has all benefits and no harm.

Maybe what he is afraid of is the "unknown".It's impossible to imagine what it will feel like to do something you've never done before.

It was as if He Qi never imagined that he would make such a sound and grab Qin Baichuan's back with his hands.

Qin Baichuan frowned in pain, pulled He Qi's hand off and pressed him on the bed.

He Qi earned a bit, but didn't earn it, so he could only beg him: "Don't... don't hold me..."

Qin Baichuan didn't let go: "Why don't you cut your nails?"

He Qi's head is dizzy, and it is difficult to understand his words, and the output is close to garbled characters: "Forgot... um... Last week, I cut it last week..."

Qin Baichuan leaned over and kissed him: "Good boy, remember to cut your nails next time, and I'll let you catch them after you cut them."

How could he want to say whether I can cut it now, but didn't say it, Qin Baichuan's breath scratched his face, luring all the ends of his blood vessels to pulsate with his heartbeat.

That feeling, He Qi felt that he had turned into a single-celled organism, tumbling with the rapids in the warm river, and then met another single-celled organism and merged together.

It was evening, and He Qi struggled to wake up from his half-sleep, touched his side, but Qin Baichuan was not there.

He called out: "Baichuan?"

His voice was hoarse, and his voice was so low that he couldn't hear himself.

Sitting up with his waist supported, He Qi cleared his throat and called out again: "Baichuan?"

This time the voice came out, and Qin Baichuan heard it too, pushed the door open and came in with a piece of cake.

He Qi loves to eat sweets, so he took it happily, poked the yellow peach on it with a small fork and asked, "Why did you remember to buy cake?"

Qin Baichuan said without hesitation, "Congratulations on your coming of age."

"You..." He was so angry that he didn't know how to refute.

Qin Baichuan said again: "Really, this is a good thing, it should be celebrated."

He Qi thought for a while: "That's right, we have to celebrate... how about we change places next time?"

"Okay," Qin Baichuan said without fear, "I can be down here tonight."

"..." He Qibai rolled his eyes at him, ate all the yellow peaches in one bite, and then said: "Get lost."