How do I know my heart

The late emperor once asked me, "Do you want to be an emperor or a prince in the future?"

"Your Majesty is probably joking."

I really think His Majesty is joking.

After all, His Majesty still has a prince by his side, and I feel sorry for him. What kind of mistake did he make to force His Majesty to ask such a question.So I silently cast a light of blessing on him as I left.

Although my mother still treated me kindly after returning home, my father was very angry and quarreled vigorously with my mother, and my father never went to court that day.Grandpa stayed in the small study with his parents for a long time after he came back from court.

"If His Majesty really cares about the sixth prince, he should be sent to Hanshan Temple to pray for Empress Hui. It can be seen that the sincerity is sincere. Maybe the sixth prince can prolong his life, so how could it be so early—"

"Hua Fenghe, how dare you!" the old prince shouted, "That's your wife."

Hua Fenghe clenched his fingers into a fist, and slowly put it down, "Baby is wrong, but the princess's words have taken into account Hua'er's feelings. Hua'er has stayed by her side since she was born. Up to now, don't you have any feelings at all?" ?”

The old prince sighed, "Then you should also understand that that day, the princess also drank the royal soup given by her majesty."

"Do you know how bitter the princess is?"

My head is a little dizzy, me?The sixth prince?

Am I not the child of mother and father?

I'm a little scared.

That night, my father came to my bed, and he asked bitterly, "Can Hua'er take me in tonight?"

I threw myself into his arms and hugged him tightly.

My father seemed a little surprised, he patted me on the back lightly, "Why are you so naughty today, go to the bed quickly, don't catch a cold."

I never realized that I was such a heartless person.

My mother scolded me, but what she did not do well, I shook my head.

After packing up my luggage, I went to Qiyan Mountain, where my grandfather's old friend lived.

Life in the mountains is extraordinarily quiet, without any distractions.

The old master is also a person of great wisdom, and I feel that I have benefited a lot just by listening to him recite scriptures every day.

Every month I receive a letter, which I sometimes glance at and throw away, or don't read at all.

I was six years old when I came here, and I have been in the mountains for six years now.

I have not received letterhead for three months.

I found the last letterhead.

"Mother is seriously ill, come back quickly."

There was no quiet breath in the mansion.

I came to my mother's attic, but there was no one there.

Mother is about to go out.

Hwaseong followed me, but I didn't dare to ask him.

"Naughty animal!" Grandpa whipped my calf with a bamboo pole, "Kneel down!"

"Now that you are back, why don't you worship your mother! What is your heart made of? Your mother is seriously ill and you don't want to go back, your mother is dead and you don't want to go back, your mother's mourning hall you don't want to go back, now, you What are you doing back here!"

"Grandpa, I'm sorry." Tears rolled down my face, and it was only at this moment that I realized how painful the word regret is.

"The person you are sorry for is your mother!"

Since my mother passed away, I can no longer lift my strength.

Grandpa teaches me the imperial way every day, and never talks to me other than that.

My father would sometimes visit me after seeing my mother.

He is no longer the stern man in my impression, his back is no longer straight, his beard and hair are no longer black, he is really old.

Grandpa still refused to talk to me, he thought I still had thoughts about being an emperor, but I was just arrogant because of a child, when I returned to the palace again, I felt that I was just relying on the love of everyone .

When I finally veiled myself into my own world, I couldn't see other people anymore.

My father called me to the bed, only to realize that he was struggling even to get up.

"I don't know why you are dissatisfied with this palace, and why you are dissatisfied with me and your mother." The father was very tired, "I only entrust you with one thing. After I die, you will be the only master of the palace. I don't ask you to honor the family ancestors, you just do your best to keep the name of the clan in my family."

I nodded in agreement.

"I just ask you one thing, do you hate me?"

"Mother hates me?"

But the father suddenly laughed, a desolate smile.

The weather is getting cooler day by day.

Onyx always said, I am too cold.

That day, I met a man.

"Your father thinks that if you don't tell me, I won't know. Does he really think I'm a fool? I and the late emperor were both born of the same mother, and the late emperor took care of me a lot. Now that the palace is in danger, the prince is not a good friend. People. If you are tired, take care of this big family before you go out, and I will be relieved of the rest."

I woke up suddenly from the dream, and I don't know why I saw grandpa again in the dream.

I am really tired.

The father was not suffering from a serious physical illness, but was caused by the medicinal wine given by the palace every month.

Grandpa endured the pain of losing his son, and the imperial way that he wanted to teach me also stopped.

"Hua'er, you will be the only one left in this house from now on."

"Hua'er, are you afraid?"

I'm afraid of the maids and servants who come and go in the mansion, every plant and tree in the palace, I'm afraid, I can't keep them.

The eight-year mourning period has passed, the first emperor passed away, and the crown prince ascended the throne.

That day, I made a deal with Xindi.

When I saw that person for the first time, I only felt that his face was fair and handsome, but nothing else was interesting.

But the deeper you get along with him, the more you will be impressed by him.

His talents should not be limited to this.

He said, beg me to give him a position.

I turned him down.

Hwaseong didn't understand why I refused.

He is a capable and ambitious person, how can he live in my house and be ordered by others.He should show his grand plans in front of the emperor.That's how I responded.

Prince Xiao and Young Master Tian conspired to usurp the throne, but they had the guts.

Hei Onyx asked me if he needed to investigate secretly.

You rest first, I told Black Onyx.

I will personally participate in this conspiracy to usurp the throne, and I will know it better than you.

That day, Hwaseong was outside the gate, which was beyond my expectation.I thought about cutting off some of the people in the house for a while, but I just don't know what to do in Hwaseong.

As far as I can remember, Hwaseong has been taking care of me by my side, and I don't know what reason to send him away.

Destroy the facial features and throw them in the suburbs, I said.

Hwaseong's forehead is pressed against the ground, I would like to die.

But I don't want you to die.

Hwaseong seemed inspired, and he asked me about an item.

I asked him what do you want.

A lock of hair, Hwaseong said, I want a lock of Liu Ye's hair.

He wanted it, and I gave it to him.

He carefully wrapped the severed hair into his kit bag.

He took one last look at me, Liu Ye, take care.

Then, he took out the dagger that he carried with him, blinded his eyes, and cut off his tongue...

On the second day, Black Onyx presented Hwaseong's facial features to me.

There was no color in his eyes.

"You hate me."

"Don't dare."

I laughed, but didn't dare.

Why don't the lord give Steward Hua a good time, Black Onyx asked me, with a very cold tone.

Someone will save him, I didn't say anything, I know, someone will save him, Hwaseong will not die.

I am collecting the correspondence with Wei Shenmeng, but I never thought that Prince Xiao would hide it so deeply. I don't know how long it will take to collect the real evidence.

I have an elder sister, mother and father, and their own child was fostered in other people's homes. I accidentally learned that she likes Xiao Congjian, and Xiao Congjian will definitely be her best shelter in the future.

I admire Prince Hyo's layout, it's seamless.

But I am very happy to have such a spoiler like me.

Xindi came to the cell, and he asked me what kind of death I could accept.

He is so cute, so I smiled, a very ordinary smile, it's fine, just give me a happy one.

He poured me a glass of wine, this is dream death, you will die without pain in your dream.

I took the glass of wine and drank it down.

It's so soft, no wonder the names are so gentle.

Xindi suddenly asked me, have you ever regretted it.

regret?I only regret that I can't give him more, my head is a little heavy, I'm sleepy.

On that day, I made two deals with Xindi.

Keeping the name of my royal clan, Xu Xiao learned from simplicity and only used it.

Feeling unsafe, feeling out of line.

But I can only think of such a way, if I can still see my parents, if I can still see them, that would be great.

The author has something to say: sorry

Really off again

But I tried to explain

What was unclear before

Actually, Huahua, you are so boring

emm, i'm bored too

That's it, hello :)