God [Ancient Sword]

"Congratulations, congratulations! It's a big fat boy!"

The woman was so excited that she rushed to the host's house, she was bloated, she was panting heavily, but she couldn't hide a smile on her face. Although such a dangerous delivery was just a false alarm in the end, everyone would think that the child in their arms would be born. not easy.

He took the swaddling baby in Wen Po's hand, his heart was as calm as water, but his arms trembled for some reason.

The healthy baby was flapping its hands and feet, obviously not even the long process of incarnation exhausted all his strength, until the strength was squandered by the unconscious, and the child fell into a deep sleep.The room is still full of steaming heat, and the thick blood will still permeate for a while, and the maid's hurried footsteps can't hide the joy. He raised his head, and his wife Zhi Niang looked at this side behind the slightly shaking gauze curtain, Tired but pleased with the smile.

Outside the wall, the grass was covered with snow, and he suspected that he could even hear the soft sound of the snow bending and breaking the thatch. The loud and energetic cry of the baby in his arms gradually disappeared, but the indescribable strange shock from the blood lasted for a long time. It has to linger in his body.It made him hesitant and a little scared.

— This is his child.

Time flies, and immature children begin to grow up.Zhi Niang suffered a lot during childbirth, and even though she took good care of herself after childbirth, she never conceived another child in the days to come.But it is enough to have Xier Chenghuan at her knees.

Those were very peaceful and satisfying years. He was the head of the family, the world of his wife and children, he had enjoyed wholehearted dependence, and he was deeply aware of his own importance. Without him, how could orphans and widows survive? He was bullied by those dirty and greedy relatives... So when he passed away suddenly, he had expected that Zhiniang Xi'er would be so devastated.

Xi'er has reached the age when he should go to school, and he sent a bunch of training certificates to his teacher. He went out to help buy pens, ink, paper and inkstones, but he encountered an evil spirit for no reason.It was originally a blood baby born from too many fetuses in the inner house of a wealthy family. Because of the ghost moon, it can also appear during the day with the help of Yin Qi.Ordinary people are naturally not disturbed by it, but although he is in a weak mortal body, after all, he is surrounded by aura, but he is being targeted by the blood baby.

The soul is now separated.He tried his best, but he couldn't turn back the body that had been sucked out of life by the blood baby.Fearing that the living soul would dissipate, he hurriedly searched for the next soul-crossing body.But when he passed the soul turn, the mansion has been withdrawn.After so many days, Zhi Niang's face has become haggard as if she has aged ten years, Xi'er seems to have grown up overnight, and her pupils no longer have the ignorant innocence of a child.

And his full of sympathy and enthusiasm for returning here, all turned into a handful of cold snow water before he encountered his wife and children who were terrified and about to faint.No matter how he explained, Zhi Niang only thought that he was a ghost who swallowed her husband's memory to seek wealth and kill him. Xi'er even picked up the incense burner and smashed his head hard amidst her mother's ear-piercing screams.

There was a cut in his forehead, and blood dripped down, staining his eyes, making his appearance even more terrifying.His whole body was as cold as if he had just been fished out of the ice cellar. He walked slowly towards the door before the shivering maidservant rushed forward with a shoulder bag in her hand.

People's hearts, huh, people's hearts, they have tried their best to calculate and become the most important person in people's hearts, but they still can't figure it out.

In the 16th year of Shaoping, in August, locusts covered the sun.

In times of calamity, it is commonplace for human lives to be worthless.More people died, and plagues became more frequent.However, from the dead place where life is cut off, there will always be something unusual and unseen.On the way back from collecting herbs, he picked up a dying girl.

This heart has been forged into a stone, so it's not that he has a heart of pity and compassion, but when he saw the pair of struggling eyes on that thin and withered face, he stopped and looked at it, but he didn't know what he thought of. He actually picked her up—but it was useless to pick her up, it was just a mouthful of food after all.He lit the oil lamp, flipped through those old medical techniques page by page, Suhua concocted the herbs he picked, cooked, and then sat on the threshold and stared blankly at the unchanged sky.

Suhua is a living puppet.At that time, he lived in a medical hut at the foot of Nanshan Mountain, and later studied some strange symptoms, and he had a good reputation, but he was cold-tempered, and he was not so much a good person as he was treating people rather than practicing medicine.One year, I met a patient with strange symptoms.The head of the family traveled thousands of miles to seek medical treatment with his second son. When he said that he could only save one, the person who came did not hesitate to abandon the eldest son. I don't want to bother with the aftermath.

He was not interested in paying attention to the farce in the house, but Suhua's situation was too weird, which made him stay on his couch and study hard after he passed away.The cause of the disease was a ghost, which lurked in the chests and abdomens of the two brothers and almost turned into a Gu. The younger brother had a heavier fate, so he did not hesitate to lure the things on the younger brother into the older brother's body, and the two things collided, directly killing Suhua. .

But Suhua's fate is too light, really too light, so light that he shouldn't be born, so the soul is easy to disperse - but that thing is entrenched in his body, and it turns from death to life, and it lives Suhua's soul. Got pulled.So there is a soul in Suhua's body, but he is dead, and the two form a weird balance. His body is still growing, and he doesn't look like a walking dead, but he is already dead.

He refined Suhua into a puppet, not wanting to stimulate the warm and nourishing body, and kept it as the host body of his next soul.

And so on for a few more years.The girl he accidentally picked up back then has also grown up, and her name is Apu.Although Apu was saved by him and later worshiped him as a teacher, she deeply loathes this place.The whole medical hut is like a huge dead tomb, the dead ghost doctor, the dead cold-faced medicine boy, and she may be the only living color in it.She has the fresh life of an ordinary girl, with a vigorous and blooming beauty like a flower, even the disgust and rejection suppressed behind the fear are extremely vivid.But maybe there are always so many mistakes in the world, and Apu has fallen in love with Suhua.

He once heard Apu outside the house whisper and tremblingly say to his puppet in the dim light and shadow of the night: "Brother, run away... let's run away, as far away as possible!"

Suhua's body has not stopped growing, so she is now a young man at the age of weak crown.Good-looking, pale complexion, always with a sickly frailty, Apu pity Suhua, preconceived and taken for granted cognition firmly occupies the brain, and the unresponsive love is burning fiercely.So when Suhua's puppet body began to collapse, Apo thought that Suhua's old illness had relapsed, and when he had nothing to do, he violated the teacher's taboo and wanted to steal his life-saving medicine.

The body on his body has been used for a long time, and it is inevitable that it emits a clean and rancid breath that is between life and death. The more he needs to cross the soul again, the more he pays attention to this aspect, so he made some medicine by hand, which is good Time and time, when the medicine is exhausted is the period of crossing the soul.The puppet will naturally be affected by the feedback from his body.And the medicine he used to stabilize the soul, in Apu's view, is a life-saving medicine.

When Apu sneaked into his room, he stood silently at the door, watching her looking for medicine in panic and panic, seeing her almost fainting in fear when she turned around to see him, seeing her In a panic, he knocked the teacher to the ground, and when she saw that he was breathless, she shuddered like a sieve.

This time the soul crossing has been prepared by him for more than ten years. Compared with the past, it is naturally much smoother, but the pain is not less.When he was finally able to fully control this body, he also woke up.

Then when he opened his eyes, he saw the ecstatic eyes of Apu, who was lying on his bedside, gradually changed to bewildered, unbelievable, and terrified.

She recognized it.This girl who grew up in the medical hut and was used to so many things that cannot be explained by humans, this girl who wanted to save her sweetheart even if she hurt her teacher by mistake, recognized him the first time she woke up. This is no longer my sweetheart, this is the master I killed by mistake.

Apo is crazy.

In the 30th year of Shaoping, in February, the branches of plum blossoms are beautiful.

……

It has been many years, and he himself can't count how many times he has experienced soul crossing.

I have been busy trekking for a lifetime, disturbed by people, abandoned by others, hardships, hardships, even the warmth that I want to hold on to, is as meager as a dim candle that is about to go out, and it will die at sunrise. Disappeared with Bo Lan.

He has really torn off the skin of the fairy god Qingfengmingyue, and his whole body is soaked in the filth of the mortal world, like a mortal, he is endlessly dedicated, scheming people's hearts, and seeking sex - but in the end he was caught. Tricked by destiny.Obviously after being abandoned countless times, he understands that he must become the most important person, so as not to be abandoned, but he has already become the most important person, and he has to watch helplessly that the true love that seems to be at your fingertips is beyond recognition, Then he was mocked coldly by reality.

He once entertained his relatives in colorful clothes under his knees, in exchange for his parents to treat each other sincerely.

He once held his son's hand and raised his eyebrows, in exchange for his wife's sincerity.

He once covered the wind and rain with kindness and kindness, in exchange for his children to be with him sincerely.

He once drank wine and promised to give charcoal in the snow, in exchange for his old friend to follow him sincerely.

……

Constantly changing identities, constantly scheming people's hearts, but the scene of peace and happiness, when he returned from his soul, was torn to pieces.No one would believe that he is their son, husband, father, close friend, teacher... He will always be a ghost that has invaded their memories and souls, and even begged in front of him to return the person in the past .

In those years, he was not that extreme.Because of disdain, so when it is hurt, it will only turn around and leave, not to let it get hurt a second time.But the pain was layer upon layer on the apex of his heart, and one day it would stain his chest.

——He really felt the warmth, but he was troubled later, was the warmth he got because of himself, or just these shells?

The bustling scene is in a hurry, after all, it is just a ruined wall.

As the soul power gradually faded, more and more memories became blurred, and he became even more insane.No matter how sensible it is, it's crazy.

But how willing to admit defeat to that fate?How willing to suffer such a complete defeat?

Like all ordinary people, he married his childhood sweetheart cousin and had children.Greedily clinging to the shallow warmth, after being forced to change his body again, he still returned to the original place.Even the people around his bed would not believe him. He imprisoned his wife and used various facts to reveal his identity, forcing her to face the fact that he was indeed his husband.Then he watched his wife who had been with him for many years commit suicide in front of him.She couldn't accept that her husband turned out to be such a monster that robbed people of their soul and body.

It turned out that even if he became the most important one, even if he was known to be him from beginning to end, he would still be abandoned and kept away.

There is always a reason for God to let him have nothing.

A wild beast began to lurk in his chest, blood dripping with teeth and claws, as if it would tear himself and everything around him to pieces at any moment.Continue to toss and turn in the mundane world, try his best to get the unchanging true feelings, and after betrayal again and again, kill those who failed him with his own hands, and see the blood dripping all over his hands, it will always make him feel the last bit of warmth in his body.

Not reconciled, no matter how can not be reconciled.

……

After being riddled with wounds, sitting in the Hengshan Cave Mansion, looking at the imprints engraved in the long years, the memory is constantly fading. If it weren't for these words, he would not be able to recall the experience from a long time ago.

But in this lifetime, she never appeared again.

Where have you been?won't you come again

In fact, he already knew why he hated her so much.

He also finally understood why Fang Qiya destroyed herself in such despair in the life of Dong Lingyuan many years ago.

...Whether I love you or hate you, I will never get a response.

The author has something to say: 2018

In the end, I decided to use this tone to finish writing these worlds.Ah Yan is coming out.The next chapter is Penglai.

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