My roommate always acts like a baby, what should I do?

Zhou Yaoyang actually committed suicide!

Su Ran's heart was shaken for a moment. How could he commit suicide for such a strong person?

"You know about his car accident three years ago, right?"

Su Ran nodded bitterly.

"At that time, he was just a freshman, and his family arranged several blind dates for him, but he didn't agree. Later, he told his uncle and aunt directly that he had a partner and he liked men..." Zhou Yue sighed, "Of course, uncle and aunt Strongly opposed, the two sides quarreled, Yaoyang drove out and hit the guardrail and committed suicide. He became a vegetative state on the spot. He was in a coma for half a year, and then woke up suddenly. The time of waking up every day is very short, and it is late at night, a few minutes He looked like this, but finally woke up, he had been lying at home like this for two years, about half a year ago, he suddenly left one day in the middle of the night, sent a message saying that he was going to study abroad, and then occasionally called home."

Su Ran knew that after his car accident, his soul was actually in the golden retriever's body, so his body was always in a vegetative state. After his own body functions recovered slowly, his soul could appear in his body for a short time, and Half a year ago, he was able to wake up for more than two hours every night, so he told his family that he was going abroad, moved to S city at night, and became his roommate, so as to avoid the transfer of soul between the two cities.

"After his accident, my uncle and aunt regretted it very much, but Yaoyang's boyfriend never showed up. Last year, Yaoyang went abroad when he got better. Everyone thinks he must be too sad."

"A few days ago, he told his family that he had a boyfriend and wanted to take it home. No, all relatives came to see him. Don't worry, we all really like you, and he loves you very much."

I have mixed feelings in my heart.

He committed suicide in order to be with his ex-boyfriend. He must really love his ex-boyfriend, but that person never visited Zhou Yaoyang even once when he was seriously injured and comatose. It was simply too much!

My heart hurts for a while, you don't even want Zhou Yaoyang who loves you like this, I want it!I will definitely tell my parents about the relationship with him in the future, and I won't let him face it alone, and I won't make him sad again!

When Su Ran returned to Zhou Yaoyang's room, he had already taken a shower, and was standing by the window sill smoking with a bath towel on. Zhou Yaoyang was only wearing a pair of briefs, and his figure was very stylish. Obviously when he saw Zhou Yaoyang for the first time, She was also very thin and said that now her pale complexion has changed, and her whole body is a healthy wheat color, sexy and strong.

Zhou Yaoyang saw him, put out his cigarette, patted his thigh, and said, "Honey, come and sit here."

Su Ran's eyes were red, she lowered her head not to let him see, afraid that he would find out, and said bravely: "Who are you calling my wife, you are the wife, okay?"

Zhou Yaoyang smiled slightly and didn't say anything, but Su Ran was keenly aware of it: "What are you planning?"

"I talk, you say I have bad intentions, and when I don't talk, you say I'm making up my mind...I'm so bad, why do you still love me so much?"

"I... When did I say I love you! You are so thick-skinned."

Zhou Yaoyang leaned over, their noses were facing each other, Su Ran moved unnaturally: "You...what are you doing?"

Zhou Yaoyang: "Promise me, don't lie, we're still a couple."

Su Ran: "..."

Zhou Yaoyang raised his handsome eyebrows and said, "Come on, let's look at the presents."

As soon as Su Ran passed by, she was hugged by Zhou Yaoyang. Su Ran hurriedly looked up at the room, but luckily the door was closed tightly, "You...what are you doing?"

Zhou Yaoyang trapped him in front of him, his hands were strong: "I didn't do anything, let's take a look at the present."

The paper bag was full of presents given by the elders just now, Su Ran couldn't break free, so she could only be held in Zhou Yaoyang's arms obediently, and poured the presents on the bed between her legs.

Books, silver key chains, mobile phone pendants for couples, and very real bank cards, and finally a bottle of lubricant, sexy condoms...

Su Ran: "..." Needless to say, it must have been sent by his brothers and sisters.

Zhou Yaoyang played with the bottle of lubricant in his hands a few times, let Su Ran see if he liked it, and put it in the drawer.

Su Ran took the opportunity to glance at the drawer, several economic magazines, a U disk in the shape of a robot, and a watch box, all clean.Only then did Su Ran realize that this was Zhou Yaoyang's home, the place where he grew up.The traces in the room, the yellowed high school schedule on the table, the orange bedside lamp, the pen inserted by the computer table, and the photo album are all traces of his growth.

He grew up here bit by bit. He also did homework and read books on the table in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and read comics by the bedside, until he became what he likes now.

Su Ran wanted to cry again, this time Zhou Yaoyang found out keenly, and immediately straightened his body, the two sat on the bed and Zhou Yaoyang hugged him in his arms, this is him, no matter what happens, the first thing he does is always I wanted to wrap myself in my arms to comfort him, "What's wrong with you? Did you get angry today? I didn't tell you in advance because I was afraid that you wouldn't want to come. I swear I won't do this next time."

Su Ran's head was pressed against his chest, tears were dripping down, and she shook her head in his arms.

"Don't you like these gifts? We threw them all away!"

Su Ran wanted to shake her head again, although lubricant or something...Su Ran thought with tears all over her face, anyway, I will buy it later.

Zhou Yaoyang was in a hurry: "Baby talk, what happened?"

Su Ran was stuck in his arms and refused to come out, so Zhou Yaoyang had no choice but to continue hugging her. After a long time, Su Ran stopped crying and said, "I know everything about your past."

"what?"

"You used to like a boy, but because your family disagreed, you committed suicide. You were in a coma for a long time, but your ex-boyfriend never came to see you."

Zhou Yaoyang stopped moving, with a strange and twitching expression on his face, and asked carefully: "Who told you?"

"Sister Zhouyue, don't worry, he is stupid if he doesn't know how to cherish you, I will definitely treat you well in the future, I will tell my family about our relationship, even if they don't accept me, I will be with you, I will love you forever, never abandon you, never make you sad again!"

"Oh, that matter..." Zhou Yaoyang coughed, and looked down at Su Ran's cute swirl on the top of his head, and the little face that was stuffed in his arms, flushed and full of tears, "That...cough, the family must give it to me back then. Introducing a friend's daughter, I was so annoyed to death, at a party, that girl was there, and the family was in a hurry, so I just said that I like men..."

"I told them that I have a boyfriend, so as not to keep going on blind dates. Then I was grounded by the family and had a big fight. Then I ran out with great difficulty and accidentally got into a car accident. After half a year in a coma, I could occasionally After regaining consciousness, they never mentioned this matter again, and I have already forgotten it myself," Zhou Yaoyang rubbed his chin, "So they all think so? No wonder, I said, how could they accept it so easily."

Su Ran: "!!!!"

"It's really unlucky", Zhou Yaoyang said with emotion on his face, "I almost became a virgin ghost, what a fucking injustice!"

Su Ran: "!!!!!!"

Zhou Yaoyang squeezed his face and threatened: "You are not allowed to tell them about this!"

Su Ran, who was heartbroken because of Zhou Yaoyang's abandonment just now, cried heartbrokenly, with a numb face: "Get lost!"

In the early morning of the next day, Su Ran and Zhou Yaoyang were about to pack up their things and prepare to go to school. While waiting for breakfast on the sofa in the living room, Zhou Yaoyang's grandfather came down. Regarding school affairs, I told Su Ran to be stricter, and don't let Zhou Yaoyang mess around outside.

Su Ran wondered why she made herself look up to him, why was she eaten to death by him?

But he didn't dare to talk nonsense, so he just nodded.

The old man smiled. He is over 70 years old. He has gray hair and is in good health.Su Ran liked to chat with him very much, and looked at people with warm eyes, with the open-mindedness of years.

After everyone else walked away, the old man took out something from his arms and secretly stuffed it into Su Ran's hand.

Su Ran had already received a lot of presents yesterday, he was a little embarrassed and didn't know what to do, his grandfather smiled and said in a low voice: "Take it, take it, it's my heart."

It was a yellowed hard-shell book, a small one, in a shoddy appearance, probably someone often touched it, and there was a layer of light gray on the yellowed cover, which was the color of the pages that had been rubbed and faded. The words on it The pour is exceptionally clear:

Longyang Type 81...

Su Ran's brain is now in Sparta, probably not what he thought, Grandpa, you really don't want to be so avant-garde!After secretly flipping through a few pages, her face immediately turned red.

There are all kinds of picture albums of two men having sex on it. It may be a long time ago, and I don’t know when it was left. Although the pictures of the characters are far from the aftertaste of the current expression, there are places where they should be. , the characters have only a few strokes, but they highlight their movements and the places where they are connected. It is simple and impactful, with a primitive and rough wildness.

Grandpa gently touched the yellowed pages, with an unspeakable emotion in his eyes: "This book belongs to a former comrade-in-arms of mine."

Grandpa is willing to take the initiative to change the subject, which is the best, so as not to embarrass himself, so he quietly began to listen to grandpa's storytelling.

"He liked a man, but he was reported by this man in the end. It was not a glorious thing to like a man at the time. Everyone called him a pervert. All comrades were unwilling to share a dormitory with him. When eating, others would put it in his bowl. Spit."

"He was going to be fired from the army, but before the notice of dismissal came, he went out to perform a mission, and was killed in the bombing to save the man he liked, and he couldn't even put the body together..."

Grandpa's voice was very slow: "He was an orphan. He had been in the army for 20 years. He was just 29 years old when he died. He had nothing. He grew up in the army and died in the army. When the last man packed his belongings , except for a few shabby clothes and a gun, there is only this book left..."

A soldier uses his iron body and a gun to protect the person he loves the most, and the crudely made book that has been touched and treasured day and night is the inspiration and sustenance of all his soul.

A gun and a book are all his hopes.

"The gun was taken back by the army, and the book was taken home by the man."

There were tears in Grandpa's eyes, Su Ran held the book in his hand, the mood of listening to the story had long since disappeared, and suddenly there was a deep sadness in his heart.

Grandpa didn't speak any more, and suddenly appeared in front of him the tough, tall, tattered but always meticulous man. His hard back was as unyielding as a mountain, and his eyebrows and eyes were always as sharp as a knife's edge.

But at the moment when he pushed himself down and stood in front of him, the eyes that looked at him were as gentle as lake water.

From then on, I was trapped in this lake water forever and could not be reborn forever.

Grandpa Zhou looked at Su Ran: "I heard that homosexuality is also inherited, isn't it?"

Su Ran lowered her head: "I don't know Grandpa, I don't know."

He sighed, his eyes turned red, he patted Su Ran's shoulder, and said, "You are all good boys, you are all good boys... No matter what problems you encounter in the future, come to me."

Su Ran didn't ask him, who are you referring to? Maybe it's Su Ran and Zhou Yaoyang, or maybe it's the person who is willing to lose his life for the one he likes.

The author has something to say:

Grandpa Zhou thought, homosexuality should be hereditary, otherwise how could Xiaoyang fall in love with a boy?