Cannon Fodder Scum Gong's Whitewashing Manual

Driving all the way home, during this period, Shen Muchuan didn't speak much, only asking when it was time to remind.

"Have you taken the medicine prescribed by the doctor today?"

2333 also reminded: [Master host, remember to take medicine every day, after all, we cannot return or exchange if the body is damaged, and we will stay in this world for a long time. 】

The implication of the system is to let Chu Yan take it easy, take medicine when he should take medicine, receive treatment when he should receive treatment, stop wandering on the road all day when he can't see, and don't cause trouble for the police uncle, otherwise it will be true one day If you kill yourself, it will be really troublesome.

Chu Yan nodded.

Shen Muchuan looked at him dubiously, and asked, "Where did you put it?"

Chu Yan was stunned for a while without answering. Seeing him like this, Shen Muchuan understood that maybe he didn't remember where he put it. He searched the living room but couldn't find it. Shen Muchuan sighed and had to go back to his bedroom. found.

The furniture in the bedroom is the most complete. At that time, he discussed with Chu Yan whether to clear out all the extra furniture, but Chu Yan rejected him nervously, with an attitude that was almost tough and resolute.

So nothing here was moved, Shen Muchuan touched the head of the bed and the corner of the table, then opened the drawer of the bedside table, and found out the names of the medicines he remembered in his heart one by one.

Only one bottle was never found.

Shen Muchuan squatted down and searched around the bed, and finally found a small white medicine bottle at the foot of the bed.

He picked up the medicine bottle, and just as he was about to get up, he caught a glimpse of a box under the bed.

Shen Muchuan's eyebrows twitched suddenly, and he put the medicine bottle back into the drawer, almost uncontrollably, subconsciously, he stretched out his hand and pulled the cardboard box out from under the bed.

The box is big and heavy.

What is it that can make my brother take it with him when he moves?

Shen Muchuan's heart beat suddenly, it was not so much a curiosity, it was more like an expectation that was almost eager.

Although the cardboard box is placed under the bed, there is almost no dust on the surface. It seems that it has not been placed under the bed without moving...

Shen Muchuan opened the box, and before he moved his hand away, he was shocked by the contents of the box just by looking at it, and his internal organs trembled...

Because in this box, except for the few small boxes on the top, the inside of the box is neat and full of letters.

When the number has accumulated to a certain amount, the impact on the vision will undoubtedly be huge. Shen Muchuan only picked up the above one casually, and found that it was actually written for himself, and not only this one, but all the other ones. The recipients of the letters are all the same...

And it was never mailed because the envelope wasn't even postmarked.

Shen Muchuan's hands trembled, panting, there was a voice in his heart that was louder than the heartbeat, as if urging him to open it, but the blood seemed to be frozen, and he couldn't move at all.Finally, after an unknown amount of time, Shen Muchuan slowly opened the first letter.

What came into view was the clear and elegant font that was so familiar to his eyes.

"Mu Chuan, it's been five years, but I still feel like I'm dreaming. Maybe it's God's blessing, and I can actually see you again before I can't see you again...you look better than you did five years ago... Taller and calmer. It's just that he doesn't like to laugh anymore and becomes more silent...

When I'm with you these days, I hardly ever see you smile.

Also, I remember that you didn't study finance very well before, but now you are still a businessman who can handle your own business.

In this way, some things are not necessarily set in stone.

It’s absurd to say that when I was studying with you in country M, I liked to think about the future. I thought that it would be great if I grew up, became free, and could do what I wanted to do. Free, but full of thoughts about the past.

If I think about it too much, I can't help but miss it. I miss the time when we were studying and when we were together, but I think more, if only I could understand what I want earlier.

I never understood what you said to me before, I always just listened to it as a joke, I just felt that sincerity is something that is easy to change in this world, how much a person’s sincerity is, who can tell clearly.There is no steelyard, so go to weigh and measure to see if it is really as much as people say, or if it is short of catties and short of two in the years of tempering.

But after you left, I discovered that not only can a person not see clearly other people's minds, but he can't even see clearly his own.

Five years is not a long time, and sometimes in the middle of the night I can't help but wonder why God gave me these five years, would it be better if everything ended five years ago.But after thinking about it, I feel that this kind of thinking is really selfish, I should be sober, and see how I regret it,

Speaking of it, I don't know when I finally understood it, maybe it was after the car accident, maybe it was when I woke up from countless dreams, maybe it was when I walked the road we walked together... At that time I only know that there are many things I want to say to you. I thought that if I could see you again, I must tell you, but after thinking about it for a long time, I realized that it was just the simplest sentence... I love you Yes, I'm sorry... But gradually, I felt that if I didn't say that sentence to you five years ago, I wouldn't be qualified to say it five years later.I should never be free, just like the past five years..."

"I love you."

Shen Muchuan read every word, and only these three words were left to reverberate in his mind, and the sour taste brought by these words filled his nostrils. Just looking at these words, his heart felt a bone-piercing pain.

He recalled that he had asked Chu Yan before, many times, if he had regretted it.

Now that all the doubts have been confirmed, besides the sadness in his heart, he only feels that his heart is suffocating, stuffy and painful, and he can't breathe. The two of them are just people who have been played by fate, but he has at least someone in the past five years. But who can Chu Yan hate in the past five years?

After a sound of rummaging came from the bedroom, the sound stopped completely.Chu Yan sat on the sofa and listened for a while. After thinking about it, he felt that the location of his things should be a little too hidden. He just didn’t know if the other party could find them. If he couldn’t find them, should he remind them? ...

Chu Yan stood up from the sofa and groped to the door of the bedroom, but didn't hear any sound, and finally asked, "What's wrong?"

2333 saw the male protagonist Shou sitting on the ground, with several open envelopes on the carpet beside him, his eyes were red, he was about to cry like a fool, it was really unbearable to watch.

But he looked at Chu Yan still ignorant, and couldn't bear it anymore: [Master host, you really have no heart. 】

Chu Yan sighed: [Alas.But I also worked hard, I really wrote these letters for a long time, and I also spent a lot of effort to make them old. 】And the content of each letter must appear true, the words can neither be too explicit nor too subtle, it is best to reflect a kind of pain and love in an understatement.

The system followed the words and recalled the time in the prison. Even though the host was sick, he kept writing, so it was for this reason, so it seems to be considered far-sighted.

[But I don't think those letters have any substantial content, why don't you tell the male lead Shou personally?What a hassle. 】

[People will always choose to believe what they discover. If I say it, the credibility will not be so high, and the effect will not be as good as it is now. 】

2333 believed it, but he still felt cruel.The host is simply using the most extreme methods over and over again to force the male protagonist to face the "truth" he created for him.

Hearing the voice, Shen Muchuan raised his eyes to look at Chu Yan who was standing at the door, his vision was hazy, he felt that he couldn't see clearly, so he wiped his eyes again, but the more he wiped, the more blurred his vision became.

Chu Yan didn't get an answer, so he tentatively took a few steps forward, but he is blind now, so naturally he couldn't see where he was going.

Seeing that his knee was about to hit the corner of the table, Shen Muchuan immediately reminded him: "Don't move!"

His voice was still hoarse because of the emotional out of control just now. In such silence, it sounded like a bit of excited scolding.

Chu Yan subconsciously stopped, and before he could react, he felt a strong force hugging his shoulders.

"Don't move..."

Immediately afterwards, Chu Yan felt warm wetness coming from his shoulder.

[What's the good of making him cry all the time, you see, you still have to coax him. 】

Chu Yan didn't know why, so she just let him hug her for a while, and before he could ask, Shen Muchuan said, "Don't you have a lot to say to me?"

"But why did you say nothing when I was in front of you?"

After he said these words, Chu Yan's whole body became stiff, and his face instantly paled visibly to the naked eye.

A trace of deep regret flashed across Shen Muchuan's eyes, and he didn't want to force Chu Yan, but if he didn't explain all this clearly, he didn't know how long this person would hurt himself.

"What did you say?"

Shen Muchuan nodded in his pale eyes, his voice was choked up, he hesitated for a while before he said in a low voice: "I've seen it all."

Chu Yan's lips trembled, her eyes were pale and gloomy.

"You don't want to give yourself a chance, don't you give me a chance?"

"That's different."

Shen Muchuan stared at Chu Yan firmly, and said word by word: "You don't need to deny it in a hurry, I have eyes and a heart, I will see for myself."

After watching 2333, I don't want to say anything anymore, the male protagonist is giving away his head by accepting him.

"If you really don't want to be sad, don't say things that hurt me and yourself even more against your will."

Chu Yan opened his mouth, and originally wanted to say something, but after Shen Muchuan said this, he couldn't say anything.

"What you want to say to me all these years, I'm right in front of you now, and I'll listen to everything you say."

Chu Yan's lips trembled, and after a long time, he closed his eyes heavily.

Shen Muchuan knew that he couldn't push him too hard, so he could only sigh slightly.

"Then take today's medicine first. You just said you took it, but I counted it just now, but there is nothing missing."

Shen Muchuan supported him to sit on the edge of the bed, then turned around to pour water for him, but before he could walk away, someone grabbed his arm.

"……I love you."

He heard Chu Yan speak in a panic almost eagerly.

Shen Muchuan was completely stunned. The three words floated around in the air lightly, but they still made Shen Muchuan's heart feel astringent and hot. got wet.

For the first time in five years, he really felt that his heart was still hot.

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