Cannon Fodder Scum Gong's Whitewashing Manual

This kind of illness actually consumes one's willpower very much. Even though Chu Yan has experienced many times more serious and dangerous diseases than leukemia, it is still a bit unbearable.

System 2333 lay on his pillow, watching him with some incomprehension as he filled the bottle of vitamins with antibiotics.

[Master host, why don't you let the hero know?According to the level of medical conditions in this world, leukemia has a chance to be cured. ]

Chu Yan poured two pills into the palm of his hand, and swallowed them with warm water, [Since we want to continue living with him in this world, we must think in the long term.People are like this, where there is no regrets.Even when you are in love, you are willing to give without hesitation, but once you feel that you have been let down and hurt, then the previous sacrifices will become a burden that deepens this resentment...]

[But what does this have to do with whether you tell the hero or not? ] System 2333 can't understand, in his system knowledge, emotion is the most lacking.

[Of course it is to make him truly willing to give from now on... You know, my profession is actually a cannon fodder scumbag...] Chu Yan smiled. The biggest characteristic of this kind of scumbag is that it only knows how to ask for something but doesn't know what to give back. , but when two people get along, it should be a process of you coming and going. If there is only unilateral giving and acceptance, this kind of relationship cannot last long.

But he doesn't want to really give, so he can only create an illusion that he has already paid.

Although it is true that it is not as arbitrary as before, it is also a very unique experience.

[Forget it...it doesn't matter if you don't understand. ]

……

The dinner was still very sumptuous, and Chu Yan recognized that two of them were made by Li Xi. As for the other complicated dishes, they were probably ordered by him as takeaway from the hotel.

The two of them didn't have the habit of talking when they were eating. It wasn't until Chu Yan put down his chopsticks and started to drink the soup that Li Xi looked him up and asked, "Are you finished eating now?"

"I ate some in the afternoon, and I'm not too hungry now."

After Li Xi heard it, he seemed to mention something casually and stopped asking, after all, he knew that he never had a lot of appetite.

But that night, Li Xi saw him vomit out all the food he ate. There was not much in it, and what he vomited later was complete stomach acid.

Li Xi has been standing by the side and watching him. From his own angle, he can even see the obvious protruding shoulder blades on his bent back, the snow-white neck with black hair behind his head, and the obvious floating blue and white blood vessels. After wiping his face with the towel laid aside, he opened his mouth to ask the doubts in his heart.

"Are you sick?" Li Xi looked at his thin cheeks, and the corners of his eyes that were physiologically red due to vomiting, and a vague... vague and uneasy feeling emerged in his heart.

"No, it's probably just bad food in the afternoon." Chu Yan shook his head, couldn't help but bent down and covered his abdomen, and felt a stabbing pain in his stomach just after vomiting.

"There should be medicine at home, I'll look for it."

When Li Xi walked in with the pills and warm water, he saw Chu Yan leaning on a large reclining chair from a distance. His posture was actually very relaxed.Because the heater was fully turned on, he was only wearing a light-collared woolen sweater on his upper body, and looked out the window in a daze.

Following his gaze, he could only see the dots of lights in the opposite shopping mall building, the breeze was blowing from a high place, the sky was dark, and the dark clouds gathered from nowhere, there was a breathless feeling in the air. boring.

"Take the medicine." Li Xi put the medicine on the small table in front of him, raised his hand to look at the time, and then said, "I still have a little work, you go to bed early after taking the medicine."

Before he reached the door, he heard the silent person suddenly stop him, "Li Xi."

His sound was actually very soft, but Li Xi's footsteps suddenly stopped, "What's the matter?"

"Li Xi, let's... end this relationship... I don't want to continue." His voice was full of exhaustion, as if he had been suppressed for a long time, and his tone was heavy.

Li Xi froze, then slowly walked back to the edge of the deck chair, looked down at him and said, "You don't want to? So what?"

His voice was unusually calm, but in such a silent room, it was so calm that it was almost cold and cruel. "What qualifications do you think you have to bargain with me? Did my attitude recently give you the illusion that I still have you in my heart?"

"Whatever you think, I just think it's boring. I've already rented the house and I'm going to move out from here tomorrow. As for what you want to do..."

Li Xi sneered, raised his hand and pinched his chin, the other's skin was pale without a trace of blood, and he easily left a clear red mark, "You think I dare not do anything to you, right? ?”

Chu Yan closed her eyes, the voice seemed to come from her chest, her lips trembled slightly because of her poor breathing, "I never thought about it that way."

"Never?" Li Xi stared at him, then picked up warm water from the small table in front of him, "Eat and sleep quickly, and immediately put away your pitiful appearance that the whole world owes you."

But Chu Yan turned her face away, as if she didn't want to look at him at all.

His undisguised disdainful attitude made Li Xi unable to restrain a surge of violence from the bottom of his heart. He put the water glass heavily on the table, picked up the tablet on the table and forcefully forced him to open his mouth, and directly stuffed the tablet into it. in his mouth.

The foreign object entered his throat, and he couldn't even breathe for a moment. Chu Yan struggled to break free from his hand, trembling uncontrollably, unable to make any sound for a while, and then began to cough sharply after a few seconds .

Li Xi let go of his hands and looked at him, his body froze for a moment, and he handed him the water on the coffee table, "Drink some water."

But his coughing became more and more intense, mixed with gasping for breathlessness, Li Xi patted his back, only to see that he suddenly raised his hand to cover his mouth and nose—there was blood flowing from between his fingers , and even his chest was vibrating incessantly because of his suppressed cough.

This is because the severe cough caused the nosebleed that should have flowed into the nasal cavity and mouth. The scene was actually very shocking. Li Xi was scared out of his wits, and his mind went blank for a second...

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In the middle of the night, the corridors of the hospital were silent and cold, reflecting pale and dizzying light under the bright lights.

Li Xi held the inspection report in his hand, looked at the person in front of him with a sinking face, his expression was even calm, but his eyes were sharp and cold, "Are you sure?"

His tone is also very calm, if you don't listen carefully, you won't notice the tremor at the end.

"Yes, Mr. Li. The test results will not be wrong... But this is not the worst situation, because the development cycle of chronic myelogenous leukemia is very long, so as long as you actively cooperate, most patients can be cured even with drug treatment of……"

Li Xi's back was so stiff that it was about to collapse, and his eardrums were buzzing. In fact, he couldn't hear what the doctor was saying at all, and the nerves in his head were beating suddenly, which made his consciousness a little loose.It took him a long while to put the inspection report on the table, pushed away the chair and stood up and asked, "Should we arrange for him to be hospitalized first?"

"Although the level of domestic medical treatment has improved a lot over the years, the conditions are limited after all, and for your friend Mr. Li, my best suggestion is to go abroad for treatment, but the most important thing is to find the bone marrow that matches the patient. "The doctor subconsciously felt that since the patient was Li Xi's friend, he should be either rich or noble.

"I see." Li Xi put her uncontrollably trembling hands into the pockets of her trousers, then turned around and strode out of the office.

Li Xi took out her mobile phone on the balcony and started to make a call. It was already an hour later when all the calls were finished.

As long as you can find a suitable bone marrow match, leukemia is not so terrible...

He raised his hand to cover his eyes, and suppressed a low sob. Outside the window was the endless darkness, and the whole world fell into a dead silence.

Originally thought that hating him was painful enough, but at this moment he understood what is the worst trick of fate on people.

Does he himself know this fact?

He should know... After all, he is a doctor himself, how could he not know...

Li Xi was thinking in confusion, suddenly, a strange and absurd thought flashed through his mind - if he knew, when did he know?

His heartbeat was beating violently because of this sudden thought, and the answer was about to come out, probably because there were too many wishful thinking hidden in it, so he didn't dare to be sure of the answer in his heart.

He took out his phone again and made a call.

Zhang Chengye had just finished a meal on the other side, and received a call from Li Xi while he was still on his way home.

"Do me a favor... in the hospital in M ​​city... check a person's medical records..."

……

When Li Xi opened the door of the ward and entered, the nurse was still adjusting the infusion tube for him, "It's only one o'clock now, you can sleep here for a while."

Chu Yan nodded, but he took out his phone and looked at it for a while before he was sleepy.He changed into a blue and white striped hospital gown with an open front. Because of his recent rapid weight loss, the hospital gown still looks a bit big.

Li Xi looked at him, and the whole world seemed to turn into an illusory background, until the nurse looked up and saw him standing at the door, and said, "Mr. Li."

Chu Yan also raised his eyes and looked at him, his eyes were unusually calm, except for his pale face that couldn't be ignored, it seemed that there was no difference from usual.

As soon as Li Xi walked over, the nurse left the ward consciously.