Ever since Lu Xihuai became aware of his sexuality, he knew it was taboo and unspeakable.The Lu family's attitude towards him made him feel shameful and guilty.

The seeds of trauma had already been planted when he was a teenager. Even after Lu Xihuai walked out of the small place where he was imprisoned for 18 years, he had a wider world and a more enlightened environment, and he understood that liking the same sex is not a disease.But he can only be lenient to others, but not himself.

He stubbornly believes that this is his original sin. He walks in this world with a more profound crime than others. He is sorry for Grandpa Lu who raised him for 18 years, and also for his dead parents.He has let so many people down.

He felt disgusted.

But those words sounded like Lu Xihuai was talking about him to Jiang Jingyu.

He reached out to grab Lu Xihuai's hand, but it was empty.

Jiang Jingyu had no choice but to follow Lu Xihuai out of the car, and he grabbed Lu Xihuai's wrist, so that Lu Xihuai had to stop and wanted to leave.

"Do you think I'm disgusting to you?"

Jiang Jingyu pushed Lu Xihuai against the car door and grabbed Lu Xihuai's mandible.

The cloak of civilization was completely torn off in an instant, and Jiang Jingyu's peace and stability were all disguised.

He pinched Lu Xihuai's chin with one hand, and clasped Lu Xihuai's wrist with the other. He didn't use much strength, but his eyes were a little red.

He stared at Lu Xihuai without blinking, and asked again.

"I, Jiang Jingyu, make you feel sick, don't you?"

The tone of these words was calm, and Jiang Jingyu himself was expressionless.Lu Xihuai could feel the turbulent waves under Jiang Jingyu's appearance.

Lu Xihuai grasped the wrist of Jiang Jingyu's hand pinching his mandible, and slowly pulled Jiang Jingyu's hand down.

He raised his head and looked at Jiang Jingyu, but he couldn't answer Jiang Jingyu's question.

In Lu Xihuai's world, Jiang Jingyu is a hero, and the pronoun of a hero is omnipotence.

He personally pulled Lu Xihuai out of the abyss of despair, he made Lu Xihuai's body admit that he obeyed his desire//desire, he took Lu Xihuai to experience a completely different life from his previous 18 years, became the backing that Lu Xihuai had never had, made Lu Xihuai become The person you want to be.

How could such a man not be tempted.

Lu Xihuai desperately restrained, suppressed, and deceived herself.

When facing Jiang Jingyu's inquiry, he was still a little powerless.

Lu Xihuai suddenly felt a little tired, he grabbed the hand held by Jiang Jingyu and said, "Don't be like this."

Jiang Jingyu narrowed his eyes: "You provoked me first."

Suddenly and mysteriously appeared in his life, the clean and drowsy face made Jiang Jingyu's heart beat twice unnaturally in the hospital bed, Lu Xihuai was the only one when his memory was confused and his brain hurt. Something that calms you down.

Much more effective than tranquilizers.

Lu Xihuai lowered his eyes and remained silent.Maybe he's doing it wrong.

Jiang Jingyu pressed down Lu Xihuai's collar to kiss his neck, collarbone, and then all the way up his Adam's apple. Unexpectedly, he just licked the wound on Lu Xihuai's lips and let her go.

"You don't know how special you are." Jiang Jingyu whispered in Lu Xihuai's ear.

The bodies of the two were almost completely fitted together, Lu Xihuai lowered his eyes and did not speak.

Jiang Jingyu kissed him until his breathing was a little rough.

Lu Xihuai closed her eyes and said, "I don't like men."

"But you like me."

"I do not like!"

Lu Xihuai violently pushed Jiang Jingyu away, and Jiang Jingyu staggered a few steps. He looked at Lu Xihuai in disbelief.

The ends of Lu Xihuai's eyes were reddened, and the center of his brows was frowned, looking very uncomfortable.

"That's it for today, I'm going home."

After fastening the buttons that Jiang Jingyu had ripped open, Lu Xihuai turned and left.

Jiang Jingyu stood there and did not catch up. What Lu Xihuai did was hard for him to understand. He watched Lu Xihuai walk away step by step, carrying the imprint he left on the opponent's neck.

How beautiful, how heartless.

He returned to the driver's seat and wanted to smoke a cigarette. After meeting Lu Xihuai, he smoked more than he had in the previous decades.

But after searching all the places in the car, Jiang Jingyu slammed the steering wheel and stepped on the accelerator to leave.

That was the end of the trip to the toy factory.

On the way back by car, Jiang Jingyu didn't see Lu Xihuai, and because the reason for Lu Xihuai's departure was not so good, Jiang Jingyu didn't look for him.It's just that his brows were tightly furrowed along the way, and he had some unexpected insomnia that night.

Still worried, Jiang Jingyu sent a text message to Lu Xihuai before going to bed, asking if he had returned home.

He waited and waited but did not get a reply from Lu Xihuai, he absent-mindedly took a shower and came out holding his phone and sitting on the sofa.

No reply.

At three o'clock in the morning, Jiang Jingyu's emotions had reached a peak, and he wanted to drop his phone so that he wouldn't stare at it like a fool.

He also wanted to arrest Lu Xihuai and use money to silence the family. It didn't matter if Lu Xihuai didn't like him. From then on, there was only one thing Lu Xihuai had to do, which was to like him.

Thinking so, Jiang Jingyu was still a little worried after all, got dressed and went out.

The lights in Lu Xihuai's house are off.

I'm afraid that little heartless person has already fallen asleep, so I don't care if anyone is worried about him.

Thinking of this, Jiang Jingyu went upstairs two minutes faster. He patted on the door of Lu Xihuai's house, but no one answered, and the property owner got off work.

All he had to do was call someone to pick the lock for him.

The driver who was called, Xiao Chen, knew that Jiang Jingyu was in a bad mood, so he didn't dare to ask more questions, so he sped up the process and picked the lock open.

Jiang Jingyu strode in aggressively, Xiao Chen was still hesitating whether to help the boss go in and beat someone, since picking the lock was illegal, and it was even more dangerous to pick the lock and beat someone at three in the morning.

Jiang Jingyu turned on the light as soon as he entered the door, and when he walked to the door of the bedroom, he discovered that there was a small light in Lu Xihuai's bedroom.

Lu Xihuai closed her eyes, with a strange flush on her face.

All the anger and resentment dissipated from seeing Lu Xihuai, Jiang Jingyu was thinking that even if Lu Xihuai was imprisoned, as long as this person cries and acts like a spoiled child, he will soften his heart.

He sat beside Lu Xihuai's bed, touched Lu Xihuai's forehead, it was a little hot.

Lu Xihuai opened his eyes in a daze, only half of Jiang Jingyu's face could be seen clearly under the light.

"You're a bit late today," Lu Xihuai immediately closed his eyes halfway through the sentence, shook his head and muttered as if he understood something, "No..."

have a fever.

Jiang Jingyu picked him up from the bed and went downstairs, Xiao Chen helped Lu Xihuai close the door, and hurriedly followed.

While driving, Xiao Chen secretly looked at the boss and Lu Xihuai from the rearview mirror.

Tsk... There are some things he shouldn't ask.

It was almost dawn when the doctor arranged for Lu Xihuai to put him on a drip.

Xiao Chen looked at Lu Xihuai who had his eyes closed and said, "You need to take good care of your body for such a weak body. It's unreasonable to have such a severe fever after being exposed to rain."

Jiang Jingyu: "In the rain?"

Xiao Chen nodded: "I saw his wet clothes were still on the sofa. Today, ah, it rained a little yesterday afternoon."

Jiang Jingyu asked about the time, and calculated that he had already driven home by that time, so distracted by Lu Xihuai, he didn't even know it was raining outside.

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