Whale toys are robbed everyday

"Vodka.

Grapefruit juice.

Ice cubes.

Indifferent traces of water meander on the glass.

Ocean.

blue whale.

plush doll.

Lifeless video through floor-to-ceiling windows. "

Lu Xihuai's thin left arm pressed against his closed eyes, but the two slender eyebrows hidden under the arm were frowning.

The alarm clock on the mobile phone was set late, and it took him a while to frown before the ringtone rang.

Seven o'clock in the morning.

He reached out to press the alarm clock off, but he finally let go of the arm that was pressing on his eyes, but his eyebrows were still raised.

The right eyelid was marked with a red mark because of the single circle of red small-leaf red sandalwood bracelet on the left wrist. Lu Xihuai's indifferent and irritable eyes had some affection because of the red mark, and the hostility in his body was not diluted. few.

Pulling on the slippers, Lu Xihuai opened the blue and white curtains, his movements were clean and neat, but no sunlight came in abruptly, it was gloomy outside, it was a cloudy day.

A week ago, he opened his eyes again on this bed in this room, everything familiar made him know what a strange thing had happened to him without much thought.This is clearly two years when he just graduated from university, he accidentally fell into the water on a private cruise ship, but unexpectedly returned to two years ago.

Everything is like a dream, and it is clearly just yesterday's events, and the dreams are like repetitions of those events.

again and again.

The kiss mixed with vodka and Jiang Jingyu's occasional heavy panting filled Lu Xihuai's entire dream last night.He woke up depressingly from his dream in the early morning, and fell asleep again but dreamed about all this again.

He couldn't forget that in his eyes, it all happened just a few days ago.

Jiang Jingyu handed Lu Xihuai a bunch of dusty hope during his most embarrassing time, and Lu Xihuai survived by virtue of this beam of hope.He walked alone in the dark area for a long time, and finally climbed to a gray area where he was no longer so desperate, but when he closed his eyes and opened them, he returned to this period.

Fate makes people.

The water column with sufficient pressure hit the porcelain wall of the bathtub making a "sizzling" sound, and the bouncing water droplets hit Lu Xihuai's arm.

Lu Xihuai stripped herself off completely, stood barefoot in front of the mirror for washing and looked at herself for a long time, then stepped into the bathtub, sinking into the bottom of the water like an island sinking into the ocean.

He closed his eyes underwater.

He is guilty.

It is shameful to dream of Jiang Jingyu's dream.

When people are desperate, it is cost-effective and helpless to sell themselves.

The air bubbles coming out of the nasal cavity rushed to the surface of the water one by one and then disappeared, Lu Xihuai didn't know why Jiang Jingyu didn't get tired of him after two years.

A serious illness is enough to drag down an ordinary family, and Lu Xihuai's originally uncertain life has been cast another thick shadow.He grew up with his grandfather since he was a child, and the accidental exposure of his sexuality made this rigid old man unacceptable.Lu Xihuai understood that she had carried too many sins and was not suitable to stay in this house any longer.

Having stumbled and stumbled for so many years without father or mother, Lu Xihuai still couldn't avoid a certain fate in the end.Waves hit things, but he is like duckweed without stems in this world.

At such a young age, he suddenly withdraws from the comfort zone, his whole body is confused and confused, but his heart still longs for family affection.

Just when Lu Xihuai made up his mind to bury those sinful selves deep in his heart, his "relatives" who hadn't contacted him for four years called to ask him if he had money to treat Grandpa Lu's illness.

At that moment, the sky became very dark, maybe it was because he knew the reason why Grandpa was seriously ill, or maybe it was because Lu Xihuai was very sad and hopeless.

For Jiang Jingyu, Lu Xihuai is grateful, but at the same time he hates himself.

Not long ago, or in a previous life.On a gloomy and rainy day, Lu Xihuai had just received his translation qualification certificate, and he finally had the time to watch a certain movie that Jiang Jingyu insisted on watching.

The sound of the video was played very low, Lu Xihuai was idly leaning on the sofa with the whale plush toy in his arms, drowsy.

The whale doll is dark blue, with the Milky Way tattooed on its head with thin white lines, and it is about 1.3 meters long.

After 10 minutes, Lu Xihuai was a little restless, because he found out that this film was a gay film, he was very anxious, he didn't want to watch it.

This film is like a god of death wielding a sharp weapon, trying to uncover the secrets hidden in his heart, the unspeakable, dirty ones, and then pronounce his crimes.When he was still with Jiang Jingyu.

When there is no emotional resonance, Lu Xihuai can deceive himself, and it is always easier to fool with physical needs than emotional needs.But having tasted the good will make the darkness unbearable.

Lu Xihuai couldn't help but sent a text message to Jiang Jingyu: Can I not watch that movie?

Jiang Jingyu replied quickly: Are you watching now?

After getting an affirmative reply, Jiang Jingyu drove back from the company quickly. It was raining lightly outside, and Jiang Jingyu came in with a cold air.

Lu Xihuai put her own whale toy on the sofa and was about to get up.

Jiang Jingyu said, "Keep watching."

Lu Xihuai pursed her lips: "I don't want to see it."

Jiang Jingyu pursed his lips and smiled, feeling that Lu Xihuai was indeed a child who hadn't grown up, and the reaction was as he expected.

He walked over and picked up the whale doll that Lu Xihuai accidentally dropped on the ground, patted the whale's head, then stuffed the doll into Lu Xihuai's arms, and sat on the sofa with him.

"You'd better read it." Except for Lu Xihuai's awkward attitude at the beginning that made Jiang Jingyu smile, Jiang Jingyu's expression and tone have always been calm.

There was no ups and downs in the tone, but Lu Xihuai knew what Jiang Jingyu meant and he couldn't resist.

Jiang Jingyu's fingers were inserted into Lu Xihuai's hair, the soft and smooth feel made Jiang Jingyu a little fond of it.He adjusted his sitting posture and let Lu Xihuai lean on his shoulder.

Lu Xihuai's hair is very soft, and the skin behind the ears looks very delicate. Thinking of this, Jiang Jingyu stretched out his fingers to rub it, and soon it turned red.

The atmosphere became a little more pleasant, and it began to rain lightly outside again, and the house was dark. The same-sex couples in the film tore each other's wounds, blood, insults, sex and love.

Lu Xihuai pressed Jiang Jingyu's hand, straightened up and leaned over to kiss the corner of Jiang Jingyu's mouth, Jiang Jingyu put his arms around his back and let him sit on his lap.The two of them were superimposed on the small sofa, and the slightly heavy panting diffused in the entire space.

The movie ended at some point, and Lu Xihuai escaped unharmed.

Jiang Jingyu knew his little thoughts long ago, so she didn't expose him, and licked the skin behind Lu Xihuai's ear.

"I got my translation certificate."

"Ah."

Jiang Jingyu let out a casual "hmm". Although it was good news, it was somewhat disappointing to bring it up now.

It's just that Lu Xihuai has already paid attention to it, and he should kill the possibility before the beast that is about to move in his heart comes out of the cage.

"I...can I work for you in the future?"

Lu Xihuai asked this question with trepidation, it looked like an extremely simple question, but it had hidden deep meaning.He wanted another way to sell himself.

The hand kneading her ear stopped moving, Lu Xihuai knew that Jiang Jingyu should understand.

But Jiang Jingyu didn't pause for long.

The lip was accidentally bitten by Jiang Jingyu, Lu Xihuai licked the blood on the lip with his tongue, the wound hurt a little, probably because Jiang Jingyu refused to agree to his proposal.

There is a six-year age difference between the two. Lu Xihuai has just walked out of the campus, and he is still full of youthfulness. Even though his growth experience has given him a maturity beyond his years, in Jiang Jingyu's eyes, he is still immature.

By coincidence, Jiang Jingyu wanted to give Lu Xihuai a hand, but he was never a good person, and he wanted to satisfy his own desires more than the excess of the Virgin Mary's heart.Based on this foundation, he is willing to give advice and even teach Lu Xihuai in aspects other than material things.

This is also one of the reasons why Lu Xihuai respects him, two years is enough for Lu Xihuai to appreciate a completely new world, all of which were brought to him by Jiang Jingyu.

In her previous life, Lu Xihuai did not wait for Jiang Jingyu's answer, and it has come to the present amidst the delay.A time when everything has not happened yet and can even be rewritten.

Thinking of Lu Xihuai's unknowing excitement here, his fingertips trembled slightly.

The dark blue towel ran across Lu Xihuai's back and chest, taking away the remaining drops of water on his body.He changed his clothes, took his wallet key and mobile phone and went out.

Lu Xihuai signed up for the professional translation qualification examination two months later, and now he needs to buy some review materials when he goes out.

During the two years by Jiang Jingyu's side, he never slacked off. Jiang Jingyu was willing to give him the opportunity to improve himself. Lu Xihuai won the highest level of interpreting and translation certificates in three foreign languages ​​within two years.

The overly hot sun hit Lu Xihuai's skin, which made people feel a little pain.Lu Xihuai couldn't hide his smile, this feeling made him feel alive and powerful, possessing vitality.

Standing in front of the bookshelf, Lu Xihuai ordered a few books and went to the counter to pay the bill. In fact, he could have passed the exam right now, but he is used to being helpless and has no way out, so he will be safe if he does things too well.

The bookstore that Lu Xihuai went to was in a large shopping mall. When he left the shopping mall with the book in one hand, he passed a toy store.

The electronic screen inside the glass window played the promotional video of new toys, Lu Xihuai stood outside the window and stopped.

Dark blue, a large area of ​​blue, the sunny beach is covered with a blue base cloth, and the side near the sea is wet with sea water, giving it a strange layering.There are hundreds of two-meter-long whale dolls lying quietly on the "ocean".

The effect of the drone shooting from the sky is very dreamy.

The entire shopping mall is in the shape of "Hui", with a hollow in the middle, and the toy store is diagonally opposite the bookstore.

According to the book list given by the boss, the driver Xiao Chen staggered out with more than a dozen books, and saw his boss frowning and leaning on the railing of the mall to make a phone call, but his eyes were locked in one direction.

"Mr. Jiang." After the boss hung up the phone, Xiao Chen called out. He looked at the direction of the toy store where the boss was still looking, and said, "Miss Leren is celebrating her birthday recently. Children should like plush toys."

Jiang Jingyu turned his eyes back and glanced at Xiao Chen lightly, but he didn't accept his proposal, and the 186 man walked away with long legs.

"Have you bought all the books?"

Xiao Chen followed quickly with the book in his hand: "I have bought it. Now Mr. Shi has all the books he wants."

While walking, Xiao Chen casually glanced back, and then smiled.

"I always feel that standing in front of the glass window of a toy store and being unable to walk is something only children do."

Jiang Jingyu's strides were long, but he paused unnaturally after hearing Xiao Chen's words.

The author has something to say:

Apologize to the pre-accepted cutie, changed the theme, and pushed for a long time to open a new one.ok~