You who walk against the light

In normal times, Zhong Kaifan felt that Lin Yuan was not so stubborn, but his eyes turned red after just a few words, and he begged for mercy.But now, it seems that Lin Yuan is determined and refuses to talk about it. Why didn't Zhong Kaifan realize that his bones are so hard before.

"Mobile phone." Zhong Kaifan said gloomyly, his gaze moved to Lin Yuan's wrist unconsciously.

Lin Yuan cut the phone behind his back, stiffened his neck and said, "You just misread—"

Zhong Kaifan put his hands in his trouser pockets and said softly, "Okay, it's okay if you don't hand over your phone, I'll ask you something."

"I have nothing to say to you." Lin Yuan said with a cold face, a trace of tenacity and indestructibility flashed in his eyes.

"Is your mother sick?" Zhong Kaifan told himself to be calm, and the last time he couldn't help but make A Yuan kneel down. A Yuan had only recovered now, and he couldn't force him anymore.

When answering the video call just now, Kai Fan saw that his aunt was wearing a hospital gown, with a blue ward behind her, and her whole face was thin and sallow.In his impression, he remembered that Auntie Song was a very decent woman who loved to wear knitted sweaters and was a kind and friendly teacher of the people.At that time, A Yuan often mentioned his mother to Kai Fan, saying that his frivolous skills could not even catch up with his mother's.

Kai Fan kissed his forehead at the time, and said in a soothing voice, "It's enough for me."

At that time, the relationship between the two of them had not been made public. He often came to play with Ayuan, and Aunt Song regarded Kaifan as a good friend of Ayuan.There is a life detail that impressed Kaifan deeply. The curtains in Ayuan’s bedroom are buckwheat-colored, with a very simple and low-key texture. It is full of trophies, big and small, that A Yuan has walked along the way, and the time is so quiet that people can't help but want to fall asleep.

The quilt is full of the dry smell of the sun, with a faint scent of gardenia. A Yuan said that it is the smell of a laundry detergent that his mother likes very much.Kaifan once went to visit Ah Yuan who had a fever, and when he smelled the smell on his quilt, he just wanted to cry.

Kaifan couldn't tell why he was crying.

The warmth that he had never had before was presented to A Yuan in another way. Looking at A Yuan, he seemed to be healed suddenly.I feel that many things in this world have temperature.Tartary buckwheat tea on a floral tablecloth, cranberry biscuits in a bamboo basket, even a white T-shirt fluttering in the wind on the balcony, A Yuan’s socks are still spinning on the multi-functional drying rack.

The grayish-purple and tender succulent plant on the balcony has carmine-colored leaves.Kaifan later asked Aunt Song what the name of the plant was.Aunt Song said: "It's called Purple Pearl, which means first love."

It was the evening in May when she said this, her face was peaceful and gentle, with soothing tenderness in her brows and eyes, without any sadness, "A Yuan and his father look very similar, sometimes when I look at A Yuan, I feel everything Nothing has changed."

Kai Fan was only in his early 20s at that time, he had not yet had a clear understanding of death, and it was difficult to truly understand what the separation of yin and yang meant to the beloved couple, as if it was someone else's business and would never happen to him.

It wasn't until Zhong Can and A Yuan left him in two completely different ways that Zhong Kaifan suffered from insomnia all night long.How can I describe that feeling, I can't wait to dig out my heart, even if the blood in my whole body is dry, I want to come here and try my best to get everything back.

Unfortunately, it only takes a split second to destroy something.

Thinking of this, Zhong Kaifan almost burst into tears. Aunt Song is fine, why is she so sick?A kind-hearted person like A Yuan did not hesitate to make a clean break with him. He was stigmatized as a scumbag, stepped into the entertainment industry, and even suffered bullying, all for the sake of Aunt Song's medical treatment, right?

No wonder he said he wanted to earn more money.

For these years, Zhong Kaifan has not been able to let go of it. His hatred for A Yuan has become a habit. When they first met at the Huairou Film and Television Base, Zhong Kaifan still couldn't bear the tone in his heart. He tortured A Yuan a little more, and he seemed to feel more at ease in his heart. .

Now think about it, what did he do?After Zhong Can's death, the two had a big fight over the breakup. In front of those friends, he knocked A Yuan's jaw out of the way and called him a white-eyed wolf by name.No wonder Lin Yuan hasn't contacted a good friend all these years.he

After mocking A Yuan, pressing every sentence, and even humiliating him, he directly stabbed A Yuan in the heart, as if this would be the only way to relieve the hatred, but in the end, he realized that he was deeply involved.

If Nie Zuan bullied A Yuan, is he the executioner who made things worse?Zhong Kaifan couldn't help feeling cold all over his body, his face turned completely pale, his eyes flickered with hesitation, and his forehead was dripping with sweat.

Looking at A Yuan with a tough expression in front of him, Zhong Kaifan's heart was crushed to pieces, his brain seemed to be exploded, and his whole body was so painful that he couldn't exert any strength.The air suddenly became silent, and the sunlight came through the frosted glass and fell on A Yuan's fair and stubborn face, which seemed to overlap with the boy six years ago.

Zhong Kaifan suddenly realized that A Yuan has never changed.

On the surface, A Yuan is easy to talk, but in his heart he is an affirmative, and even if he is determined, he must protect his heart.He seemed to understand something, too, with his temper like before, how could A Yuan dare to tell him those things.No wonder he didn't yell at him until he shivered.

There were faint rustling footsteps in the corridor, Zhong Kaifan tried his best to control his emotions, he was afraid that he would completely lose control.

How should he face A Yuan?What should I say at this moment?

The palms holding the car keys tightened, and Zhong Kaifan moved towards the door with difficulty. He felt that it was useless to say anything.

At the end, Zhong Kaifan leaned against the wall with one hand, his back trembling, and opened the door feebly, hearing the footsteps in the corridor getting closer.

As soon as An Ran pushed the door, she bumped into Zhong Kaifan with a gray complexion. She had never seen Zhong Kaifan like this before. She originally wanted to put on a show of insults, but at this moment she couldn't say anything, but asked hesitantly: "You...what's the matter?"

Zhong Kaifan's eyes were bloodshot, he was biting his cheek, standing at the door trembling with breath, with veins popping out of his forehead, his expression seemed to have been stabbed severely.

An Ran raised her eyelids, and saw Lin Yuan standing aside coldly. She hadn't seen this kind of expression on Lin Yuan for many years, as if he was swinging the green dragon-slaying knife hidden on the young man's back.

Even if it is death, he will not kneel down.

"Lin Yuan, what happened to him?" An Ran asked tentatively.

Lin Yuan said, "It's nothing."

As soon as Zhong Kaifan heard this, he became angry, pointed to his nose and said, "How are you doing? You are hiding such a big matter from me, and you treat me as a dead person?!"