You who walk against the light

At the end of Shangqing Ancient Street is Changqingfang, with a gray roof and white paint, and mottled wall bricks. On the left and right sides, there are red gold characters of "Pray for Changqingfang, ask about Longhu Mountain", and "Fu" is placed in the center of the door. location.The light was dim, blurring a lot of handwriting.The two stone lions at the door are round and dark in color, and the tops of their heads are shining brightly when tourists touch them.The wishing tree is covered with red ribbons, fluttering in the wind, full of human expectations.

A Yuan remembered that Kai Fan never had the intention to come to this kind of temple before, and often regarded himself as an atheist, but at this moment he lost some incense money, bowed down devoutly and kowtowed, slowly closed his eyes, and did not know what wish he made.

People in different clothes shuttled through the hall. A Yuan saw at a glance that the fake Taoist priest was fooling the tourists. After thinking about it, he held back and stood quietly beside the vermilion pillar, waiting for Kaifan to get up.I don't know when, A Yuan was very afraid of all kinds of gods and Buddhas, and always felt that he was going to be punished by heaven.

After a long time, Kai Fan walked towards A Yuan, saw that his face was pale, and he didn't know what he was thinking, so he couldn't help calling him: "A Yuan?"

A Yuan came back to his senses, forced a smile, "Can I go?"

Zhong Kaifan stared at him and saw that A Yuan was still holding the small bundle of green wood incense that the little girl had just sold to him in his hand, "A Yuan, you have to learn to face it." As he said, Kaifan pointed his palm upwards and motioned for A Yuan to take the green wood incense Give yourself, "Give it to me."

Lin Yuan was startled when he heard that, Zhong Kaifan seemed to be able to grasp what he was thinking, he swallowed, lowered his head and said, "I see."

Zhong Kaifan didn't say anything more, and lit the incense in his hand with the fire in the incense burner.The wind was a bit strong, it made him squint his eyes, he couldn't help frowning and put the green wood incense in the incense burner.The light dimmed a bit, with a bit of the light gold of the setting sun, and it fell silently on Zhong Kaifan's shoulders.Lin Yuan stood on the threshold and watched, suddenly a little envious of the few incense sticks in his hand.

The feeling of being held in the palm of Kaifan...

The market was crowded with people, and they mixed in the crowd without attracting any attention.Time passed unknowingly, the sky was dim, Zhong Kaifan didn't intend to go back the same way, he just followed the bluestone brick path, booked an ordinary room, and the two of them planned to rest nearby.

At night, A Yuan's appetite was not very good, and Kai Fan didn't force it, and served him porridge for dinner, "Do you think it's not fun?"

The places to visit around here are all the same, if you are really not interested, there is no solution.

A Yuan finished his porridge, rubbed his eyes and yawned: "I'm sleepy again."

Knowing that he usually lacks sleep, Zhong Kaifan nodded understandingly: "You go up first."

A Yuan was startled: "Aren't you with me?"

"I'm going out to buy a pack of cigarettes." Zhong Kaifan said indifferently, without any emotion on his face.

A Yuan glanced at him, pulled over the stool on his left, sat down on it, quickly searched into his coat pocket, and found a cold lighter.

Zhong Kaifan frowned, and said lazily, "Why?"

"I used to say that I hate the smell of cigarettes the most. Don't you smoke it yourself?"

Zhong Kaifan lost his interest immediately, "All right." He looked at his watch, as if a little worried, "You go up first, so as not to be photographed by the media." Although this place is a bit far from the crew, Kaifan still Afraid of accidents.

Before leaving, Lin Yuan looked at it reluctantly, "Come back early."

Zhong Kaifan took a sip of tea and nodded slightly.

As soon as Lin Yuan returned to the room, his mother sent a WeChat message, asking him if he had eaten and if he was busy today.

A Yuan sat by the bed and replied: I ate very well, I am not busy today, I will take a day off from work, and I will return to the set tomorrow afternoon.

Mom asked: Don't be picky eaters.

Ah Yuan said: Mom should also cooperate with the doctor's orders and maintain a good mood.

In retrospect, their mother and son have always been calm and gentle when they get along, more like friends.Song Wangshu used to teach Chinese, with a peaceful and gentle personality, and a relatively stable mood, so A Yuan was able to grow up smoothly in a family without his father.

Although it is a single-parent family, A Yuan has never felt that he lacks love.Mother had always been a gentle and kind person, and he had been subtly affected by this, and he couldn't get angry about many things unless he was annoyed.

He looks carefree on the surface, but in fact he is gentle to the extreme, smoothing Kai Fan's body little by little.

bad mood.

Once when Lin Yuan was waiting for Zhong Kaifan to finish class, the students in the auditorium rushed out. He heard a girl talking softly about Zhong Kaifan: Hey, did you see that boy sitting in the back row of us?I lost my key three times and he picked it up for me, so gentle.

Lin Yuan thought angrily, he's a gentle ass, if he offends Zhong Kaifan, he can tear down the house and give away a luxurious cold war package for free.Others think he is gentle and calm, it is because they don't understand him deeply enough.But most of the time, Lin Yuan had to admit that Kai Fan was far more meticulous and conscientious than himself.Kaifan pays great attention to personal tidiness and storage. His earphones are always rolled up neatly and put in the earphone box, and his sneakers are always clean. The pages he flipped through are not even wrinkled at the footer. Only handsome and powerful handwriting can be seen.His living habits are very good. No matter how busy he is every week, he will take time out for jogging. He can do everything he loves to the extreme.

Ayuan admires certain qualities in Kaifan, such as self-discipline. He may not learn those habits in his life, but it does not affect his desire to become a better person.Perhaps because of the influence of his mother, Ah Yuan never thought of comparing himself with anyone, which is why he has maintained a good relationship with artists of the same period for many years. Suddenly popular and jealous.

Jealousy will only lower your realm of life.

In addition to being an opponent, you should learn to appreciate others with a peaceful and open mind more often.There are indeed unscrupulous artists in the circle, but real art requires the unity of the heart, and there must be no falsehood.This may be incompatible with the entertainment industry that is eager for quick success, probably because it is not popular enough. After so many years, A Yuan really feels that he has not changed much.

Mom sent a voice over: Do you have time for video?

A Yuan looked at the door with a guilty conscience, guessing the time, Kai Fan should be back soon, he thought about it and said: I will call you tomorrow.

My mother has always been considerate of him and said directly: "Okay."

He was lying on the bed, flipping through the text messages on his mobile phone, the company was relatively peaceful recently, An Ran didn't call him frantically.

I was scrolling through the messages on WeChat, when I heard the electronic lock beep a few times, it was Kaifan who came back.