You who walk against the light

Sitting in the driver's cab, Duan Qi couldn't help the corners of her mouth curling up a little.

The car was fully heated, and not long after, A Yuan started to fight his eyelids.Seeing his tired appearance, Zhong Kaifan felt guilty unconsciously.He knew that he had a bad temper, and whenever A Yuan provoked him, he couldn't help but lose his temper at A Yuan, but when he really lost his temper, he felt extremely uncomfortable.

Lights and shadows flashed across the car window frame by frame. After a long time, Kai Fan grabbed A Yuan's hand, only to feel that his palm was cold. He put his hand in his palm and warmed it. His voice subconsciously softened: "Is it still cold?"

Hearing Kai Fan talking to him, Lin Yuan regained consciousness and felt that his anger had subsided a little, so he quickly said, "It's not cold."

Zhong Kaifan's palm was warm and dry, covering the back of his hand lightly, Lin Yuan felt as if he had been scalded by happiness.

The car drove to another hotel, avoiding the accommodation arranged by the crew.

In order to prevent him from falling ill, Zhong Kaifan strongly urged him to take a hot bath for a while, and told Duan Qi: "Go and ask the front desk if there is a thermometer and cold medicine."

"Okay." Duan Qi leaned forward and went out.

After about 10 minutes, Duan Qi came back panting, "There are only Ganmaoling Granules."

Zhong Kaifan took it, "Okay, you should go to bed earlier, and you don't have to knock on the door on time tomorrow."

Duan Qi nodded, and before the door was about to close, he handed over the car keys, "You take the keys first."

"Row."

The two of them didn't lie down until almost four o'clock. Zhong Kaifan felt that he had never been so tired from work before.

Lin Yuan nestled in his arms and said angrily, "Who told you to follow the shooting scene."

Zhong Kaifan pinched his waist, "Don't get cheap and act good."

He kept yelling, "Hey, don't pinch me." He said so, but his body was reluctant to leave Kaifan for a moment, and his arms tightly wrapped around his waist.He always felt that Kaifan was very warm, and sleeping with him was like a stove, so he no longer had to worry about cold hands and feet.

Aware of A Yuan's dependence on him, Kai Fan was stung by the profound intimacy, and he couldn't help asking: "A Yuan, have you liked other people in these years?"

A Yuan suddenly felt that his heartbeat was about to stop, and his blood was flowing so fast that he had no room to think for a moment. At the end, he felt a little angry again: "Who are you listening to nonsense? I'm still single, okay?"

With a hoarse voice and a sour smile in his tone, Kai Fan leaned into his ear and said, "I guessed it myself."

Hearing what he said, Ah Yuan felt uncontrollably uncomfortable. He knew that he had given him too little sense of security, which was why Kai Fan was thinking wildly.But even if he wants to give a lot of love, objectively he is not allowed to do so.First, he was busy with work, which directly caused the two of them to get together less and leave more; second, some things that happened in the past made it impossible for Ah Yuan to be the same as before.An Ran's reminder to him before is still vivid in his memory, it is difficult for A Yuan to face Kai Fan without reservation.

But Kai Fan actually began to guess that he had someone else in his heart.

He met Kaifan at the youngest age, and it is impossible to fall in love with anyone else in his life, yet Kaifan actually asked such a question.

During the most difficult period, A Yuan owed a lot of debts, and his mother's condition was not optimistic, and he could not see the dawn of the future at all. He wished to at least have Kaifan, even if he secretly missed it in his heart.

Apart from his mother, Kaifan is the only person he can talk to for the rest of his life.

But the word "love" is too heavy, how can it be called love.In the past, A Yuan and Kai Fan went to the Central Grand Theater to watch a drama. There was a saying in the opening speech: "If a wife loses her husband, her sorrow will be from morning to evening; but a mother's sorrow will be from now to the grave."

The weight and degree of love are different, saying anything seems pale.

He dare not say what he can do for Kaifan, but even if there is a glimmer of hope to save his mother, he is willing to give everything.As for Kaifan, he is the one he cherishes silently in his heart, like the taffy he saved in his childhood, he is reluctant to take it out to eat, but he has to look at it often, even smelling the cellophane is all right.

"What about you?" A Yuan suddenly mustered up the courage to ask, but he was actually very afraid of hearing Kai Fan's answer.Societal attitudes towards same-sex relationships

Very harsh, it is not surprising that one day Kaifan succumbs to the pressure of reality.He knew that the road to the future would be difficult, but there was still a faint hope in his heart.

Kai Fan reached out and stroked his cheek, his tone was low and restrained: "You are the only one for me."

A Yuan's nose was sour, and he couldn't help leaning forward to kiss him, his emotions melted into his body language, as if he wanted to show him his heart.He knew that Kaifan treated him well, recalling the scene when the two broke up, A Yuan still feels ashamed to see Kaifan.

After a while, Ah Yuan stopped, as if thinking of something: "Where is my fortune?"

Zhong Kaifan said calmly, "Dead."

There was a biting chill in the air, and A Yuan leaned against Kaifan's chest. Although he knew that many things would never go back to the past, as long as he was still close to Kaifan, he was willing to bear any hardship.Even if this day has a deadline.

That orange cat carried the memories he shared with Kai Fan. A Yuan watched Fa Cai change from a dirty stray cat to a clean-haired and docile domestic cat.

Why can't he keep all the beautiful things in this world?

Thinking of this, A Yuan suddenly felt his inner body churning, and his eyes became moist uncontrollably, "How did it go?"

"In my sleep, my body remained lumpy and I walked very peacefully."

"What did the veterinarian say?"

Kai Fan sighed, "It should be due to a congenital disease, so it's useless to go for more checkups."

A Yuan sniffed and said in a muffled voice, "Yes."

Neither of them had any intention of continuing the chat, and A Yuan was extremely sleepy, leaning against Kai Fan and falling asleep.

Broken mirrors are hard to reunite, Zhong Kaifan understands this truth better than anyone else.Even if A Yuan doesn't say anything about some things, he still has the patience to find out the matter, but before that, A Yuan must stay by his side.

He had waited too long for this day, not so short of a while.